Drivr3joe quits

[3:06 PM] Drivr3joe: @everyone This is a very important so please read everything. I am moving on from the CPPS community and CPPSes as a whole. Yes, I mean it this time and I dont plan on returning. I wanted this to happen much sooner, but I loved Club Penguin so much and it was a huge part of my childhood just like all of yours. It was very hard to walk away from, especially after meeting so many amazing people and the fans and friends I have made that I never experienced before in the original Club Penguin. But now, I have finally decided that it's time for me to let it go. Things have changed so much since a year ago, and I just don't feel it is the place for me anymore.  Following the CPR closure, the past couple months have been very dark and different for me. Non-stop drama, hatred, bullying eachother, and just really nasty people and things occurring every single day. The way I've seen people behave and how they think really bothers me. I have never seen so many hypocritical, and close-minded people who just  believe anything fed to them or what they want to hear without even looking at both sides of a situation or fact checking. The toxicity is just so strong. I understand a lot of people are kids and young teens, and I hope they grow up to know better and understand these things more and see how the real world works. I'm not perfect, and never said I was. I've made mistakes, and I admit that. We all make them. It's all part of being human. It's what we do. It happens. And sometimes you just don't have a choice. Do I regret them? Of course I do! There's so many things I wish I could take back and do over again if I knew what the outcome was going to be. I've lost some fans, friends, and lots of people who looked up to me due to these mistakes, and it's hurt me a lot. But of course they've have been hurt too, and it's too late to try and fix them. And for some, I don't even know how to show how sorry I am.
[3:06 PM] Drivr3joe: I've learned a lot from this though. When you have a high profile in a community like this or so many people around you, it's very hard to not have drama follow you wherever you go, or get involved in things that cause fighting and problems between one another. You can't keep everyone, and you cant please everyone no matter how hard you try. When CPR closed, I wanted to do my own part in keeping part of the community intact by making my own CPPSes, but this has not gone as planned and has been very stress inducing. I honestly wish I never got involved in these. I've said no so many times to running a server but yet I let my arm get twisted and ended right up in it. But with CPR closing I just wasn't ready to let Club Penguin go yet, and I just wanted to try and continue making people happy. I went through terrible things during these times that I will never forget, such as my family and personal life being attacked. Every night I worry about waking up to some awful drama or situation, or spending every day thinking about "what's going to happen next?" I understand CPR is returning but it just won't be the same as it once was.
[3:06 PM] Drivr3joe: I'm going to be 21 in a week, college is getting more serious and I'm close to finishing and heading towards my dream job, and I'm going to be doing a lot of traveling with my family this summer. I just do not need this stress in my life anymore right now. I'm tired, and just have not been happy doing what I do for some time now. I just feel like I'm torturing myself day by day by continuing, and I just can't have any of it anymore. You can laugh, make fun of me, gloat, whatever. I simply don't care anymore. I just need to finally move on from this life. I'm letting Club Penguin die as it should, and I suggest others should too. But that's just my opinion. Everyone has a right to making their own decisions. I won't be quitting Youtube as that is still a major hobby of mine, as it would be a bit unfair to leave so many great people  behind after what we built together and how they helped me become who I am today.  Thank you, I love you, and I can't wait to start this next chapter with all of you who choose to follow me wherever this new path takes me. So for the last time, ski-ya later, over and out, and waddle on.
[3:06 PM] Drivr3joe: @everyone