2015, a review

So um yeah here's that big ranty tweet about how awesome you are. More of a summary of 2015 for me. Lot of you won't know some of this stuff! Skip to the end for the less depressing, more mushy stuff



So, uh, 2015? Yeah, 2015 was fucking lit, as the kids would say



(What the fuck does "Lit" even mean?)



Anyway, the first 6 months were fucking horrifying! Y'know, GCSE exams, puberty, all that great stuff!



But no one cares about that. I certainly don't. Those months can go fuck themselves



Nah, what you guys wanna know about is the most recent 6 months, right?



Well, lemme tell you something. If it weren't for you guys, I wouldn't have survived this year. Where would I be? I'd be dead. That's not me joking around. I seriously couldn't have made it through this year without all of you guys. Whether you once sent me a message asking if I was OK, or you've been with me every step of the way, you're all fucking amazing people and I can't thank you enough.



So, the last 6 months? Well, it start's in July. I make this account, just on a whim, deciding to try Twitter out again, I always said it was shit, then I realised compared to Facebook it was a fucking godsend.



So, July is mostly inactive. I still use this account for talking to YouTubers and a few FanFiction writers I liked.



Then August happened. Man, August was where it all started. It was where I first came out as a furry, mainly by finding Spynxie and Woofis in "Who to follow" (The only time that piece of shit offered anything useful(NO I DON'T WANNA FOLLOW JUSTIN BIEBER GO AWAY))



Now, August was also around the time I met Riley, Aurax, Evo, Past, Wrathy, Phase and Jeet. I actually perfectly memorize the first DM group we had (And the fact that an orgy started in it which we never actually finished off) which was between myself, Raxy, Phase, Riley, Wrathy and Jeet all talking about our fetishes. (As you can see I was destined to become trash from the very start.) I guess, technically, I have Riley to thank for everything I have now, since he started the group DM. Massive shoutout to you, deerbro



Now, if memory serves, I believe the second half of August was what I like to refer to as "The Big Dip" in my life (I just came up with that)



Few of you will know this, but I actually almost died, again! How, you ask?



Well, lemme take you back. So, here I was, all happy, jollily skipping down the road, phone in hand, and, oh, my luck, a mugger! So, this guy takes my phone, and runs. Kinda a stupid idea to run the way he did, which was a one way alley behind a few houses. I catch him, kick his teeth in (Literally knocked out 4 front teeth) and called to police.



Now, few days later, I'm out walking again, near my local hospital. What do I see? The same guy from before in his car (Peugeot 106 for those wondering :D(Yes I remember that for some reason))



Now, take a minute and guy what happens next? Pissed off guy in his car + me in an empty street = that's right, a hit and run!



So yeah, I got hit by him, flung into a brick wall, he crash next to me. I'm pretty broken, throw a brick at him in his car then pass out.



Next thing I know, I'm in hospital. Minor lung scarring, slight mental damage, and 2 completely shattered ribs. However, due to the condition of my lungs, as well as possible heart damage, they can't operate just yet. Have to let those bits heal. So, for the next 2-3 weeks, I'm on some pretty powerful painkillers, sat in bed.



Now, September rolls around. I almost die again! Turns out I did have damage to my heart. Really fucking serious damage to my heart. had to have an emergency operation with a scarily low chance of success. (OK it was like 60% success chance or something, but that's scary when you're the one being operated on) Now, this was easily the lowest point, and I'm sure my friends with me at that point could tell you about that... It was also kinda amazing to see how many people cared about me to that extent... Poor Phasey was awake all night... (I still feel so guilty about that)



But, obviously, I made it. Woke up the next day in THE WORST FUCKING PAIN YOU COULD IMAGINE OH MY GOD THERE ARE NOT WORDS TO DESCRIBE THE PAIN



Upside is I'm not dead, and I now have 2 shiny titanium ribs (Not actually sure if they are titanium but it sounds cooler than plastic so)



So yeah, stuff starts picking up from here. Boom, not dead, boom, getting better, boom I fall awkwardly in love with a few of my friends



Now, that's the depressing shit done. At this point, I was exclusively hiding on my AD. Didn't feel strong enough to be in public, so I hid there. If memory serves, mid-October was the time I came back on this account.



And stuff got better and better. More amazing friends, more amazing people helping me through this,  boom, full recovery. Feeling good as fuck right now.



Everything keeps getting better.



November. Azruu-Azruui... Fuck it, Flo/Aeryn, Bory, Kij, Hunter, Aark, Lyra, Femzy,  Jara, Wooshi, BouJack, Emmanuel, a bunch more of my GLORIOUS fuckers come all at once and be awesomely friendly to the awkward derg.



December. EVEN MORE of you glorious furs come.



Now, this month... This fucking month has made 16 years of shit worth it. I haven't felt better... I've never had better friends... I've never felt as... Actually cared about. I... Seriously cannot put into words how amazing this has been for me... It's been nothing but good...



I really can't say this enough. Thank you ALL for being here for me. You're all going to be in my thoughts for the rest of my life. I... I seriously cannot put into words how... Perfect you guys are...



So, I say this with the most sincerity I can muster, thank you, all of you who've ever interacted with me in some way. I cannot repay what you've done to me, but I'll try my damn hardest.



Anyone, whether you follow me or don't, know me or are new, I'm here to help you. My DMs are always open, all you have to do is ask.



Oh, and one last thank you. Thanks to the furry fandom.



For all the drama you cause, they crappy people you bring, and the hate you breed, you've done one good thing. You've saved this one, awkward kid from death. Without you suiters, writers, artists and RPers, hundreds of thousands of people, myself included would be lost.



Thank you all for being the best community.



I can't offer my thanks enough.