Dear Community,

I really have no forum to post on, nor do I know where I can even express my grattitude towards each and everyone of you (especially to Pulse himself.)  It would seem as though for reasons beyond my control that I have been caught in between two people whom I really do love and enjoy.  We may all have our disagreements and issues, but it is up to each and everyone of us to decide what type of person we will be and also to realize that the choices we make can have very real consequences on those around us.  With that being said, please not that I refuse to take sides either way, as that is not who I am as a person.

A month or so ago I had a very hard time waking up in the morning and was told that I had a seriously illness, be it mental or physical is beside the point.  I was at an all-time low in my life and was in need of real friends and was introduced to this stream and its community.  Not really being a fan of streamers in general I decided to be objective and give this new guy Pulse a try on just for entertainment.  Once I was here I pretty much noticed a flourshing community, a place in which I could go to discuss anything which I was pondering.  Now, because of stubborn pride on both ends (keep in  mind I am placing no fault on anyone as I am not authorized by my beliefs to do as such) I am being ushered out by one force or another.

To some of us this is more than a streamer, it was an escape, a home in which we could trust and share interest as well as ideologies.  The point I guess I am trying to make is this, I needed this in my life right now; I have been a massive cheerleader for this community (well as much as I could be with very limited means) and have wished for nothing but the best for Pulse as I still do.

I think the point that I am trying to make here in a nutshell is never let stubborn pride affect your decissions, nor should we take each other for granted at anytime as there is never another tomorrow promised to us.

Now, regarding my baby which I have spent uncountable hours developing, I do plan on continuing it as right now I simply cannot leave this project waiting in the wings, I owe it to you the community to finish seeing this thing through.  I have supplied Pulse with a license key which is the activator to all future versions of the framework I am developing.  This key will continue to work from this moment here out; the project has become so large at this point that it has actually drawn the attention CurseForge as well as developers working within the Twitch community itself.  There have been modules that have been developed that are exclusive to Pulse and these modules will ONLY EVER be able to be used by Pulse here on his channel.

I just want to thank you all for your support & encouragement over these past several weeks while I have been busy trying to bring a little bit of a smile to all of the faces in here.

I will still be around "lurking" to ensure that my babies original home is safe & sound.  I really do hope this business sorts itself out within a natural reason so that I am no longer being split to make a decission that I do not want to make.

Love you all!

-sumothekat1