I'm gonna start streaming again probably hopefully ok

If you think you've read this pastebin 3 times already, it's probably because you have. But since it's been a while since I've given an update, I figure it's only fair in case you're wondering why streams are still so incredibly sparse.

I've been really struggling to get over myself and press the "Start Streaming" button. Usually when this happens, it's just personal stuff, but I haven't been too bad lately honestly? Nothing more than the usual at least lol. There's been a few hiccups, bad internet rearing its ugly head as it often does, and I had a migraine most of this weekend so I couldn't do anything, but there's something more going on. I think I've just started to get a little swept up in numbers since Glibathon X. Obviously a special event is going to draw in more viewers and whatnot than just your average streams, but things definitely fell off faster than I would have liked? Idk, the fact that I don't stream doesn't help that either lol. Anyways, long story short, streaming has always been a stress relief for me, so when I feel stressed about streaming, it's hard to do the thing. I'm gonna try my best to not look at who's watching and just stream. Hopefully that'll keep me focused on actually being entertaining :P

Probably gonna try and stream either tomorrow or Wednesday, gonna finally start up Pokemon Crystal Clear. I also took Friday off as one of my spare holidays leftover, so as long as I don't take a billion hours to finally do my taxes, I should hopefully do a good bit of streaming this weekend too. There's a speedrunning project that really interests me right now, but is a very big commitment, and hopefully I can get off my butt and start with that too. We'll see. One step at a time.

Ty read,
Aweglib