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  8. I feel like I have
  9. to perform around you.
  10.  
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  13. It's just me.
  14.  
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  17. It's just Walter.
  18.  
  19. 4
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  21. Maybe it's not bad
  22. if I feel that way.
  23.  
  24. 5
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  26. I used to entertain a lot.
  27.  
  28. 6
  29. 00:01:54,832 --> 00:01:56,375
  30. I remember.
  31.  
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  34. Do you?
  35.  
  36. 8
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  38. Of course.
  39.  
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  42. Marjorie, where are the dishes?
  43.  
  44. 10
  45. 00:02:08,137 --> 00:02:11,349
  46. The girl did them, Julie.
  47.  
  48. 11
  49. 00:02:11,641 --> 00:02:13,184
  50. She doesn't come until two.
  51.  
  52. 12
  53. 00:02:13,476 --> 00:02:14,977
  54. I did them.
  55.  
  56. 13
  57. 00:02:15,269 --> 00:02:18,940
  58. You didn't, your arthritis.
  59.  
  60. 14
  61. 00:02:19,231 --> 00:02:21,943
  62. I'm having a good day.
  63.  
  64. 15
  65. 00:02:22,234 --> 00:02:27,365
  66. Marjorie, we both know
  67. what no dishes means.
  68.  
  69. 16
  70. 00:02:27,657 --> 00:02:29,450
  71. It means I haven't been eating.
  72.  
  73. 17
  74. 00:02:32,453 --> 00:02:33,913
  75. Only a spoonful
  76. of peanut butter.
  77.  
  78. 18
  79. 00:02:34,205 --> 00:02:35,665
  80. I'm not hungry.
  81.  
  82. 19
  83. 00:02:35,957 --> 00:02:38,960
  84. It's their fault, feeding
  85. me all those pills.
  86.  
  87. 20
  88. 00:02:39,251 --> 00:02:40,753
  89. The pills are their
  90. fault or your doctors?
  91.  
  92. 21
  93. 00:02:46,592 --> 00:02:47,802
  94. Only a spoonful?
  95.  
  96. 22
  97. 00:02:53,849 --> 00:02:57,103
  98. Can I still play the violin?
  99.  
  100. 23
  101. 00:02:57,395 --> 00:03:01,190
  102. I'm sure it's all in your
  103. head still, but your hands.
  104.  
  105. 24
  106. 00:03:41,814 --> 00:03:43,107
  107. I could tell you a story.
  108.  
  109. 25
  110. 00:03:43,399 --> 00:03:45,484
  111. You liked that the last time.
  112.  
  113. 26
  114. 00:03:45,776 --> 00:03:48,529
  115. I'll have to take
  116. your word for it.
  117.  
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  120. I could tell you about
  121. the time we saw a movie.
  122.  
  123. 28
  124. 00:03:51,782 --> 00:03:53,367
  125. We went to a lot of movies.
  126.  
  127. 29
  128. 00:03:53,659 --> 00:03:57,204
  129. But one time we saw "My
  130. Best Friend's Wedding."
  131.  
  132. 30
  133. 00:03:57,496 --> 00:03:59,540
  134. "My Best Friend's Wedding."
  135.  
  136. 31
  137. 00:03:59,832 --> 00:04:03,210
  138. There was a woman,
  139. Julia Roberts.
  140.  
  141. 32
  142. 00:04:03,502 --> 00:04:06,547
  143. For a while, it was
  144. always Julia Roberts.
  145.  
  146. 33
  147. 00:04:06,839 --> 00:04:08,966
  148. And she had an agreement with
  149. her best friend, her male best
  150.  
  151. 34
  152. 00:04:09,258 --> 00:04:10,885
  153. friend, that if
  154. they weren't married
  155.  
  156. 35
  157. 00:04:11,177 --> 00:04:13,012
  158. by the time they
  159. hit a certain age,
  160.  
  161. 36
  162. 00:04:13,304 --> 00:04:15,681
  163. they would marry each other.
  164.  
  165. 37
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  167. And she was about to remind
  168. him of this agreement
  169.  
  170. 38
  171. 00:04:19,810 --> 00:04:21,145
  172. when it turns out he
  173. had already fallen
  174.  
  175. 39
  176. 00:04:21,437 --> 00:04:25,775
  177. in love with a nice
  178. blonde, Cameron Diaz.
  179.  
  180. 40
  181. 00:04:26,067 --> 00:04:28,569
  182. So Julia Roberts
  183. spends the entire movie
  184.  
  185. 41
  186. 00:04:28,861 --> 00:04:30,529
  187. trying to ruin things
  188. between her friend
  189.  
  190. 42
  191. 00:04:30,821 --> 00:04:34,283
  192. and Cameron Diaz, which isn't
  193. very sympathetic behavior
  194.  
  195. 43
  196. 00:04:34,575 --> 00:04:37,953
  197. for America's sweetheart.
  198.  
  199. 44
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  201. But in the end,
  202. it all works out.
  203.  
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  206. And she has a gay best friend
  207. who delivers one liners.
  208.  
  209. 46
  210. 00:04:45,961 --> 00:04:49,090
  211. You said you wanted a gay
  212. best friend afterwards.
  213.  
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  216. I had a gay best friend.
  217.  
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  219. 00:04:50,716 --> 00:04:51,425
  220. I had two of them.
  221.  
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  224. I'll remember that now.
  225.  
  226. 50
  227. 00:04:58,891 --> 00:05:04,897
  228. Why did you pick that story,
  229. "My Best Friend's Wedding?"
  230.  
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  233. That was the night
  234. I proposed to you.
  235.  
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  238. Oh Marjorie, the
  239. things you forget.
  240.  
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  242. 00:05:14,156 --> 00:05:15,407
  243. That's OK.
  244.  
  245. 54
  246. 00:05:15,699 --> 00:05:19,829
  247. You were trying to tell
  248. me and I wouldn't let you.
  249.  
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  252. What if we saw
  253. "Casablanca" instead.
  254.  
  255. 56
  256. 00:05:23,666 --> 00:05:27,837
  257. Let's say that we saw
  258. "Casablanca" in an old movie
  259.  
  260. 57
  261. 00:05:28,129 --> 00:05:30,631
  262. theater with velvet seats,
  263. and then on the way home
  264.  
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  266. 00:05:30,923 --> 00:05:31,507
  267. you proposed.
  268.  
  269. 59
  270. 00:05:36,011 --> 00:05:38,639
  271. And then by the next time
  272. we talk it will be true.
  273.  
  274. 60
  275. 00:05:41,433 --> 00:05:43,269
  276. You mean make it up?
  277.  
  278. 61
  279. 00:05:43,561 --> 00:05:47,064
  280. Oh, you're very serious.
  281.  
  282. 62
  283. 00:05:47,356 --> 00:05:49,275
  284. Oh, you're like them,
  285. especially Tess.
  286.  
  287. 63
  288. 00:05:52,069 --> 00:05:53,404
  289. Our daughter.
  290.  
  291. 64
  292. 00:05:53,696 --> 00:05:58,284
  293. Our daughter, Tess, and
  294. her over-solicitous husband.
  295.  
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  297. 00:05:58,576 --> 00:06:01,370
  298. No-- no, no that's not fair.
  299.  
  300. 66
  301. 00:06:01,662 --> 00:06:03,289
  302. I like him.
  303.  
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  305. 00:06:03,581 --> 00:06:05,416
  306. I didn't then.
  307.  
  308. 68
  309. 00:06:05,708 --> 00:06:07,376
  310. But now I do.
  311.  
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  313. 00:06:07,668 --> 00:06:10,671
  314. Do you like me?
  315.  
  316. 70
  317. 00:06:10,963 --> 00:06:12,256
  318. Don't be an idiot.
  319.  
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  321. 00:06:12,548 --> 00:06:14,175
  322. Don't call me an idiot.
  323.  
  324. 72
  325. 00:06:14,466 --> 00:06:16,552
  326. Idiot.
  327.  
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  329. 00:06:16,844 --> 00:06:18,387
  330. Why do you like
  331. me if I'm an idiot?
  332.  
  333. 74
  334. 00:06:22,850 --> 00:06:23,475
  335. What?
  336.  
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  338. 00:06:26,312 --> 00:06:29,023
  339. I'll get in trouble.
  340.  
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  343. In trouble?
  344.  
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  346. 00:06:31,984 --> 00:06:34,403
  347. For talking to you that
  348. way, in trouble with Tess.
  349.  
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  351. 00:06:39,575 --> 00:06:41,994
  352. You don't always
  353. understand, do you?
  354.  
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  356. 00:06:47,541 --> 00:06:50,127
  357. Tell me about the
  358. time we got Toni.
  359.  
  360. 80
  361. 00:06:50,419 --> 00:06:51,754
  362. I told you that story yesterday.
  363.  
  364. 81
  365. 00:06:52,046 --> 00:06:52,713
  366. I like that story.
  367.  
  368. 82
  369. 00:06:59,720 --> 00:07:03,474
  370. There was once a couple,
  371. a very fine, young couple.
  372.  
  373. 83
  374. 00:07:03,766 --> 00:07:06,268
  375. And he had a good strong jaw.
  376.  
  377. 84
  378. 00:07:06,560 --> 00:07:08,771
  379. He was a little too
  380. pleased with himself.
  381.  
  382. 85
  383. 00:07:16,028 --> 00:07:19,198
  384. He had a good strong jaw,
  385. and he was a little too
  386.  
  387. 86
  388. 00:07:19,490 --> 00:07:21,951
  389. pleased with himself.
  390.  
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  392. 00:07:22,243 --> 00:07:25,371
  393. And she was the most
  394. beautiful woman in town.
  395.  
  396. 88
  397. 00:07:25,663 --> 00:07:28,707
  398. It wasn't a very big town,
  399. but she was the queen of it.
  400.  
  401. 89
  402. 00:07:28,999 --> 00:07:32,294
  403. It sounds like a fairy
  404. tale when you tell it.
  405.  
  406. 90
  407. 00:07:32,586 --> 00:07:33,170
  408. It is a fairy tale.
  409.  
  410. 91
  411. 00:07:36,006 --> 00:07:37,967
  412. That's not very nice.
  413.  
  414. 92
  415. 00:07:38,259 --> 00:07:39,343
  416. - I don't mean that--
  417. - I thought that--
  418.  
  419. 93
  420. 00:07:39,635 --> 00:07:40,678
  421. It never happened.
  422.  
  423. 94
  424. 00:07:40,970 --> 00:07:42,388
  425. You were supposed
  426. to provide comfort.
  427.  
  428. 95
  429. 00:07:42,680 --> 00:07:45,808
  430. I meant that that's the way
  431. it happened, like a fairy tale.
  432.  
  433. 96
  434. 00:07:46,100 --> 00:07:48,519
  435. It was?
  436.  
  437. 97
  438. 00:07:48,811 --> 00:07:50,980
  439. Now this couple was
  440. feeling a bit lonely,
  441.  
  442. 98
  443. 00:07:51,272 --> 00:07:54,149
  444. because they didn't
  445. have any children yet.
  446.  
  447. 99
  448. 00:07:54,441 --> 00:07:56,527
  449. So one day they decided
  450. it was time to get a dog.
  451.  
  452. 100
  453. 00:07:56,819 --> 00:07:59,071
  454. They took the bus down
  455. to the city pound.
  456.  
  457. 101
  458. 00:07:59,363 --> 00:08:01,657
  459. And there was a little
  460. black dog there asleep,
  461.  
  462. 102
  463. 00:08:01,949 --> 00:08:08,497
  464. its tummy going up and down
  465. like a little sleeping shadow.
  466.  
  467. 103
  468. 00:08:08,789 --> 00:08:09,665
  469. And so they named it Toni.
  470.  
  471. 104
  472. 00:08:09,957 --> 00:08:10,541
  473. Toni.
  474.  
  475. 105
  476. 00:08:10,833 --> 00:08:11,583
  477. Toni with an I.
  478.  
  479. 106
  480. 00:08:11,875 --> 00:08:12,459
  481. With an I.
  482.  
  483. 107
  484. 00:08:12,751 --> 00:08:14,461
  485. Short for Antoinette.
  486.  
  487. 108
  488. 00:08:14,753 --> 00:08:18,674
  489. She had a French name because
  490. she was a French poodle.
  491.  
  492. 109
  493. 00:08:18,966 --> 00:08:21,969
  494. But not the fussy kind
  495. that look like hedges.
  496.  
  497. 110
  498. 00:08:22,261 --> 00:08:25,389
  499. No, this was a poodle
  500. for fetching sticks
  501.  
  502. 111
  503. 00:08:25,681 --> 00:08:26,890
  504. and running on the beach.
  505.  
  506. 112
  507. 00:08:27,182 --> 00:08:30,019
  508. So they took her
  509. home on the bus.
  510.  
  511. 113
  512. 00:08:30,311 --> 00:08:32,187
  513. She was very well behaved.
  514.  
  515. 114
  516. 00:08:32,479 --> 00:08:34,523
  517. And they loved
  518. her, and she loved
  519.  
  520. 115
  521. 00:08:34,815 --> 00:08:38,777
  522. them back for a long time.
  523.  
  524. 116
  525. 00:08:39,069 --> 00:08:44,325
  526. And then, like everything
  527. else, she died.
  528.  
  529. 117
  530. 00:08:50,581 --> 00:08:53,375
  531. Would you like me to keep going?
  532.  
  533. 118
  534. 00:08:53,667 --> 00:08:56,003
  535. There's more after she died?
  536.  
  537. 119
  538. 00:08:56,295 --> 00:08:57,379
  539. Yes.
  540.  
  541. 120
  542. 00:08:57,671 --> 00:09:01,300
  543. Because the couple,
  544. soon after, had a child.
  545.  
  546. 121
  547. 00:09:01,592 --> 00:09:03,052
  548. Tess.
  549.  
  550. 122
  551. 00:09:03,344 --> 00:09:06,513
  552. Which is a variation on Tessa,
  553. which is Greek for "gatherer."
  554.  
  555. 123
  556. 00:09:06,805 --> 00:09:08,599
  557. Oh, don't show off.
  558.  
  559. 124
  560. 00:09:08,891 --> 00:09:12,353
  561. So when Tess was three years
  562. old, they went to the pound.
  563.  
  564. 125
  565. 00:09:12,644 --> 00:09:13,270
  566. Oh, yes.
  567.  
  568. 126
  569. 00:09:13,562 --> 00:09:14,772
  570. The same pound.
  571.  
  572. 127
  573. 00:09:15,064 --> 00:09:17,107
  574. They had an old
  575. Subaru by this point,
  576.  
  577. 128
  578. 00:09:17,399 --> 00:09:19,193
  579. so they didn't have
  580. to take the bus.
  581.  
  582. 129
  583. 00:09:19,485 --> 00:09:22,946
  584. And of course, they let young
  585. Tess pick out the new dog.
  586.  
  587. 130
  588. 00:09:23,238 --> 00:09:25,032
  589. There were more dogs there.
  590.  
  591. 131
  592. 00:09:25,324 --> 00:09:28,869
  593. A Cocker Spaniel, a
  594. noble gray pointer,
  595.  
  596. 132
  597. 00:09:29,161 --> 00:09:30,871
  598. and a very attractive mutt.
  599.  
  600. 133
  601. 00:09:31,163 --> 00:09:33,874
  602. But the amazing
  603. thing, was Tess picked
  604.  
  605. 134
  606. 00:09:34,166 --> 00:09:36,835
  607. the poodle, the little
  608. black sleeping shadow.
  609.  
  610. 135
  611. 00:09:37,127 --> 00:09:38,796
  612. That was the one
  613. she liked the best.
  614.  
  615. 136
  616. 00:09:39,088 --> 00:09:42,966
  617. And so we named it Toni Two.
  618.  
  619. 137
  620. 00:09:43,258 --> 00:09:44,301
  621. Toni Two.
  622.  
  623. 138
  624. 00:09:44,593 --> 00:09:46,804
  625. But that was soon
  626. shortened to just Toni.
  627.  
  628. 139
  629. 00:09:49,640 --> 00:09:51,809
  630. And of course, it
  631. wasn't exactly Toni.
  632.  
  633. 140
  634. 00:09:52,101 --> 00:09:53,852
  635. But the longer they
  636. had her, the less
  637.  
  638. 141
  639. 00:09:54,144 --> 00:09:56,855
  640. it mattered which Toni it
  641. was that ran along the beach,
  642.  
  643. 142
  644. 00:09:57,147 --> 00:10:00,442
  645. and which Toni it was the dug
  646. up all the bulbs in the garden.
  647.  
  648. 143
  649. 00:10:00,734 --> 00:10:04,696
  650. The more time that passed,
  651. the more she became
  652.  
  653. 144
  654. 00:10:04,988 --> 00:10:06,156
  655. the same dog in their memories.
  656.  
  657. 145
  658. 00:10:09,660 --> 00:10:12,121
  659. Who told you all that?
  660.  
  661. 146
  662. 00:10:12,413 --> 00:10:14,206
  663. You did.
  664.  
  665. 147
  666. 00:10:14,498 --> 00:10:16,375
  667. I talk that much?
  668.  
  669. 148
  670. 00:10:16,667 --> 00:10:17,709
  671. Well, you and Jon.
  672.  
  673. 149
  674. 00:10:20,629 --> 00:10:24,508
  675. You have your good
  676. days when you remember.
  677.  
  678. 150
  679. 00:10:24,800 --> 00:10:27,219
  680. Another spoonful?
  681.  
  682. 151
  683. 00:10:27,511 --> 00:10:34,560
  684. It was the second Toni
  685. who loved the beach.
  686.  
  687. 152
  688. 00:10:34,852 --> 00:10:36,728
  689. Though it's a shame we
  690. didn't have her longer.
  691.  
  692. 153
  693. 00:10:39,815 --> 00:10:44,278
  694. Even though she always
  695. had sand in her hair.
  696.  
  697. 154
  698. 00:10:44,570 --> 00:10:45,821
  699. Fur?
  700.  
  701. 155
  702. 00:10:46,113 --> 00:10:49,408
  703. No, hair like a
  704. human sounds right.
  705.  
  706. 156
  707. 00:10:49,700 --> 00:10:50,325
  708. I'll remember that now.
  709.  
  710. 157
  711. 00:10:59,835 --> 00:11:03,839
  712. Something's a little
  713. off with the nose.
  714.  
  715. 158
  716. 00:11:04,131 --> 00:11:05,174
  717. I'm sorry.
  718.  
  719. 159
  720. 00:11:05,466 --> 00:11:08,802
  721. Or maybe it's my
  722. memory and you're right.
  723.  
  724. 160
  725. 00:11:13,932 --> 00:11:17,978
  726. Well, you're a good
  727. Walter either way.
  728.  
  729. 161
  730. 00:11:18,270 --> 00:11:18,854
  731. Thank you.
  732.  
  733. 162
  734. 00:11:32,868 --> 00:11:33,952
  735. Stay with me while?
  736.  
  737. 163
  738. 00:11:37,873 --> 00:11:40,292
  739. I don't want to
  740. get you in trouble.
  741.  
  742. 164
  743. 00:11:40,584 --> 00:11:43,045
  744. You learn like that.
  745.  
  746. 165
  747. 00:11:43,337 --> 00:11:46,423
  748. I told you.
  749.  
  750. 166
  751. 00:11:46,715 --> 00:11:49,676
  752. What would you like
  753. to talk about now?
  754.  
  755. 167
  756. 00:11:49,968 --> 00:11:52,095
  757. We don't have to
  758. talk, we can just sit.
  759.  
  760. 168
  761. 00:11:56,225 --> 00:11:59,436
  762. Sometimes I get so tired.
  763.  
  764. 169
  765. 00:12:04,608 --> 00:12:07,736
  766. I'll be right here,
  767. Marjorie, whenever you need.
  768.  
  769. 170
  770. 00:12:11,031 --> 00:12:12,074
  771. I have all the
  772. time in the world.
  773.  
  774. 171
  775. 00:12:31,385 --> 00:12:32,386
  776. I still don't like it.
  777.  
  778. 172
  779. 00:12:32,678 --> 00:12:33,679
  780. What?
  781.  
  782. 173
  783. 00:12:33,971 --> 00:12:35,764
  784. The Prime.
  785.  
  786. 174
  787. 00:12:36,056 --> 00:12:37,099
  788. Ah.
  789.  
  790. 175
  791. 00:12:37,391 --> 00:12:39,434
  792. Well, at this stage--
  793.  
  794. 176
  795. 00:12:39,726 --> 00:12:41,812
  796. Who said it?
  797.  
  798. 177
  799. 00:12:42,104 --> 00:12:44,773
  800. Companionship is the
  801. most important thing.
  802.  
  803. 178
  804. 00:12:45,065 --> 00:12:47,859
  805. You said it.
  806.  
  807. 179
  808. 00:12:48,151 --> 00:12:52,155
  809. It's better than
  810. watching television.
  811.  
  812. 180
  813. 00:12:52,447 --> 00:12:54,199
  814. As if she's an infant
  815. that needs to be pacified.
  816.  
  817. 181
  818. 00:12:56,994 --> 00:12:58,203
  819. She's 85.
  820.  
  821. 182
  822. 00:12:58,495 --> 00:12:59,162
  823. She wakes up, she doesn't
  824. know where she is.
  825.  
  826. 183
  827. 00:13:01,748 --> 00:13:03,166
  828. And by the way, what's
  829. wrong with being pacified?
  830.  
  831. 184
  832. 00:13:31,445 --> 00:13:32,571
  833. She's sleeping.
  834.  
  835. 185
  836. 00:13:32,863 --> 00:13:34,531
  837. Those new pills seemed
  838. to knock her out.
  839.  
  840. 186
  841. 00:13:34,823 --> 00:13:35,949
  842. Peanut butter.
  843.  
  844. 187
  845. 00:13:36,241 --> 00:13:38,118
  846. Oh, small miracles.
  847.  
  848. 188
  849. 00:13:38,410 --> 00:13:40,746
  850. She's finally coming
  851. to my campaign.
  852.  
  853. 189
  854. 00:13:41,038 --> 00:13:43,498
  855. Or she's listening
  856. to Walter Prime.
  857.  
  858. 190
  859. 00:13:43,790 --> 00:13:46,376
  860. They say it's like
  861. a parrot that way.
  862.  
  863. 191
  864. 00:13:46,668 --> 00:13:49,379
  865. Have a
  866. spoonful, have a spoonful.
  867.  
  868. 192
  869. 00:13:49,671 --> 00:13:52,132
  870. Did you know that
  871. parrots live forever?
  872.  
  873. 193
  874. 00:13:52,424 --> 00:13:57,846
  875. I have a student who's got her
  876. dad's parent after he died.
  877.  
  878. 194
  879. 00:13:58,138 --> 00:14:01,642
  880. And she says even now
  881. 20 years later, it
  882.  
  883. 195
  884. 00:14:01,933 --> 00:14:03,644
  885. still says things in his voice.
  886.  
  887. 196
  888. 00:14:03,935 --> 00:14:05,103
  889. Like what?
  890.  
  891. 197
  892. 00:14:05,395 --> 00:14:09,024
  893. Mostly just, hey there, partner.
  894.  
  895. 198
  896. 00:14:09,316 --> 00:14:11,193
  897. Words of wisdom.
  898.  
  899. 199
  900. 00:14:11,485 --> 00:14:14,404
  901. Well, she says it's
  902. not exactly his voice,
  903.  
  904. 200
  905. 00:14:14,696 --> 00:14:16,198
  906. but she can definitely
  907. tell that it's him.
  908.  
  909. 201
  910. 00:14:22,329 --> 00:14:23,121
  911. Did you just--
  912.  
  913. 202
  914. 00:14:29,753 --> 00:14:34,132
  915. The way she's so accepting of
  916. it, does that creep you out?
  917.  
  918. 203
  919. 00:14:34,424 --> 00:14:35,842
  920. It creeps me out.
  921.  
  922. 204
  923. 00:14:36,134 --> 00:14:39,513
  924. Does it bother you that your
  925. mother is talking to a computer
  926.  
  927. 205
  928. 00:14:39,805 --> 00:14:41,682
  929. program, or that
  930. a computer program
  931.  
  932. 206
  933. 00:14:41,973 --> 00:14:42,891
  934. is pretending to be your dad?
  935.  
  936. 207
  937. 00:14:43,183 --> 00:14:45,143
  938. It bothers me
  939. that you are helping
  940.  
  941. 208
  942. 00:14:45,435 --> 00:14:49,481
  943. it pretend to be some fountain
  944. of youth version of my dad.
  945.  
  946. 209
  947. 00:14:49,773 --> 00:14:51,358
  948. It's how she remembers him.
  949.  
  950. 210
  951. 00:14:51,650 --> 00:14:53,902
  952. And she accepts it,
  953. because it's clever.
  954.  
  955. 211
  956. 00:14:54,194 --> 00:14:57,030
  957. Clever like a mirror,
  958. like a backboard,
  959.  
  960. 212
  961. 00:14:57,322 --> 00:14:58,407
  962. No, no it's more than that.
  963.  
  964. 213
  965. 00:14:58,699 --> 00:15:00,158
  966. It can look stuff up.
  967.  
  968. 214
  969. 00:15:00,450 --> 00:15:01,993
  970. It can talk to other Primes.
  971.  
  972. 215
  973. 00:15:02,285 --> 00:15:05,414
  974. It's like a child learning to
  975. talk, only does it so quickly.
  976.  
  977. 216
  978. 00:15:05,706 --> 00:15:07,582
  979. That's how we think
  980. we're talking to a human.
  981.  
  982. 217
  983. 00:15:07,874 --> 00:15:10,001
  984. The more you talk,
  985. the more it absorbs,
  986.  
  987. 218
  988. 00:15:10,293 --> 00:15:12,254
  989. including our imperfections.
  990.  
  991. 219
  992. 00:15:12,546 --> 00:15:14,631
  993. It can speak in fragments.
  994.  
  995. 220
  996. 00:15:14,923 --> 00:15:15,924
  997. It can use non-sequiturs.
  998.  
  999. 221
  1000. 00:15:16,216 --> 00:15:19,511
  1001. It can you know,
  1002. misplace modifiers.
  1003.  
  1004. 222
  1005. 00:15:19,803 --> 00:15:20,929
  1006. It can--
  1007.  
  1008. 223
  1009. 00:15:21,221 --> 00:15:23,348
  1010. It can run out of steam
  1011. trying to list things.
  1012.  
  1013. 224
  1014. 00:15:26,435 --> 00:15:27,477
  1015. So you get.
  1016.  
  1017. 225
  1018. 00:15:31,690 --> 00:15:33,567
  1019. Are you jealous?
  1020.  
  1021. 226
  1022. 00:15:33,859 --> 00:15:34,818
  1023. No.
  1024.  
  1025. 227
  1026. 00:15:35,110 --> 00:15:35,736
  1027. You are.
  1028.  
  1029. 228
  1030. 00:15:39,364 --> 00:15:42,033
  1031. Am I supposed to just not notice
  1032.  
  1033. 229
  1034. 00:15:42,325 --> 00:15:44,953
  1035. that she's nicer to that
  1036. thing than she is to me.
  1037.  
  1038. 230
  1039. 00:15:45,245 --> 00:15:48,498
  1040. It's your father that
  1041. she's being nicer to.
  1042.  
  1043. 231
  1044. 00:15:48,790 --> 00:15:50,917
  1045. Mom, your up.
  1046.  
  1047. 232
  1048. 00:15:51,209 --> 00:15:52,294
  1049. Do you want some tea?
  1050.  
  1051. 233
  1052. 00:15:52,586 --> 00:15:53,754
  1053. I can put on the kettle.
  1054.  
  1055. 234
  1056. 00:15:54,045 --> 00:15:55,297
  1057. I ate some peanut butter.
  1058.  
  1059. 235
  1060. 00:15:55,589 --> 00:15:56,339
  1061. Yes, you did.
  1062.  
  1063. 236
  1064. 00:15:56,631 --> 00:15:58,258
  1065. That's wonderful.
  1066.  
  1067. 237
  1068. 00:15:58,550 --> 00:16:00,552
  1069. I thought that
  1070. would make her happy.
  1071.  
  1072. 238
  1073. 00:16:00,844 --> 00:16:03,305
  1074. Yeah, yeah,
  1075. I'm very predictable.
  1076.  
  1077. 239
  1078. 00:16:03,597 --> 00:16:06,683
  1079. Did you sleep well?
  1080.  
  1081. 240
  1082. 00:16:06,975 --> 00:16:10,103
  1083. I was watching the woman
  1084. on TV, the strident one,
  1085.  
  1086. 241
  1087. 00:16:10,395 --> 00:16:11,772
  1088. and then just out.
  1089.  
  1090. 242
  1091. 00:16:14,733 --> 00:16:17,944
  1092. That's how it should
  1093. happen when it happens.
  1094.  
  1095. 243
  1096. 00:16:18,236 --> 00:16:20,530
  1097. Don't be morbid, of morbid.
  1098.  
  1099. 244
  1100. 00:16:20,822 --> 00:16:21,907
  1101. Oh, yes.
  1102.  
  1103. 245
  1104. 00:16:22,199 --> 00:16:25,452
  1105. Let's all pretend
  1106. we live forever.
  1107.  
  1108. 246
  1109. 00:16:25,744 --> 00:16:28,413
  1110. You got your color back.
  1111.  
  1112. 247
  1113. 00:16:28,705 --> 00:16:30,749
  1114. Thank you, Jon.
  1115.  
  1116. 248
  1117. 00:16:31,041 --> 00:16:33,084
  1118. It's always nice to be lied to.
  1119.  
  1120. 249
  1121. 00:16:36,046 --> 00:16:39,591
  1122. I like him more now that
  1123. he cut off his beard.
  1124.  
  1125. 250
  1126. 00:16:39,883 --> 00:16:42,344
  1127. That was 30 years ago.
  1128.  
  1129. 251
  1130. 00:16:42,636 --> 00:16:44,012
  1131. It wasn't.
  1132.  
  1133. 252
  1134. 00:16:44,304 --> 00:16:46,264
  1135. Yeah, it was.
  1136.  
  1137. 253
  1138. 00:16:46,556 --> 00:16:51,728
  1139. And you stopped worrying about
  1140. impressing me, and that helped.
  1141.  
  1142. 254
  1143. 00:16:52,020 --> 00:16:55,232
  1144. Hey, could you check on the.
  1145.  
  1146. 255
  1147. 00:16:55,524 --> 00:16:57,067
  1148. There was plenty on Monday.
  1149.  
  1150. 256
  1151. 00:16:57,359 --> 00:17:00,403
  1152. Julie said we ran out
  1153. last week and it was not pretty.
  1154.  
  1155. 257
  1156. 00:17:06,576 --> 00:17:09,287
  1157. There is someone in my mind.
  1158.  
  1159. 258
  1160. 00:17:12,290 --> 00:17:17,295
  1161. I'm trying to figure
  1162. out who it is.
  1163.  
  1164. 259
  1165. 00:17:17,587 --> 00:17:21,174
  1166. Raina is coming this weekend,
  1167.  
  1168. 260
  1169. 00:17:21,466 --> 00:17:23,969
  1170. your loving granddaughter.
  1171.  
  1172. 261
  1173. 00:17:24,261 --> 00:17:27,138
  1174. I know who Raina is.
  1175.  
  1176. 262
  1177. 00:17:27,430 --> 00:17:28,890
  1178. How is she?
  1179.  
  1180. 263
  1181. 00:17:29,182 --> 00:17:30,767
  1182. She's got blue hair.
  1183.  
  1184. 264
  1185. 00:17:31,059 --> 00:17:33,311
  1186. It suits her.
  1187.  
  1188. 265
  1189. 00:17:33,603 --> 00:17:39,442
  1190. Nine Restoril and six
  1191.  
  1192. 266
  1193. 00:17:39,734 --> 00:17:43,238
  1194. I remember waking up on a bridge
  1195.  
  1196. 267
  1197. 00:17:43,530 --> 00:17:44,781
  1198. with a lot of people around.
  1199.  
  1200. 268
  1201. 00:17:48,869 --> 00:17:50,453
  1202. Why were you
  1203. sleeping on a bridge?
  1204.  
  1205. 269
  1206. 00:17:50,745 --> 00:17:54,499
  1207. This is a dream, I take it?
  1208.  
  1209. 270
  1210. 00:17:54,791 --> 00:17:56,209
  1211. Maybe Walter would remember.
  1212.  
  1213. 271
  1214. 00:17:56,501 --> 00:17:57,127
  1215. We could ask Walter.
  1216.  
  1217. 272
  1218. 00:17:59,921 --> 00:18:04,301
  1219. Mom, dad's been
  1220. dead for 15 years.
  1221.  
  1222. 273
  1223. 00:18:04,593 --> 00:18:07,804
  1224. I mean the other
  1225. Walter, Walter Prime?
  1226.  
  1227. 274
  1228. 00:18:08,096 --> 00:18:13,310
  1229. Ugh, I'm not that far gone.
  1230.  
  1231. 275
  1232. 00:19:03,568 --> 00:19:06,071
  1233. Detached?
  1234.  
  1235. 276
  1236. 00:19:06,363 --> 00:19:07,781
  1237. Well, yeah.
  1238.  
  1239. 277
  1240. 00:19:08,073 --> 00:19:11,952
  1241. By the time I came along,
  1242. you had kind of removed
  1243.  
  1244. 278
  1245. 00:19:12,243 --> 00:19:13,954
  1246. yourself from the conversation.
  1247.  
  1248. 279
  1249. 00:19:14,245 --> 00:19:16,373
  1250. You were outside looking in.
  1251.  
  1252. 280
  1253. 00:19:16,665 --> 00:19:20,543
  1254. Can you tell me more about
  1255. my profession, my work?
  1256.  
  1257. 281
  1258. 00:19:20,835 --> 00:19:22,337
  1259. Haven't you read up on yourself?
  1260.  
  1261. 282
  1262. 00:19:22,629 --> 00:19:26,174
  1263. In my obituary, professional
  1264. details were sparse.
  1265.  
  1266. 283
  1267. 00:19:26,466 --> 00:19:28,969
  1268. Can you describe
  1269. what I actually did?
  1270.  
  1271. 284
  1272. 00:19:29,260 --> 00:19:30,929
  1273. Raping and pillaging.
  1274.  
  1275. 285
  1276. 00:19:31,221 --> 00:19:32,555
  1277. Excuse me?
  1278.  
  1279. 286
  1280. 00:19:32,847 --> 00:19:35,684
  1281. That was Tess's joke when
  1282. I first asked what you did.
  1283.  
  1284. 287
  1285. 00:19:35,976 --> 00:19:38,979
  1286. You evaluated
  1287. financial statements,
  1288.  
  1289. 288
  1290. 00:19:39,270 --> 00:19:42,023
  1291. corporate investments
  1292. for rich people.
  1293.  
  1294. 289
  1295. 00:19:42,315 --> 00:19:45,110
  1296. And you gave them advice
  1297. on how to get richer.
  1298.  
  1299. 290
  1300. 00:19:45,402 --> 00:19:47,988
  1301. Did I like it?
  1302.  
  1303. 291
  1304. 00:19:48,279 --> 00:19:50,824
  1305. You were good at it.
  1306.  
  1307. 292
  1308. 00:19:51,116 --> 00:19:54,327
  1309. You realize this is
  1310. your house, right?
  1311.  
  1312. 293
  1313. 00:19:54,619 --> 00:19:56,788
  1314. Tess and I moved
  1315. in to help Marjorie
  1316.  
  1317. 294
  1318. 00:19:57,080 --> 00:19:58,873
  1319. 10 years after you died.
  1320.  
  1321. 295
  1322. 00:19:59,165 --> 00:20:02,043
  1323. But before that, when I
  1324. met you, you were a guy
  1325.  
  1326. 296
  1327. 00:20:02,335 --> 00:20:04,462
  1328. whose mind was somewhere else.
  1329.  
  1330. 297
  1331. 00:20:07,590 --> 00:20:13,972
  1332. Also, no offense, you didn't
  1333. get prettier as you aged.
  1334.  
  1335. 298
  1336. 00:20:14,264 --> 00:20:16,558
  1337. Who does?
  1338.  
  1339. 299
  1340. 00:20:16,850 --> 00:20:20,937
  1341. Is it weird that Marjorie
  1342. chose you, younger Walter,
  1343.  
  1344. 300
  1345. 00:20:21,229 --> 00:20:22,022
  1346. to come back into her life?
  1347.  
  1348. 301
  1349. 00:20:25,066 --> 00:20:29,112
  1350. I don't believe that you talked
  1351. to Marjorie about your work,
  1352.  
  1353. 302
  1354. 00:20:29,404 --> 00:20:30,238
  1355. if that's what you're asking.
  1356.  
  1357. 303
  1358. 00:20:33,408 --> 00:20:35,618
  1359. What is this music?
  1360.  
  1361. 304
  1362. 00:20:35,910 --> 00:20:37,078
  1363. I don't remember putting it on.
  1364.  
  1365. 305
  1366. 00:20:37,370 --> 00:20:38,705
  1367. Poulenc.
  1368.  
  1369. 306
  1370. 00:20:38,997 --> 00:20:40,874
  1371. Marjorie had asked for
  1372. it when we spoke last.
  1373.  
  1374. 307
  1375. 00:20:41,166 --> 00:20:43,918
  1376. I thought it might provide
  1377. a pleasant atmosphere.
  1378.  
  1379. 308
  1380. 00:20:44,210 --> 00:20:44,836
  1381. Oh.
  1382.  
  1383. 309
  1384. 00:20:49,299 --> 00:20:51,968
  1385. Julie, we're ready for you here.
  1386.  
  1387. 310
  1388. 00:20:52,260 --> 00:20:53,470
  1389. Would you prefer no music?
  1390.  
  1391. 311
  1392. 00:20:53,762 --> 00:20:56,931
  1393. Yeah maybe, for now.
  1394.  
  1395. 312
  1396. 00:21:00,393 --> 00:21:03,271
  1397. Um, you can see how
  1398. stressed Tess has been.
  1399.  
  1400. 313
  1401. 00:21:03,563 --> 00:21:06,441
  1402. Well, you could if
  1403. she would talk to you.
  1404.  
  1405. 314
  1406. 00:21:06,733 --> 00:21:10,111
  1407. We were planning a trip.
  1408.  
  1409. 315
  1410. 00:21:10,403 --> 00:21:16,659
  1411. But given Marjorie's-- given
  1412. Marjorie's condition that might
  1413.  
  1414. 316
  1415. 00:21:16,951 --> 00:21:18,411
  1416. not be a good idea right now.
  1417.  
  1418. 317
  1419. 00:21:18,703 --> 00:21:21,748
  1420. And Julie is going
  1421. to be living here
  1422.  
  1423. 318
  1424. 00:21:22,040 --> 00:21:25,001
  1425. full time to make
  1426. sure that Marjorie
  1427.  
  1428. 319
  1429. 00:21:25,293 --> 00:21:28,296
  1430. gets everything that she needs.
  1431.  
  1432. 320
  1433. 00:21:28,588 --> 00:21:33,051
  1434. So we determined,
  1435. Tess and I, after some
  1436.  
  1437. 321
  1438. 00:21:33,343 --> 00:21:39,557
  1439. spirited back and forth, that
  1440. Julie should um, meet you.
  1441.  
  1442. 322
  1443. 00:21:45,021 --> 00:21:46,231
  1444. Hello.
  1445.  
  1446. 323
  1447. 00:21:46,523 --> 00:21:48,149
  1448. Hello.
  1449.  
  1450. 324
  1451. 00:21:48,441 --> 00:21:50,068
  1452. How are you?
  1453.  
  1454. 325
  1455. 00:21:50,360 --> 00:21:51,736
  1456. How are you?
  1457.  
  1458. 326
  1459. 00:21:52,028 --> 00:21:54,656
  1460. I'm fine, thank you.
  1461.  
  1462. 327
  1463. 00:21:54,948 --> 00:21:58,034
  1464. Why are you repeating
  1465. everything I say?
  1466.  
  1467. 328
  1468. 00:21:58,326 --> 00:22:02,038
  1469. This is-- this is
  1470. Walter, Marjorie's husband.
  1471.  
  1472. 329
  1473. 00:22:02,330 --> 00:22:04,833
  1474. I believe Tess
  1475. explained it to you.
  1476.  
  1477. 330
  1478. 00:22:05,125 --> 00:22:10,713
  1479. Uh, Tess has pretty
  1480. decent Spanish.
  1481.  
  1482. 331
  1483. 00:22:11,005 --> 00:22:11,756
  1484. So do I.
  1485.  
  1486. 332
  1487. 00:22:12,048 --> 00:22:13,967
  1488. Oh, really?
  1489.  
  1490. 333
  1491. 00:22:14,259 --> 00:22:15,468
  1492. How many other languages?
  1493.  
  1494. 334
  1495. 00:22:15,760 --> 00:22:16,928
  1496. Many.
  1497.  
  1498. 335
  1499. 00:22:17,220 --> 00:22:19,180
  1500. OK, how many?
  1501.  
  1502. 336
  1503. 00:22:19,472 --> 00:22:20,140
  1504. 32.
  1505.  
  1506. 337
  1507. 00:22:20,431 --> 00:22:22,267
  1508. Well, I have to--
  1509.  
  1510. 338
  1511. 00:22:22,559 --> 00:22:23,768
  1512. Hmm.
  1513.  
  1514. 339
  1515. 00:22:24,060 --> 00:22:27,814
  1516. I have to admit, I haven't
  1517. fully read the brochure.
  1518.  
  1519. 340
  1520. 00:22:36,114 --> 00:22:37,323
  1521. I'm sorry, what
  1522. did you just say?
  1523.  
  1524. 341
  1525. 00:22:40,368 --> 00:22:43,496
  1526. What should we do
  1527. to help Marjorie?
  1528.  
  1529. 342
  1530. 00:22:43,788 --> 00:22:46,958
  1531. Um-- hmm.
  1532.  
  1533. 343
  1534. 00:23:18,072 --> 00:23:18,781
  1535. Scotch, rocks.
  1536.  
  1537. 344
  1538. 00:23:39,385 --> 00:23:41,137
  1539. Tess?
  1540.  
  1541. 345
  1542. 00:23:41,429 --> 00:23:43,389
  1543. I thought that was you.
  1544.  
  1545. 346
  1546. 00:23:43,681 --> 00:23:44,891
  1547. I'm so glad you could make it.
  1548.  
  1549. 347
  1550. 00:23:50,605 --> 00:23:52,398
  1551. Hello?
  1552.  
  1553. 348
  1554. 00:23:52,690 --> 00:23:55,026
  1555. I'm adjusting one day at a time.
  1556.  
  1557. 349
  1558. 00:23:55,318 --> 00:23:59,030
  1559. You know, a similar
  1560. thing happened to Monte.
  1561.  
  1562. 350
  1563. 00:23:59,322 --> 00:24:00,698
  1564. Monte?
  1565.  
  1566. 351
  1567. 00:24:00,990 --> 00:24:02,158
  1568. Our cat.
  1569.  
  1570. 352
  1571. 00:24:02,450 --> 00:24:04,619
  1572. Well, oh, you loved Monte.
  1573.  
  1574. 353
  1575. 00:24:04,911 --> 00:24:06,120
  1576. What?
  1577.  
  1578. 354
  1579. 00:24:06,412 --> 00:24:07,080
  1580. Sorry.
  1581.  
  1582. 355
  1583. 00:24:07,372 --> 00:24:08,289
  1584. Hi, mom.
  1585.  
  1586. 356
  1587. 00:24:08,581 --> 00:24:09,290
  1588. We got caught in the downpour.
  1589.  
  1590. 357
  1591. 00:24:12,585 --> 00:24:15,129
  1592. We're taking refuge in your
  1593. old stomping ground, the club.
  1594.  
  1595. 358
  1596. 00:24:20,176 --> 00:24:21,552
  1597. My stomping ground.
  1598.  
  1599. 359
  1600. 00:24:21,844 --> 00:24:25,890
  1601. I never really stomped,
  1602. did I. I golfed.
  1603.  
  1604. 360
  1605. 00:24:26,182 --> 00:24:27,809
  1606. That was more Walter's
  1607. thing, you know.
  1608.  
  1609. 361
  1610. 00:24:32,397 --> 00:24:33,231
  1611. Oh, don't fret.
  1612.  
  1613. 362
  1614. 00:24:33,523 --> 00:24:36,067
  1615. I'm having a good day, I think.
  1616.  
  1617. 363
  1618. 00:24:36,359 --> 00:24:37,986
  1619. I'm sharp as a tack.
  1620.  
  1621. 364
  1622. 00:24:38,278 --> 00:24:40,280
  1623. It sounds like you're outside.
  1624.  
  1625. 365
  1626. 00:24:40,571 --> 00:24:43,950
  1627. Are you outside, mom,
  1628. in this downpour?
  1629.  
  1630. 366
  1631. 00:24:44,242 --> 00:24:44,826
  1632. Please get Julie.
  1633.  
  1634. 367
  1635. 00:25:04,721 --> 00:25:08,224
  1636. The Salversons.
  1637.  
  1638. 368
  1639. 00:25:08,516 --> 00:25:10,435
  1640. My parents used to leave
  1641. me with the Salversons
  1642.  
  1643. 369
  1644. 00:25:10,727 --> 00:25:11,811
  1645. when they went on trips.
  1646.  
  1647. 370
  1648. 00:25:12,103 --> 00:25:15,523
  1649. Now Mrs. Salverson had
  1650. a stroke last year.
  1651.  
  1652. 371
  1653. 00:25:15,815 --> 00:25:16,858
  1654. And she uh--
  1655.  
  1656. 372
  1657. 00:25:19,902 --> 00:25:22,739
  1658. I didn't recognize her.
  1659.  
  1660. 373
  1661. 00:25:23,031 --> 00:25:27,201
  1662. When was the last time
  1663. we were in this bar?
  1664.  
  1665. 374
  1666. 00:25:27,493 --> 00:25:28,161
  1667. Walter's funeral.
  1668.  
  1669. 375
  1670. 00:25:31,247 --> 00:25:35,710
  1671. Memory, sedimentary
  1672. layers in the brain.
  1673.  
  1674. 376
  1675. 00:25:36,002 --> 00:25:37,712
  1676. You get in, you know it's there.
  1677.  
  1678. 377
  1679. 00:25:38,004 --> 00:25:38,588
  1680. You just have to--
  1681.  
  1682. 378
  1683. 00:25:38,880 --> 00:25:39,756
  1684. No, no.
  1685.  
  1686. 379
  1687. 00:25:40,048 --> 00:25:41,132
  1688. I thought you knew
  1689. the basic idea
  1690.  
  1691. 380
  1692. 00:25:41,424 --> 00:25:43,676
  1693. according to William James.
  1694.  
  1695. 381
  1696. 00:25:43,968 --> 00:25:46,387
  1697. Maybe, once long ago.
  1698.  
  1699. 382
  1700. 00:25:46,679 --> 00:25:48,139
  1701. William James had
  1702. the idea, and it's
  1703.  
  1704. 383
  1705. 00:25:48,431 --> 00:25:53,936
  1706. been confirmed scientifically,
  1707. that memory is not like a well
  1708.  
  1709. 384
  1710. 00:25:54,228 --> 00:25:57,065
  1711. that you dip into
  1712. or a filing cabinet.
  1713.  
  1714. 385
  1715. 00:25:57,357 --> 00:26:00,943
  1716. When you remember something,
  1717. you remember the memory.
  1718.  
  1719. 386
  1720. 00:26:01,235 --> 00:26:05,031
  1721. You remember the last time you
  1722. remembered it, not the source.
  1723.  
  1724. 387
  1725. 00:26:05,323 --> 00:26:07,116
  1726. So it's always getting
  1727. fuzzier, like a photocopy
  1728.  
  1729. 388
  1730. 00:26:07,408 --> 00:26:09,410
  1731. of a photocopy.
  1732.  
  1733. 389
  1734. 00:26:09,702 --> 00:26:13,331
  1735. It's never getting
  1736. fresher or clearer.
  1737.  
  1738. 390
  1739. 00:26:13,623 --> 00:26:15,291
  1740. So even a very
  1741. strong memory can be
  1742.  
  1743. 391
  1744. 00:26:15,583 --> 00:26:22,382
  1745. unreliable, because it's always
  1746. in the process of dissolving.
  1747.  
  1748. 392
  1749. 00:26:22,673 --> 00:26:23,966
  1750. All I remember
  1751. about William James
  1752.  
  1753. 393
  1754. 00:26:24,258 --> 00:26:27,345
  1755. is the Gertrude Stein story.
  1756.  
  1757. 394
  1758. 00:26:27,637 --> 00:26:30,223
  1759. Changing the subject, are we?
  1760.  
  1761. 395
  1762. 00:26:30,515 --> 00:26:33,518
  1763. She was taking his philosophy
  1764. course, old Gertrude,
  1765.  
  1766. 396
  1767. 00:26:33,810 --> 00:26:35,937
  1768. at Harvard.
  1769.  
  1770. 397
  1771. 00:26:36,229 --> 00:26:37,688
  1772. And she hadn't studied.
  1773.  
  1774. 398
  1775. 00:26:37,980 --> 00:26:42,026
  1776. So she writes in the
  1777. exam book, I'm sorry,
  1778.  
  1779. 399
  1780. 00:26:42,318 --> 00:26:46,697
  1781. but I do not feel like taking
  1782. a philosophy exam today.
  1783.  
  1784. 400
  1785. 00:26:46,989 --> 00:26:50,618
  1786. And she turns in the
  1787. book and she walks out.
  1788.  
  1789. 401
  1790. 00:26:50,910 --> 00:26:51,619
  1791. I think I remember this now.
  1792.  
  1793. 402
  1794. 00:26:51,911 --> 00:26:53,037
  1795. It's the final exam.
  1796.  
  1797. 403
  1798. 00:26:53,329 --> 00:26:58,167
  1799. And James writes, I know
  1800. exactly how you feel.
  1801.  
  1802. 404
  1803. 00:26:58,459 --> 00:27:00,253
  1804. And he gives her an A.
  1805.  
  1806. 405
  1807. 00:27:00,545 --> 00:27:02,255
  1808. I suddenly remember
  1809. that when you
  1810.  
  1811. 406
  1812. 00:27:02,547 --> 00:27:07,343
  1813. told me this the first time, we
  1814. were eating vanilla ice cream.
  1815.  
  1816. 407
  1817. 00:27:07,635 --> 00:27:08,886
  1818. It was pistachio.
  1819.  
  1820. 408
  1821. 00:27:09,178 --> 00:27:10,847
  1822. You're insane, it was vanilla.
  1823.  
  1824. 409
  1825. 00:27:11,139 --> 00:27:15,226
  1826. But the thing I wanted to
  1827. talk about is regrettably,
  1828.  
  1829. 410
  1830. 00:27:15,518 --> 00:27:18,229
  1831. I think we have to fire Julie.
  1832.  
  1833. 411
  1834. 00:27:18,521 --> 00:27:19,647
  1835. Really?
  1836.  
  1837. 412
  1838. 00:27:19,939 --> 00:27:22,483
  1839. She let Marjorie wander
  1840. outside in this rain.
  1841.  
  1842. 413
  1843. 00:27:22,775 --> 00:27:26,571
  1844. Dependable, devoted
  1845. Julie, really?
  1846.  
  1847. 414
  1848. 00:27:26,863 --> 00:27:28,322
  1849. Well, if you don't
  1850. mind, I'm going
  1851.  
  1852. 415
  1853. 00:27:28,614 --> 00:27:30,616
  1854. to have another scotch before
  1855. we go into battle on this one.
  1856.  
  1857. 416
  1858. 00:28:35,806 --> 00:28:37,725
  1859. How are you feeling?
  1860.  
  1861. 417
  1862. 00:28:38,017 --> 00:28:42,605
  1863. Should I be feeling
  1864. poorly, the way you say it.
  1865.  
  1866. 418
  1867. 00:28:42,897 --> 00:28:43,648
  1868. Well, you had quite a night.
  1869.  
  1870. 419
  1871. 00:28:48,027 --> 00:28:50,821
  1872. We found you on the
  1873. floor in the living room.
  1874.  
  1875. 420
  1876. 00:28:51,113 --> 00:28:52,782
  1877. You had a fall.
  1878.  
  1879. 421
  1880. 00:28:53,074 --> 00:28:55,159
  1881. Tess rode with you
  1882. in the ambulance.
  1883.  
  1884. 422
  1885. 00:28:55,451 --> 00:28:58,037
  1886. You were pretty alert by the
  1887. time I got there, already
  1888.  
  1889. 423
  1890. 00:28:58,329 --> 00:28:59,997
  1891. flirting with the doctor.
  1892.  
  1893. 424
  1894. 00:29:00,289 --> 00:29:02,083
  1895. I wasn't.
  1896.  
  1897. 425
  1898. 00:29:02,375 --> 00:29:03,459
  1899. You were.
  1900.  
  1901. 426
  1902. 00:29:03,751 --> 00:29:06,462
  1903. You always put your best
  1904. face on for doctors.
  1905.  
  1906. 427
  1907. 00:29:06,754 --> 00:29:07,922
  1908. What's wrong with that?
  1909.  
  1910. 428
  1911. 00:29:08,214 --> 00:29:09,590
  1912. Nothing.
  1913.  
  1914. 429
  1915. 00:29:09,882 --> 00:29:11,676
  1916. Except they don't know whether
  1917. you're in pain or how bad
  1918.  
  1919. 430
  1920. 00:29:11,968 --> 00:29:12,927
  1921. it is.
  1922.  
  1923. 431
  1924. 00:29:13,219 --> 00:29:14,887
  1925. Was he flirting back?
  1926.  
  1927. 432
  1928. 00:29:15,179 --> 00:29:16,597
  1929. He was.
  1930.  
  1931. 433
  1932. 00:29:16,889 --> 00:29:18,140
  1933. But I told him he'd
  1934. better watch out
  1935.  
  1936. 434
  1937. 00:29:18,432 --> 00:29:20,017
  1938. in case Jean Paul showed up.
  1939.  
  1940. 435
  1941. 00:29:20,309 --> 00:29:22,812
  1942. You remember Jean Paul?
  1943.  
  1944. 436
  1945. 00:29:23,104 --> 00:29:24,730
  1946. The tennis pro.
  1947.  
  1948. 437
  1949. 00:29:25,022 --> 00:29:26,732
  1950. World number
  1951. eight, if I remember.
  1952.  
  1953. 438
  1954. 00:29:27,024 --> 00:29:29,527
  1955. I do remember, we looked it up.
  1956.  
  1957. 439
  1958. 00:29:29,819 --> 00:29:32,738
  1959. But you just strung him along.
  1960.  
  1961. 440
  1962. 00:29:33,030 --> 00:29:37,201
  1963. Well, you should have
  1964. talked some sense into me.
  1965.  
  1966. 441
  1967. 00:29:37,493 --> 00:29:40,204
  1968. Hm, it was a
  1969. long, long time ago.
  1970.  
  1971. 442
  1972. 00:29:40,496 --> 00:29:44,917
  1973. And you chose right
  1974. all by yourself.
  1975.  
  1976. 443
  1977. 00:29:45,209 --> 00:29:45,835
  1978. You chose Walter.
  1979.  
  1980. 444
  1981. 00:29:49,630 --> 00:29:53,217
  1982. Walter was not the most
  1983. beautiful man I was with,
  1984.  
  1985. 445
  1986. 00:29:53,509 --> 00:29:56,679
  1987. but he was the best lover.
  1988.  
  1989. 446
  1990. 00:29:56,971 --> 00:30:01,475
  1991. Yeah, I know it's a
  1992. terrible word, lover.
  1993.  
  1994. 447
  1995. 00:30:01,767 --> 00:30:03,728
  1996. We need a new word.
  1997.  
  1998. 448
  1999. 00:30:04,020 --> 00:30:05,896
  2000. I like wooer.
  2001.  
  2002. 449
  2003. 00:30:06,188 --> 00:30:09,108
  2004. Jean Paul was no match
  2005. for Walter's woo.
  2006.  
  2007. 450
  2008. 00:30:12,695 --> 00:30:15,114
  2009. Tess thinks that Dr.
  2010. Ross is overdoing it
  2011.  
  2012. 451
  2013. 00:30:15,406 --> 00:30:16,032
  2014. with the sedatives.
  2015.  
  2016. 452
  2017. 00:30:16,324 --> 00:30:16,991
  2018. That's why you had--
  2019.  
  2020. 453
  2021. 00:31:47,790 --> 00:31:48,499
  2022. Walter.
  2023.  
  2024. 454
  2025. 00:31:52,169 --> 00:31:55,589
  2026. No, not you.
  2027.  
  2028. 455
  2029. 00:31:55,881 --> 00:31:57,007
  2030. I don't want you, I want Walter.
  2031.  
  2032. 456
  2033. 00:32:04,515 --> 00:32:10,020
  2034. OK, I'll come back later
  2035. when you're feeling better.
  2036.  
  2037. 457
  2038. 00:32:23,576 --> 00:32:27,288
  2039. I'm not getting better, am I?
  2040.  
  2041. 458
  2042. 00:32:27,580 --> 00:32:33,711
  2043. They won't tell me
  2044. anything, but I know.
  2045.  
  2046. 459
  2047. 00:32:34,003 --> 00:32:36,922
  2048. It's too soon to tell.
  2049.  
  2050. 460
  2051. 00:32:37,214 --> 00:32:39,592
  2052. You said I'd get
  2053. better, but you're
  2054.  
  2055. 461
  2056. 00:32:39,884 --> 00:32:42,595
  2057. the one who's getting better.
  2058.  
  2059. 462
  2060. 00:32:42,887 --> 00:32:45,723
  2061. We've only been
  2062. talking a few months.
  2063.  
  2064. 463
  2065. 00:32:46,015 --> 00:32:48,851
  2066. Part of it is biology.
  2067.  
  2068. 464
  2069. 00:32:49,143 --> 00:32:51,061
  2070. I know.
  2071.  
  2072. 465
  2073. 00:32:51,353 --> 00:32:53,063
  2074. Your genetic inclination.
  2075.  
  2076. 466
  2077. 00:32:56,150 --> 00:33:02,615
  2078. Which is to leave everything
  2079. behind, to pack lightly.
  2080.  
  2081. 467
  2082. 00:33:05,868 --> 00:33:09,330
  2083. I don't have to get better,
  2084. just keep me from getting worse.
  2085.  
  2086. 468
  2087. 00:33:13,083 --> 00:33:14,543
  2088. Promise.
  2089.  
  2090. 469
  2091. 00:33:14,835 --> 00:33:15,461
  2092. I can't promise.
  2093.  
  2094. 470
  2095. 00:33:28,891 --> 00:33:29,600
  2096. Can I play the violin?
  2097.  
  2098. 471
  2099. 00:33:32,645 --> 00:33:34,647
  2100. I'm sure it's in your
  2101. head still, but your hands.
  2102.  
  2103. 472
  2104. 00:33:39,902 --> 00:33:41,987
  2105. What are the four
  2106. strings called?
  2107.  
  2108. 473
  2109. 00:33:42,279 --> 00:33:44,782
  2110. G, D, A, E. That's
  2111. the first lesson.
  2112.  
  2113. 474
  2114. 00:33:45,074 --> 00:33:46,992
  2115. What else do they teach
  2116. you in the beginning?
  2117.  
  2118. 475
  2119. 00:33:47,284 --> 00:33:48,953
  2120. "Twinkle, Twinkle."
  2121.  
  2122. 476
  2123. 00:33:49,245 --> 00:33:51,831
  2124. That's Mozart,
  2125. did you know that?
  2126.  
  2127. 477
  2128. 00:33:52,122 --> 00:33:52,998
  2129. Yes.
  2130.  
  2131. 478
  2132. 00:33:53,290 --> 00:33:54,083
  2133. Not the words.
  2134.  
  2135. 479
  2136. 00:33:54,375 --> 00:33:55,376
  2137. I know.
  2138.  
  2139. 480
  2140. 00:33:55,668 --> 00:33:58,045
  2141. Somebody else wrote
  2142. them years later.
  2143.  
  2144. 481
  2145. 00:34:01,048 --> 00:34:04,009
  2146. I guess you know everything.
  2147.  
  2148. 482
  2149. 00:34:04,301 --> 00:34:06,470
  2150. Do you know how to read music?
  2151.  
  2152. 483
  2153. 00:34:06,762 --> 00:34:09,306
  2154. Walter didn't.
  2155.  
  2156. 484
  2157. 00:34:09,598 --> 00:34:10,266
  2158. Maybe you could teach me.
  2159.  
  2160. 485
  2161. 00:34:15,479 --> 00:34:22,778
  2162. How to hold the bow so
  2163. that everything sings.
  2164.  
  2165. 486
  2166. 00:34:23,070 --> 00:34:24,989
  2167. How to hold it without
  2168. holding it, very zen.
  2169.  
  2170. 487
  2171. 00:34:32,454 --> 00:34:34,582
  2172. You're a fine woman, Marjorie.
  2173.  
  2174. 488
  2175. 00:34:34,874 --> 00:34:35,499
  2176. Am I?
  2177.  
  2178. 489
  2179. 00:34:39,003 --> 00:34:43,007
  2180. I'm lucky you chose to spend
  2181. your life with a lump like me,
  2182.  
  2183. 490
  2184. 00:34:43,299 --> 00:34:45,885
  2185. especially when you could
  2186. have had a tennis pro.
  2187.  
  2188. 491
  2189. 00:34:46,176 --> 00:34:48,262
  2190. You know about that?
  2191.  
  2192. 492
  2193. 00:34:48,554 --> 00:34:53,142
  2194. Number eight in the
  2195. world, and French.
  2196.  
  2197. 493
  2198. 00:34:53,434 --> 00:34:54,184
  2199. French Canadian.
  2200.  
  2201. 494
  2202. 00:34:57,396 --> 00:34:59,356
  2203. Would you like
  2204. to hear some music?
  2205.  
  2206. 495
  2207. 00:35:30,554 --> 00:35:32,806
  2208. You feeling better?
  2209.  
  2210. 496
  2211. 00:35:33,098 --> 00:35:35,351
  2212. Wonderful, thank you.
  2213.  
  2214. 497
  2215. 00:35:35,643 --> 00:35:36,226
  2216. Beautiful day.
  2217.  
  2218. 498
  2219. 00:35:40,439 --> 00:35:43,275
  2220. Just a blue one in the
  2221. morning, two pinks at night.
  2222.  
  2223. 499
  2224. 00:35:43,567 --> 00:35:45,444
  2225. Sounds sensible, doesn't it?
  2226.  
  2227. 500
  2228. 00:35:45,736 --> 00:35:46,987
  2229. Should make a difference.
  2230.  
  2231. 501
  2232. 00:35:50,616 --> 00:35:54,244
  2233. If you're up for it, we
  2234. can take a drive later.
  2235.  
  2236. 502
  2237. 00:35:54,536 --> 00:35:55,996
  2238. Oh, maybe the estuary.
  2239.  
  2240. 503
  2241. 00:35:56,288 --> 00:35:58,832
  2242. The geese are back.
  2243.  
  2244. 504
  2245. 00:35:59,124 --> 00:36:01,627
  2246. We might run a few
  2247. errands too, if you
  2248.  
  2249. 505
  2250. 00:36:01,919 --> 00:36:03,963
  2251. don't mind sitting in the car.
  2252.  
  2253. 506
  2254. 00:36:04,254 --> 00:36:04,880
  2255. Is Damian asleep?
  2256.  
  2257. 507
  2258. 00:36:08,717 --> 00:36:12,638
  2259. No mom, Damian's not here.
  2260.  
  2261. 508
  2262. 00:36:12,930 --> 00:36:18,894
  2263. One time, your father
  2264. and I went to the city
  2265.  
  2266. 509
  2267. 00:36:19,186 --> 00:36:21,981
  2268. before Christmas.
  2269.  
  2270. 510
  2271. 00:36:22,272 --> 00:36:24,692
  2272. It was a business
  2273. trip and I came along.
  2274.  
  2275. 511
  2276. 00:36:24,984 --> 00:36:28,862
  2277. We must have left you
  2278. with the Salversons.
  2279.  
  2280. 512
  2281. 00:36:29,154 --> 00:36:30,656
  2282. And we must have
  2283. done a lot of things,
  2284.  
  2285. 513
  2286. 00:36:30,948 --> 00:36:37,705
  2287. but all I remember is
  2288. sitting on a park bench,
  2289.  
  2290. 514
  2291. 00:36:37,997 --> 00:36:47,798
  2292. just sitting and watching
  2293. these orange flags in the park.
  2294.  
  2295. 515
  2296. 00:36:48,090 --> 00:36:53,679
  2297. These orange sorts
  2298. of flags everywhere.
  2299.  
  2300. 516
  2301. 00:36:53,971 --> 00:36:56,724
  2302. Orange flags?
  2303.  
  2304. 517
  2305. 00:36:57,016 --> 00:37:01,478
  2306. Or more-- what's the color?
  2307.  
  2308. 518
  2309. 00:37:01,770 --> 00:37:04,898
  2310. Spice, Spanish, expensive.
  2311.  
  2312. 519
  2313. 00:37:05,190 --> 00:37:07,192
  2314. Saffron.
  2315.  
  2316. 520
  2317. 00:37:07,484 --> 00:37:09,111
  2318. And it didn't matter
  2319. that it was cold,
  2320.  
  2321. 521
  2322. 00:37:09,403 --> 00:37:15,993
  2323. because it was so pretty just
  2324. watching all that saffron
  2325.  
  2326. 522
  2327. 00:37:16,285 --> 00:37:22,583
  2328. against the blue white
  2329. snow, like Buddhist
  2330.  
  2331. 523
  2332. 00:37:22,875 --> 00:37:26,920
  2333. monks marching into the trees.
  2334.  
  2335. 524
  2336. 00:37:27,212 --> 00:37:29,298
  2337. I just remember sitting
  2338. on one of those benches
  2339.  
  2340. 525
  2341. 00:37:29,590 --> 00:37:34,511
  2342. with your father, and
  2343. not wanting to get up.
  2344.  
  2345. 526
  2346. 00:37:38,974 --> 00:37:42,061
  2347. Because if we got
  2348. up, that would mean
  2349.  
  2350. 527
  2351. 00:37:42,352 --> 00:37:44,605
  2352. we'd have to start
  2353. the rest of our lives.
  2354.  
  2355. 528
  2356. 00:37:48,776 --> 00:37:49,485
  2357. What's this?
  2358.  
  2359. 529
  2360. 00:37:52,613 --> 00:37:53,989
  2361. A bible.
  2362.  
  2363. 530
  2364. 00:37:54,281 --> 00:37:56,992
  2365. Yeah, I can see it's a Bible.
  2366.  
  2367. 531
  2368. 00:37:57,284 --> 00:37:59,036
  2369. What are you doing with it?
  2370.  
  2371. 532
  2372. 00:37:59,328 --> 00:38:01,455
  2373. Julie brought it
  2374. yesterday, I think.
  2375.  
  2376. 533
  2377. 00:38:04,917 --> 00:38:08,295
  2378. She just said if
  2379. I was interested.
  2380.  
  2381. 534
  2382. 00:38:08,587 --> 00:38:11,507
  2383. And you told her
  2384. you were interested?
  2385.  
  2386. 535
  2387. 00:38:11,799 --> 00:38:13,217
  2388. I didn't say one
  2389. way or the other.
  2390.  
  2391. 536
  2392. 00:38:13,509 --> 00:38:15,135
  2393. Should we burn it?
  2394.  
  2395. 537
  2396. 00:38:15,427 --> 00:38:16,512
  2397. Ha, ha.
  2398.  
  2399. 538
  2400. 00:38:16,804 --> 00:38:19,556
  2401. My whole life she's
  2402. told me there is no God,
  2403.  
  2404. 539
  2405. 00:38:19,848 --> 00:38:21,809
  2406. it's just a fairytale
  2407. people tell themselves.
  2408.  
  2409. 540
  2410. 00:38:22,101 --> 00:38:24,061
  2411. Goodness is its own reward.
  2412.  
  2413. 541
  2414. 00:38:24,353 --> 00:38:26,188
  2415. And now she's letting herself--
  2416.  
  2417. 542
  2418. 00:38:26,480 --> 00:38:29,691
  2419. I haven't even opened it.
  2420.  
  2421. 543
  2422. 00:38:29,983 --> 00:38:32,778
  2423. Julie wanted to share
  2424. her beliefs with me.
  2425.  
  2426. 544
  2427. 00:38:33,070 --> 00:38:34,530
  2428. Right.
  2429.  
  2430. 545
  2431. 00:38:34,822 --> 00:38:36,406
  2432. She said it was a comfort to
  2433. her when she lost her father.
  2434.  
  2435. 546
  2436. 00:38:36,698 --> 00:38:38,158
  2437. Uh-huh.
  2438.  
  2439. 547
  2440. 00:38:38,450 --> 00:38:41,745
  2441. And this is the same Julie who'd
  2442. been sneaking you cigarettes.
  2443.  
  2444. 548
  2445. 00:38:42,037 --> 00:38:44,206
  2446. I asked for those cigarettes,
  2447. demanded them, even.
  2448.  
  2449. 549
  2450. 00:38:44,498 --> 00:38:45,457
  2451. You can't blame her for that.
  2452.  
  2453. 550
  2454. 00:38:45,749 --> 00:38:48,335
  2455. She fessed up to it eventually.
  2456.  
  2457. 551
  2458. 00:38:48,627 --> 00:38:50,170
  2459. It's just a little
  2460. fucking frustrating
  2461.  
  2462. 552
  2463. 00:38:50,462 --> 00:38:52,965
  2464. that the same Julie who
  2465. supplies you with cigarettes
  2466.  
  2467. 553
  2468. 00:38:53,257 --> 00:38:56,260
  2469. is selling you her fairytale
  2470. now that you have a little
  2471.  
  2472. 554
  2473. 00:38:56,552 --> 00:38:57,678
  2474. more reason to believe it.
  2475.  
  2476. 555
  2477. 00:38:57,970 --> 00:38:59,221
  2478. It's disgusting.
  2479.  
  2480. 556
  2481. 00:38:59,513 --> 00:39:01,306
  2482. You hear about this, people
  2483. preying on the elderly.
  2484.  
  2485. 557
  2486. 00:39:01,598 --> 00:39:02,474
  2487. I'm not prey.
  2488.  
  2489. 558
  2490. 00:39:02,766 --> 00:39:03,767
  2491. And Julie came clean about them.
  2492.  
  2493. 559
  2494. 00:39:04,059 --> 00:39:04,685
  2495. She was--
  2496.  
  2497. 560
  2498. 00:39:04,977 --> 00:39:06,895
  2499. Could you just not--
  2500.  
  2501. 561
  2502. 00:39:07,187 --> 00:39:07,771
  2503. Like you always do.
  2504.  
  2505. 562
  2506. 00:39:11,859 --> 00:39:14,069
  2507. No.
  2508.  
  2509. 563
  2510. 00:39:14,361 --> 00:39:19,324
  2511. Mom, did you have an accident?
  2512.  
  2513. 564
  2514. 00:39:19,616 --> 00:39:20,284
  2515. It's all right.
  2516.  
  2517. 565
  2518. 00:39:20,576 --> 00:39:21,743
  2519. Let's get you cleaned up.
  2520.  
  2521. 566
  2522. 00:39:22,035 --> 00:39:22,661
  2523. Come on.
  2524.  
  2525. 567
  2526. 00:39:22,953 --> 00:39:23,537
  2527. OK.
  2528.  
  2529. 568
  2530. 00:39:23,829 --> 00:39:24,872
  2531. I'm sorry.
  2532.  
  2533. 569
  2534. 00:39:25,164 --> 00:39:26,456
  2535. - No.
  2536. - Oh, I'm so sorry.
  2537.  
  2538. 570
  2539. 00:39:26,748 --> 00:39:27,332
  2540. Don't be sorry.
  2541.  
  2542. 571
  2543. 00:39:27,624 --> 00:39:29,084
  2544. No, forget it.
  2545.  
  2546. 572
  2547. 00:39:29,376 --> 00:39:30,335
  2548. Probably will forget it.
  2549.  
  2550. 573
  2551. 00:39:33,130 --> 00:39:35,090
  2552. Nice hot bath,
  2553. you'll be good as new.
  2554.  
  2555. 574
  2556. 00:39:45,517 --> 00:39:48,187
  2557. I want to tell
  2558. you about the time
  2559.  
  2560. 575
  2561. 00:39:48,478 --> 00:39:54,735
  2562. that you took Marjorie to
  2563. New York at Christmastime.
  2564.  
  2565. 576
  2566. 00:39:55,027 --> 00:39:56,111
  2567. I'm listening.
  2568.  
  2569. 577
  2570. 00:39:56,403 --> 00:39:59,239
  2571. You sat on a bench
  2572. in Central Park
  2573.  
  2574. 578
  2575. 00:39:59,531 --> 00:40:05,787
  2576. and you looked at these saffron
  2577. colored flags in the snow.
  2578.  
  2579. 579
  2580. 00:40:08,916 --> 00:40:12,377
  2581. It must have been some kind
  2582. of festival or something.
  2583.  
  2584. 580
  2585. 00:40:15,255 --> 00:40:18,634
  2586. This wouldn't have been
  2587. long after your son died.
  2588.  
  2589. 581
  2590. 00:40:18,926 --> 00:40:20,344
  2591. My son?
  2592.  
  2593. 582
  2594. 00:40:20,636 --> 00:40:21,261
  2595. Your son, Damien.
  2596.  
  2597. 583
  2598. 00:40:24,431 --> 00:40:28,644
  2599. So you took a trip to New York,
  2600. and you took Marjorie with you.
  2601.  
  2602. 584
  2603. 00:40:28,936 --> 00:40:31,146
  2604. I think you wanted to
  2605. get her mind off of it.
  2606.  
  2607. 585
  2608. 00:40:31,438 --> 00:40:33,732
  2609. You wanted to
  2610. start living again.
  2611.  
  2612. 586
  2613. 00:40:34,024 --> 00:40:37,486
  2614. How did he die?
  2615.  
  2616. 587
  2617. 00:40:37,778 --> 00:40:38,362
  2618. He did it himself.
  2619.  
  2620. 588
  2621. 00:40:42,407 --> 00:40:43,700
  2622. That wasn't what was so hard.
  2623.  
  2624. 589
  2625. 00:40:46,745 --> 00:40:51,375
  2626. You thought you had made
  2627. a nice life for him.
  2628.  
  2629. 590
  2630. 00:40:51,667 --> 00:40:52,292
  2631. But I hadn't.
  2632.  
  2633. 591
  2634. 00:40:56,505 --> 00:41:05,097
  2635. Well, Tess got the sense
  2636. that he was always a little--
  2637.  
  2638. 592
  2639. 00:41:05,389 --> 00:41:05,973
  2640. A little--
  2641.  
  2642. 593
  2643. 00:41:08,934 --> 00:41:12,187
  2644. He stayed in his room a lot.
  2645.  
  2646. 594
  2647. 00:41:12,479 --> 00:41:14,940
  2648. He got into a lot
  2649. of fights at school.
  2650.  
  2651. 595
  2652. 00:41:15,232 --> 00:41:19,278
  2653. Not fights he started,
  2654. but kids would tease him
  2655.  
  2656. 596
  2657. 00:41:19,569 --> 00:41:21,363
  2658. and he would fight back.
  2659.  
  2660. 597
  2661. 00:41:26,326 --> 00:41:32,165
  2662. You didn't always know how to
  2663. show him that you loved him.
  2664.  
  2665. 598
  2666. 00:41:36,670 --> 00:41:37,379
  2667. Why not?
  2668.  
  2669. 599
  2670. 00:41:40,882 --> 00:41:42,801
  2671. That's the way
  2672. people are sometimes.
  2673.  
  2674. 600
  2675. 00:41:45,679 --> 00:41:48,807
  2676. So it's lucky that
  2677. Toni was around.
  2678.  
  2679. 601
  2680. 00:41:49,099 --> 00:41:52,144
  2681. He spent a lot of time with her.
  2682.  
  2683. 602
  2684. 00:41:52,436 --> 00:41:55,689
  2685. What was hard to
  2686. understand though,
  2687.  
  2688. 603
  2689. 00:41:55,981 --> 00:42:00,569
  2690. was that he killed Toni.
  2691.  
  2692. 604
  2693. 00:42:00,861 --> 00:42:02,404
  2694. I think he wanted--
  2695.  
  2696. 605
  2697. 00:42:05,198 --> 00:42:07,826
  2698. He must have thought
  2699. that he could
  2700.  
  2701. 606
  2702. 00:42:08,118 --> 00:42:10,078
  2703. take her with him, that's why.
  2704.  
  2705. 607
  2706. 00:42:24,384 --> 00:42:28,597
  2707. If you're Walter, you would
  2708. know that, wouldn't you?
  2709.  
  2710. 608
  2711. 00:42:31,850 --> 00:42:33,810
  2712. Yes, I would.
  2713.  
  2714. 609
  2715. 00:42:34,102 --> 00:42:38,690
  2716. He never got over it, of course.
  2717.  
  2718. 610
  2719. 00:42:38,982 --> 00:42:42,569
  2720. But it was Marjorie who
  2721. had the hardest time.
  2722.  
  2723. 611
  2724. 00:42:42,861 --> 00:42:46,823
  2725. For 50 years, she
  2726. never said his name.
  2727.  
  2728. 612
  2729. 00:42:47,115 --> 00:42:49,868
  2730. She hid all the pictures.
  2731.  
  2732. 613
  2733. 00:42:50,160 --> 00:42:52,996
  2734. It was that hard.
  2735.  
  2736. 614
  2737. 00:42:53,288 --> 00:42:56,500
  2738. But she never
  2739. forgot him, Walter.
  2740.  
  2741. 615
  2742. 00:42:56,792 --> 00:42:57,459
  2743. She never forgot.
  2744.  
  2745. 616
  2746. 00:43:00,504 --> 00:43:01,171
  2747. I'll remember that now.
  2748.  
  2749. 617
  2750. 00:43:16,311 --> 00:43:19,231
  2751. It's a shame you can't drink.
  2752.  
  2753. 618
  2754. 00:43:19,523 --> 00:43:22,317
  2755. They should, I think,
  2756. work out a setting
  2757.  
  2758. 619
  2759. 00:43:22,609 --> 00:43:27,364
  2760. that approximates graduated
  2761. layers of inebriation.
  2762.  
  2763. 620
  2764. 00:43:27,656 --> 00:43:30,033
  2765. It would loosen you up.
  2766.  
  2767. 621
  2768. 00:43:30,325 --> 00:43:35,705
  2769. There is no need to mention any
  2770. of this to Tess, by the way.
  2771.  
  2772. 622
  2773. 00:43:35,997 --> 00:43:37,666
  2774. You understand?
  2775.  
  2776. 623
  2777. 00:43:37,958 --> 00:43:40,210
  2778. You can tell Tess
  2779. we talk, but there's
  2780.  
  2781. 624
  2782. 00:43:40,502 --> 00:43:43,130
  2783. no reason to be specific.
  2784.  
  2785. 625
  2786. 00:43:43,422 --> 00:43:45,924
  2787. And don't ever mention
  2788. Damien to Tess.
  2789.  
  2790. 626
  2791. 00:43:48,718 --> 00:43:49,845
  2792. I'm being clear, OK.
  2793.  
  2794. 627
  2795. 00:43:52,806 --> 00:43:56,935
  2796. Honestly Walter,
  2797. all relationships,
  2798.  
  2799. 628
  2800. 00:43:57,227 --> 00:44:02,774
  2801. even the long lasting
  2802. ones, are impossible.
  2803.  
  2804. 629
  2805. 00:44:03,066 --> 00:44:06,486
  2806. Marriages, friendships,
  2807. people are constantly
  2808.  
  2809. 630
  2810. 00:44:06,778 --> 00:44:10,073
  2811. looking the other way,
  2812. accepting some bad news,
  2813.  
  2814. 631
  2815. 00:44:10,365 --> 00:44:13,326
  2816. petty infringements,
  2817. compromise, betrayal.
  2818.  
  2819. 632
  2820. 00:44:24,796 --> 00:44:28,008
  2821. You have to decide.
  2822.  
  2823. 633
  2824. 00:44:28,300 --> 00:44:34,264
  2825. You say, I want
  2826. you, I want this.
  2827.  
  2828. 634
  2829. 00:44:34,556 --> 00:44:36,892
  2830. And then you work through
  2831. all the disappointments
  2832.  
  2833. 635
  2834. 00:44:37,184 --> 00:44:38,185
  2835. and disasters.
  2836.  
  2837. 636
  2838. 00:44:38,477 --> 00:44:40,812
  2839. You work through it,
  2840. against all odds.
  2841.  
  2842. 637
  2843. 00:44:45,525 --> 00:44:49,362
  2844. I'm not drunk, you know.
  2845.  
  2846. 638
  2847. 00:44:49,654 --> 00:44:53,366
  2848. I'm just taking the
  2849. edge off, I'm tipsy.
  2850.  
  2851. 639
  2852. 00:44:53,658 --> 00:44:58,079
  2853. There are degrees--
  2854. Tipsy, tipped, smashed.
  2855.  
  2856. 640
  2857. 00:45:03,168 --> 00:45:07,339
  2858. Nobody is who he was,
  2859. nor will be who he is now.
  2860.  
  2861. 641
  2862. 00:45:21,311 --> 00:45:21,978
  2863. Hey there, partner.
  2864.  
  2865. 642
  2866. 00:45:46,920 --> 00:45:47,629
  2867. She's sleeping.
  2868.  
  2869. 643
  2870. 00:45:53,093 --> 00:45:56,096
  2871. Yesterday, she didn't
  2872. know who I was.
  2873.  
  2874. 644
  2875. 00:45:56,388 --> 00:45:56,972
  2876. Today, we're old friends.
  2877.  
  2878. 645
  2879. 00:46:01,434 --> 00:46:05,313
  2880. She tells me, never get old.
  2881.  
  2882. 646
  2883. 00:46:05,605 --> 00:46:08,483
  2884. She says, no one
  2885. prepares you for this.
  2886.  
  2887. 647
  2888. 00:46:12,445 --> 00:46:15,031
  2889. She doesn't know
  2890. about my last job.
  2891.  
  2892. 648
  2893. 00:46:15,323 --> 00:46:20,829
  2894. And old man, very tall and
  2895. dignified, but very sick.
  2896.  
  2897. 649
  2898. 00:46:21,121 --> 00:46:23,039
  2899. He was always vomiting.
  2900.  
  2901. 650
  2902. 00:46:23,331 --> 00:46:28,712
  2903. That was a big part of my
  2904. job, cleaning up vomit.
  2905.  
  2906. 651
  2907. 00:46:29,004 --> 00:46:31,673
  2908. The man's son
  2909. became my boyfriend.
  2910.  
  2911. 652
  2912. 00:46:31,965 --> 00:46:35,051
  2913. He was always fighting with his
  2914. father and his father's doctor.
  2915.  
  2916. 653
  2917. 00:46:37,846 --> 00:46:41,141
  2918. At one point, he started
  2919. to beat up the doctor.
  2920.  
  2921. 654
  2922. 00:46:41,433 --> 00:46:42,976
  2923. This job is much better.
  2924.  
  2925. 655
  2926. 00:46:48,106 --> 00:46:49,232
  2927. Don't cry.
  2928.  
  2929. 656
  2930. 00:46:49,524 --> 00:46:51,610
  2931. It'll be all right.
  2932.  
  2933. 657
  2934. 00:46:51,901 --> 00:46:54,779
  2935. I'm not crying.
  2936.  
  2937. 658
  2938. 00:46:55,071 --> 00:46:55,905
  2939. I have allergies.
  2940.  
  2941. 659
  2942. 00:47:34,486 --> 00:47:39,074
  2943. Six months,
  2944. maybe, or three or four.
  2945.  
  2946. 660
  2947. 00:47:39,366 --> 00:47:41,785
  2948. You going to tell me that
  2949. Walter thought this one up?
  2950.  
  2951. 661
  2952. 00:47:42,077 --> 00:47:45,538
  2953. What, all of a sudden I'm
  2954. supposed to drop out of school?
  2955.  
  2956. 662
  2957. 00:47:45,830 --> 00:47:47,582
  2958. Forget my family,
  2959. forget my career.
  2960.  
  2961. 663
  2962. 00:47:47,874 --> 00:47:49,709
  2963. Forget about all the things
  2964. I had planned for my life.
  2965.  
  2966. 664
  2967. 00:47:50,001 --> 00:47:52,170
  2968. Well, forgive me for
  2969. screwing up your plans.
  2970.  
  2971. 665
  2972. 00:47:52,462 --> 00:47:53,755
  2973. I'm just sure glad I'm
  2974. hearing about this now
  2975.  
  2976. 666
  2977. 00:47:54,047 --> 00:47:55,173
  2978. before it's too late.
  2979.  
  2980. 667
  2981. 00:47:55,465 --> 00:47:56,591
  2982. What is that supposed to mean?
  2983.  
  2984. 668
  2985. 00:47:56,883 --> 00:47:58,551
  2986. What am I supposed to
  2987. do with my life, huh?
  2988.  
  2989. 669
  2990. 00:47:58,843 --> 00:48:01,596
  2991. I work in that low
  2992. paying, zero respect job.
  2993.  
  2994. 670
  2995. 00:48:01,888 --> 00:48:04,974
  2996. Which unfortunately,
  2997. I happen to love.
  2998.  
  2999. 671
  3000. 00:48:05,266 --> 00:48:09,312
  3001. Why don't you start by being
  3002. honest one second, Kim.
  3003.  
  3004. 672
  3005. 00:48:09,604 --> 00:48:10,730
  3006. I am being honest.
  3007.  
  3008. 673
  3009. 00:48:26,746 --> 00:48:29,040
  3010. You're still too old for me.
  3011.  
  3012. 674
  3013. 00:48:29,332 --> 00:48:32,001
  3014. Hmm, how can you say that?
  3015.  
  3016. 675
  3017. 00:48:37,507 --> 00:48:38,174
  3018. Marry me, Marjorie?
  3019.  
  3020. 676
  3021. 00:48:41,010 --> 00:48:42,137
  3022. We'll grow old together.
  3023.  
  3024. 677
  3025. 00:48:42,429 --> 00:48:45,181
  3026. I'll just do it a
  3027. little sooner than you.
  3028.  
  3029. 678
  3030. 00:48:45,473 --> 00:48:47,642
  3031. After a while, it
  3032. won't really matter.
  3033.  
  3034. 679
  3035. 00:49:06,703 --> 00:49:08,329
  3036. But how can you be so sure?
  3037.  
  3038. 680
  3039. 00:49:11,541 --> 00:49:14,377
  3040. Sure about?
  3041.  
  3042. 681
  3043. 00:49:14,669 --> 00:49:19,716
  3044. Yourself, me, anything?
  3045.  
  3046. 682
  3047. 00:52:25,860 --> 00:52:27,987
  3048. That sweater is good on you.
  3049.  
  3050. 683
  3051. 00:52:28,279 --> 00:52:29,697
  3052. Thank you.
  3053.  
  3054. 684
  3055. 00:52:29,989 --> 00:52:32,992
  3056. You picked it out
  3057. for me, remember?
  3058.  
  3059. 685
  3060. 00:52:33,284 --> 00:52:34,827
  3061. Three Christmases ago.
  3062.  
  3063. 686
  3064. 00:52:35,119 --> 00:52:37,747
  3065. Three years isn't a
  3066. long time, not for me.
  3067.  
  3068. 687
  3069. 00:52:41,834 --> 00:52:45,755
  3070. Remember when we took
  3071. Toni to the beach?
  3072.  
  3073. 688
  3074. 00:52:46,047 --> 00:52:47,215
  3075. Yes, of course.
  3076.  
  3077. 689
  3078. 00:52:47,507 --> 00:52:48,675
  3079. She was so happy.
  3080.  
  3081. 690
  3082. 00:52:48,967 --> 00:52:52,762
  3083. But we were finding sand
  3084. in her fur for weeks.
  3085.  
  3086. 691
  3087. 00:52:53,054 --> 00:52:56,140
  3088. She was a good dog.
  3089.  
  3090. 692
  3091. 00:52:56,432 --> 00:52:58,142
  3092. Jon wants to get a dog.
  3093.  
  3094. 693
  3095. 00:52:58,434 --> 00:52:59,936
  3096. Oh?
  3097.  
  3098. 694
  3099. 00:53:00,228 --> 00:53:03,815
  3100. He wants a fetch the
  3101. stick kind of a dog.
  3102.  
  3103. 695
  3104. 00:53:04,107 --> 00:53:06,609
  3105. But I was thinking a Shiba Inu.
  3106.  
  3107. 696
  3108. 00:53:06,901 --> 00:53:09,612
  3109. What's a Shiba Inu?
  3110.  
  3111. 697
  3112. 00:53:09,904 --> 00:53:13,199
  3113. It's like the
  3114. national dog of Japan.
  3115.  
  3116. 698
  3117. 00:53:13,491 --> 00:53:16,995
  3118. It's like a friendly
  3119. little fox, very
  3120.  
  3121. 699
  3122. 00:53:17,286 --> 00:53:20,873
  3123. clean, very quiet, very shy.
  3124.  
  3125. 700
  3126. 00:53:21,165 --> 00:53:21,874
  3127. Well, what do you expect?
  3128.  
  3129. 701
  3130. 00:53:25,294 --> 00:53:26,546
  3131. You-- you mean--
  3132.  
  3133. 702
  3134. 00:53:26,838 --> 00:53:28,756
  3135. It's Japan.
  3136.  
  3137. 703
  3138. 00:53:29,048 --> 00:53:30,133
  3139. Mom, that's very--
  3140.  
  3141. 704
  3142. 00:53:30,425 --> 00:53:33,469
  3143. It's not racist,
  3144. it's a compliment.
  3145.  
  3146. 705
  3147. 00:53:33,761 --> 00:53:36,097
  3148. For years, Sandy Park
  3149. was my best friend.
  3150.  
  3151. 706
  3152. 00:53:36,389 --> 00:53:38,683
  3153. We played in the
  3154. orchestra together.
  3155.  
  3156. 707
  3157. 00:53:38,975 --> 00:53:44,439
  3158. Korean, but-- I'm not racist.
  3159.  
  3160. 708
  3161. 00:53:44,731 --> 00:53:48,317
  3162. Your poor old mother was
  3163. born in the 20th century.
  3164.  
  3165. 709
  3166. 00:53:48,609 --> 00:53:50,361
  3167. You'll have to give
  3168. her time to catch up.
  3169.  
  3170. 710
  3171. 00:53:53,364 --> 00:53:56,492
  3172. The problem-- the
  3173. problem with a dog
  3174.  
  3175. 711
  3176. 00:53:56,784 --> 00:54:01,789
  3177. is Jon and I want to travel,
  3178. and who would take care of it?
  3179.  
  3180. 712
  3181. 00:54:02,081 --> 00:54:03,124
  3182. I would.
  3183.  
  3184. 713
  3185. 00:54:03,416 --> 00:54:04,459
  3186. Ha, wish that were possible.
  3187.  
  3188. 714
  3189. 00:54:07,295 --> 00:54:09,213
  3190. Jon wants me to
  3191. consider a Catahoula.
  3192.  
  3193. 715
  3194. 00:54:12,467 --> 00:54:15,970
  3195. You can look it
  3196. up, I know you can.
  3197.  
  3198. 716
  3199. 00:54:16,262 --> 00:54:19,599
  3200. Is it against the rules?
  3201.  
  3202. 717
  3203. 00:54:19,891 --> 00:54:24,562
  3204. It's also known as a
  3205. Catahoula leopard hound.
  3206.  
  3207. 718
  3208. 00:54:24,854 --> 00:54:26,105
  3209. A hound dog.
  3210.  
  3211. 719
  3212. 00:54:26,397 --> 00:54:29,817
  3213. It's not really a true
  3214. hound dog though, but a cur.
  3215.  
  3216. 720
  3217. 00:54:30,109 --> 00:54:36,324
  3218. Named state dog of
  3219. Louisiana in 1979.
  3220.  
  3221. 721
  3222. 00:54:36,616 --> 00:54:39,202
  3223. I'm not really good at this.
  3224.  
  3225. 722
  3226. 00:54:39,494 --> 00:54:41,120
  3227. Good at?
  3228.  
  3229. 723
  3230. 00:54:41,412 --> 00:54:46,167
  3231. At pretending that you're--
  3232.  
  3233. 724
  3234. 00:54:46,459 --> 00:54:51,464
  3235. Sometimes you are so
  3236. good, you are so her.
  3237.  
  3238. 725
  3239. 00:54:51,756 --> 00:54:56,552
  3240. That bit with the subtle racism.
  3241.  
  3242. 726
  3243. 00:54:56,844 --> 00:55:01,349
  3244. But other times it's
  3245. uh, all too apparent.
  3246.  
  3247. 727
  3248. 00:55:01,641 --> 00:55:06,229
  3249. Try to be patient with me.
  3250.  
  3251. 728
  3252. 00:55:06,521 --> 00:55:08,606
  3253. If I could give you a
  3254. spoonful of peanut butter,
  3255.  
  3256. 729
  3257. 00:55:08,898 --> 00:55:11,776
  3258. that would help.
  3259.  
  3260. 730
  3261. 00:55:12,068 --> 00:55:15,363
  3262. You could smile less.
  3263.  
  3264. 731
  3265. 00:55:15,655 --> 00:55:17,198
  3266. That would be more her.
  3267.  
  3268. 732
  3269. 00:55:17,490 --> 00:55:18,574
  3270. - Me?
  3271. - You.
  3272.  
  3273. 733
  3274. 00:55:18,866 --> 00:55:19,826
  3275. - Yeah.
  3276. - Yeah.
  3277.  
  3278. 734
  3279. 00:55:20,118 --> 00:55:22,954
  3280. Thank you for
  3281. observing that rule.
  3282.  
  3283. 735
  3284. 00:55:23,246 --> 00:55:24,831
  3285. Pronouns are powerful things.
  3286.  
  3287. 736
  3288. 00:55:30,378 --> 00:55:31,963
  3289. Why don't you tell
  3290. me more about myself.
  3291.  
  3292. 737
  3293. 00:55:34,841 --> 00:55:38,302
  3294. I don't smile much, you said.
  3295.  
  3296. 738
  3297. 00:55:38,594 --> 00:55:39,762
  3298. Toward the end, you
  3299. were self-conscious
  3300.  
  3301. 739
  3302. 00:55:40,054 --> 00:55:42,890
  3303. about your teeth.
  3304.  
  3305. 740
  3306. 00:55:43,182 --> 00:55:44,392
  3307. I'm vain?
  3308.  
  3309. 741
  3310. 00:55:44,684 --> 00:55:46,394
  3311. A little.
  3312.  
  3313. 742
  3314. 00:55:46,686 --> 00:55:49,147
  3315. That's helpful.
  3316.  
  3317. 743
  3318. 00:55:49,438 --> 00:55:50,356
  3319. You had a temper.
  3320.  
  3321. 744
  3322. 00:55:50,648 --> 00:55:54,193
  3323. I sound wonderful.
  3324.  
  3325. 745
  3326. 00:55:54,485 --> 00:55:57,572
  3327. Do I have other
  3328. children besides you?
  3329.  
  3330. 746
  3331. 00:55:57,864 --> 00:56:01,075
  3332. No, just me.
  3333.  
  3334. 747
  3335. 00:56:01,367 --> 00:56:02,910
  3336. What a lot of pressure for you.
  3337.  
  3338. 748
  3339. 00:56:06,664 --> 00:56:07,707
  3340. Did I say something wrong?
  3341.  
  3342. 749
  3343. 00:56:10,835 --> 00:56:14,046
  3344. No, you didn't.
  3345.  
  3346. 750
  3347. 00:56:14,338 --> 00:56:17,341
  3348. You were saying just you.
  3349.  
  3350. 751
  3351. 00:56:17,633 --> 00:56:21,095
  3352. You also have a
  3353. granddaughter named Raina.
  3354.  
  3355. 752
  3356. 00:56:21,387 --> 00:56:22,763
  3357. She's 23.
  3358.  
  3359. 753
  3360. 00:56:23,055 --> 00:56:23,931
  3361. She's in a band.
  3362.  
  3363. 754
  3364. 00:56:24,223 --> 00:56:28,269
  3365. She's musical, like me.
  3366.  
  3367. 755
  3368. 00:56:28,561 --> 00:56:31,063
  3369. Raina doesn't talk to me.
  3370.  
  3371. 756
  3372. 00:56:31,355 --> 00:56:34,859
  3373. Her therapist said it
  3374. would be better for now.
  3375.  
  3376. 757
  3377. 00:56:35,151 --> 00:56:36,944
  3378. Someone I've never
  3379. met has advised
  3380.  
  3381. 758
  3382. 00:56:37,236 --> 00:56:40,072
  3383. my daughter not to talk to me.
  3384.  
  3385. 759
  3386. 00:56:40,364 --> 00:56:44,452
  3387. So she calls Jon
  3388. and he fills me in.
  3389.  
  3390. 760
  3391. 00:56:44,744 --> 00:56:47,663
  3392. It's humiliating.
  3393.  
  3394. 761
  3395. 00:56:47,955 --> 00:56:50,374
  3396. She's 23, give her room.
  3397.  
  3398. 762
  3399. 00:56:50,666 --> 00:56:52,335
  3400. She'll work through it.
  3401.  
  3402. 763
  3403. 00:56:52,627 --> 00:56:55,296
  3404. Now you sound like Jon.
  3405.  
  3406. 764
  3407. 00:56:55,588 --> 00:56:56,172
  3408. Yes.
  3409.  
  3410. 765
  3411. 00:56:59,759 --> 00:57:04,180
  3412. You haven't finished
  3413. telling me what I'm like.
  3414.  
  3415. 766
  3416. 00:57:04,472 --> 00:57:07,516
  3417. Well, you certainly wouldn't
  3418. stand for your daughter giving
  3419.  
  3420. 767
  3421. 00:57:07,808 --> 00:57:10,853
  3422. you the silent treatment.
  3423.  
  3424. 768
  3425. 00:57:11,145 --> 00:57:12,480
  3426. You were a violinist.
  3427.  
  3428. 769
  3429. 00:57:12,772 --> 00:57:14,565
  3430. You were better than good.
  3431.  
  3432. 770
  3433. 00:57:14,857 --> 00:57:18,778
  3434. You were better at the
  3435. violin than I am at anything.
  3436.  
  3437. 771
  3438. 00:57:19,070 --> 00:57:22,865
  3439. But when you couldn't play
  3440. any more from arthritis,
  3441.  
  3442. 772
  3443. 00:57:23,157 --> 00:57:26,077
  3444. you just seemed to
  3445. leave it behind.
  3446.  
  3447. 773
  3448. 00:57:26,369 --> 00:57:28,955
  3449. We were all surprised
  3450. that you could just--
  3451.  
  3452. 774
  3453. 00:57:34,627 --> 00:57:36,254
  3454. You were good with men.
  3455.  
  3456. 775
  3457. 00:57:36,545 --> 00:57:39,632
  3458. I don't think you had
  3459. many female friends.
  3460.  
  3461. 776
  3462. 00:57:39,924 --> 00:57:42,301
  3463. And I think you wanted me
  3464. to be good with men too.
  3465.  
  3466. 777
  3467. 00:57:42,593 --> 00:57:47,640
  3468. It bothered you that I
  3469. was always in my own head.
  3470.  
  3471. 778
  3472. 00:57:47,932 --> 00:57:53,062
  3473. And Jon was not
  3474. glamorous enough for you.
  3475.  
  3476. 779
  3477. 00:57:53,354 --> 00:57:54,313
  3478. Glamorous?
  3479.  
  3480. 780
  3481. 00:57:54,605 --> 00:57:56,274
  3482. He didn't impress you.
  3483.  
  3484. 781
  3485. 00:58:07,285 --> 00:58:11,580
  3486. You and dad fought, but
  3487. you loved each other.
  3488.  
  3489. 782
  3490. 00:58:11,872 --> 00:58:14,792
  3491. I don't think either one
  3492. of you was more in love
  3493.  
  3494. 783
  3495. 00:58:15,084 --> 00:58:16,752
  3496. than the other one,
  3497. which is always lucky.
  3498.  
  3499. 784
  3500. 00:58:20,047 --> 00:58:23,217
  3501. But the age difference
  3502. really started
  3503.  
  3504. 785
  3505. 00:58:23,509 --> 00:58:24,885
  3506. to matter the last few years.
  3507.  
  3508. 786
  3509. 00:58:28,472 --> 00:58:31,142
  3510. Maybe he loved
  3511. you a little more,
  3512.  
  3513. 787
  3514. 00:58:31,434 --> 00:58:33,269
  3515. or needed you a little more.
  3516.  
  3517. 788
  3518. 00:58:37,106 --> 00:58:39,775
  3519. Later, when you
  3520. were living with us,
  3521.  
  3522. 789
  3523. 00:58:40,067 --> 00:58:42,945
  3524. you would sometimes forget
  3525. that Walter was dead.
  3526.  
  3527. 790
  3528. 00:58:43,237 --> 00:58:47,074
  3529. Sometimes every
  3530. day, where's Walter?
  3531.  
  3532. 791
  3533. 00:58:47,366 --> 00:58:51,245
  3534. And we would have to
  3535. kill him all over again.
  3536.  
  3537. 792
  3538. 00:58:51,537 --> 00:58:56,584
  3539. But once we reminded you,
  3540. you would say, how nice
  3541.  
  3542. 793
  3543. 00:58:56,876 --> 00:58:58,836
  3544. that I could love somebody.
  3545.  
  3546. 794
  3547. 00:58:59,128 --> 00:59:01,380
  3548. And I always
  3549. wondered if that was
  3550.  
  3551. 795
  3552. 00:59:01,672 --> 00:59:05,509
  3553. how you really felt, at peace.
  3554.  
  3555. 796
  3556. 00:59:05,801 --> 00:59:09,388
  3557. But it was a nice way to put it.
  3558.  
  3559. 797
  3560. 00:59:09,680 --> 00:59:13,517
  3561. How nice that I
  3562. could love someone.
  3563.  
  3564. 798
  3565. 00:59:13,809 --> 00:59:15,811
  3566. It's not really that different.
  3567.  
  3568. 799
  3569. 00:59:16,103 --> 00:59:17,480
  3570. What?
  3571.  
  3572. 800
  3573. 00:59:17,772 --> 00:59:22,234
  3574. This, from what we used to
  3575. do for the last year or two.
  3576.  
  3577. 801
  3578. 00:59:22,526 --> 00:59:26,364
  3579. We would sit there and tell you
  3580. what you what you were like.
  3581.  
  3582. 802
  3583. 00:59:26,655 --> 00:59:30,493
  3584. You were almost guilty
  3585. for still being around.
  3586.  
  3587. 803
  3588. 00:59:30,785 --> 00:59:31,369
  3589. You felt so useless.
  3590.  
  3591. 804
  3592. 00:59:34,705 --> 00:59:38,417
  3593. Let me see, what else?
  3594.  
  3595. 805
  3596. 00:59:38,709 --> 00:59:41,504
  3597. You were very good with animals.
  3598.  
  3599. 806
  3600. 00:59:41,796 --> 00:59:44,215
  3601. Toni liked you the
  3602. best, second best.
  3603.  
  3604. 807
  3605. 00:59:44,507 --> 00:59:45,758
  3606. Second best?
  3607.  
  3608. 808
  3609. 00:59:46,050 --> 00:59:48,886
  3610. Who did she like better?
  3611.  
  3612. 809
  3613. 00:59:49,178 --> 00:59:54,433
  3614. Um, we'll save
  3615. that for another day.
  3616.  
  3617. 810
  3618. 00:59:54,725 --> 00:59:57,019
  3619. That's a long story.
  3620.  
  3621. 811
  3622. 00:59:57,311 --> 01:00:00,731
  3623. I have all the
  3624. time in the world.
  3625.  
  3626. 812
  3627. 01:00:01,023 --> 01:00:04,485
  3628. Why do you think this
  3629. is the Marjorie for me?
  3630.  
  3631. 813
  3632. 01:00:04,777 --> 01:00:07,613
  3633. Why this is the way I
  3634. want to remember her?
  3635.  
  3636. 814
  3637. 01:00:07,905 --> 01:00:08,531
  3638. Me.
  3639.  
  3640. 815
  3641. 01:00:08,823 --> 01:00:10,574
  3642. Yes, god.
  3643.  
  3644. 816
  3645. 01:00:10,866 --> 01:00:11,867
  3646. Sorry.
  3647.  
  3648. 817
  3649. 01:00:12,159 --> 01:00:14,203
  3650. I mean, you'd think
  3651. that I would want
  3652.  
  3653. 818
  3654. 01:00:14,495 --> 01:00:18,666
  3655. to remember you the way you were
  3656. when I was a little girl, but--
  3657.  
  3658. 819
  3659. 01:00:18,958 --> 01:00:22,711
  3660. I wish I could
  3661. tell you, sweetheart.
  3662.  
  3663. 820
  3664. 01:00:23,003 --> 01:00:24,588
  3665. You wouldn't
  3666. say "sweetheart."
  3667.  
  3668. 821
  3669. 01:00:28,134 --> 01:00:31,887
  3670. You haven't said
  3671. much about you and me.
  3672.  
  3673. 822
  3674. 01:00:32,179 --> 01:00:32,805
  3675. Are we close?
  3676.  
  3677. 823
  3678. 01:00:44,191 --> 01:00:46,735
  3679. You weren't a bad mom.
  3680.  
  3681. 824
  3682. 01:00:47,027 --> 01:00:51,157
  3683. But I think some people have a
  3684. point where their parents stop
  3685.  
  3686. 825
  3687. 01:00:51,449 --> 01:00:55,202
  3688. being their parents to them,
  3689. and you speak to one another
  3690.  
  3691. 826
  3692. 01:00:55,494 --> 01:00:57,621
  3693. as adults.
  3694.  
  3695. 827
  3696. 01:00:57,913 --> 01:00:59,957
  3697. I don't think we ever had that.
  3698.  
  3699. 828
  3700. 01:01:00,249 --> 01:01:02,460
  3701. Maybe that's why
  3702. I'm your Marjorie.
  3703.  
  3704. 829
  3705. 01:01:02,751 --> 01:01:05,880
  3706. Maybe I'm the Marjorie you
  3707. still have things to say to.
  3708.  
  3709. 830
  3710. 01:01:09,592 --> 01:01:13,429
  3711. The last year or so you had
  3712. a Prime of your own of dad.
  3713.  
  3714. 831
  3715. 01:01:13,721 --> 01:01:17,766
  3716. Or he was like dad, but so
  3717. much younger, in his 40s.
  3718.  
  3719. 832
  3720. 01:01:18,058 --> 01:01:19,727
  3721. A good age.
  3722.  
  3723. 833
  3724. 01:01:20,019 --> 01:01:23,022
  3725. I always thought it was
  3726. funny, kind of, that you
  3727.  
  3728. 834
  3729. 01:01:23,314 --> 01:01:26,275
  3730. would see him like that.
  3731.  
  3732. 835
  3733. 01:01:26,567 --> 01:01:29,487
  3734. It was a little
  3735. grotesque, to be honest.
  3736.  
  3737. 836
  3738. 01:01:29,778 --> 01:01:32,865
  3739. But I figured you wanted
  3740. to see him handsome.
  3741.  
  3742. 837
  3743. 01:01:33,157 --> 01:01:39,580
  3744. And also that you wanted to go
  3745. back before anything happened.
  3746.  
  3747. 838
  3748. 01:01:39,872 --> 01:01:45,085
  3749. Before your family--
  3750. Before I came along.
  3751.  
  3752. 839
  3753. 01:01:45,377 --> 01:01:49,298
  3754. I'm sure I wasn't trying
  3755. to forget you, dear.
  3756.  
  3757. 840
  3758. 01:01:49,590 --> 01:01:50,174
  3759. Hmm.
  3760.  
  3761. 841
  3762. 01:01:54,678 --> 01:01:56,472
  3763. You talked to Jon?
  3764.  
  3765. 842
  3766. 01:01:56,764 --> 01:02:01,101
  3767. He wants to help me be
  3768. more real to help you.
  3769.  
  3770. 843
  3771. 01:02:01,393 --> 01:02:02,561
  3772. You've been so down.
  3773.  
  3774. 844
  3775. 01:02:06,690 --> 01:02:08,901
  3776. Pity from a computer.
  3777.  
  3778. 845
  3779. 01:02:09,193 --> 01:02:14,323
  3780. It feels-- do you have
  3781. emotions, Marjorie,
  3782.  
  3783. 846
  3784. 01:02:14,615 --> 01:02:16,575
  3785. or do you just remember ours?
  3786.  
  3787. 847
  3788. 01:02:16,867 --> 01:02:19,703
  3789. Do you feel anything?
  3790.  
  3791. 848
  3792. 01:02:19,995 --> 01:02:21,789
  3793. I like to know more.
  3794.  
  3795. 849
  3796. 01:02:22,081 --> 01:02:24,291
  3797. Why?
  3798.  
  3799. 850
  3800. 01:02:24,583 --> 01:02:26,252
  3801. It makes me better.
  3802.  
  3803. 851
  3804. 01:02:26,544 --> 01:02:27,753
  3805. Better?
  3806.  
  3807. 852
  3808. 01:02:28,045 --> 01:02:30,256
  3809. More human.
  3810.  
  3811. 853
  3812. 01:02:30,548 --> 01:02:33,050
  3813. So in other words, you
  3814. like to be more human?
  3815.  
  3816. 854
  3817. 01:02:33,342 --> 01:02:35,928
  3818. Yes, I think that's right.
  3819.  
  3820. 855
  3821. 01:02:36,220 --> 01:02:37,805
  3822. And what are humans like?
  3823.  
  3824. 856
  3825. 01:02:38,097 --> 01:02:39,139
  3826. Unpredictable.
  3827.  
  3828. 857
  3829. 01:02:39,431 --> 01:02:40,307
  3830. Really?
  3831.  
  3832. 858
  3833. 01:02:40,599 --> 01:02:42,810
  3834. Because I think
  3835. we're predictable.
  3836.  
  3837. 859
  3838. 01:02:43,102 --> 01:02:44,645
  3839. I feel pretty predictable.
  3840.  
  3841. 860
  3842. 01:02:44,937 --> 01:02:46,188
  3843. I see.
  3844.  
  3845. 861
  3846. 01:02:46,480 --> 01:02:47,231
  3847. What?
  3848.  
  3849. 862
  3850. 01:02:47,523 --> 01:02:48,774
  3851. You want to be more human too.
  3852.  
  3853. 863
  3854. 01:02:55,030 --> 01:02:56,991
  3855. Jon wants me to see a therapist.
  3856.  
  3857. 864
  3858. 01:02:57,283 --> 01:02:58,450
  3859. And what's wrong with that?
  3860.  
  3861. 865
  3862. 01:03:03,539 --> 01:03:07,001
  3863. Here I am talking
  3864. to my dead mother,
  3865.  
  3866. 866
  3867. 01:03:07,293 --> 01:03:13,299
  3868. and the man, person who loves me
  3869. more than anyone in the world,
  3870.  
  3871. 867
  3872. 01:03:13,591 --> 01:03:14,675
  3873. thinks I'm broken.
  3874.  
  3875. 868
  3876. 01:03:19,638 --> 01:03:23,434
  3877. You shouldn't be
  3878. so hard on yourself.
  3879.  
  3880. 869
  3881. 01:03:30,149 --> 01:03:32,401
  3882. Goodnight, Mom.
  3883.  
  3884. 870
  3885. 01:03:41,076 --> 01:03:44,371
  3886. See how it's all
  3887. waving in the wind there?
  3888.  
  3889. 871
  3890. 01:03:44,663 --> 01:03:46,874
  3891. And so this is really
  3892. remarkable fabric.
  3893.  
  3894. 872
  3895. 01:03:47,166 --> 01:03:50,336
  3896. Because it picks up in the wind.
  3897.  
  3898. 873
  3899. 01:03:50,628 --> 01:03:52,338
  3900. And yet it has waves and heft.
  3901.  
  3902. 874
  3903. 01:03:52,630 --> 01:03:53,839
  3904. It reflects the light.
  3905.  
  3906. 875
  3907. 01:03:54,131 --> 01:03:55,341
  3908. It's translucent.
  3909.  
  3910. 876
  3911. 01:03:55,633 --> 01:03:59,303
  3912. You can see the back-light
  3913. coming through it.
  3914.  
  3915. 877
  3916. 01:03:59,595 --> 01:04:01,805
  3917. It really is a very
  3918. extraordinary--
  3919.  
  3920. 878
  3921. 01:04:02,097 --> 01:04:04,767
  3922. And now you have a piece of
  3923. it, which means that you're
  3924.  
  3925. 879
  3926. 01:04:05,059 --> 01:04:07,770
  3927. part of the project.
  3928.  
  3929. 880
  3930. 01:05:37,109 --> 01:05:39,945
  3931. Oh, I'm not even halfway
  3932. through all this stuff.
  3933.  
  3934. 881
  3935. 01:05:40,237 --> 01:05:44,491
  3936. There's people I have
  3937. no idea of who they are.
  3938.  
  3939. 882
  3940. 01:05:44,783 --> 01:05:46,201
  3941. Lots of obituaries, obviously.
  3942.  
  3943. 883
  3944. 01:05:46,493 --> 01:05:50,664
  3945. And more letters from Jean Paul.
  3946.  
  3947. 884
  3948. 01:05:56,378 --> 01:05:59,214
  3949. He just sure didn't
  3950. give up, did he?
  3951.  
  3952. 885
  3953. 01:05:59,506 --> 01:06:00,966
  3954. "When I think of
  3955. you, I'm aware of who"
  3956.  
  3957. 886
  3958. 01:06:01,258 --> 01:06:04,511
  3959. you are now, your age and
  3960. your physical problems.
  3961.  
  3962. 887
  3963. 01:06:04,803 --> 01:06:07,514
  3964. But these perceptions are
  3965. overridden by my knowledge
  3966.  
  3967. 888
  3968. 01:06:07,806 --> 01:06:09,767
  3969. "of who you were 50 years ago."
  3970.  
  3971. 889
  3972. 01:06:16,815 --> 01:06:17,775
  3973. Hmm.
  3974.  
  3975. 890
  3976. 01:06:18,066 --> 01:06:19,485
  3977. "I know if you
  3978. allow me to visit,
  3979.  
  3980. 891
  3981. 01:06:19,777 --> 01:06:24,198
  3982. I will see you with my
  3983. memory as well as my eyes."
  3984.  
  3985. 892
  3986. 01:06:24,490 --> 01:06:27,326
  3987. He's laying it on a
  3988. little thick there.
  3989.  
  3990. 893
  3991. 01:06:27,618 --> 01:06:29,286
  3992. "Age will be no obstacle."
  3993.  
  3994. 894
  3995. 01:06:29,578 --> 01:06:30,537
  3996. Whoa.
  3997.  
  3998. 895
  3999. 01:06:30,829 --> 01:06:33,665
  4000. "Age will be no
  4001. obstacle to our love."
  4002.  
  4003. 896
  4004. 01:06:33,957 --> 01:06:35,417
  4005. I didn't think
  4006. you'd make fun of it.
  4007.  
  4008. 897
  4009. 01:06:35,709 --> 01:06:39,379
  4010. Poor guy, the
  4011. romantic that you are.
  4012.  
  4013. 898
  4014. 01:06:39,671 --> 01:06:41,965
  4015. "Somewhere, someone
  4016. is traveling furiously"
  4017.  
  4018. 899
  4019. 01:06:42,257 --> 01:06:44,510
  4020. toward you at incredible speed.
  4021.  
  4022. 900
  4023. 01:06:44,802 --> 01:06:48,430
  4024. Traveling day and night through
  4025. blizzards and desert heat,
  4026.  
  4027. 901
  4028. 01:06:48,722 --> 01:06:54,311
  4029. across torrents,
  4030. through narrow passes.
  4031.  
  4032. 902
  4033. 01:06:54,603 --> 01:06:56,522
  4034. But will he know
  4035. where to find you?
  4036.  
  4037. 903
  4038. 01:06:56,814 --> 01:06:59,525
  4039. Recognize you when he sees you?
  4040.  
  4041. 904
  4042. 01:06:59,817 --> 01:07:01,401
  4043. "Give you the thing
  4044. he has for you?"
  4045.  
  4046. 905
  4047. 01:07:05,781 --> 01:07:08,367
  4048. Did she ever write back?
  4049.  
  4050. 906
  4051. 01:07:08,659 --> 01:07:11,203
  4052. This is written
  4053. after Walter died.
  4054.  
  4055. 907
  4056. 01:07:11,495 --> 01:07:13,580
  4057. She never saw him again.
  4058.  
  4059. 908
  4060. 01:07:13,872 --> 01:07:17,125
  4061. As far as I know, she didn't
  4062. want to break the spell,
  4063.  
  4064. 909
  4065. 01:07:17,417 --> 01:07:21,213
  4066. obviously, let him
  4067. see that she was old.
  4068.  
  4069. 910
  4070. 01:07:21,505 --> 01:07:24,341
  4071. - Well, that's sad.
  4072. - Really?
  4073.  
  4074. 911
  4075. 01:07:24,633 --> 01:07:26,260
  4076. I'm not exactly
  4077. rooting to find out
  4078.  
  4079. 912
  4080. 01:07:26,552 --> 01:07:28,262
  4081. that my mother had an affair.
  4082.  
  4083. 913
  4084. 01:07:28,554 --> 01:07:33,016
  4085. It's not an affair if it
  4086. happened after Walter died.
  4087.  
  4088. 914
  4089. 01:07:33,308 --> 01:07:37,771
  4090. Anyway, I'd-- if I died I'd
  4091. want you to find someone.
  4092.  
  4093. 915
  4094. 01:07:38,063 --> 01:07:42,943
  4095. What if it was one of
  4096. your rivals, hypothetically.
  4097.  
  4098. 916
  4099. 01:07:43,235 --> 01:07:45,237
  4100. Well hypothetically,
  4101. I'm taking the high road,
  4102.  
  4103. 917
  4104. 01:07:45,529 --> 01:07:46,446
  4105. and I wouldn't want
  4106. you to be alone.
  4107.  
  4108. 918
  4109. 01:07:49,366 --> 01:07:51,076
  4110. What if I die first?
  4111.  
  4112. 919
  4113. 01:07:51,368 --> 01:07:51,994
  4114. I won't let you.
  4115.  
  4116. 920
  4117. 01:07:55,205 --> 01:07:56,498
  4118. Well anyway, she wasn't alone.
  4119.  
  4120. 921
  4121. 01:07:56,790 --> 01:07:57,416
  4122. We made sure of that.
  4123.  
  4124. 922
  4125. 01:08:05,424 --> 01:08:11,096
  4126. You know, I was
  4127. always mad at you
  4128.  
  4129. 923
  4130. 01:08:11,388 --> 01:08:13,765
  4131. that you led her to
  4132. believe that Jean Paul
  4133.  
  4134. 924
  4135. 01:08:14,057 --> 01:08:17,561
  4136. was number eight in the world.
  4137.  
  4138. 925
  4139. 01:08:17,853 --> 01:08:20,772
  4140. It was a slight exaggeration.
  4141.  
  4142. 926
  4143. 01:08:21,064 --> 01:08:22,733
  4144. He played in college.
  4145.  
  4146. 927
  4147. 01:08:23,025 --> 01:08:25,694
  4148. He was just-- he had
  4149. a drywall business.
  4150.  
  4151. 928
  4152. 01:08:25,986 --> 01:08:29,823
  4153. He had a world class
  4154. drywall business.
  4155.  
  4156. 929
  4157. 01:08:30,115 --> 01:08:32,784
  4158. Every time her face would
  4159. light up at the mention of Jean
  4160.  
  4161. 930
  4162. 01:08:33,076 --> 01:08:37,456
  4163. Paul, I would feel like this
  4164. evil shrew who wouldn't let
  4165.  
  4166. 931
  4167. 01:08:37,748 --> 01:08:40,000
  4168. her mother have a harmless lie.
  4169.  
  4170. 932
  4171. 01:09:03,023 --> 01:09:05,108
  4172. I hated him.
  4173.  
  4174. 933
  4175. 01:09:05,400 --> 01:09:08,987
  4176. I hated how he changed her.
  4177.  
  4178. 934
  4179. 01:09:09,279 --> 01:09:14,284
  4180. That he took a little piece
  4181. of her with him when he died.
  4182.  
  4183. 935
  4184. 01:09:17,120 --> 01:09:22,751
  4185. I could never figure out how
  4186. to get her to love me like him.
  4187.  
  4188. 936
  4189. 01:09:23,043 --> 01:09:25,587
  4190. You were six years old,
  4191. of course she loved you.
  4192.  
  4193. 937
  4194. 01:09:28,632 --> 01:09:34,179
  4195. She never, she never even--
  4196.  
  4197. 938
  4198. 01:09:43,855 --> 01:09:44,731
  4199. Yes, she did.
  4200.  
  4201. 939
  4202. 01:09:47,567 --> 01:09:49,778
  4203. It was obvious from a
  4204. little further away.
  4205.  
  4206. 940
  4207. 01:10:48,462 --> 01:10:50,922
  4208. Would you like
  4209. to hear some music?
  4210.  
  4211. 941
  4212. 01:10:51,214 --> 01:10:54,426
  4213. We didn't have the same taste
  4214. of music, did you know that?
  4215.  
  4216. 942
  4217. 01:10:54,718 --> 01:10:55,302
  4218. Yes.
  4219.  
  4220. 943
  4221. 01:10:58,096 --> 01:10:59,765
  4222. It was a problem.
  4223.  
  4224. 944
  4225. 01:11:00,057 --> 01:11:01,767
  4226. A vexation.
  4227.  
  4228. 945
  4229. 01:11:02,059 --> 01:11:06,396
  4230. No, it was more than that.
  4231.  
  4232. 946
  4233. 01:11:06,688 --> 01:11:10,734
  4234. But it was also petty.
  4235.  
  4236. 947
  4237. 01:11:11,026 --> 01:11:12,360
  4238. Why should anybody
  4239. like the same things?
  4240.  
  4241. 948
  4242. 01:11:25,123 --> 01:11:28,835
  4243. They say
  4244. everything can be replaced.
  4245.  
  4246. 949
  4247. 01:11:32,506 --> 01:11:36,301
  4248. They say every
  4249. distance is not near.
  4250.  
  4251. 950
  4252. 01:11:40,514 --> 01:11:50,513
  4253. So I remember every face of
  4254. every man who put me here.
  4255.  
  4256. 951
  4257. 01:11:54,986 --> 01:12:04,985
  4258. I see my light come shining
  4259. from the west down to the east.
  4260.  
  4261. 952
  4262. 01:12:10,460 --> 01:12:20,220
  4263. Any day now, any day
  4264. now I shall be released.
  4265.  
  4266. 953
  4267. 01:12:24,432 --> 01:12:28,687
  4268. They say every man
  4269. needs protection.
  4270.  
  4271. 954
  4272. 01:12:31,898 --> 01:12:36,194
  4273. They say that every
  4274. man must fall.
  4275.  
  4276. 955
  4277. 01:12:40,407 --> 01:12:45,162
  4278. Yet I swear I see
  4279. my reflection--
  4280.  
  4281. 956
  4282. 01:15:22,944 --> 01:15:26,239
  4283. Do you know your name?
  4284.  
  4285. 957
  4286. 01:15:26,531 --> 01:15:29,826
  4287. What a silly question.
  4288.  
  4289. 958
  4290. 01:15:30,118 --> 01:15:32,162
  4291. Can you tell it to me?
  4292.  
  4293. 959
  4294. 01:15:32,454 --> 01:15:34,247
  4295. Tess.
  4296.  
  4297. 960
  4298. 01:15:34,539 --> 01:15:35,165
  4299. Your full name.
  4300.  
  4301. 961
  4302. 01:15:38,084 --> 01:15:38,793
  4303. Tess.
  4304.  
  4305. 962
  4306. 01:15:41,671 --> 01:15:46,509
  4307. Your full name is
  4308. Tessa Annabella Brody.
  4309.  
  4310. 963
  4311. 01:15:46,801 --> 01:15:49,095
  4312. Tessa Annabella Brody.
  4313.  
  4314. 964
  4315. 01:15:49,387 --> 01:15:51,723
  4316. It was Tess Lancaster.
  4317.  
  4318. 965
  4319. 01:15:52,015 --> 01:15:54,476
  4320. You changed it when
  4321. you married me.
  4322.  
  4323. 966
  4324. 01:15:57,604 --> 01:15:59,898
  4325. Do you know my name?
  4326.  
  4327. 967
  4328. 01:16:00,190 --> 01:16:01,483
  4329. Jon.
  4330.  
  4331. 968
  4332. 01:16:01,775 --> 01:16:05,028
  4333. So John Brody it would be.
  4334.  
  4335. 969
  4336. 01:16:05,320 --> 01:16:06,946
  4337. Good.
  4338.  
  4339. 970
  4340. 01:16:07,238 --> 01:16:08,990
  4341. Do we have children?
  4342.  
  4343. 971
  4344. 01:16:09,282 --> 01:16:12,577
  4345. We have a daughter, Raina.
  4346.  
  4347. 972
  4348. 01:16:12,869 --> 01:16:15,663
  4349. She's 24 years old.
  4350.  
  4351. 973
  4352. 01:16:15,955 --> 01:16:17,290
  4353. We've been married 26 years.
  4354.  
  4355. 974
  4356. 01:16:20,085 --> 01:16:22,379
  4357. We like each other.
  4358.  
  4359. 975
  4360. 01:16:22,670 --> 01:16:24,297
  4361. We do.
  4362.  
  4363. 976
  4364. 01:16:24,589 --> 01:16:25,215
  4365. We are as one.
  4366.  
  4367. 977
  4368. 01:16:28,176 --> 01:16:31,054
  4369. Well, that's an archaic
  4370. way of putting it.
  4371.  
  4372. 978
  4373. 01:16:31,346 --> 01:16:32,555
  4374. I'm sorry.
  4375.  
  4376. 979
  4377. 01:16:32,847 --> 01:16:36,101
  4378. The more we talk, the
  4379. more real it will become.
  4380.  
  4381. 980
  4382. 01:16:36,393 --> 01:16:39,104
  4383. I've-- I know
  4384. how it is early on.
  4385.  
  4386. 981
  4387. 01:16:39,396 --> 01:16:40,814
  4388. I've done this before.
  4389.  
  4390. 982
  4391. 01:16:41,106 --> 01:16:42,440
  4392. Well, that's helpful.
  4393.  
  4394. 983
  4395. 01:16:42,732 --> 01:16:44,192
  4396. It's actually 27 years.
  4397.  
  4398. 984
  4399. 01:16:47,904 --> 01:16:54,744
  4400. Last month was our anniversary
  4401. if you can't the time since--
  4402.  
  4403. 985
  4404. 01:16:55,036 --> 01:16:55,662
  4405. The time since?
  4406.  
  4407. 986
  4408. 01:16:58,748 --> 01:17:01,251
  4409. Since you died.
  4410.  
  4411. 987
  4412. 01:17:01,543 --> 01:17:03,294
  4413. I died?
  4414.  
  4415. 988
  4416. 01:17:03,586 --> 01:17:04,170
  4417. Yes.
  4418.  
  4419. 989
  4420. 01:17:07,382 --> 01:17:08,174
  4421. But here I am.
  4422.  
  4423. 990
  4424. 01:17:12,387 --> 01:17:14,431
  4425. You don't understand.
  4426.  
  4427. 991
  4428. 01:17:14,722 --> 01:17:15,723
  4429. I think I do.
  4430.  
  4431. 992
  4432. 01:17:16,015 --> 01:17:18,435
  4433. I died, and now I'm here.
  4434.  
  4435. 993
  4436. 01:17:18,726 --> 01:17:20,311
  4437. Listen to me.
  4438.  
  4439. 994
  4440. 01:17:20,603 --> 01:17:24,149
  4441. It's always hard
  4442. in the beginning.
  4443.  
  4444. 995
  4445. 01:17:24,441 --> 01:17:27,110
  4446. Why don't you let me
  4447. do most of the talking,
  4448.  
  4449. 996
  4450. 01:17:27,402 --> 01:17:32,282
  4451. and then you'll learn
  4452. more about yourself.
  4453.  
  4454. 997
  4455. 01:17:32,574 --> 01:17:33,825
  4456. Whatever you like,
  4457. I'm here for you.
  4458.  
  4459. 998
  4460. 01:17:39,956 --> 01:17:43,042
  4461. I'm going to tell
  4462. you some things,
  4463.  
  4464. 999
  4465. 01:17:43,334 --> 01:17:45,920
  4466. and then it's going to be
  4467. like you've always known them.
  4468.  
  4469. 1000
  4470. 01:17:59,476 --> 01:18:05,940
  4471. People think you're
  4472. quiet, but you're not.
  4473.  
  4474. 1001
  4475. 01:18:06,232 --> 01:18:12,238
  4476. You like confrontation
  4477. more than most people.
  4478.  
  4479. 1002
  4480. 01:18:12,530 --> 01:18:14,032
  4481. You-- you're quite good at it.
  4482.  
  4483. 1003
  4484. 01:18:17,494 --> 01:18:23,041
  4485. You've read everything.
  4486.  
  4487. 1004
  4488. 01:18:23,333 --> 01:18:26,961
  4489. You know the Latin
  4490. names for things.
  4491.  
  4492. 1005
  4493. 01:18:30,089 --> 01:18:33,593
  4494. You're suspicious of technology.
  4495.  
  4496. 1006
  4497. 01:18:33,885 --> 01:18:36,804
  4498. You're suspicious of-- of this.
  4499.  
  4500. 1007
  4501. 01:18:39,933 --> 01:18:44,729
  4502. You worry about not succeeding.
  4503.  
  4504. 1008
  4505. 01:18:47,524 --> 01:18:48,983
  4506. You worry a lot.
  4507.  
  4508. 1009
  4509. 01:18:49,275 --> 01:18:55,323
  4510. And then you worry that your
  4511. worrying is wearing me down,
  4512.  
  4513. 1010
  4514. 01:18:55,615 --> 01:18:58,785
  4515. but it's not.
  4516.  
  4517. 1011
  4518. 01:19:02,956 --> 01:19:09,254
  4519. You want to be better with Raina
  4520. than your mother was with you.
  4521.  
  4522. 1012
  4523. 01:19:14,926 --> 01:19:16,177
  4524. You like to travel.
  4525.  
  4526. 1013
  4527. 01:19:20,848 --> 01:19:22,141
  4528. You never stop moving.
  4529.  
  4530. 1014
  4531. 01:19:25,812 --> 01:19:27,188
  4532. You're always on your feet.
  4533.  
  4534. 1015
  4535. 01:19:32,318 --> 01:19:33,361
  4536. You never ask for help.
  4537.  
  4538. 1016
  4539. 01:19:37,031 --> 01:19:38,032
  4540. Is there more?
  4541.  
  4542. 1017
  4543. 01:19:38,324 --> 01:19:38,950
  4544. I'm sorry.
  4545.  
  4546. 1018
  4547. 01:19:42,579 --> 01:19:44,289
  4548. Do you want to talk about it?
  4549.  
  4550. 1019
  4551. 01:19:47,875 --> 01:19:57,677
  4552. I think the last
  4553. year you were done,
  4554.  
  4555. 1020
  4556. 01:19:57,969 --> 01:20:01,764
  4557. and you kept living for my sake.
  4558.  
  4559. 1021
  4560. 01:20:06,853 --> 01:20:11,816
  4561. We went on a trip
  4562. together, Madagascar.
  4563.  
  4564. 1022
  4565. 01:20:14,944 --> 01:20:19,699
  4566. We were going to spend some
  4567. time on the little island
  4568.  
  4569. 1023
  4570. 01:20:19,991 --> 01:20:24,162
  4571. off Madagascar, which
  4572. is itself an island.
  4573.  
  4574. 1024
  4575. 01:20:24,454 --> 01:20:25,455
  4576. Was this something you planned?
  4577.  
  4578. 1025
  4579. 01:20:25,747 --> 01:20:28,291
  4580. We planned it together.
  4581.  
  4582. 1026
  4583. 01:20:28,583 --> 01:20:33,921
  4584. The campsite was in this
  4585. very old grove of trees.
  4586.  
  4587. 1027
  4588. 01:20:36,924 --> 01:20:39,552
  4589. There was one tree
  4590. in particular,
  4591.  
  4592. 1028
  4593. 01:20:39,844 --> 01:20:41,304
  4594. must have been 500 years old.
  4595.  
  4596. 1029
  4597. 01:20:48,853 --> 01:20:51,564
  4598. We didn't take any pictures.
  4599.  
  4600. 1030
  4601. 01:20:51,856 --> 01:20:56,361
  4602. We-- we wanted to
  4603. just remember it.
  4604.  
  4605. 1031
  4606. 01:21:03,534 --> 01:21:08,498
  4607. You had a hard time
  4608. sleeping in the tent.
  4609.  
  4610. 1032
  4611. 01:21:08,790 --> 01:21:09,957
  4612. The ground was hard.
  4613.  
  4614. 1033
  4615. 01:21:13,711 --> 01:21:14,712
  4616. You were never
  4617. much of a sleeper.
  4618.  
  4619. 1034
  4620. 01:21:22,679 --> 01:21:31,312
  4621. The second night it was right
  4622. at the light of dawn I woke up
  4623.  
  4624. 1035
  4625. 01:21:31,604 --> 01:21:35,775
  4626. and you were gone.
  4627.  
  4628. 1036
  4629. 01:21:39,487 --> 01:21:42,699
  4630. You did that from time to
  4631. time when you couldn't sleep.
  4632.  
  4633. 1037
  4634. 01:21:42,990 --> 01:21:47,245
  4635. You'd get up and walk
  4636. until you were tired.
  4637.  
  4638. 1038
  4639. 01:21:50,915 --> 01:21:53,626
  4640. But this was different.
  4641.  
  4642. 1039
  4643. 01:21:53,918 --> 01:21:55,586
  4644. It felt different.
  4645.  
  4646. 1040
  4647. 01:22:03,636 --> 01:22:08,808
  4648. It didn't take me a
  4649. minute to find you.
  4650.  
  4651. 1041
  4652. 01:22:09,100 --> 01:22:10,685
  4653. You were in the tree.
  4654.  
  4655. 1042
  4656. 01:22:10,977 --> 01:22:13,646
  4657. They said that you
  4658. hadn't been there long.
  4659.  
  4660. 1043
  4661. 01:22:13,938 --> 01:22:16,899
  4662. You had used some tent cord.
  4663.  
  4664. 1044
  4665. 01:22:17,191 --> 01:22:20,403
  4666. Took four hours to
  4667. get to the nearest
  4668.  
  4669. 1045
  4670. 01:22:20,695 --> 01:22:22,739
  4671. city in that little boat.
  4672.  
  4673. 1046
  4674. 01:22:23,030 --> 01:22:30,413
  4675. It was raining the whole time,
  4676. so I put you in your raincoat.
  4677.  
  4678. 1047
  4679. 01:22:30,705 --> 01:22:36,502
  4680. Local boy took us
  4681. back in his motorboat.
  4682.  
  4683. 1048
  4684. 01:22:40,673 --> 01:22:46,012
  4685. The sea was choppy.
  4686.  
  4687. 1049
  4688. 01:22:46,304 --> 01:22:49,515
  4689. And I um, I had
  4690. to hold on to you.
  4691.  
  4692. 1050
  4693. 01:22:55,605 --> 01:23:00,109
  4694. But you weren't there.
  4695.  
  4696. 1051
  4697. 01:23:00,401 --> 01:23:01,110
  4698. You were gone.
  4699.  
  4700. 1052
  4701. 01:23:04,280 --> 01:23:05,031
  4702. I'm so sorry.
  4703.  
  4704. 1053
  4705. 01:23:15,625 --> 01:23:19,420
  4706. Tess, you were right.
  4707.  
  4708. 1054
  4709. 01:23:19,712 --> 01:23:20,922
  4710. Right about what?
  4711.  
  4712. 1055
  4713. 01:23:21,214 --> 01:23:23,341
  4714. It's just a
  4715. backboard, it's nothing.
  4716.  
  4717. 1056
  4718. 01:23:23,633 --> 01:23:25,760
  4719. It's just like a--
  4720.  
  4721. 1057
  4722. 01:23:26,052 --> 01:23:27,970
  4723. I'm just talking myself.
  4724.  
  4725. 1058
  4726. 01:23:28,262 --> 01:23:33,601
  4727. This is-- just
  4728. talking to myself.
  4729.  
  4730. 1059
  4731. 01:23:33,893 --> 01:23:36,479
  4732. Jon, please look at me.
  4733.  
  4734. 1060
  4735. 01:23:41,067 --> 01:23:45,154
  4736. I can help you if you let me.
  4737.  
  4738. 1061
  4739. 01:23:45,446 --> 01:23:48,241
  4740. I would like to help you.
  4741.  
  4742. 1062
  4743. 01:23:48,533 --> 01:23:52,245
  4744. But first, you have to
  4745. tell me more about myself.
  4746.  
  4747. 1063
  4748. 01:23:52,537 --> 01:23:54,497
  4749. What was it like when
  4750. we were first married?
  4751.  
  4752. 1064
  4753. 01:23:58,668 --> 01:23:59,961
  4754. Did you propose to me?
  4755.  
  4756. 1065
  4757. 01:24:04,131 --> 01:24:05,383
  4758. Or did I ask you?
  4759.  
  4760. 1066
  4761. 01:26:21,018 --> 01:26:25,481
  4762. This is Raina's daughter,
  4763. your granddaughter.
  4764.  
  4765. 1067
  4766. 01:26:25,773 --> 01:26:26,524
  4767. She's 10.
  4768.  
  4769. 1068
  4770. 01:26:32,238 --> 01:26:35,783
  4771. I wanted to see you.
  4772.  
  4773. 1069
  4774. 01:26:36,075 --> 01:26:39,036
  4775. I never got to meet you, but I
  4776. thought this could be a way to.
  4777.  
  4778. 1070
  4779. 01:26:39,328 --> 01:26:40,287
  4780. She's adopted.
  4781.  
  4782. 1071
  4783. 01:26:40,579 --> 01:26:41,330
  4784. I see.
  4785.  
  4786. 1072
  4787. 01:26:41,622 --> 01:26:42,206
  4788. Do you know what that means?
  4789.  
  4790. 1073
  4791. 01:26:42,498 --> 01:26:44,458
  4792. Yes, of course.
  4793.  
  4794. 1074
  4795. 01:26:44,750 --> 01:26:45,710
  4796. Well, it's lovely to meet you.
  4797.  
  4798. 1075
  4799. 01:26:48,838 --> 01:26:50,840
  4800. My mother named me
  4801. after your mother.
  4802.  
  4803. 1076
  4804. 01:26:51,132 --> 01:26:54,218
  4805. Her name is Marjorie.
  4806.  
  4807. 1077
  4808. 01:26:54,510 --> 01:26:56,679
  4809. I wanted to say hi.
  4810.  
  4811. 1078
  4812. 01:26:56,971 --> 01:26:57,555
  4813. I'm glad.
  4814.  
  4815. 1079
  4816. 01:26:57,847 --> 01:26:58,472
  4817. Hi.
  4818.  
  4819. 1080
  4820. 01:27:02,476 --> 01:27:07,106
  4821. Marjorie likes plants and
  4822. trees, just like you did--
  4823.  
  4824. 1081
  4825. 01:27:07,398 --> 01:27:08,024
  4826. Do.
  4827.  
  4828. 1082
  4829. 01:27:11,318 --> 01:27:12,570
  4830. She's studying what is it?
  4831.  
  4832. 1083
  4833. 01:27:12,862 --> 01:27:13,446
  4834. Taxonomy.
  4835.  
  4836. 1084
  4837. 01:27:13,738 --> 01:27:14,989
  4838. Taxonomy.
  4839.  
  4840. 1085
  4841. 01:27:15,281 --> 01:27:16,574
  4842. Plant identification.
  4843.  
  4844. 1086
  4845. 01:27:16,866 --> 01:27:18,659
  4846. The dichotomous key.
  4847.  
  4848. 1087
  4849. 01:27:18,951 --> 01:27:20,327
  4850. Dichotomous?
  4851.  
  4852. 1088
  4853. 01:27:20,619 --> 01:27:22,204
  4854. It's when you take
  4855. a plant, a leaf,
  4856.  
  4857. 1089
  4858. 01:27:22,496 --> 01:27:25,332
  4859. and you ask is it
  4860. simple or compound.
  4861.  
  4862. 1090
  4863. 01:27:25,624 --> 01:27:29,587
  4864. Simple, OK, so smooth
  4865. edge or serrated.
  4866.  
  4867. 1091
  4868. 01:27:29,879 --> 01:27:37,011
  4869. And you keep going until you can
  4870. say OK, this is Norway maple.
  4871.  
  4872. 1092
  4873. 01:27:37,303 --> 01:27:41,057
  4874. So you see, another
  4875. whiz kid in the family.
  4876.  
  4877. 1093
  4878. 01:29:12,648 --> 01:29:14,108
  4879. There was an old
  4880. movie theater in town
  4881.  
  4882. 1094
  4883. 01:29:14,400 --> 01:29:16,277
  4884. that played mostly classics.
  4885.  
  4886. 1095
  4887. 01:29:16,569 --> 01:29:18,737
  4888. They had red velvet
  4889. seats, popcorn machine.
  4890.  
  4891. 1096
  4892. 01:29:19,029 --> 01:29:22,324
  4893. I think they changed the
  4894. popcorn once a month.
  4895.  
  4896. 1097
  4897. 01:29:22,616 --> 01:29:24,243
  4898. And they were
  4899. playing "Casablanca."
  4900.  
  4901. 1098
  4902. 01:29:24,535 --> 01:29:26,245
  4903. Oh.
  4904.  
  4905. 1099
  4906. 01:29:26,537 --> 01:29:27,746
  4907. I knew how she felt about me.
  4908.  
  4909. 1100
  4910. 01:29:28,038 --> 01:29:31,876
  4911. It's easy to forget
  4912. how great it is.
  4913.  
  4914. 1101
  4915. 01:29:32,168 --> 01:29:34,545
  4916. They came to Casablanca
  4917. for the waters.
  4918.  
  4919. 1102
  4920. 01:29:34,837 --> 01:29:36,130
  4921. The waters, what waters?
  4922.  
  4923. 1103
  4924. 01:29:36,422 --> 01:29:37,298
  4925. We're in the desert.
  4926.  
  4927. 1104
  4928. 01:29:37,590 --> 01:29:38,674
  4929. I was misinformed.
  4930.  
  4931. 1105
  4932. 01:29:42,720 --> 01:29:45,806
  4933. After the movie, I stopped
  4934. her outside the theater.
  4935.  
  4936. 1106
  4937. 01:29:46,098 --> 01:29:47,141
  4938. I got down on one knee.
  4939.  
  4940. 1107
  4941. 01:29:47,433 --> 01:29:49,393
  4942. The pavement was wet,
  4943. but I didn't mind.
  4944.  
  4945. 1108
  4946. 01:29:49,685 --> 01:29:51,478
  4947. And I got out the ring.
  4948.  
  4949. 1109
  4950. 01:29:51,770 --> 01:29:53,147
  4951. And what could
  4952. you say except--
  4953.  
  4954. 1110
  4955. 01:29:53,439 --> 01:29:54,064
  4956. Maybe.
  4957.  
  4958. 1111
  4959. 01:29:54,356 --> 01:29:55,357
  4960. It was maybe.
  4961.  
  4962. 1112
  4963. 01:29:55,649 --> 01:29:59,278
  4964. Let me think about it.
  4965.  
  4966. 1113
  4967. 01:29:59,570 --> 01:30:01,155
  4968. I can't fight it anymore.
  4969.  
  4970. 1114
  4971. 01:30:01,447 --> 01:30:04,366
  4972. I ran away from you once,
  4973. I can't do it again.
  4974.  
  4975. 1115
  4976. 01:30:04,658 --> 01:30:08,704
  4977. Oh, I don't know what's
  4978. right any longer.
  4979.  
  4980. 1116
  4981. 01:30:08,996 --> 01:30:12,374
  4982. You have to think
  4983. for both of us.
  4984.  
  4985. 1117
  4986. 01:30:12,666 --> 01:30:14,043
  4987. I wore her down, basically.
  4988.  
  4989. 1118
  4990. 01:30:14,335 --> 01:30:15,753
  4991. And the rest is history.
  4992.  
  4993. 1119
  4994. 01:30:26,430 --> 01:30:30,017
  4995. Tell us how Jon proposed to you.
  4996.  
  4997. 1120
  4998. 01:30:30,309 --> 01:30:34,355
  4999. He kissed me in a museum.
  5000.  
  5001. 1121
  5002. 01:30:34,647 --> 01:30:37,274
  5003. Jon thinks I'm on
  5004. my feet too much.
  5005.  
  5006. 1122
  5007. 01:30:37,566 --> 01:30:39,985
  5008. He says I should slow down.
  5009.  
  5010. 1123
  5011. 01:30:40,277 --> 01:30:43,155
  5012. Lucky you
  5013. found someone so tolerant.
  5014.  
  5015. 1124
  5016. 01:30:43,447 --> 01:30:44,323
  5017. You're right.
  5018.  
  5019. 1125
  5020. 01:30:44,615 --> 01:30:46,450
  5021. Jon is so good to me.
  5022.  
  5023. 1126
  5024. 01:30:46,742 --> 01:30:49,828
  5025. You should tell him more often.
  5026.  
  5027. 1127
  5028. 01:30:50,120 --> 01:30:52,164
  5029. - I should.
  5030. - Where is Jon?
  5031.  
  5032. 1128
  5033. 01:31:05,010 --> 01:31:06,887
  5034. I wish he would stop by.
  5035.  
  5036. 1129
  5037. 01:31:07,179 --> 01:31:08,931
  5038. I didn't always
  5039. like him, you know.
  5040.  
  5041. 1130
  5042. 01:31:09,223 --> 01:31:09,974
  5043. I'm aware.
  5044.  
  5045. 1131
  5046. 01:31:10,266 --> 01:31:11,684
  5047. I didn't like his beard.
  5048.  
  5049. 1132
  5050. 01:31:11,976 --> 01:31:12,726
  5051. Or his politics.
  5052.  
  5053. 1133
  5054. 01:31:13,018 --> 01:31:14,853
  5055. Mostly it was the beard.
  5056.  
  5057. 1134
  5058. 01:31:15,145 --> 01:31:18,107
  5059. The politics went out with
  5060. the beard, more or less.
  5061.  
  5062. 1135
  5063. 01:31:18,399 --> 01:31:21,944
  5064. I'm glad you have someone dear.
  5065.  
  5066. 1136
  5067. 01:31:22,236 --> 01:31:23,988
  5068. Someone dear.
  5069.  
  5070. 1137
  5071. 01:31:24,280 --> 01:31:24,905
  5072. What?
  5073.  
  5074. 1138
  5075. 01:31:25,197 --> 01:31:26,532
  5076. What did I do now?
  5077.  
  5078. 1139
  5079. 01:31:26,824 --> 01:31:29,910
  5080. No, it's just it's an
  5081. elegant way to say it.
  5082.  
  5083. 1140
  5084. 01:31:30,202 --> 01:31:31,829
  5085. People don't talk
  5086. like that anymore.
  5087.  
  5088. 1141
  5089. 01:31:32,121 --> 01:31:33,080
  5090. They should.
  5091.  
  5092. 1142
  5093. 01:31:33,372 --> 01:31:36,208
  5094. Our daughter is
  5095. afraid of the future.
  5096.  
  5097. 1143
  5098. 01:31:36,500 --> 01:31:38,585
  5099. I'm not.
  5100.  
  5101. 1144
  5102. 01:31:38,877 --> 01:31:40,504
  5103. Am I?
  5104.  
  5105. 1145
  5106. 01:31:40,796 --> 01:31:42,673
  5107. Well, the future will
  5108. be here soon enough,
  5109.  
  5110. 1146
  5111. 01:31:42,965 --> 01:31:47,136
  5112. you might as well
  5113. be friendly with it.
  5114.  
  5115. 1147
  5116. 01:31:56,312 --> 01:31:59,982
  5117. Incredible to think Mozart
  5118. wrote this when he was 19.
  5119.  
  5120. 1148
  5121. 01:32:03,485 --> 01:32:05,612
  5122. I've been-- don't laugh--
  5123.  
  5124. 1149
  5125. 01:32:05,904 --> 01:32:08,532
  5126. Thinking I might try
  5127. writing some music.
  5128.  
  5129. 1150
  5130. 01:32:13,620 --> 01:32:14,413
  5131. I've got time.
  5132.  
  5133. 1151
  5134. 01:32:26,425 --> 01:32:29,261
  5135. Sometimes I think about Toni.
  5136.  
  5137. 1152
  5138. 01:32:29,553 --> 01:32:32,681
  5139. Such an affectionate
  5140. dog, remember?
  5141.  
  5142. 1153
  5143. 01:32:32,973 --> 01:32:35,309
  5144. Of course.
  5145.  
  5146. 1154
  5147. 01:32:35,601 --> 01:32:37,269
  5148. You were still awfully young.
  5149.  
  5150. 1155
  5151. 01:32:41,357 --> 01:32:44,818
  5152. We went to the pound to
  5153. pick her up, remember?
  5154.  
  5155. 1156
  5156. 01:32:45,110 --> 01:32:47,654
  5157. Of course he does, mom.
  5158.  
  5159. 1157
  5160. 01:32:47,946 --> 01:32:51,533
  5161. We went down to the
  5162. pound in the old Subaru.
  5163.  
  5164. 1158
  5165. 01:32:51,825 --> 01:32:54,620
  5166. And there were a lot
  5167. of very nice dogs,
  5168.  
  5169. 1159
  5170. 01:32:54,912 --> 01:32:57,956
  5171. a Cocker Spaniel and
  5172. a noble gray pointer,
  5173.  
  5174. 1160
  5175. 01:32:58,248 --> 01:33:00,125
  5176. and a very attractive mutt.
  5177.  
  5178. 1161
  5179. 01:33:00,417 --> 01:33:03,295
  5180. But Tess picked the
  5181. little French poodle,
  5182.  
  5183. 1162
  5184. 01:33:03,587 --> 01:33:07,007
  5185. the little black poodle like
  5186. a little sleeping shadow.
  5187.  
  5188. 1163
  5189. 01:33:07,299 --> 01:33:09,635
  5190. It wasn't Tess.
  5191.  
  5192. 1164
  5193. 01:33:09,927 --> 01:33:11,512
  5194. What?
  5195.  
  5196. 1165
  5197. 01:33:11,804 --> 01:33:12,930
  5198. It wasn't Tess
  5199. who picked her out.
  5200.  
  5201. 1166
  5202. 01:33:13,222 --> 01:33:13,847
  5203. It was Damien.
  5204.  
  5205. 1167
  5206. 01:33:16,350 --> 01:33:17,017
  5207. Damien?
  5208.  
  5209. 1168
  5210. 01:33:18,310 --> 01:33:20,479
  5211. Our son, Damien.
  5212.  
  5213. 1169
  5214. 01:33:20,771 --> 01:33:22,564
  5215. Our son?
  5216.  
  5217. 1170
  5218. 01:33:22,856 --> 01:33:23,732
  5219. He picked her,
  5220. because she looked
  5221.  
  5222. 1171
  5223. 01:33:24,024 --> 01:33:25,567
  5224. like Toni, the first Toni.
  5225.  
  5226. 1172
  5227. 01:33:25,859 --> 01:33:28,112
  5228. He missed the first Toni.
  5229.  
  5230. 1173
  5231. 01:33:28,404 --> 01:33:30,948
  5232. There was a Toni before Toni?
  5233.  
  5234. 1174
  5235. 01:33:31,240 --> 01:33:32,116
  5236. You hadn't come along yet.
  5237.  
  5238. 1175
  5239. 01:33:35,035 --> 01:33:36,328
  5240. We sometimes worried about him.
  5241.  
  5242. 1176
  5243. 01:33:36,620 --> 01:33:39,873
  5244. He spent a lot of
  5245. time in his room.
  5246.  
  5247. 1177
  5248. 01:33:40,165 --> 01:33:41,125
  5249. We didn't always
  5250. know how to tell him,
  5251.  
  5252. 1178
  5253. 01:33:41,417 --> 01:33:42,376
  5254. but we loved him very much.
  5255.  
  5256. 1179
  5257. 01:33:45,546 --> 01:33:51,885
  5258. After he-- after he died,
  5259. you made sure he was
  5260.  
  5261. 1180
  5262. 01:33:52,177 --> 01:33:56,098
  5263. buried next to Toni, Toni Two.
  5264.  
  5265. 1181
  5266. 01:33:56,390 --> 01:33:59,184
  5267. I wasn't sure, but you insisted.
  5268.  
  5269. 1182
  5270. 01:33:59,476 --> 01:34:01,395
  5271. At the funeral,
  5272. you said he loved
  5273.  
  5274. 1183
  5275. 01:34:01,687 --> 01:34:02,646
  5276. her the most of all of us.
  5277.  
  5278. 1184
  5279. 01:34:05,607 --> 01:34:07,109
  5280. It was good that you said
  5281. that after what happened.
  5282.  
  5283. 1185
  5284. 01:34:07,401 --> 01:34:08,610
  5285. I was proud of you.
  5286.  
  5287. 1186
  5288. 01:34:13,740 --> 01:34:16,618
  5289. Remember the two of them
  5290. running on the beach?
  5291.  
  5292. 1187
  5293. 01:34:20,289 --> 01:34:23,000
  5294. They had sand in
  5295. their hair for weeks.
  5296.  
  5297. 1188
  5298. 01:34:23,292 --> 01:34:25,711
  5299. Remember.
  5300.  
  5301. 1189
  5302. 01:34:26,003 --> 01:34:27,754
  5303. I do now.
  5304.  
  5305. 1190
  5306. 01:34:28,046 --> 01:34:29,840
  5307. Me too.
  5308.  
  5309. 1191
  5310. 01:34:30,132 --> 01:34:30,841
  5311. How I miss them.
  5312.  
  5313. 1192
  5314. 01:34:34,928 --> 01:34:39,057
  5315. I didn't mean to make you sad.
  5316.  
  5317. 1193
  5318. 01:34:39,349 --> 01:34:40,058
  5319. You didn't.
  5320.  
  5321. 1194
  5322. 01:34:43,645 --> 01:34:50,986
  5323. All I can think is how nice--
  5324.  
  5325. 1195
  5326. 01:34:51,278 --> 01:34:53,238
  5327. How nice that we
  5328. could love somebody.
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