DREAMS

DENIAL ;
Username: fightmebighit_
Full Name: Bae Yeongok
Nickname(s): Bae, Ok, Skyscraper (ironically as he isn't tall at all)
Age: 20

ANGER ;
Birthday: 04.11.1996.
Backup Birthday: 07.10.1996.
Face Claim: kkimggeonhho
Backup Face Claim: hyunjun95
Weight: 52 kg
Height: 164 cm

BARGAINING ;
Personality: He's a slave of his own habits (no surprise considering his OCD), but if he doesn't check if something is locked at least 7 times or brush his teeth for minimum 3 minutes or use soap 4 times anxiety will eat him up. He is honest to others as well as to himself. He knows that even though he's sure he for example locked the door, he has to check it multiple times to ease the way his stomach feels. He is super respectful to others personal stuff and that's mostly the reason why everyone trust him the most o tell him something.

He is nice and likes to make people comfortable around him , but to those he gets really close to he can be really caring as well as overprotective. He's quite the romantic one, and always on board if someone needs an advice, especially if it's love related. He is a perfectionist as well as super organized. He is super soft and unaggressive, and would always use brain before brawn (despite his small figure he's most capable of defense.)

If he's under a lot of stress, he isn't really scary but more like hard to approach or calmed down.He hates when someone tries to stop him from doing some actions repetitively. He has a really dark sense of humor, which is actually his real feelings that are hidden. Despite him usually being honest, not wanting to lie to anyone he doesn't easily show his feelings. When he does something caused by his OCD he doesn't really feel relief. Truth to be told if he didn't do it he would feel much worse, but after he doesn't he only feels satisfied for a second until he realizes he will never be able to stop doing that. When he needs to make a big decision he will hesitate a lot.


Backstory: Up until age of five he lived with his parents in a nice small house. His mother was actually diagnosed with OCD too and she feared that he would be too, but knew that she could always help him. One night when they were driving from a supermarket, Yeongok happily licking his lollipop, his mother constantly checking her and his seat-belt while his father kept telling her to relax his own belt not fastened; another car crashed into them. His father died on the spot, but his mother two days after the accident. He didn't had any relatives so he was sent to a foster home.

He didn't find it so bad there, but they weren't really loving or cared for any of his problems and quirks he had that came along with his OCD. In fact it bothered them quite a lot. Most of the kids didn't really took interest in befriending him and to all the superiors  he was a bother. No one wanted to adopt him and with him getting older by the day he was also becoming a financial bother. Around his 17 birthday they saw that his condition was getting worse and decided to do something about it. They told him as his birthday was coming soon they diced to treat him with a trip to Seoul Island and that there they arranged a meeting with two people that wanted to become parents to an older child but for business and financial reasons couldn't come to the foster home anytime soon. They were supposed to meet him at the airport there after he lands. He was happy to hear that although he was afraid of the flight. When he landed a man and a woman waited for him told him that everything was already singed and that they will drive him to his 'new home'. They seemed nice and he thought that just maybe he will have a feeling if belonging to a family again. But during the ride they told him he can relax and sleep 'cause it was a long ride. At first he had a bit problem with it but eventually fell asleep. He later woke up in a hospital bed. He first met STAY there who explained to him where he was. He was quick to understand that he was tricked, but never acted on it and kept normal never showing that he wasn't there by choice or rebelling against the doctors.

Family:
Bae Junyoung/33(when he died)/football referee/were close but he doesn't remember him so much anymore
Bae Goeun/32(when she died)/housewife/was super closed to him but now he can't remember her so good

Birthplace: Incheon, South Korea
Hometown: Incheon, South Korea
Ethnicity: Asian
Nationality: Korean

DEPRESSION ;
Slot: don't wanna fall inlove
Backup Slot: fools
Love Interest: the hills
Backup Love Interest: do re mi
Why do you think they make a good couple?: They both appear fine which is only a mask. And she is a bit of a crybaby while he's protective and that just sounds like a nice pair.

Couple Trivia:
-They both prefer indoors better then outside
-They don't actually act like a couple in public or show it
-They have couple bracelets
-He loves to make her blush when they're alone
-He founds it amusing how she doesn't get some things at first
-Sometimes she tries to help him deal with his OCD by doing somethings a couple of times like him
-He tries to make her stop making too cringy puns
-Occasionally, they can be found sleeping together

Couple Scenes: -Falling asleep together
-Helping each other with stress
-Maybe a fight
-A really romantic moment ending with a kiss

Trivia: -Back in the foster home he was very skilled in video games
-Learnt defense moves from them
-Loves playing chess
-His favourite color used to be white but now because of the asylum prefers blue like the sky (and freedom kinda)
-Under a lot of stress he finds it helping to do oragami
-His eye twitches and he blinks a lot when he's under a lot of pressure or nervous
-His shoulder jerks when he is annoyed
-He finds any music relaxing
-Always counts before sleeping no matter if his tired or not
-He usually drinks only water
-His clothes are always arranged by color
-Is allergic to peanuts

Hobbies: -Chess
-Video games

Likes:-Water
-Romantic films
-Sleeping
-Lollipops
-Organizing and cleaning
-Music and his headphones
-Marshmallows


Dislikes: -Reading boring books (he actually enjoys reading but finds very little books really interesting)
-Summer
-Anything too spicy
-Peanuts
-His tics (sometimes they annoy him really much)
-Dogs
-Cars
-Teasing about his height (he doesn't get angry about it though)

Fears: -Driving in a car
-Losing someone else he loves
-Really really high places

ACCEPTANCE ;
How is life in the asylum?: At first it was hard to get used to it, but now after getting to know the others it's more bearable. It's easier for me to do all my needs then before, when I received judging eyes. The medicine the doctors give is always making me fell weird and the doctors themselves aren't the most pleasant people. Other then that it's not so bad, food is good as well as the rooms, although all that whiteness makes it a bit... suffocating. The nights are a bit hard if they lock up the rooms, it makes it claustrophobic but I take my mind of it by counting.
Have you ever found anything especially odd?: Well, for starters I hate how they never tell us the origin of the medicine. And after taking it there's always some odd sights I'm seeing.
Do you believe that the doctor's are helping you: At first (after getting over that tricking me into it thing) and after everthing was explained to me I of course had doubts but not for long.
What is your dream location? What is it like?: I don't have a real location, but somewhere with people I love and my parents where no one judges my OCD, basically just a nice cozy place away from anything with caring people/my family.
Do you believe in true happiness?: Yes, I do. But not when it comes to myself.


GALLERY
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