Apotheosis (2018)

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(ominous music)

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(eerie music)

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(ominous music)

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(eerie music)

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- [Narrator] He's
waiting for his date.

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It's March 7th.

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I saw the calendar
on the wall earlier.

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Did she stand him up?

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I bet she did.

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The lonely fuck
can't catch a break.

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- It's nice to see you.

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- It's nice to see you too.

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(chuckling)

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- Wine?

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- Yes.

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Yes, after a long day of
work that sounds wonderful.

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(restaurant commotion)

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(glasses clinking)

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So how was your day?

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- My day was good.

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How was your day?

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- Good.

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Pretty typical.

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(chuckling)

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So tell me something
about yourself.

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- Let's try something different.

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Instead of me telling
you all about myself

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and my statistics, like the
back of a fucking baseball card,

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(laughing)

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let's talk about
whatever comes to mind.

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You know?

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Whatever we want.

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Something a bit more organic.

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- Like a dating experiment?

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(laughing)

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- Think of it more as defiance

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from the typical first
date conversation.

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I don't wanna know
where you work

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or where you went to college.

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I want to know the real you.

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(laughing)

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- Ready to order?

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- We might need a
couple more minutes.

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- Oh, I'm ready.

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- Yeah, sure.

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- I'll have the chicken parm.

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Extra cheese.

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- I'll have the
chicken parm too.

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- [Waiter] Extra cheese?

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- No, thanks.

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- [Waiter] Anything
else to drink?

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- I'm good with wine.

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- Me too.

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- Great, I'll bring
you some bread.

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- Thank you.

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- Thank you.

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- Okay, so where were we?

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- What do you think
of everything?

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- What?

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- Look, I know this whole
first date game is kinda weird,

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but give it a try.

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Worst case scenario,

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you have a funny story
to tell your friends.

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- Okay.

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What do you mean, everything?

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- I mean everything.

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Life, work, culture.

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The shit hole we live in.

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What's the point of everything?

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- That's a pretty
vague question.

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Fine.

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I guess you just gotta
do your best, you know?

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Try your hardest and
push for what you want.

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- Mhmm.

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(laughing)

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I'm sorry.

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Was that really your answer?

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- Yeah.

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- That was stupid.

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Look, I'm not asking you to
write me a graduation speech.

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I'm asking you to tell
me how you really feel.

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Take off that clown mask

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that you have to wear
for everybody else.

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Give me you.

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- Okay.

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(sighing)

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Everything's bullshit.

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I think everything
is fucking bullshit.

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I'll tell you why.

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I don't know you and
you don't know me

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but we got one thing in common.

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Struggle.

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We struggle our whole
goddamn lives and for what?

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I work a shitty job
so I can merely live.

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Literally so I can eat,
have a bed to sleep on

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and continue with my
worthless existence.

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We live to die.

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Just killing time.

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We wake up everyday
and go to work.

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What the fuck are we
working towards, exactly?

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Working so we can go
home and watch TV?

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Working so I can buy food
to stuff my face with?

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Work so I can retire
one day when I'm senile?

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I'm not gonna
remember shit anyway.

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Life is just the
act of struggling.

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At least for the most of us.

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(laughing)

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- Now that's a fucking answer.

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(dramatic music)

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- [Narrator] They
talk for awhile.

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I'm surprised how comfortable
she seems with him.

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Just like she gets him.

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No one ever gets
him, not even me.

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Somehow, she does.

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For two hours
straight, they talk.

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He doesn't ask her
about his past,

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she doesn't ask
him about her job.

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But their conversation is somehow
compelling and beautiful.

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Like an effortless poem

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in which they take turns
contributing, line from line.

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"God is dead."

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"God isn't dead.

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"Sex is God."

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"Who are we but animals
trapped behind a wall?"

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- What is a wall but a pediment
to the human condition?

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- Only the imagination
could break--

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- That down.

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(laughing)

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I'm going to the bathroom.

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- I'll grab the check.

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- I can split it with
you, if you want.

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- Don't be silly.

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You said you're unemployed.
Save your money.

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- You're too sweet.

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(restaurant commotion)

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(sighing)

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I'm back.

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- So you wanna come over
for some coffee or a drink?

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- Yeah, sure.

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(street commotion)

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(car beeping)

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(laughing)

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- Sorry, this place is a mess.

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- Oh it's okay, I don't care.

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(ominous music)

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I like your place.

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- Thank you.

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(eerie ambient music)

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Hey.

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Hey!

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- Huh?

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- You want me to
make you a drink?

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- Oh, yeah.

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Yeah, that'd be great.

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(pleasant music)

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(huffing)

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(eerie music)

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- Where are you going?

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- I gotta go.

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- It's 3:30 in the morning.

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- I'm sorry.

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- You can't be serious.

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Spend the night.

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- No, I've gotta go.

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- What's wrong?

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- Just leave me the fuck alone!

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(ominous music)

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(crickets chirping)

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(eerie music)

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(alarm beeping)

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(birds chirping)

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(traffic commotion)

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(somber music)

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(sighing)

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(ominous music)

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- Are you fucking kidding me?

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Tell me this is a joke.

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- I'm sorry.

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- You're late five
times this month.

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Do you wanna get fired?

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Because I'm pretty fucking
sure you wanna get fired.

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- I apologize.

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- You're lazy.

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- I'm sorry, it
won't happen again.

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- You're damn right it won't.

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If it does, I'll
fire you on the spot.

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(ominous music)

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(phone buzzing)

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(sighing)

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- Hello?

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Hey.

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I'm glad you called.

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How are you?

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I'm good.

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I'm just hanging out.

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Sure, you can come over, yeah.

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If a bottle of tequila counts.

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Okay.

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Okay, cool, cool.

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I'll see you soon?

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Bye.

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(knocking)

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(rain pouring)

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Hey.

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- [Christine] What's up?

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- Come in.

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It's nice to see you.

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- It's nice to see you too.

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- So what do you wanna do?

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- Drink.

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And hang out.

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- I'll get the bottle.

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- Grab it...

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and...

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meet me in your bedroom.

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- All right.

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(sobbing)

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Hey, hey, hey.

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Are you okay?

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- I'm sorry.

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I'm so fucked up in the head.

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It's all--

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- Fucked up in the head?

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(laughing)

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- I just...

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I feel so empty.

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You know, like,

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I'm either really
sad or really happy.

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It's never a steady balance.

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- I'm rarely happy, so,

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I'm not the right person
to be giving advice.

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- Why are you rarely happy?

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- I don't know, just forget it.

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- No, tell me.

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- No.

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- Oh my god, will
you just tell me?

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- I just don't have many
things to be happy about.

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- Well,

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what do you do for work?

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- So now we're
gonna ask questions?

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- I can ask questions.

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- That doesn't seem fair.

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- Tell me.

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- I work in an office.

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(giggling)

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- Cool.

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- Yeah, it's great.

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- You don't like it.

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- No, I don't like it.

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I just do the same
fucking thing every day.

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It's like an assembly like
at a factory or something.

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- Then why do you do it?

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- Because it's my passion.

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Why does anybody do what
they don't wanna do?

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It's a job, you know, I have to.

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- Well,

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what do you wanna do?

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- That's the problem.

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There's nothing that
I really wanna do.

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- Come here.

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(wind howling)

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(somber music)

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Tell me something about you.

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- [Darwin] Like what?

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- I don't know.

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Tell me about your childhood.

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- It was a pretty
regular childhood.

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- Your parents?

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- My mom died when I was a baby.

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So my dad took care of me

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and my uncle.

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- Are they still alive?

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- No.

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- Oh.

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My parents are still alive

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but I haven't talked
to them in 10 years.

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We had a pretty big falling out.

278
00:22:43,862 --> 00:22:44,963
- I'm sorry.

279
00:22:44,996 --> 00:22:45,931
- Don't be.

280
00:22:48,133 --> 00:22:49,167
I'm sorry.

281
00:22:50,135 --> 00:22:51,136
- It's okay.

282
00:22:56,174 --> 00:22:58,944
(eerie music)

283
00:22:58,977 --> 00:23:00,545
- [TV Announcer]
The solar system,

284
00:23:00,579 --> 00:23:03,148
and there are
certain similarities.

285
00:23:03,181 --> 00:23:05,884
(ominous music)

286
00:23:05,917 --> 00:23:08,086
- [Narrator] He was around seven

287
00:23:08,120 --> 00:23:11,523
when he started being
babysat by his uncle,

288
00:23:11,556 --> 00:23:15,827
the alcoholic who was
in and out of prison.

289
00:23:15,861 --> 00:23:18,630
(ominous music)

290
00:23:18,663 --> 00:23:21,933
(television commotion)

291
00:23:29,808 --> 00:23:32,511
(eerie music)

292
00:23:38,617 --> 00:23:42,220
He would take him into the
closet where it was dark,

293
00:23:42,254 --> 00:23:45,257
so I wouldn't be present
to know what happened.

294
00:23:45,290 --> 00:23:48,126
As soon as he would
come out into the light,

295
00:23:48,160 --> 00:23:52,697
I'd be there, watching the
tears go down his cheek,

296
00:23:52,731 --> 00:23:54,900
hearing the whimpers
come out of his mouth

297
00:23:54,933 --> 00:23:58,970
and shake with him from what
happened in that closet.

298
00:23:59,004 --> 00:24:00,272
He was forced into that closet

299
00:24:00,305 --> 00:24:03,675
every time he was
babysat by his uncle.

300
00:24:03,708 --> 00:24:06,111
Until one day his uncle died.

301
00:24:07,679 --> 00:24:08,513
He was 10.

302
00:24:09,848 --> 00:24:12,851
He didn't have to whimper
or cry after that.

303
00:24:12,884 --> 00:24:14,553
But he still shakes.

304
00:24:15,320 --> 00:24:16,688
We both shake.

305
00:24:19,257 --> 00:24:21,927
(alarm beeping)

306
00:24:25,730 --> 00:24:27,899
(sighing)

307
00:24:31,937 --> 00:24:33,205
- Hey,

308
00:24:33,238 --> 00:24:34,306
I have to go to work.

309
00:24:34,339 --> 00:24:37,542
(Christine moaning)

310
00:24:45,684 --> 00:24:48,286
(somber music)

311
00:24:54,259 --> 00:24:57,963
- Well look who showed
up to work on time.

312
00:25:31,096 --> 00:25:33,765
(ominous music)

313
00:26:20,078 --> 00:26:23,081
- [Narrator] What
does the note say?

314
00:26:25,317 --> 00:26:27,352
I wish I could...

315
00:26:27,385 --> 00:26:29,254
Is he looking at me?

316
00:26:30,722 --> 00:26:31,957
Can he hear me?

317
00:26:33,325 --> 00:26:35,160
Do you fucking see me?

318
00:26:36,194 --> 00:26:38,863
(ominous music)

319
00:27:00,251 --> 00:27:01,353
- Are you done?

320
00:27:01,386 --> 00:27:03,188
- [Young Darwin] Yep.

321
00:27:03,221 --> 00:27:07,692
- Well then clear your
plate and do the dishes.

322
00:27:07,726 --> 00:27:10,395
(ominous music)

323
00:27:11,730 --> 00:27:12,797
(glass shattering)

324
00:27:12,831 --> 00:27:14,432
Did you break a plate?!

325
00:27:14,466 --> 00:27:17,335
(alarm beeping)

326
00:27:20,405 --> 00:27:22,374
(sighing)

327
00:27:29,080 --> 00:27:31,316
(groaning)

328
00:27:38,456 --> 00:27:41,393
(office commotion)

329
00:27:56,274 --> 00:27:59,277
(lock clicking)

330
00:27:59,310 --> 00:28:01,813
(rain pouring)

331
00:28:05,550 --> 00:28:06,785
- Babe?

332
00:28:10,789 --> 00:28:11,823
Babe, you home?

333
00:28:22,233 --> 00:28:25,170
(Christine crying)

334
00:28:26,304 --> 00:28:27,906
Babe, what's wrong?

335
00:28:30,542 --> 00:28:32,043
Why're you crying?

336
00:28:35,380 --> 00:28:37,982
- I just stopped feeling right.

337
00:28:39,150 --> 00:28:41,419
- It's okay, it's
okay, it's okay.

338
00:28:41,453 --> 00:28:43,822
(sobbing)

339
00:28:50,462 --> 00:28:51,763
- I'm broken.

340
00:28:52,831 --> 00:28:55,300
Like an old toy or something.

341
00:28:55,333 --> 00:28:56,768
I can't be fixed.

342
00:28:57,535 --> 00:28:59,237
Do you understand?

343
00:29:01,372 --> 00:29:04,542
- People like us can't be fixed.

344
00:29:04,576 --> 00:29:05,977
Do you know what one broken toy

345
00:29:06,010 --> 00:29:08,880
and another broken toy equals?

346
00:29:08,913 --> 00:29:11,549
One normal toy,
one normal person.

347
00:29:16,020 --> 00:29:16,855
- No.

348
00:29:19,891 --> 00:29:23,394
You'll just have
two broken toys.

349
00:29:23,428 --> 00:29:25,330
- That's one's opinion.

350
00:29:27,298 --> 00:29:28,867
- Do you ever think

351
00:29:33,538 --> 00:29:37,308
that sometimes the
breathless breathe easier?

352
00:29:39,577 --> 00:29:42,514
(dramatic music)

353
00:29:55,426 --> 00:29:56,528
Remember our first date,

354
00:29:56,561 --> 00:29:59,964
when I asked you what you
thought about everything?

355
00:29:59,998 --> 00:30:01,332
- [Darwin] Yeah.

356
00:30:02,367 --> 00:30:03,568
- You were right.

357
00:30:05,236 --> 00:30:06,538
It's all bullshit.

358
00:30:08,473 --> 00:30:10,408
Everything is bullshit.

359
00:30:11,576 --> 00:30:14,512
What's the point
of the struggle?

360
00:30:15,914 --> 00:30:18,183
- There's some point to it.

361
00:30:18,216 --> 00:30:19,384
- What's that?

362
00:30:20,552 --> 00:30:22,887
- [Darwin] The light.

363
00:30:22,921 --> 00:30:25,290
We have it the
rest of our lives.

364
00:30:25,323 --> 00:30:26,891
(chuckling)

365
00:30:26,925 --> 00:30:28,426
- There is no hope for us.

366
00:30:28,459 --> 00:30:30,628
- [Darwin] Of course there is.

367
00:30:30,662 --> 00:30:31,896
I met you.

368
00:30:32,630 --> 00:30:35,066
- I add to your misery.

369
00:30:35,099 --> 00:30:37,335
- [Darwin] No you don't.

370
00:30:37,368 --> 00:30:41,072
You are the best thing
that's ever happened to me.

371
00:30:41,105 --> 00:30:43,575
(ominous music)

372
00:30:47,378 --> 00:30:48,580
- Do you love me?

373
00:30:52,617 --> 00:30:53,918
I love you.

374
00:30:54,686 --> 00:30:56,221
- I love you too.

375
00:30:56,254 --> 00:30:57,522
- You don't have to say it back.

376
00:30:57,555 --> 00:31:00,158
- I don't have to say
it back but I mean it.

377
00:31:00,191 --> 00:31:01,025
I do.

378
00:31:02,493 --> 00:31:03,328
- Good.

379
00:31:18,710 --> 00:31:19,510
Hey.

380
00:31:19,544 --> 00:31:20,378
- Huh?

381
00:31:22,614 --> 00:31:25,083
- Do you miss your parents?

382
00:31:27,418 --> 00:31:28,419
- Sometimes.

383
00:31:34,225 --> 00:31:36,694
- I bet they really loved you.

384
00:31:36,728 --> 00:31:39,130
(wind rustling)

385
00:31:39,163 --> 00:31:41,633
I bet they'd be so proud of you.

386
00:31:43,735 --> 00:31:48,973
Wish they could've seen
the person you've become.

387
00:31:49,007 --> 00:31:51,643
Do you think they'd
recognize you?

388
00:31:53,111 --> 00:31:55,046
I wonder if they would.

389
00:31:57,015 --> 00:31:57,649
I wonder.

390
00:32:00,351 --> 00:32:03,721
(Christine humming tune)

391
00:32:22,040 --> 00:32:23,441
- [Darwin] Again?

392
00:32:24,642 --> 00:32:25,576
- What do you mean, again?

393
00:32:25,610 --> 00:32:27,745
- I mean, you said you
would take a break.

394
00:32:27,779 --> 00:32:29,447
- It's not like I
drank the whole bottle.

395
00:32:29,480 --> 00:32:30,648
- Well congratulations
for not drinking

396
00:32:30,682 --> 00:32:32,750
the whole fucking bottle!

397
00:32:35,219 --> 00:32:37,055
(washing machine thumping)

398
00:32:37,088 --> 00:32:40,325
- I don't have to
explain myself to you!

399
00:32:40,358 --> 00:32:42,260
- You're an alcoholic!

400
00:32:42,293 --> 00:32:44,262
Is that what you wanna be?

401
00:32:44,295 --> 00:32:45,530
Huh?

402
00:32:45,563 --> 00:32:47,398
A lowlife who just
drinks and fucks?

403
00:32:47,432 --> 00:32:49,767
(thudding)

404
00:32:49,801 --> 00:32:51,135
- Get off of me!

405
00:32:53,671 --> 00:32:56,040
(sobbing)

406
00:32:56,674 --> 00:32:58,743
Look what you did!

407
00:32:58,776 --> 00:33:01,746
(washing machine thumping)

408
00:33:01,779 --> 00:33:04,082
Look at what the fuck you did!

409
00:33:04,115 --> 00:33:06,184
- I didn't do that, all right?

410
00:33:06,217 --> 00:33:08,553
You were drunk and you fell.

411
00:33:09,520 --> 00:33:10,321
- Get off!

412
00:33:10,355 --> 00:33:12,323
(dramatic music)

413
00:33:12,357 --> 00:33:13,758
- Get away from me!

414
00:33:15,093 --> 00:33:15,927
- Do you want me to cut you?

415
00:33:15,960 --> 00:33:18,663
- Christine, don't
you fucking dare!

416
00:33:18,696 --> 00:33:21,466
(dramatic music)

417
00:33:24,635 --> 00:33:27,305
(phone buzzing)

418
00:33:32,143 --> 00:33:32,777
Hello?

419
00:33:36,247 --> 00:33:37,081
Hello?

420
00:33:39,384 --> 00:33:41,319
Christine, is that you?

421
00:33:44,789 --> 00:33:47,158
(sighing)

422
00:33:48,893 --> 00:33:50,728
- [Narrator] This man.

423
00:33:51,596 --> 00:33:54,098
This poor, sick, insane man.

424
00:33:57,602 --> 00:34:02,206
I think he loved her more
than anything in the world.

425
00:34:02,240 --> 00:34:04,242
She is a miracle to him.

426
00:34:05,743 --> 00:34:09,747
His freedom from the
tragedy, which is his life.

427
00:34:10,815 --> 00:34:14,318
He was her freedom
from the mundane,

428
00:34:14,352 --> 00:34:15,853
from the lifeless,

429
00:34:16,788 --> 00:34:20,291
from the abysm she
had been in for years.

430
00:34:21,359 --> 00:34:23,694
They found each other

431
00:34:23,728 --> 00:34:26,330
and with that, lost themselves.

432
00:34:27,765 --> 00:34:29,901
- [Christine Voiceover]
Do you love me?

433
00:34:29,934 --> 00:34:32,804
(car whooshing)

434
00:34:37,942 --> 00:34:40,812
(water flowing)

435
00:34:45,450 --> 00:34:46,751
- [Man] Darwin Barnes?

436
00:34:46,784 --> 00:34:47,885
- Yeah?

437
00:34:47,919 --> 00:34:48,886
- You're under
arrest for the murder

438
00:34:48,920 --> 00:34:50,788
of Christine Meredith Thompson.

439
00:34:50,822 --> 00:34:52,690
You have the right
to remain silent.

440
00:34:52,723 --> 00:34:53,524
- What?

441
00:34:53,558 --> 00:34:54,759
- Anything you say--

442
00:34:54,792 --> 00:34:56,627
- What do you mean,
Christine is dead?

443
00:34:56,661 --> 00:34:57,862
Are you listening to me?

444
00:34:57,895 --> 00:34:58,796
- You have a right
to an attorney.

445
00:34:58,830 --> 00:35:00,364
- What the fuck is going on?!

446
00:35:00,398 --> 00:35:01,599
- If you can't
afford an attorney,

447
00:35:01,632 --> 00:35:04,735
one will be appointed
to you by the state.

448
00:35:07,205 --> 00:35:09,507
(eerie music)

449
00:35:11,476 --> 00:35:14,579
(electrical buzzing)

450
00:35:30,795 --> 00:35:34,232
(Christine humming tune)

451
00:35:45,276 --> 00:35:46,611
- Hello, Darwin.

452
00:35:48,646 --> 00:35:51,315
I'm John Crowley, one
of the lead detectives.

453
00:35:51,349 --> 00:35:52,917
- Is Christine all right?

454
00:35:52,950 --> 00:35:54,218
- She's dead.

455
00:35:55,386 --> 00:35:58,256
(ominous music)

456
00:36:07,498 --> 00:36:10,935
Why don't we talk
about how she died?

457
00:36:10,968 --> 00:36:12,970
(sobbing)

458
00:36:13,004 --> 00:36:14,238
Darwin?

459
00:36:16,274 --> 00:36:16,908
Darwin?

460
00:36:18,276 --> 00:36:19,410
- What?

461
00:36:19,443 --> 00:36:21,946
- [John] Just talk to me.

462
00:36:21,979 --> 00:36:23,848
How did she die?

463
00:36:23,881 --> 00:36:24,882
- I don't know.

464
00:36:24,916 --> 00:36:26,217
I don't know.

465
00:36:27,652 --> 00:36:31,255
- She was found like
his next to a dumpster.

466
00:36:31,289 --> 00:36:35,026
The murder weapon was with
her and it was a steak knife.

467
00:36:35,059 --> 00:36:37,261
- She was found
with a steak knife?

468
00:36:37,295 --> 00:36:38,696
- That's right.

469
00:36:38,729 --> 00:36:42,767
Your blood was found stained
on the apartment rug.

470
00:36:44,702 --> 00:36:48,406
You guys have a fight
that turned physical?

471
00:36:48,439 --> 00:36:51,375
- No, I couldn't
have been my blood.

472
00:36:51,409 --> 00:36:52,510
It had to be her blood.

473
00:36:52,543 --> 00:36:55,012
She was drunk and she fell.

474
00:36:55,046 --> 00:36:57,615
- That was two nights ago.

475
00:36:57,648 --> 00:36:59,383
What about you?

476
00:36:59,417 --> 00:37:01,052
Were you drunk?

477
00:37:01,085 --> 00:37:02,286
- No.

478
00:37:03,487 --> 00:37:05,256
Not during the fight,

479
00:37:06,424 --> 00:37:08,759
but after she stormed
out, I started drinking.

480
00:37:08,793 --> 00:37:11,562
- That fight
involved this knife.

481
00:37:12,396 --> 00:37:14,565
(sobbing)

482
00:37:20,004 --> 00:37:22,907
So you recognize the knife?

483
00:37:22,940 --> 00:37:26,744
- She grabbed it when we
were having a fight, yeah.

484
00:37:26,777 --> 00:37:30,982
- So she felt she needed
it for protection form you.

485
00:37:31,015 --> 00:37:33,784
- No, she was drunk, all right?

486
00:37:35,453 --> 00:37:36,954
It sounds more
dramatic than it was.

487
00:37:36,988 --> 00:37:41,993
- We have a neighbor saying
that she yelled out and I quote,

488
00:37:43,060 --> 00:37:43,961
"Get the fuck away from me."

489
00:37:43,995 --> 00:37:45,696
- No, that's what I said.

490
00:37:45,730 --> 00:37:46,864
- Oh, that's what you said.

491
00:37:46,897 --> 00:37:49,033
- Yes, she was belligerently
drunk and she had a knife.

492
00:37:49,066 --> 00:37:52,336
I yelled for her to
get away from me.

493
00:37:53,771 --> 00:37:56,507
- Let's start from
the beginning.

494
00:37:57,908 --> 00:38:00,978
Can you explain how your
relationship with her began?

495
00:38:01,012 --> 00:38:03,848
(ominous music)

496
00:38:04,815 --> 00:38:06,083
Darwin?

497
00:38:06,117 --> 00:38:07,885
(whistling)

498
00:38:07,918 --> 00:38:09,053
Darwin, come on.

499
00:38:11,789 --> 00:38:14,392
Let's start at the beginning.

500
00:38:15,126 --> 00:38:17,828
- I met her at
the grocery store.

501
00:38:19,563 --> 00:38:23,968
She was looking at the cereal
and she asked for help.

502
00:38:25,169 --> 00:38:28,606
She couldn't reach the
Cheerios on the top shelf.

503
00:38:28,639 --> 00:38:31,409
(dramatic music)

504
00:38:34,045 --> 00:38:36,747
We just kinda started talking.

505
00:38:39,417 --> 00:38:41,052
We had a lot of
things in common.

506
00:38:41,085 --> 00:38:42,386
She was broken, like me.

507
00:38:42,420 --> 00:38:43,754
- Broken?

508
00:38:43,788 --> 00:38:47,725
- Once you're broken
you can't be fixed.

509
00:38:47,758 --> 00:38:50,594
People like us,
we can't be fixed.

510
00:38:51,762 --> 00:38:54,465
We just live our
lives until we die

511
00:38:54,498 --> 00:38:58,169
and then we can finally
feel some relief.

512
00:38:58,202 --> 00:38:59,737
We can finally breathe.

513
00:38:59,770 --> 00:39:03,441
- What do you know
about her past, Darwin?

514
00:39:03,474 --> 00:39:05,176
Did she tell you anything?

515
00:39:05,209 --> 00:39:07,445
- No, not really.

516
00:39:07,478 --> 00:39:10,681
She said it was fucked up but
she don't wanna talk about it.

517
00:39:10,715 --> 00:39:14,018
- She didn't tell you anything.

518
00:39:14,051 --> 00:39:15,486
Where she's from.

519
00:39:16,821 --> 00:39:20,591
What her relationship
with her family's like.

520
00:39:20,624 --> 00:39:22,026
- No, not really.

521
00:39:23,127 --> 00:39:26,864
I assumed she was just
repressing her memory, you know?

522
00:39:26,897 --> 00:39:29,633
She would've told me
when she was ready.

523
00:39:29,667 --> 00:39:32,436
- Do you even know
her last name?

524
00:39:35,005 --> 00:39:35,840
- No.

525
00:39:36,807 --> 00:39:39,009
No, I guess I don't.

526
00:39:39,043 --> 00:39:40,644
- Let me tell you something.

527
00:39:40,678 --> 00:39:42,146
This broken girl
that you describe

528
00:39:42,179 --> 00:39:44,615
doesn't seem so broken to me.

529
00:39:46,484 --> 00:39:49,620
Seems she's actually a
very normal young woman.

530
00:39:49,653 --> 00:39:51,622
She graduated from
a good college.

531
00:39:51,655 --> 00:39:53,224
She had loving parents.

532
00:39:53,257 --> 00:39:55,493
She was raised in a
good neighborhood.

533
00:39:55,526 --> 00:39:56,761
According to her
place of employment,

534
00:39:56,794 --> 00:39:58,095
she's just a
happy-go-lucky person.

535
00:39:58,129 --> 00:39:58,929
- That's bullshit.

536
00:39:58,963 --> 00:40:00,164
- That's bullshit?

537
00:40:00,197 --> 00:40:01,465
- Yeah, she was
an alcoholic mess.

538
00:40:01,499 --> 00:40:02,767
There's no way she held a job.

539
00:40:02,800 --> 00:40:03,968
- Oh yeah?

540
00:40:04,001 --> 00:40:06,003
You didn't even know
she had a job, did you?

541
00:40:06,036 --> 00:40:08,706
Maybe that was just another
thing that she repressed

542
00:40:08,739 --> 00:40:10,541
and wasn't ready to tell you.

543
00:40:10,574 --> 00:40:12,476
- Where? Huh?

544
00:40:12,510 --> 00:40:13,544
Where'd she work?

545
00:40:13,577 --> 00:40:14,645
- What's it to you?

546
00:40:14,678 --> 00:40:16,013
She didn't want to tell you.

547
00:40:16,046 --> 00:40:17,915
Maybe she thought
you were dangerous.

548
00:40:17,948 --> 00:40:18,849
(sobbing)

549
00:40:18,883 --> 00:40:20,084
- No, she'd never think that.

550
00:40:20,117 --> 00:40:21,018
- Maybe she thought
she shouldn't tell you

551
00:40:21,051 --> 00:40:23,087
because you made her
fear for your life.

552
00:40:23,120 --> 00:40:23,921
(sobbing)

553
00:40:23,954 --> 00:40:24,889
- That's not true.

554
00:40:24,922 --> 00:40:25,723
- Not true?

555
00:40:25,756 --> 00:40:27,191
Not true?

556
00:40:27,224 --> 00:40:30,461
Let me tell you
something that is true.

557
00:40:32,563 --> 00:40:34,899
- [Narrator] My master,

558
00:40:34,932 --> 00:40:36,534
my puppeteer,

559
00:40:36,567 --> 00:40:37,735
my everything.

560
00:40:38,602 --> 00:40:39,603
I'm nothing.

561
00:40:41,038 --> 00:40:43,874
His every word floats
from his lips into the air

562
00:40:43,908 --> 00:40:48,913
and hangs there, balanced
by what is and what isn't.

563
00:40:50,147 --> 00:40:51,849
His eyes dart this
way and that way,

564
00:40:51,882 --> 00:40:55,085
as if in constant
search for an answer

565
00:40:55,119 --> 00:40:56,720
that doesn't exist.

566
00:40:57,888 --> 00:41:01,158
His breath uneven,
like with his future.

567
00:41:02,760 --> 00:41:06,230
Who is he but a small boy
who plays with blocks,

568
00:41:06,263 --> 00:41:09,934
building the house he
would never reside in?

569
00:41:11,235 --> 00:41:14,071
A young man who would
conjure up a world

570
00:41:14,104 --> 00:41:16,607
that would be but
a sweet rivalry.

571
00:41:16,640 --> 00:41:19,677
An adult who would have
his happiness shatter

572
00:41:19,710 --> 00:41:23,280
into a million pieces on
the living room floor.

573
00:41:23,314 --> 00:41:26,050
God save this poor man.

574
00:41:26,083 --> 00:41:29,920
God save the dream
which is his happiness.

575
00:41:29,954 --> 00:41:33,224
God save the shade
in which he creates.

576
00:41:33,257 --> 00:41:35,860
May they find peace and solace.

577
00:41:37,294 --> 00:41:39,563
- Wait a second, your favorite
instrument isn't the guitar?

578
00:41:39,597 --> 00:41:40,631
What's wrong with you?

579
00:41:40,664 --> 00:41:42,266
- No, I like the piano.

580
00:41:42,299 --> 00:41:44,568
- Oh my God.
(chuckling)

581
00:41:44,602 --> 00:41:45,669
- What's wrong with the piano?

582
00:41:45,703 --> 00:41:48,239
- You are such a dork.

583
00:41:48,272 --> 00:41:49,640
- Whatever.

584
00:41:49,673 --> 00:41:51,075
Maybe I'm too
sophisticated for you.

585
00:41:51,108 --> 00:41:52,009
(laughing)

586
00:41:52,042 --> 00:41:52,877
- Okay.

587
00:41:56,080 --> 00:41:57,114
- [Uncle] Bed time.

588
00:41:57,147 --> 00:41:58,349
- What?

589
00:41:58,382 --> 00:42:01,352
- You put away your toys
and brush your teeth?

590
00:42:01,385 --> 00:42:02,286
- Yes, sir.

591
00:42:03,754 --> 00:42:05,189
- Okay.

592
00:42:05,222 --> 00:42:06,123
Lights out!

593
00:42:06,991 --> 00:42:07,791
- What?

594
00:42:07,825 --> 00:42:09,793
(booming)

595
00:42:09,827 --> 00:42:12,296
(ominous music)

596
00:42:20,170 --> 00:42:22,273
- [Prison Guard] Shower time.

597
00:42:22,306 --> 00:42:25,843
(pleasant guitar music)

598
00:42:30,014 --> 00:42:33,317
- [Narrator] How many days have
we been locked in this cage?

599
00:42:33,350 --> 00:42:35,619
He wants to do it.

600
00:42:35,653 --> 00:42:37,054
I can tell.

601
00:42:37,087 --> 00:42:40,190
He asks himself every
day if he should do it.

602
00:42:40,224 --> 00:42:42,626
He's not used to being trapped.

603
00:42:42,660 --> 00:42:45,262
Although, in some
ways he always was.

604
00:42:45,296 --> 00:42:49,333
His weeps aren't
solely for his sorrows

605
00:42:49,366 --> 00:42:52,636
but for the loss of
her, his freedom.

606
00:42:53,304 --> 00:42:54,638
He's delusional.

607
00:42:55,372 --> 00:42:57,875
Unaware of the truth.

608
00:42:57,908 --> 00:42:59,710
- [Guard] Hey.

609
00:42:59,743 --> 00:43:00,377
Hey.

610
00:43:02,079 --> 00:43:03,747
Your lawyer is here.

611
00:43:07,751 --> 00:43:09,219
- [Lawyer] Hello, Darwin.

612
00:43:09,253 --> 00:43:11,055
- What the hell is going on?

613
00:43:11,088 --> 00:43:12,289
- [Lawyer] It doesn't look good.

614
00:43:12,323 --> 00:43:14,124
- What do you mean,
it doesn't look good?

615
00:43:14,158 --> 00:43:16,193
- [Lawyer] Your bail
is way too high.

616
00:43:16,226 --> 00:43:17,661
- Get the money.

617
00:43:17,695 --> 00:43:18,595
- How?

618
00:43:18,629 --> 00:43:19,797
The only way would
be to go through some

619
00:43:19,830 --> 00:43:23,434
unconventional methods that
could end up hurting both of us.

620
00:43:23,467 --> 00:43:25,769
- I don't care, I need
to get out of here.

621
00:43:25,803 --> 00:43:28,839
I need to get out of here
and figure out some answers.

622
00:43:28,872 --> 00:43:30,674
- [Lawyer] Answers for what?

623
00:43:30,708 --> 00:43:32,943
- For who killed her.

624
00:43:32,977 --> 00:43:36,413
- There's too much evidence
stacked against you.

625
00:43:36,447 --> 00:43:39,183
- Peter, I didn't do it.

626
00:43:39,216 --> 00:43:41,051
I didn't kill her.

627
00:43:41,085 --> 00:43:44,021
(dramatic music)

628
00:43:44,054 --> 00:43:45,356
- [Lawyer] Look,

629
00:43:45,389 --> 00:43:47,391
let's see what I can do.

630
00:43:54,732 --> 00:43:56,433
Do you believe in God, son?

631
00:43:56,467 --> 00:43:59,703
(alarm beeping)

632
00:43:59,737 --> 00:44:02,339
(ominous music)

633
00:44:12,016 --> 00:44:14,685
(alarm beeping)

634
00:45:04,935 --> 00:45:06,770
(keys jingling)

635
00:45:06,804 --> 00:45:07,771
- Excuse me,

636
00:45:07,805 --> 00:45:08,472
who the hell are you?

637
00:45:08,505 --> 00:45:10,107
- I'm Darwin.

638
00:45:10,140 --> 00:45:12,242
- Well Darwin, you're not
supposed to be in this property.

639
00:45:12,276 --> 00:45:13,544
- I live here.

640
00:45:13,577 --> 00:45:14,378
- No you don't.

641
00:45:14,411 --> 00:45:15,212
- Yes I do.

642
00:45:15,245 --> 00:45:16,480
- No you don't.

643
00:45:16,513 --> 00:45:18,949
You're not supposed to
be in here, nobody is.

644
00:45:18,982 --> 00:45:20,918
- Are you fucking
crazy? I live here!

645
00:45:20,951 --> 00:45:22,820
- I'm not crazy.

646
00:45:22,853 --> 00:45:26,356
I'm the property manager and
your name is not on the list.

647
00:45:26,390 --> 00:45:27,291
Look at the mail.

648
00:45:27,324 --> 00:45:28,926
"Christine Thompson."

649
00:45:28,959 --> 00:45:31,195
You don't look like a
Christine Thompson to me.

650
00:45:31,228 --> 00:45:32,396
- Fuck what the mail
says, all right?

651
00:45:32,429 --> 00:45:33,530
I fucking live here!

652
00:45:33,564 --> 00:45:35,466
- Look, let me tell you
something, you little fuck!

653
00:45:35,499 --> 00:45:40,370
You don't live here and you
need to get out of here now!

654
00:45:43,373 --> 00:45:44,208
- Fine.

655
00:45:56,854 --> 00:45:59,823
(birds chirping)

656
00:46:41,131 --> 00:46:42,966
- Can I ask you a
personal question?

657
00:46:43,000 --> 00:46:44,168
- You haven't done that already?

658
00:46:44,201 --> 00:46:45,869
(laughing)

659
00:46:45,903 --> 00:46:47,237
- Fine, nevermind.

660
00:46:47,271 --> 00:46:48,405
- No, no, tell me.

661
00:46:48,438 --> 00:46:49,573
- Nope, forget it.

662
00:46:49,606 --> 00:46:51,241
- Come on, shoot.

663
00:46:52,176 --> 00:46:53,010
- Okay.

664
00:46:55,145 --> 00:46:57,147
- Do you believe in God?

665
00:46:59,383 --> 00:47:00,217
- Uh.

666
00:47:01,585 --> 00:47:02,853
I don't know.

667
00:47:03,654 --> 00:47:04,588
I don't know.

668
00:47:04,621 --> 00:47:05,622
What about you?

669
00:47:05,656 --> 00:47:07,257
- Believe in God?

670
00:47:07,291 --> 00:47:08,525
(chuckling)

671
00:47:08,559 --> 00:47:09,393
No.

672
00:47:10,460 --> 00:47:13,030
No, I do not believe in God.

673
00:47:13,063 --> 00:47:14,298
- Well I sure hope there is one,

674
00:47:14,331 --> 00:47:17,367
because if this is
it, this is horrible.

675
00:47:17,401 --> 00:47:18,502
- This is it.

676
00:47:20,270 --> 00:47:22,639
This is all there will ever be.

677
00:47:25,008 --> 00:47:25,642
What?

678
00:47:27,110 --> 00:47:27,945
- Nothing.

679
00:47:29,112 --> 00:47:32,149
There's worse things than
cheap Italian dinners with you.

680
00:47:32,182 --> 00:47:33,550
(laughing)

681
00:47:33,584 --> 00:47:34,418
Yeah.

682
00:47:36,119 --> 00:47:38,388
- [Christine] How do
you think you'll die?

683
00:47:38,422 --> 00:47:41,925
I want my happy life to
have a beautiful ending.

684
00:47:41,959 --> 00:47:44,628
Is that so much to ask?

685
00:47:44,661 --> 00:47:47,564
To have some sort of
beauty in my life,

686
00:47:47,598 --> 00:47:50,634
even if it's at
the very end of it.

687
00:47:50,667 --> 00:47:52,135
Now it doesn't.

688
00:47:53,637 --> 00:47:54,471
Never has.

689
00:47:55,505 --> 00:47:59,376
You can't choose the
life of beauty and grace.

690
00:48:01,044 --> 00:48:01,645
Of fortune

691
00:48:03,714 --> 00:48:04,548
and glory.

692
00:48:06,116 --> 00:48:07,284
Don't you see?

693
00:48:09,319 --> 00:48:13,557
Don't you see the situation
most of us are left in?

694
00:48:15,726 --> 00:48:17,461
We are the abandoned.

695
00:48:18,996 --> 00:48:20,998
We aren't the repressed,

696
00:48:21,031 --> 00:48:24,034
or the poor or even
the lower class.

697
00:48:26,370 --> 00:48:28,038
We are the forsaken.

698
00:48:31,742 --> 00:48:35,579
We are the shadow of
those who live the light.

699
00:48:37,381 --> 00:48:38,615
I'll forever be

700
00:48:41,118 --> 00:48:42,519
left in the dark,

701
00:48:44,021 --> 00:48:45,689
looking on to those lucky few

702
00:48:45,722 --> 00:48:49,493
who live their
life in contentment

703
00:48:49,526 --> 00:48:50,327
and dignity.

704
00:48:52,062 --> 00:48:55,065
All we can do is
pray there is more.

705
00:48:56,433 --> 00:49:01,104
Pray that after death we
will finally be in the light.

706
00:49:01,705 --> 00:49:04,007
(dramatic music)

707
00:49:08,045 --> 00:49:09,046
- Excuse me.

708
00:49:11,181 --> 00:49:12,382
- What's up?

709
00:49:12,416 --> 00:49:14,017
- I picked up a girl
here a few months ago

710
00:49:14,051 --> 00:49:15,686
that bought some stuff from you.

711
00:49:15,719 --> 00:49:17,621
Can you tell me what?

712
00:49:17,654 --> 00:49:20,691
- I don't know what the
fuck you talking about.

713
00:49:20,724 --> 00:49:22,693
But if you wanna buy something,

714
00:49:22,726 --> 00:49:25,295
you need to move
the fuck around.

715
00:49:25,329 --> 00:49:27,164
- Look, man, I'm not a
police officer, okay?

716
00:49:27,197 --> 00:49:28,365
I just need some
information on her.

717
00:49:28,398 --> 00:49:30,600
- Look, I know you not a cop.

718
00:49:30,634 --> 00:49:32,569
I don't deal too many girls.

719
00:49:32,602 --> 00:49:34,671
- That's bullshit, I saw you
sell to her a few weeks ago.

720
00:49:34,705 --> 00:49:35,872
- It's not bullshit.

721
00:49:35,906 --> 00:49:40,477
I haven't did a deal with a
girl in at least a year or two.

722
00:49:40,510 --> 00:49:41,378
- Really?

723
00:49:41,411 --> 00:49:42,245
- Really.

724
00:49:43,780 --> 00:49:44,781
- All right.

725
00:49:46,383 --> 00:49:49,086
(ominous music)

726
00:49:49,119 --> 00:49:51,521
You said you know
I wasn't a cop.

727
00:49:51,555 --> 00:49:52,789
- What?

728
00:49:52,823 --> 00:49:54,458
- You said you knew
that I wasn't a cop.

729
00:49:54,491 --> 00:49:55,792
How?

730
00:49:55,826 --> 00:49:59,763
- Seriously, lay off the
drugs for awhile, man.

731
00:50:10,140 --> 00:50:12,309
- How many drinks
have you had today?

732
00:50:12,342 --> 00:50:13,543
- A few drinks.

733
00:50:13,577 --> 00:50:14,778
- A few drinks?

734
00:50:14,811 --> 00:50:18,148
The whole fucking
bottle is gone.

735
00:50:18,181 --> 00:50:18,815
- Okay.

736
00:50:20,550 --> 00:50:22,352
I'll take a break.

737
00:50:22,386 --> 00:50:25,288
(glass shattering)

738
00:50:25,322 --> 00:50:26,223
Hey!

739
00:50:26,256 --> 00:50:28,358
You don't know shit, all right?

740
00:50:28,392 --> 00:50:31,294
- That's because you never
fucking tell me shit!

741
00:50:31,328 --> 00:50:32,629
I've told you
everything about my life

742
00:50:32,662 --> 00:50:34,698
and you're a fucking mystery!

743
00:50:34,731 --> 00:50:35,799
Besides how your
uncle raped you.

744
00:50:35,832 --> 00:50:36,733
- Fuck you!

745
00:50:37,801 --> 00:50:39,836
(laughing)

746
00:50:41,905 --> 00:50:43,507
- Look, you can try
and switch perspectives

747
00:50:43,540 --> 00:50:45,142
as much as you want.

748
00:50:45,175 --> 00:50:46,643
But you are Darwin,

749
00:50:46,676 --> 00:50:48,779
the unemployed bum with
a fucked up history.

750
00:50:48,812 --> 00:50:49,646
And that's all you're
every going to be.

751
00:50:49,679 --> 00:50:50,514
- Shut up!

752
00:50:51,415 --> 00:50:53,683
(laughing)

753
00:50:56,787 --> 00:50:58,388
- Look, you're not me.

754
00:50:58,422 --> 00:50:59,623
Okay?

755
00:50:59,656 --> 00:51:01,892
You're not fucking me.

756
00:51:01,925 --> 00:51:02,859
Are you listening?

757
00:51:02,893 --> 00:51:04,161
You're not fucking me!

758
00:51:04,194 --> 00:51:05,328
Fuck you! Fuck you!
(thudding)

759
00:51:05,362 --> 00:51:06,863
Fuck you!
(thudding)

760
00:51:06,897 --> 00:51:09,900
Fuck you!
(thudding)

761
00:51:09,933 --> 00:51:12,102
(sobbing)

762
00:51:13,937 --> 00:51:16,873
- [Narrator] And so
everyday he cries.

763
00:51:16,907 --> 00:51:19,443
Yelling things into the air.

764
00:51:20,877 --> 00:51:23,213
We are opposites, him and I.

765
00:51:24,614 --> 00:51:26,917
He lost in fantasy,

766
00:51:26,950 --> 00:51:28,552
I stuck in reality.

767
00:51:30,220 --> 00:51:33,156
Both of us experiencing
the same experience

768
00:51:33,190 --> 00:51:35,859
from a different perspective.

769
00:51:35,892 --> 00:51:38,261
If only I could fantasize.

770
00:51:39,229 --> 00:51:41,131
If only I could escape.

771
00:51:47,237 --> 00:51:49,906
(ominous music)

772
00:52:29,946 --> 00:52:30,881
- Let's go.

773
00:52:47,964 --> 00:52:48,798
- So,

774
00:52:49,966 --> 00:52:52,769
what do you want to
do with the body?

775
00:52:53,970 --> 00:52:57,774
Do you have a relative
to come pick it up?

776
00:52:57,807 --> 00:52:59,242
- I don't know.

777
00:53:08,885 --> 00:53:10,921
I don't have anyone.

778
00:53:10,954 --> 00:53:11,922
- Okay, fine.

779
00:53:11,955 --> 00:53:14,658
We'll burry you here.

780
00:53:14,691 --> 00:53:15,525
Sign this.

781
00:53:17,794 --> 00:53:20,297
(eerie music)

782
00:53:33,009 --> 00:53:34,244
Great.

783
00:53:35,512 --> 00:53:37,681
Now, about your last meal.

784
00:53:39,616 --> 00:53:42,552
Do you want anything
in particular?

785
00:53:44,454 --> 00:53:47,290
- I want chicken
parmesan, extra cheese.

786
00:53:47,324 --> 00:53:49,960
- I think we can
accommodate that.

787
00:53:52,095 --> 00:53:54,331
Do you believe in God?

788
00:53:56,566 --> 00:53:57,801
- No.

789
00:53:57,834 --> 00:54:01,037
(Christine humming tune)

790
00:55:40,070 --> 00:55:42,872
(somber music)

791
00:56:07,197 --> 00:56:10,100
(man mumbling)

792
00:56:10,133 --> 00:56:11,701
- Yeah?

793
00:56:11,735 --> 00:56:13,403
Oh yeah, absolutely.

794
00:56:14,170 --> 00:56:15,739
No.

795
00:56:15,772 --> 00:56:16,706
No.

796
00:56:16,740 --> 00:56:18,808
The whole thing was a setup.

797
00:56:18,842 --> 00:56:20,076
Of course.

798
00:56:20,110 --> 00:56:22,679
Oh, he's gonna get convicted.

799
00:56:22,712 --> 00:56:23,546
Yeah.

800
00:56:24,848 --> 00:56:27,517
(ominous music)

801
00:56:29,052 --> 00:56:30,186
What?!

802
00:56:30,220 --> 00:56:32,155
- This fucking
thing was a setup?!

803
00:56:32,188 --> 00:56:34,157
- [Property Owner]
What're you talking about?

804
00:56:34,190 --> 00:56:34,991
- Did you fucking killer?

805
00:56:35,024 --> 00:56:36,126
- [Property Owner]
I have no idea.

806
00:56:36,159 --> 00:56:37,560
- Who fucking killed her?!

807
00:56:37,594 --> 00:56:39,062
- [Property Owner] Who?

808
00:56:39,095 --> 00:56:40,096
- Christine!

809
00:56:41,264 --> 00:56:43,900
Who fucking killed her?

810
00:56:43,933 --> 00:56:46,002
Did you fucking kill her?

811
00:56:48,104 --> 00:56:49,639
- Yes.

812
00:56:49,672 --> 00:56:51,141
I did.

813
00:56:51,174 --> 00:56:53,843
(ominous music)

814
00:56:56,880 --> 00:56:59,883
What the fuck are
you talking about?

815
00:57:02,585 --> 00:57:05,088
(eerie music)

816
00:57:18,601 --> 00:57:19,235
- Eat.

817
00:57:20,170 --> 00:57:21,871
It's getting cold.

818
00:57:26,276 --> 00:57:30,213
You ever read anything
by Dostoyevsky?

819
00:57:30,246 --> 00:57:31,915
Yeah.

820
00:57:31,948 --> 00:57:36,219
I'm not a huge reader but I
am a huge fan of his work.

821
00:57:37,287 --> 00:57:39,489
Now, he wrote this book,

822
00:57:40,557 --> 00:57:42,992
"The Idiot," it's called.

823
00:57:43,026 --> 00:57:45,128
There's this character in it.

824
00:57:45,161 --> 00:57:47,730
Myshkin, or something like that.

825
00:57:47,764 --> 00:57:51,100
Anyways, he said that
capital punishment

826
00:57:53,102 --> 00:57:56,206
is worse than the
crime committed.

827
00:57:56,239 --> 00:58:01,177
His reasoning was that if
you were stabbed or shot

828
00:58:01,211 --> 00:58:03,847
you suffered from physical pain

829
00:58:03,880 --> 00:58:06,049
and were distracted by it.

830
00:58:07,317 --> 00:58:11,988
As if physical pain distracted
from the act of dying itself.

831
00:58:13,122 --> 00:58:14,691
One wouldn't be
spiritually tortured

832
00:58:14,724 --> 00:58:15,959
but physically.

833
00:58:18,995 --> 00:58:20,230
Now he also said,

834
00:58:24,167 --> 00:58:28,538
there are a lot of times
when one hopes to escape.

835
00:58:29,806 --> 00:58:32,809
If a coldblooded killer is
chasing you with a knife,

836
00:58:32,842 --> 00:58:37,313
you have a chance, even if
it is a small one, to escape.

837
00:58:39,816 --> 00:58:43,219
But there is no escaping
a death penalty.

838
00:58:45,722 --> 00:58:47,323
Take a soldier out,

839
00:58:48,925 --> 00:58:51,361
sit him facing a canon

840
00:58:51,394 --> 00:58:52,996
and fire it at him,

841
00:58:53,830 --> 00:58:55,665
he'll still have hope.

842
00:58:57,233 --> 00:58:58,801
But you read a sentence
of certain death

843
00:58:58,835 --> 00:59:01,604
over that same soldier

844
00:59:01,638 --> 00:59:04,007
and he will go out of his mind.

845
00:59:06,276 --> 00:59:09,012
I think I agree with that.

846
00:59:09,045 --> 00:59:09,879
Don't you?

847
00:59:12,315 --> 00:59:14,284
- I'm not sure.

848
00:59:14,317 --> 00:59:15,151
- Now,

849
00:59:16,653 --> 00:59:18,621
I'm gonna ask you what
I've asked everyone

850
00:59:18,655 --> 00:59:21,791
who I have ever shared
a last meal with.

851
00:59:24,127 --> 00:59:25,895
Why did you kill her?

852
00:59:27,330 --> 00:59:30,967
Why did you take this
young woman's wife?

853
00:59:32,435 --> 00:59:34,904
- I didn't take her life.

854
00:59:34,938 --> 00:59:36,105
She took mine.

855
00:59:41,711 --> 00:59:43,813
- [Narrator] The day has come.

856
00:59:43,846 --> 00:59:45,682
The clock has ran out.

857
00:59:46,783 --> 00:59:49,919
The clock isn't
really a clock, is it?

858
00:59:49,953 --> 00:59:51,387
But an hourglass,

859
00:59:52,789 --> 00:59:55,325
the grains of sand
fall, one by one,

860
00:59:55,358 --> 00:59:59,095
into the void that will
someday consume us all.

861
00:59:59,128 --> 01:00:00,763
(crying)

862
01:00:00,797 --> 01:00:01,798
Look at him.

863
01:00:02,832 --> 01:00:05,001
He still denies the truth.

864
01:00:06,202 --> 01:00:08,371
Still lost in the fantasy.

865
01:00:09,272 --> 01:00:11,941
(ominous music)

866
01:00:45,108 --> 01:00:47,810
(electrical buzzing)

867
01:00:47,844 --> 01:00:51,180
(heart monitor beeping)

868
01:00:52,315 --> 01:00:54,350
- Darwin Thomas Barnes,

869
01:00:54,384 --> 01:00:56,786
you have been sentenced to death

870
01:00:56,819 --> 01:01:01,157
for the murder of Christine
Meredith Thompson.

871
01:01:01,190 --> 01:01:03,993
May God have mercy on your soul.

872
01:01:04,027 --> 01:01:06,729
(ominous music)

873
01:01:43,566 --> 01:01:45,435
(intense music)

874
01:01:45,468 --> 01:01:47,937
(thudding)

875
01:01:50,106 --> 01:01:52,341
(groaning)

876
01:02:02,518 --> 01:02:04,887
(yelling)

877
01:02:13,529 --> 01:02:16,532
(suspenseful music)

878
01:02:39,956 --> 01:02:42,191
(groaning)

879
01:02:43,459 --> 01:02:46,395
(nature commotion)

880
01:03:11,521 --> 01:03:13,990
(wind howling)

881
01:03:14,023 --> 01:03:16,826
(birds cawing)

882
01:03:42,351 --> 01:03:44,954
(wind howling)

883
01:03:49,992 --> 01:03:52,628
(leaves rustling)

884
01:04:00,636 --> 01:04:03,339
(dramatic music)

885
01:04:23,059 --> 01:04:25,628
(echoed yelling)

886
01:04:39,041 --> 01:04:41,611
(dramatic music)

887
01:05:16,045 --> 01:05:18,748
- [Narrator] For what
seems like hours, he runs.

888
01:05:18,781 --> 01:05:21,717
Never stopping,
never looking back.

889
01:05:22,585 --> 01:05:24,654
He heads into something new.

890
01:05:24,687 --> 01:05:27,089
Something with hope.

891
01:05:27,123 --> 01:05:29,125
He heads into the light.

892
01:05:29,792 --> 01:05:31,527
He stands still,

893
01:05:31,560 --> 01:05:33,162
shivering in the cold,

894
01:05:33,195 --> 01:05:34,664
I lay on the ground.

895
01:05:36,265 --> 01:05:40,202
Gazing up at the vast length
of God that is upon us.

896
01:05:41,704 --> 01:05:44,674
Only he never
escaped the prison.

897
01:05:46,075 --> 01:05:50,680
I finally broke that wall
and imagined the whole thing.

898
01:05:51,614 --> 01:05:52,748
As for my puppeteer,

899
01:05:52,782 --> 01:05:53,616
my master,

900
01:05:54,717 --> 01:05:55,685
my everything,

901
01:05:57,753 --> 01:06:01,057
sometimes the breathless
breathe easier.

902
01:06:01,090 --> 01:06:04,593
(audio crackling)

903
01:06:04,627 --> 01:06:07,296
(ominous music)

904
01:07:23,305 --> 01:07:25,808
(eerie music)

905
01:08:07,616 --> 01:08:10,286
(ominous music)