Why

Kondraki: of course i M
[2:09pm] Kondraki: am*
[2:09pm] Alivi: not anymore
[2:09pm] Kondraki: huh?
[2:09pm] Kondraki: okay?
[2:10pm] Alivi: you lowlife
[2:10pm] Kondraki: lovely, he went to you about our personal issues, again
[2:10pm] Alivi: i have no idea what you did
[2:11pm] Alivi: I just know you have the wonderful ability to make him utterly depressed
[2:11pm] Alivi: Maybe instead of being the pompous asshole you are try to remember to be his fucking friend for once.
[2:11pm] Kondraki: he has that ability down pat, alivi
[2:11pm] Kondraki: he doesn't need me to make him depressed
[2:11pm] Kondraki: and right now, i am being his friend.
[2:11pm] Alivi: No you aren't
[2:12pm] Alivi: you blaming him
[2:12pm] Kondraki: more than you'd ever be, since no one else seems wants to be fucking honest with him.
[2:12pm] Alivi: newsflash
[2:12pm] Kondraki: i blamed him for nothing, alivi.
[2:12pm] Alivi: I have been honest with him
[2:12pm] Kondraki: and you have no fucking clue what is going on.
[2:12pm] Alivi: you have no idea what he and I have been through
[2:12pm] Kondraki: so quit acting as you you have any idea.
[2:12pm] Alivi: So the fact that he and I skype daily means nothing?
[2:12pm] Kondraki: i do the same.
[2:12pm] Alivi: the fact that he and I have talked every day since I met him?
[2:12pm] Kondraki: facetime every single night he lets me
[2:12pm] Alivi: he lets you
[2:13pm] Kondraki: he goes to you when he can't face the truth.
[2:13pm] Alivi: you are disgusting.
[2:13pm] Kondraki: you're the backboard for his sorrow.
[2:13pm] Alivi: At least I am there for him!
[2:13pm] Kondraki: so quit acting high and mighty when you've known him for less than half a year
[2:13pm] Alivi: At least I am trying to help him!
[2:13pm] Kondraki: so am i you god damn hipocrite.
[2:13pm] Alivi: Quit Acting like you are the best thing to happen to him!
[2:14pm] Alivi: You bully him
[2:14pm] Alivi: you make him do things he doesnt want
[2:14pm] Kondraki: i never have, that seems to be your job!
[2:14pm] Alivi: because he is so damn desperate
[2:14pm] Alivi: to have you as a friend
[2:14pm] Alivi: something I still dont understand
[2:14pm] Kondraki: and yet you haven't once helped him
[2:14pm] Alivi: when you've treated him like nothing
[2:14pm] Kondraki: he's just as fucking sad
[2:14pm] Kondraki: he's just as depressed
[2:14pm] Kondraki: you haven't helped him a single bit, it seems
[2:14pm] Alivi: He's cheered up with me!
[2:14pm] Alivi: We've been able to laugh
[2:15pm] Alivi: and get better
[2:15pm] Kondraki: maybe you've even hurt him, by giving him a place to run to when he can't face what's really bothering him
[2:15pm] Kondraki: at least i know why he cries himself to sleep every night.
[2:15pm] Kondraki: i know why he's so fucking miserable.
[2:15pm] Kondraki: you know nothing.
[2:15pm] Alivi: Quit painting me as you
[2:15pm] Alivi: You cant face reality
[2:15pm] Alivi: youve never been able to
[2:16pm] Kondraki: yes i have, miss across the world and out of mind.
[2:16pm] Kondraki: miss "i'm the new friend, so butt out"
[2:16pm] Alivi: Excuse me?
[2:16pm] Alivi: Im in fucking NC
[2:16pm] Alivi: last time I checked im north of Flordia
[2:16pm] Kondraki: yes, for a little vacation
[2:16pm] Alivi: Excuse me?
[2:16pm] Alivi: I go to school here
[2:16pm] Alivi: I live here
[2:16pm] Alivi: you know nothing about me
[2:17pm] Kondraki: good, then you're not nearly as impressive as i thought you were.
[2:17pm] Alivi: So what i studied in Japan for 9 months doesnt mean I live there permenetly try getting to know me you bastard.
[2:17pm] Kondraki: seeya
[2:17pm] Kondraki: Dawny here
[2:17pm] Alivi: Hello.
[2:18pm] Kondraki: don't try telling Kon that he does nothing but depress Gwen, when Gwen's the one who woke uip and started attacking Kon today
[2:18pm] Kondraki: Kon was nice, tried to talk to him, Gwen started raving and telling Kon that mine and his relationship was just a way to get his dick wet
[2:19pm] Kondraki: then told us never to talk to him again
[2:19pm] Alivi: Why on earth do you two insist on holding what you have over his head
[2:19pm] Kondraki: without either of us saying an unkind word to him
[2:19pm] Alivi: liar
[2:19pm] Kondraki: I read the conversation
[2:19pm] Alivi: Dawny you out of all people are one of the worst i have met
[2:19pm] Alivi: you are shallow
[2:19pm] Alivi: an attention whore
[2:19pm] Kondraki: I typed in the conversation
[2:19pm] Alivi: who needs people to pay attention to her constantly
[2:19pm] Alivi: or else you start feeling bad
[2:19pm] Alivi: Its really funny to watch you enter into the online chat
[2:20pm] Kondraki: you know nothing about amber.
[2:20pm] Alivi: and not 3 mins later start complaining
[2:20pm] Kondraki: you know nothing about nothing, you self-absorbed little brat.
[2:20pm] Alivi: And you know nothing of me either. But you seem fine to make assumptions.
[2:20pm] Kondraki: you thought you knew me before, and you were dead fucking wrong.
[2:20pm] Kondraki: even reuben had to tell you how stupidly, ignorantly wrong before.
[2:20pm] Kondraki: you were*
[2:21pm] Alivi: Really?
[2:21pm] Kondraki: yet you go on, acting as if you're the aloof, well appraised arbiter of relationships here.
[2:21pm] Alivi: Because so far Ive been proven right
[2:21pm] Alivi: You and Dawny have done nothing but alienate yourselves
[2:22pm] Kondraki: really? about what, your ridiculous preconcieved notions?
[2:22pm] Kondraki: we've been alienated by people like you
[2:22pm] Alivi: You've hurt so many people
[2:22pm] Kondraki: and your dramatic, self-important bullshit over a game that we all used to have fun with before your shit came along and imposed yourself.
[2:23pm] Kondraki: and I'm sorry that I had a failed relationship, sue me
[2:23pm] Kondraki: and I'm sorry that spending time with my son comes before a GAME
[2:24pm] Kondraki: and most of all, I'm sorry that you're so pathetic that you hide behind other people's thoughts about us and don't take the time to try and understand that not all people are lifeless little shits who've never had to deal with ADULT situations and ADULT relationships
[2:24pm] Alivi: Oh wow.
[2:25pm] Alivi: I am sorry I didn't know not being able to get a bowl of Pho and only having 217 dollars in spare change was ridiculously hard.
[2:25pm] Kondraki: amber's a little more...vocal about people pissing her off
[2:25pm] Kondraki: and maybe that's what's going on now, but amber's been through more hell than you could even imagine with your privledged little mindset.
[2:26pm] Alivi: You don't even know what I've gone through.
[2:26pm] Alivi: You keep calling me privledged
[2:26pm] Kondraki: and you don't know anything about us either.
[2:26pm] Alivi: you keep calling me self-absorbed and bratty.
[2:26pm] Alivi: You have no idea what I've lived through.
[2:27pm] Kondraki: so i'll quit assuming when you start actually considering anyone but yourself and do the same.
[2:28pm] Alivi: Quit projecting your own shortcomings onto me.
[2:28pm] Kondraki: let's skype, talk about life.  See who has been through what, you prissy little brat.  Ask Reuben about my life even, the shit I've been through makes him feel like his life isn't so bad
[2:29pm] Alivi: Funny thing is I don't beileve in comparing in life issues. We are all affected by different things. You've never once cared for me.
[2:29pm] Alivi: I dont want to be in a life hurt pissing contest.
[2:31pm] Alivi:  It wouldnt matter what I said.
[2:31pm] Alivi: Because you would insist youve been through worst
[2:32pm] Kondraki: never once? Really? Is that why I told you Kon loves to cook and to talk to him about it? Or asked about your music? Because I don't care? News fucking flash, I did it because I wanted to be friends.  You're the one who listened to the rumor mills and started treating me like shit.  Fuck, Reuben JUST told me you were being out of line.
[2:32pm] Alivi: You actually betrayed me Dawny
[2:32pm] Alivi: When I talked and supported you
[2:32pm] Alivi: you let Wilt know perfectly who was the one who said things in our so-called private conversation
[2:32pm] Kondraki: I've been through shit you couldn't imagine
[2:32pm] Alivi: So don't think I could ignore it when Wilt came after me and insulting me
[2:32pm] Alivi: and where were you?
[2:33pm] Alivi: Some friend. Saving your own ass.
[2:33pm] Kondraki: what are you talking about, I havn't talked to Wilt in ages
[2:33pm] Alivi: Leaving me to hang
[2:33pm] Alivi: of course you wouldnt remember
[2:33pm] Alivi: it was when they wouldnt let you back into FR and you threw a fit.
[2:33pm] Alivi: Ive been through shit too Dawny
[2:33pm] Alivi: life is funny like that.
[2:33pm] Kondraki: nothing like me, or you wouldn't act like this
[2:33pm] Alivi: We all face things that hurt us and cut us down.
[2:34pm] Alivi: Oh? Wow… so obviously because Im not sensitive to poor Dawny doesnt mean Ive been through nothing.
[2:34pm] Alivi: So what Im abrasive and defensive of people I treasure.
[2:34pm] Kondraki: because you're not sensitive to anyone
[2:34pm] Alivi: Oh really?
[2:34pm] Alivi: Again you dont know me
[2:34pm] Alivi: never have tired
[2:34pm] Alivi: tried*
[2:35pm] Kondraki: you snap on anyone who isn't exactly how you want them to be
[2:35pm] Alivi: No I don't
[2:35pm] Alivi: I snap at people who fucking offend me or hurt people I care for
[2:35pm] Kondraki: and do this shit, breaking people down based on someone's bad day
[2:35pm] Alivi: or people who annoy the shit out of me time after time after time Ive given them chances
[2:35pm] Kondraki: not thinking that they could have started shit on their own
[2:36pm] Kondraki: I was nothing but nice to Reuben, and was Kon
[2:36pm] Kondraki: then he said pur relationship was an excuse for Mike to get his dick wet\
[2:36pm] Kondraki: and I snapped