early july
"massive crush on me throughout grove street"
"i told her i just got a haircut, she said "send a pic""
"I send a pic and she was like "wow you look amazing blah blah blah"
"I said do I get a pic in return"
"she was like what kind of picture"
"he says just selfie but you can send whatever"
"she says you aren't getting a tit pic"
"nice hair, but a face like a dog" - joke
"says stuff like I love your voice"
"randomly would message me: I love your voice so much"
"I get so excited everytime she gets wifi, being able to message me and stuff"
"would watch movies, TV series, and that"
"would say stuff like "I hate saying goodbye to you""
"even when she would say bye, she would keep it going on for 10 minutes because she would hate saying bye" - all cutsie
"finally do meetup"
"she still forks out like 60 quid to come see him"
"shes the one who makes it official with me, you're my boyfriend blah blah" - laying in bed together ("you're my boyfriend now" "yes i am" (100% she said that, I can't lie)
"she initiated everything with me"
"she didnt really want to tell anyone at first"
"baxter asked about it and she said I don't really want MTG knowing"
"well yeah, we are together"
"i am quite a paranoid person"
"when sarge was saying stuff to people (me, frankie, etc.), said to Joe in august, went straight to Sarge"
"when she said she first liked me, i said oh i thought sarge and you were a thing"
"she always said there was nothing romantic about it"
"she was the one who initiated everything"
"we were in bed together at the time she said this to me" - "you're my boyfriend now"
"completely sober, wasn't a one time thing. Stuff happened throughout the week"
"really awkward when she first walked off the train, didn't know what to do"
"went to the super market and bought loads of beers"
"chilled in the back garden talking to me mum"
"it was confirmed 3 times we were together"
"one night I was like, do you consider us actually together now." "she says we are actually together, "umm yeah""
"to baxter"
"when she said "you're my boyfriend now""
"she was supposed to come up and see me the week before"
"she had a credit card"
"she lost 50 quid"
"had to buy it again the next week"
"even before she came down, would talk about how we would see each other, taking turns"
"this was the first proper girl I was really into too"
"my mates even confused how I got a girlfriend"
"well I got a girlfriend out of it for a week"
"fuck Joe, hes a virgin, he can't even look at me right" - to Sarge
"me and Leah had something good and it all just went tits up because I let my stupid overthinking brain get over me"
"the evidence was there"
"at the time"
"Since she got back, we hadn't spoke for ages"
"then i get these screenshots and my head spins out of control"
"took a screenshot of a few things she said to me"
"not generally the boyfriend/girlfriend stuff"
"message from her about the break and the if she enjoyed the time down there"
"I asked her multiple times if she wanted to end it"
"before this all kickd up, there was one time where I got into a skype convo with her and we were talking for an hour"
"do you actually want to be with me?"
"trying to give her the chance to tell me to move on"
"she had no problem lying to save herself"
"she has lied to me before"
"made the effort to get on a train and come see me, it was all real"