[5:42:31 AM] Matt Sutton: There is literately not a moment where you are not running around in my mind... I want more than anything to be with you... Like right now, I feel so broken... I feel as if I'm falling off a cliff and there is only person who can make me feel as if I can fly... As pathetic as it sounds, I don't really care how your parents see you, or how other people see you.. because when I see you... It's like a grass filled prairy with lilacs and  the wind blowing just right... It's a fire that can't be put out.. It's like... My whole world comes to a stop... And nothing matters.. except that moment... this moment.. I can't really describe how I feel... All I know is it's the best feeling ever.. It's like... when you have a child, and you see their face for the first time, and you wonder, how did I create such a beautiful thing... It's like, a rollar coaster, you don't know when it's going to go fast, but when it does... It's the ride of your life... It's like sitting down, in a hamoc, with a cup of hot green tea, on a warm spring day, lettign your worries fade away.. because that's what you do for me Jenn.. You are so much more than everything... I hope to be the man to show you this every day of your life... I'll be totally honest... when I first met you.. I was skeptical... I mean, you looked way too beautiful to be in my league.. You were way too smart, way too creative, funny, sensitive, it's like everything I've been searching for my entire life just magically fell into my lap... To be honest, you did a number on my heart... I want to do this Jenn... I want it this time.. no holding back.. no more mistakes.. I want this, and I want us..