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  1. [12/16/2014 6:35:23 PM] Scoots Buragi: You really need to talk with Will
  2. [12/16/2014 6:36:03 PM] Eccentric Eastern Dragon: Yeah, I just got online and I'm posting a reply to him now.
  3. [12/16/2014 6:36:44 PM] Scoots Buragi: Also... Um... I'm sorry about that idea, I probably should've never shared that..
  4. [12/16/2014 6:42:20 PM] Eccentric Eastern Dragon: You don't have to apologize. I mean, I still really like the idea of the pawjob, and I'm always happy to hear your ideas. But since we're being truthful with each other, I'd rather tell you now if an idea appeals to me or not.
  5. [12/16/2014 6:42:28 PM] Eccentric Eastern Dragon: Still, I suppose making adult art with us in it is another thing that we should take our time with as well.
  6. [12/16/2014 6:43:36 PM] Scoots Buragi: Okay, well it just really bummed me out about it, because I really looked forward to drawing it
  7. [12/16/2014 6:46:42 PM] Eccentric Eastern Dragon: Yeah, I'm really sorry about upsetting you there. After that argument, it just seems better to be truthful now then try to hide my feelings and let things build up back to that point. Also, I created a personal Skype that I'd like you to add, so I can be online and chat with my closer friends without having to worry as much about other people interrupting.
  8. [12/16/2014 6:47:25 PM] Scoots Buragi: Oh okay
  9. [12/16/2014 6:47:28 PM] Scoots Buragi: What is it?
  10. [12/16/2014 6:48:20 PM] Eccentric Eastern Dragon: Eccentricchimera-Personal, though I'll be changing the name later on.
  11. [12/16/2014 6:49:22 PM] Scoots Buragi: I sent a request out
  12. [12/16/2014 6:53:11 PM] Eccentric Eastern Dragon: Okay, thanks. I'll accept it once I switch over to that account in a short while.
  13. [12/16/2014 6:53:48 PM] Scoots Buragi: Okay
  14. [12/16/2014 7:05:08 PM] Eccentric Eastern Dragon: Scoots, are you okay? I'm not playing TF2 at the moment, I'm just trying to type responses on Skype. I'm really sorry if anything I said upset you.
  15. [12/16/2014 7:06:42 PM] Scoots Buragi: Like I said I was bummed out about the idea, but I don't wanna push it because it's not your thing it's mine and since your still confused about your sexuality, I have no control over it.
  16. [12/16/2014 7:07:42 PM] Scoots Buragi: Also I'm a bit overstressed, I've been oversleeping, staying up during certain hours, and about over the edge with myself because being in the military has left me lonely for 2 and a half years soon going on 3 now.
  17. [12/16/2014 7:08:53 PM] Scoots Buragi: So now I gotta continue to ride this out crap out until I can get away and not be lonely anymore, dealing with failed relationships and urge controls, it's pretty much got me not on the wall, I'm on the ceiling about it
  18. [12/16/2014 7:19:32 PM] Eccentric Eastern Dragon: Yeah, I know how you feel, Scoots. I've been in a similar position myself, stuck feeling lonely and stressed for a long, long time. And frankly, I really wish I could help to relieve you of that stress and frustration. But I'm just as trapped as you are, and all we really can do at the moment is just hang on until we find what we need.
  19. [12/16/2014 7:21:36 PM | Edited 7:21:48 PM] Eccentric Eastern Dragon: In real life, I'm miserable, and my environment is bitter and frustrating and downright hateful. But I want to be happy, and I'm going to fight my pain and work until I get that happiness.
  20. [12/16/2014 7:22:16 PM] Eccentric Eastern Dragon: For all intents and purposes, you're stronger than me, Scoots.
  21. [12/16/2014 7:24:30 PM] Eccentric Eastern Dragon: If I can drag myself out of bed and work towards the life that I desperately want, you can do the same. And you have me and the others as well to support you. And well, even though anal doesn't do much for me, I can still enjoy other adult things as well.
  22. [12/16/2014 7:26:04 PM] Eccentric Eastern Dragon: So please, don't let this depress you so much.
  23. [12/16/2014 7:27:09 PM] Scoots Buragi: Waaaaaaait... I never did ask.
  24. [12/16/2014 7:27:20 PM] Scoots Buragi: Or mentioned it when I should have
  25. [12/16/2014 7:28:11 PM] Scoots Buragi: Did you think you were on the recieving end or not.
  26. [12/16/2014 7:29:00 PM] Scoots Buragi: N-never mind
  27. [12/16/2014 7:34:14 PM] Scoots Buragi: I keep pushing it when I shouldn't! BAD SCOOTS! BAAAD!!
  28. [12/16/2014 7:42:14 PM] Scoots Buragi: Great... now me and Will can't stop talking about your butt.
  29. [12/16/2014 7:46:46 PM] Scoots Buragi: ?
  30. [12/16/2014 7:53:17 PM | Edited 7:53:27 PM] Eccentric Eastern Dragon: Hehe, I imagine that would be an interesting conversation. And again, it's fine, I've asked my fair share of awkward questions in the past as well. ^_^
  31. [12/16/2014 7:54:26 PM] Scoots Buragi: Not to meeeeeeeee D:
  32. [12/16/2014 8:00:13 PM] Scoots Buragi: You've never given me any awkward questions before.
  33. [12/16/2014 8:06:56 PM] Eccentric Eastern Dragon: Well, I suppose it was because we've only recently been talking regularly like this. A lot of those awkward questions came up a while back, when you were away in Spain. I've asked quite a few awkward questions on impulse to close friends, so I imagine that you'll be getting a few as well once at some point.
  34. [12/16/2014 8:07:27 PM] Scoots Buragi: I wasn't.
  35. [12/16/2014 8:07:39 PM] Scoots Buragi: I just got drama in the face.
  36. [12/16/2014 8:10:42 PM] Eccentric Eastern Dragon: Yeah, I have to apologize for that. I was pretty upset at the time, and I thought that Zakk had pushed me aside and replaced me with you in that whole Master-pet relationship.
  37. [12/16/2014 8:11:48 PM] Scoots Buragi: I was willing to share maaaaan, you even got to play with Servo!
  38. [12/16/2014 8:12:06 PM] Scoots Buragi: And now or days I can't even play with him anymore cause he's so busy
  39. [12/16/2014 8:12:11 PM] Scoots Buragi: Makes me sad
  40. [12/16/2014 8:13:53 PM] Scoots Buragi: But also that was bad of me to say how good I was treating Zakk, he was always nice to speak with and still is.
  41. [12/16/2014 8:14:52 PM] Scoots Buragi: I wanted to go see him for the holidays, but they barred me with some stupid paper I gotta sign a month before leave for going out of the country, so now I gotta spend my winter break alone in my room
  42. [12/16/2014 8:15:21 PM] Scoots Buragi: The one moment I was close to actually getting to hang with someone for a bit pushed back further.
  43. [12/16/2014 8:23:25 PM] Eccentric Eastern Dragon: Well, even though I liked the idea of having Servo as a pet, at first I didn't want do it because I didn't want you to be upset that he had another Master. The only reason I did accept it was because he mentioned that you had Zakk as a pet already, which I never knew about.
  44.  
  45. Things had already been going downhill with the Master-pet relationship, so seeing you bragging about having Zakk as a pet now just tore me up inside. But yeah, Servo has been pretty busy lately with his new puppy, so hopefully we'll get to chat with him more often later on.
  46.  
  47. I'm sorry to hear that things didn't work out with you guys spending some time together for the holidays though. Hopefully, you'll get to hang out together soon, it would definitely do both of you some good.
  48. [12/16/2014 8:25:23 PM] Scoots Buragi: I'm just tired of being disappointed and having to wait now.
  49. [12/16/2014 8:28:38 PM] Eccentric Eastern Dragon: Yeah, I know the feeling.
  50. [12/16/2014 8:31:31 PM] *** Scoots Buragi hugs ***
  51. [12/16/2014 8:31:50 PM] *** Eccentric Eastern Dragon hugs you back, squeezing tight. ***
  52. [12/16/2014 8:32:41 PM] Scoots Buragi: I wanna cry... but I can't, I've tried all day today
  53. [12/16/2014 8:39:40 PM] Eccentric Eastern Dragon: Well, as someone who's also experienced that miserable feeling first hand...it'll come eventually, trust me on that. When it happened to me last year, I literally brawled my eyes out in front of my dad, snot and everything. I hated my father all the more, but I still felt much better afterwards.
  54. [12/16/2014 8:41:01 PM] Scoots Buragi: That might be forever though
  55. [12/16/2014 8:41:10 PM] Scoots Buragi: Where I'm at, here?
  56. [12/16/2014 8:41:35 PM] Scoots Buragi: No one cares about how I feel
  57. [12/16/2014 8:42:48 PM] Scoots Buragi: And since they hold that image of being "tough", I got to hide it
  58. [12/16/2014 8:45:13 PM] Eccentric Eastern Dragon: No one cares about how I feel either, Scoots. My father was yelling at me at the time, and I finally just snapped. Tears started pouring down my face, and he didn't know how to help, so he just got up and left me there. Then came back a few minutes later because one of the only TVs with cable was in the room I was sobbing in.
  59. [12/16/2014 8:46:15 PM] Scoots Buragi: Just that hearing that made my mood worse..
  60. [12/16/2014 8:52:00 PM] Eccentric Eastern Dragon: Trust me, my family is so screwed up that some of the stories I could tell you don't even sound realistic because of how cartoonishly cruel they are. But the thing is, I still believe that there's a better life for me, and that I deserve to have that life. You deserve a happier life as well, Scoots. You really, really do. You just have to keep pushing until you get it.
  61. [12/16/2014 8:54:47 PM] Scoots Buragi: I'll try then. You keep saying I'm stronger than you are, but from what it sounds like, your much stronger than I am in terms of will.
  62. [12/16/2014 9:05:14 PM] Eccentric Eastern Dragon: But I'm not that strong. I just cling to life out of spite and a hope for something better. To be perfectly honest, the constant abuse from my dad has left me anxious and neurotic, so much that I sometimes have nervous muscle twitches in public. I get so anxious that I start walking awkwardly when they get too close. People can look at me and immediately know that I'm weak. But all I can do is just keep moving forward, working for the smallest opportunity that can finally get my life back on track.
  63. [12/16/2014 9:08:49 PM] Scoots Buragi: Well, let's just stop talking about all this depressing stuff, I wanna get over my stupid hissy fit.
  64. [12/16/2014 9:10:56 PM] Eccentric Eastern Dragon: Yeah, I agree. This is starting to bring me down a bit as well... Do you want to play a bit of Smash to take your mind off it?
  65. [12/16/2014 9:11:13 PM] Scoots Buragi: Yeah, I'll get a room started
  66. [12/16/2014 9:11:59 PM] Eccentric Eastern Dragon: Okay, sounds good to me. My 3DS is running a system update at the moment so I'll join as soon as it's done.
  67. [12/16/2014 9:12:13 PM] Scoots Buragi: Make sure Smash is updated too
  68. [12/16/2014 9:12:21 PM] Scoots Buragi: Because it might do that too
  69. [12/16/2014 9:13:07 PM] Eccentric Eastern Dragon: Yeah, that's a good idea. I'll check Smash as well before joining the room.
  70. [12/16/2014 9:15:05 PM] Scoots Buragi: Let me know when it's done
  71. [12/16/2014 9:21:55 PM] Eccentric Eastern Dragon: First update is done, and I'm checking Smash now!
  72. [12/16/2014 9:22:05 PM] Scoots Buragi: Okay!
  73. [12/16/2014 9:29:29 PM] Eccentric Eastern Dragon: It's done, and I'm joining now!
  74. [12/16/2014 9:29:48 PM] Scoots Buragi: Alrighty!
  75. [12/16/2014 9:48:58 PM] Scoots Buragi: You gotta go?
  76. [12/16/2014 9:49:30 PM] Eccentric Eastern Dragon: No...I think I just lost the connection there...Agh, and i was winnning!
  77. [12/16/2014 9:49:35 PM] Scoots Buragi: Yeah
  78. [12/16/2014 9:49:41 PM] Scoots Buragi: Just rejoin, it's fine
  79. [12/16/2014 9:50:00 PM] Eccentric Eastern Dragon: OKay, rejoining now...>_<
  80. [12/16/2014 10:18:04 PM] Scoots Buragi: I guess it's just us for now
  81. [12/16/2014 10:19:19 PM] Eccentric Eastern Dragon: Yeah, though Durgon is still waiting for me to play TF2 with him. I don't want to keep him waiting for too much longer, so do you want to play some of that for a while?
  82. [12/16/2014 10:19:32 PM] Scoots Buragi: Yeah, one more match tho?
  83. [12/16/2014 10:20:01 PM] Eccentric Eastern Dragon: Okay, sounds good to me! I'll try out my Wii Fighter again!
  84. [12/16/2014 10:34:56 PM] Scoots Buragi: Bombs everywhere @_@
  85. [12/16/2014 10:35:53 PM] Scoots Buragi: Good match though
  86. [12/16/2014 10:38:02 PM] Eccentric Eastern Dragon: Hehe, yep! That was a pretty awesome match, I think I'm getting much better now. But yeah, that was pretty fun, we'll definitely have to play again soon.
  87. [12/16/2014 10:38:24 PM] Eccentric Eastern Dragon: I'm going to play some TF2 with Durgon for a while if you'd like to join us. ^_^
  88. [12/16/2014 10:38:47 PM] Scoots Buragi: I'm on my waaaaay! >.>
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