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TempestVaeCrymVay: [hi again]
Heockius: (-wave-)
Heockius: (So.. We're just killing everyone off?)
MedriHarker: ((huh? whos killed off??))
Heockius: (Cause I'm fine with that. )
Heockius: (Considering what I understand about tonight's developments. You'll find Serena dead.)
MedriHarker: (((((wait why?))
Heockius: (I hear some really nasty things about what's happening to magic users... Magic is basically Serena's life blood.)
Heockius: (Since her rebirth)
Heockius: (You drove Vath to quit)
Heockius: (With the way things are, I can't play in this.)
Heockius: (You've also crafted an environment that half of your players are afraid to BREATH wrong in!)
MedriHarker: ((youve never told me this before...))
Heockius: (You haven't seen this going on?)
Heockius: (All of the people coming to you going, "Medri.. I dunno about this?"
Heockius: (I hear you keep telling people left and right to shut up, or ignore their concerns entirely!)
MedriHarker: OOOC::
MedriHarker: ok im listening
Heockius: One. Me... I'm at a point where what is going on in Telrunya. I'm just grabbing popcorn and watching it all sink.
Heockius: Most of the time, I feel like scenes play out with or without player input.
MedriHarker: stand by for vathella
Heockius: Just driving that train straight through.
MedriHarker: sethos and rhy should be here as well as gor
MedriHarker: kiki and jokur can come to
Heockius: Kiki's switching computers, and jokur hates it here.
Heockius: Jokur puts up with DOC's attitude and keeps coming back... But he hates it here.
vathella: ((sorry i crashed))
Heockius: That should say something about the environment this game has become
MedriHarker: well im sorry fo rhim, he and i never got a good story for ourselves to play...i dont think he ever will
MedriHarker: as for enviroment, I would go to you telling you my concerns and thoughts for this game...you encourgaed many of my choices...so i understand and see you rpoints...but i question why you never chose to make it known to me than..
MedriHarker: vath, seth and gor have been very vocal and i have worked with them as much as i can...and i have admited in the past when i made a choice wrongly
TempestVaeCrymVay: -nods-
Heockius: I did try to bring up about the severence of magic killing Serena
Heockius: But it just flew past you.
MedriHarker: ive wanted to fix many errors, but you seem on board with the story that the errors created...so please vent what you will...but ive nveer tried to keep you down about your opinion..i rather value it
vathella: and you think slamming your fist down on the game board and sending all the pieces flying is an improvemnet?
MedriHarker: ok no, i see your point and want to null much
vathella: medri in the other room i said how i heard about the game
MedriHarker: *nods*
vathella: Gor told me about it and he was all excited
vathella: he said it would be like a great big chessboard... and each of us is one of the pieces
vathella: and that by plotting and scheming we can gain more of the chessboard
vathella: and that sounded fun to me
vathella: but if you just go and smash up everything we're trying to accomplish then what's the point
MedriHarker: *nods, wanting to say something but contiues to listen*
vathella: i think that's why he quit
vathella: i'm done
MedriHarker: i wanted the players to be within the land of telrunya, i never expected you and seth to want to bring in two otehr land masses....and want to take over telrunya claiming it for other lands...that bothered me a little but i accepted that you chose this...i thought i was justified to feel this way since heo seemed to share the same  resentment for the ido and phirian story plot
MedriHarker: but even still i didnt want to interfere to much
MedriHarker: if anything ihav ejust been wanting to end the arabella plot
MedriHarker: and realy shouldnt of ever brought her back
MedriHarker: since it was never really utilized other than to destroy opros and aerndier wich proved to be in vain
MedriHarker: and of course killing house gor...wich...i wish were still around.
vathella: see?  it's all about destroying stuff
vathella: instead of letting us build anything
vathella: maybe i was too powerful...
MedriHarker: *nods* again, i didnt like the choice
MedriHarker: and i made arabella to powerful
MedriHarker: reather than use strategy to build her alliances...i just allowed her darkness to be a monster rather than her repuation
Heockius: I did enjoy one thing from that. Getting to play out the rebirth arc
vathella: i wish i had other playeers for each province in Ido...
MedriHarker: again, i wish i had players as different houses for the diff provinces of telrunya
vathella: yeah she was waaaay too powerful
MedriHarker: i wanted to have an established royal line and the scheming occur among the hosues of who should seek power in telrunya
vathella: but i think once the queen had all that power i think she used it naturally
vathella: she made secret deals to get what she wanted
vathella: but arabella and "nature" just smash up things
MedriHarker: so vath, what is your proposion for solving this fuck up i cause
Heockius: Nature was kind of my shtick. I'm wondering how it went full destroy everything...
MedriHarker: again if i could tke it back and place gor as king i would...but i fucked it up
vathella: leave us alone
vathella: moderate so no one god-modes but just let us play our characters
vathella: heo how does that sound to you?
Heockius: Sounds fair, but I'm still on the edge of walking
vathella: and by the way we're in the throne room
vathella: yeah i was too
MedriHarker: ill leave everyones story be...
Heockius: Lyra's going to seal off the rift to stop Arabella's power.
Heockius: After that...
Heockius: -shrug-
Heockius: I still have my castle I'm working on, but really... What's the point?
vathella: :(
vathella: heo i want to know what you didn't like about me and my character
Heockius: Well. Your queen teleports to much for me. But that's it.
Heockius: You play her perfectly
vathella: hehe not really she astral projects
TempestVaeCrymVay: [brb]
MedriHarker: (tyt))
vathella: thank you
Heockius: Wait.. You're telling me that all those points she's never REALLY been there?
vathella: i never had her interact physically with anyone or anything
Heockius: THAT
Heockius: Is actually so much cooler
MedriHarker: makes sense.
vathella: thank you
vathella: it's also safer
MedriHarker: sethos belives it is ridiculous that i have allowed so many chars to die and come back
MedriHarker: frnakly i agree and think my char should stayed dead
vathella: but i WAS there tonight in person since that was her own kingdom
MedriHarker: Aerndir and opros are ruined and i want to make them whole again
MedriHarker: but sethos has said it would not make sense for kiki to have aerndir since she left them for a joker
MedriHarker: tell me heo, what do you think of that since you are so frank tonight?
Heockius: Well, she's working on what looks like, if she plays it right, a redemption arc
vathella: heo please come in here
MedriHarker: those dont sound like opions just a statement on what she is doing thats alright i am sure she will win her land over.
Heockius: Not changing outfits.
Heockius: I made this shirt, and I"m proud of it.
vathella: it looks nice
MedriHarker: what does it matter if you change or not, we arent even playing
TempestVaeCrymVay: [back]
vathella: ((welcome back))
MedriHarker: welcome back ruby,
TempestVaeCrymVay: [thank u]
vathella: medri when we are playing against each other we can feel that we have an effect on the outcome
MedriHarker: *listens*
vathella: but when you bring in arabella and the nature-monster to just destroy everything it's like we've lost all purpose
vathella: it's like we are turned into npcs
vathella: and nothing we do matters
Heockius: What is this Nature monster?
MedriHarker: oh you know, nature being upset.
Heockius: I only meant for the land to be a bit growly...
Heockius: Not "GRAH SMASH!"
vathella: "nature hates arabella so nature destroys a few countries"
vathella: "nature sinks this land and that land"
Heockius: Yeah... That's way away from my plan for Nature's stirring
MedriHarker: well than i stop touching the game
MedriHarker: the plots wil play themselves
MedriHarker: i am sure i can come up for an end for arabella.
vathella: it's not that you don't have great ideas medri...
MedriHarker: or maybe a proper fate for kingshome
vathella: it's just you go too far...
vathella: and you take away our chance to make things go the way we want
MedriHarker: and what it is you want, to have telrunya become ido?
MedriHarker: or is it for it to be called a new name
vathella: heo are you asking me?
vathella: oh sorry... medri
vathella: see?  i'm upset and not reading things right
vathella: (that's a joke)
MedriHarker: at this point house lunar doesnt even fight for the throne and house hartwood is ready to die so i suppose telrunya will need to be led by another reign.
MedriHarker: ((ha))
Heockius: Serena would be on the front lines if you didn't screw me at every turn
vathella: medri MY CHARACTER wants as much of telrunya as she can take...
vathella: but i don't care if the queen is defeated so long as it happens in a fair way
MedriHarker: wich again, all i wanted was for the ruler of the kingdom be of telrunyan birth and even more so a mortal...but frankly i feel as if it wont be called telrunya and tha tpart bothers me but whatevs
Heockius: But honestly, every new development... Every new scene... I feel like, as a player, I have less... and less agency.
vathella: and ok it was seth that kinda pushed me in that direction
MedriHarker: I know, i kept trying to tell you and seth to create something within telrunya
vathella: he thought it would be cool to have telrunya invaded from two directions at once
Heockius: And I get ignored.
MedriHarker: cause i liekd both of yoru styles of play and wanted to see the pair of you scheme for that throne
MedriHarker: i heard you heo
Heockius: Well. In case you've been wondering why I.. ME as a player has not been caring.
Heockius: It feels like I can't DO anything.
MedriHarker: your talking like this now, again i have gone to you on many occasions asking for advice and input....you act as if though i never took you into account
Heockius: So what's the point of playing a game like that.
MedriHarker: and whatever you agreed upon i would act upon..so now i feel like you agreed to shut me up and leave you alone
MedriHarker: oh no i have been aware, but ever time i asked
MedriHarker: and please let me talk on this one
MedriHarker: everytime i asked you
vathella: medri i think heo and i are saying the same thing... our efforts get ignored and nothing we do matters
Heockius: I agreed to things, and you dialed ideas up past eleven.
MedriHarker: you blamed, seth, you blamed vath you blamed rhyaaad
MedriHarker: and you never were upfront and told me it was with me
MedriHarker: even when i woul dtell you that i felt it was
MedriHarker: you just tlaked about how it was yoru chars fault..
Heockius: Oh.. Ok. I'll take the blame. Hey everyone. I ruined Telrunya!
MedriHarker: so go forth my friends, do what you wish do what youw ill
MedriHarker: thats not what im saying heo,
Heockius: Sure sounds like it.
MedriHarker: you said that
MedriHarker: you said that everytime
MedriHarker: i would talk to you
MedriHarker: about anything i felt i could change
MedriHarker: you would say
MedriHarker: that
MedriHarker: and i would say how it wasnt
Heockius: That's how the game has made me feel.
MedriHarker: at this point, it just feels like you are attempting to set me up to blame you when i dont even feel that way
vathella: guys... this is not helping
MedriHarker: *stops*
Heockius: I just.. I honest to goddess just want some fun fantasy play
vathella: you're botth going for each other's throats
MedriHarker: i do to
MedriHarker: and thats what ive been saying that i want
MedriHarker: and i want to reutrn to how it was
MedriHarker: but it wont
MedriHarker: cause we have to play out this mess.
vathella: yes
MedriHarker: and again
MedriHarker: thats my fault
vathella: it would be bizarre to backtrack to the beginning
MedriHarker: *sits back ad thinks how he would be happy in springlake and never leave*
vathella: but can we agree that tonight never happened?
MedriHarker: gladly
vathella: ok that's a start
Heockius: -Raises a hand-
vathella: heo?
Heockius: If anyone's up for it... Just a break from all of this bickering...
Heockius: I had a side idea...
MedriHarker: sure, ill prob just go to springlake for the night
vathella: i'd like to hear it
MedriHarker: i dont care if its in ruin.
MedriHarker: go on
Heockius: Telrunya adventures?
Heockius: We all come up with a group... Almost like a D&D party.
Heockius: And just have them on a base level... Working through some nonsense going on in and around Opros.
MedriHarker: im down for that.
vathella: i'm not sure i understand
MedriHarker: like with the event sthat go on now, we can have mini adventures occuring in the regions aaffected
Heockius: Just a little game that would be adventure and not world shaking magic/politics.
vathella: you mean we ignore all the politics and landgrabbing?
Heockius: Just a side thing.
Heockius: Like... A pallette cleanser
Heockius: Pal... Oh you know what I meant to spell.
vathella: if you want
vathella: but it sounds like a whole new game even if it exists in the same universe
MedriHarker: *nods*
Heockius: Fair enough.
vathella: tempest you're very quiet... do you have an opinion about all this?
TempestVaeCrymVay: sounds like a good idea
TempestVaeCrymVay: the d& d thing
vathella: oh you can go ahead and do it heo just i don't think i want to make a new character or anything
Heockius: I could sneeze a character... I'm to good at it.
TempestVaeCrymVay: I've been here for moral support for medri. but otherwise I was not going to interfere unless needed.
vathella: ok
Heockius: I've got a scene saved to post, but I probably won't throw it up... I'm gong to try and drag Rhy to do the rift thing...
Heockius: I need an ocean room and a skiff.. Unless there is an island under or around the rift or something to land on.
vathella: Gor has an underwater city if your character can hold her breath
MedriHarker: aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
MedriHarker: aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
kikistrawberrys: Hey, medri is everything ok? you keep sending me the letter a ;.;
vathella: ok i'm going now
MedriHarker: aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
MedriHarker: woah!
TheJokur: calm down medri -pats his back
MedriHarker: my comp is acting up
TempestVaeCrymVay: maybe u should put it in time out
TempestVaeCrymVay: :p
MedriHarker: i think thats not a bad idea
MedriHarker: *smiles at ruby* it is good to have you back aagin ruby...alot has happened since springlake
MedriHarker: im sorry that you had to see all that
MedriHarker: *sighs*
Heockius: I'm sorry for coming in all wrath and vinegar.
TempestVaeCrymVay: me too
TempestVaeCrymVay: i missed here
TempestVaeCrymVay: but i need to get some sleep now
MedriHarker: ya well,  you made your points heo and  I will prob come up with something to be satisfied within this world..
TempestVaeCrymVay: -huugles medr-
MedriHarker: alright ruby hope to see you again *hugs back, smiling*
TheJokur: -runs to the throne
kikistrawberrys: king jojo!
MedriHarker: and now im with you three...who probably would rather i stop roleplaying all together.
Heockius: Oh no. Not at all.
MedriHarker: i know my story modding has been off for a hile
kikistrawberrys: well thats not true. :(
MedriHarker: so i have been trying to find a way to improve
MedriHarker: but the truth is i suck, i hope it does improve this world for eveyrone.I will just sit on this throne and be pretty
Heockius: -Glomps Medri rather suddenly-
Heockius: I LOVE RPing with you.
Heockius: I've just had building concerns about story and all here.
kikistrawberrys: You dont suck. :( its just good to include everyone and make sure all players are on board with changes, thats all
kikistrawberrys: thats what makes an ok game a great game!
MedriHarker: the game has to continue with all the fucked up shit...and i cant do anything but watch now..so ya i do suck.
MedriHarker: dont worry all will be improved gameplayw ise.
MedriHarker: the story will be whatever..at this poin ill remaind a darkwood bride and elucard will be forgottan and since the land is dsitracted with the kingshome battle telrunya will be weak and easy to conquest
kikistrawberrys: well, i mean. once the crazy stuff passes hopefully things will be better. maybe we;re just hitting a bump in the road now
MedriHarker: its been awfully large bump
kikistrawberrys: *tries to think of an idea*
MedriHarker: and any move i make to improve that bump is ridiculed and frankly requires me to go too far..
kikistrawberrys: did Vath actually quit? whats gonna happen to ido? and what the hell is going on in phiria? :c
kikistrawberrys: i wish arabella could just drop dead from an accident or something
kikistrawberrys: *snaps fingers and turns into kikia* but that would be boring.
MedriHarker: no vath is still on board
Heockius: Lyra's about to close the rift, Those with Hart blood or that draw from the rift will lose their power.
MedriHarker: but everyones on edge to leave
Heockius: Which, in my mind says Necromancers would be powerless.
kikistrawberrys: true.. ):
kikistrawberrys: and if that happens and kikia loses her powers, aerandir is toast. x_x
MedriHarker: the north is the only lands to have a king and queen in power the other lands are running wild as to who to pledge their loyalty to.
Heockius: Hmm. Serena's heading to join the battle.
Heockius: Her connection to Nature keeps her steady even though the average spell caster is feeling iffy.
kikistrawberrys: i just want her to do something good for her province i guess. it seems like all my choises for her have been.. uh...
Heockius: Kikia's power isn't from the rift. It's from what she touched. It infused her, she doesn't draw from the rift.
kikistrawberrys: oh thank science
MedriHarker: I just want springlake back
MedriHarker: but i think that is a lost cause
MedriHarker: as for aerndir im sure some magical solution will save it
kikistrawberrys: im sure we could bring spring lake back somehow! I miss it too. i even miss gor as king oddly.. before he went all stabby
Heockius: What is the name of the little area people are gathering?
MedriHarker: i miss gor to..
kikistrawberrys: and i miss the princess too xD she reminds me of a character in a movie I watched a while back. it was a swanlake remake and she was like, the evil guys daughter. I wish i remembered the name.
MedriHarker: well whatever it doent work to miss...as it stands there is no going back and i must face the consequences of mya ctions the only por i have is the north and her allies...opros still fights for the good of the land...and i hope to aide them
MedriHarker: perhaps unite telrunya
Heockius: Serena, heir to house Hartwood will be fighting for something.
MedriHarker: as for kingshome, i have one more extreme idea....that will not interfered with others PLans"
kikistrawberrys: I wanna fight for something..  if i could fight at all x_x
MedriHarker: i think thursday or perhaps friday the battle for kingshome may occur
Heockius: Well. I wanted to explore Serena's nature powers
MedriHarker: it will be soon
kikistrawberrys: kikia is more of a defense than an offence tho. battle? :o
MedriHarker: you can create a new char to battle in
Heockius: I will need to get the scene done with rhy.
Heockius: Even if we just have to use our imagination for the scene.
MedriHarker: Queen Medrique of the Winter Lands and her Norther Alliance wils tayw ith the north preparinng for the worst, Darkwood will advance forward with their northern allies as ido comes intrhough ostrad
kikistrawberrys: *raises hand* QUESTION
MedriHarker: answer
kikistrawberrys: how much can I do with kikia's powers before it becomes too much? :o
kikistrawberrys: i feel like i should ask
MedriHarker: ill let heo decide that
MedriHarker: i obviouslt hace no judegement on that matter.
kikistrawberrys: *turns to heo, holding a box of odd special effects*
Heockius: -Glances back and forth-
kikistrawberrys: i dont want to do much i promise! x//x
MedriHarker: anyway, im out
Heockius: I didn't...
MedriHarker: have a goodnight folks
Heockius: come in...
Heockius: to take over...
kikistrawberrys: I thought it would be cuter for her powers to kinda come out in little spurts
MedriHarker: cuter, *smiles* dont worry heo i know. anway glad you finally were honest with me on your thoughts and opinions on the game i do hope everyone has a funner time and I hope to like the outucome *smiles* i rather do like how i look in a crown.
MedriHarker: but arabella isnt the look for me.