Okay so let me tell you this.
This is going too far. You have made it so dramatic.
I don’t want to feel this way because of u.
I don’t need a guy who LIES while he says wallah, that he has a gf and makes me go through that. Never can I trust u again. And u know that’s the best part. I didn’t even make a big deal out of it. Remember how u did with the Sara lie. I didn’t make a big deal out of it cuz wtv I care for the bigger picture. But what did u do. U put it on me. Turns table on me for not saying ‘yes or no’. Like really. At least admit u did wrong. You lied! And that’s a RULE u keep for me and u didn’t even follow it yourself. At least I apologize for my mistakes. Not once u said sorry
Do you even know what u made me go through? Do U know u broke me by saying u that wallah U have a gf. For u it was a game right. Good u enjoyed it. But honey u BROKE me. I cried and cried, last time I cried like that was during the worst days of my life. And u heard me and didn’t even utter a word. It was a joke to u, “lol” u said that right. Today was the worst u have ever done. And to top it off, swearing on my dads grave! It’s a joke. U don’t deserve or have the right to say his name or mention him from your mouth! I HAVE BEEN TO HIS GRAVE! Every time I am in Pak I go! It’s not a joke! U say that and I can see it, it’s not imaginary, I can fucking see it!
And you know what
You are the biggest LIAR of us all. The biggest liar. U never loved me. You just lied about it. If you ever loved me, truly loved me for even a sec, 0.1% if u loved me. You would never make me go through that!
You would know how I would feel and if it happens to u what U would feel right. Never u would make me go through that. So u just lied. You lair!
I love u but I just don’t like you anymore
Repeat that
I love u but I just don’t like you anymore!
I don’t want you like this. U think marriage is in the picture with a guy who disrespects me like this?? You think? What will u do when I get married to u and something happens, Hit me? Abuse me?
I never ever wanna marry someone and father my kids who can’t FUCKING RESPECT ME! You would disrespect me in front of your kids? Hit me?
Never will I allow that in my life.

So guess what Mr. Abdulmohsin. I am done with your games. DONE. I don’t want a guy who can’t even respect me. My father didn’t raise me for this! I know he only wants the best for me and you are the worst right now. So unless u go back to your ways, I want nothing from you.
The man I loved after my father was you. I put u right under him in my heart. Wallah what a shame. Shame on me. To give u that place.
Lastly I would never pray bad for u. I will always pray for u and the best for u. Cuz sadly my love is pure and even when I want to hate u and curse, in front of Allah I can’t. Allah will give u what u deserve. I don’t have to pray for it.
Good luck with everything. Salam


So first of all I Don’t want to come across as annoying or needy. Last thing I want. I just wanted to say Thank you and bye.
Thank you for all the memories you gave me even with all the fights. Thank you for teaching me the new things. Thank you for making me feel loved in the beginning. Thank you for sleeping on the line with me after I got use to it and couldn’t sleep on my own.
And MOST important, Thank you for breaking my Heart.
I will take it as this had to end for better things to come my way. It wasn’t gonna work out when u wouldn’t understand me and wouldn’t learn how to control your anger. Alhamdulilah I have no regrets as I put full effort in and tired my best.
You think you haven’t lost anything. But what did I loose? A boy who never appreciated what I did for him? Never saw my effort? Always turned it negative. But you, you lost a girl that went out of her way just to see you happy. A girl who was with you at your worst and best. A girl who supported you and your dreams. A girl who loved you regardless of your flaws (don’t think u don’t have any). You pushed me away and I always fought. U would piss me off and I would never be mad at u. I trusted the shit our of u. You made me hate u and still I chose to love u all over again.but, u took me for granted, and I am done. Ill find someone, and promise to give him 100% and have a happy life. A girl like me? Go find you one. Good luck, hope she puts up with u like I did.
You would never see it. U are reading this rolling your eyes and saying pfft. Cuz u don’t know what u lost. But when u r all alone, 40 years old and your kids hate you, and you are divorced and have no one by your side. Thats when its gonna hit you. You LOST a guaranty of having a perfect family and a happy married life. Kids who would love u forever and come home say Salam sit and talk, unlike the ones u will have who don’t even say Salam to u just like u do to your dad.
Thats when it will hit u and it will be too damn late.
Anyway, thanks for reading. Good luck