WitchWolfSage: Sorry, was answering a question for my daughter.
AidoneusDarkone: Tis fine.
WitchWolfSage: Good day?
AidoneusDarkone: Eh? I guess.
WitchWolfSage: Better than yesterday?
AidoneusDarkone: No shit has started today. So yeah.
WitchWolfSage: Good good.
AidoneusDarkone: mmhm.
WitchWolfSage: Sorry about dipping out yesterday while we were talking.
WitchWolfSage: I meant to text you so that we could finish that.
WitchWolfSage: Fucking cried for awhile, dozed off, and woke up to a message from Igni telling me to get back online.
AidoneusDarkone: It might have been good you didn't to be far. I was still very pissed.
AidoneusDarkone: At least Aidan gets a hold of you or at least visits.
WitchWolfSage: We talk pretty much constantly.
AidoneusDarkone: Oh I noticed.
WitchWolfSage: Oh.
WitchWolfSage: o////o
WitchWolfSage: And... I know you were still pissed, that's why I meant to text you. I wanted to give you a chance to finish airing your feelings.
AidoneusDarkone: I am not sure if its wise.
WitchWolfSage: If you still have things you want to say, I'm here. You let me say my piece and you deserve the same.
AidoneusDarkone: Well Steffy didn't help with things last night either.
WitchWolfSage: Yea, she said she was gonna pop in and talk to you.
WitchWolfSage: And then mentioned she called you.
AidoneusDarkone: Please remember a lot of us have been around Steffy for a long time. So we have, hmmm, we know certain patterns so to speak.
WitchWolfSage: But she didn't say much more about it other than y'all are good?
WitchWolfSage: I know that.
AidoneusDarkone: I asked her about what you told us that she was feeling hurt at not spending time with Mandii.
WitchWolfSage: And I know y'all all have history that I don't and couldn't fully understand.
AidoneusDarkone: She told me on the phone, that's not was her problem at all.
AidoneusDarkone: That actually she really didn't care about that.
AidoneusDarkone: She also told me what I didn't know which was screenshots of the convo in here.
WitchWolfSage: Yea. Mandii knew about it, I assumed you did too. Mild stuff, but enough for me to express that I was about to have a convo with every one of y'all.
AidoneusDarkone: That hasn't sat well with me. But I am also over logged with stress so right now most things aren't sitting well with that.
AidoneusDarkone: *with me
AidoneusDarkone: So basically the one that was truly upset with feeling left out and wanting to spend time was Kit. Steffy point blank told me she didn't care, as well as other things.
AidoneusDarkone: Things which at this point actually bothered me enough I am rethinking mine and her's friendship.
AidoneusDarkone: Also sound warning I need to listen to music.
WitchWolfSage: Yea, she did express to me that she didn't really care about the not spending time thing anymore.
AidoneusDarkone: She hasn't for quite a long time even before this.
AidoneusDarkone: Ive known that much for a long while now.
WitchWolfSage: Hmm, she brough it up a couple of weeks ago.
AidoneusDarkone: Honestly I am having a hard time opening up and wanting to expose anything with you right now.
AidoneusDarkone: And that is really bothering me.
WitchWolfSage: Understandable.
WitchWolfSage: And not to pin any of this on you, of course, but honestly, it's probably better that you and I take the time to repair because I am so super overloaded with other people's shit right now.
AidoneusDarkone: Oh I fully understand.
WitchWolfSage: A good portion of why I low key went off and the entire reason I was crying all damn day was because everyone was putting the shit on me from 10 pm the night prior until I went to sleep last night. And 90% of it was people I love hurting people they love, who I also happen to love.
AidoneusDarkone: For now I want it to be clear and I will be clear with everyone else on this. One, For right now I don't want Steffy around me until I calm down. I will tell her the same thing. Two in this room anyone can vent about anything without fear of it leaving these walls, and anyone. And I mean anyone who breaks this will be removed from in here this is going to be a safe zone for anyone cause for my own health I can't anymore shit.
WitchWolfSage: That's super fair.
AidoneusDarkone: You aren't the only one caught in the middle of stuff like that dear. I truly understand.
AidoneusDarkone: So whats said in here stays in here basically.
WitchWolfSage: Yea. I knew I could express that and you would get it because you end up in the saaaame place.
WitchWolfSage: I'll tell you the same thing I told Mandii.
WitchWolfSage: I shouldn't have shared those screens. I was entirely wrong for that and I'm VERY sorry.
AidoneusDarkone: Now on to why I don't want Steffy around me.
WitchWolfSage: No excuse, no justification.
AidoneusDarkone: I know that and that's why I am allowing you in here. If I was mad about it all, I would have told you and warned you to not be near me.
AidoneusDarkone: Steffy called me a home wreaker last night. She is pinning the blame of why Mandii and David are going to be splitting up on me.
AidoneusDarkone: And that has crushed me, and hurt me beyond what I can express.
WitchWolfSage: I totally understand.
WitchWolfSage: I knew she felt that way but like... I couldn't argue it because I couldn't be the one to tell her and Kit that Chap is a trash husband and partner.
AidoneusDarkone: I have been fighting my own anxietys on that issue. And after hearing that I am regretting ever telling mandii how I fully felt.
WitchWolfSage: It's been killing me.
WitchWolfSage: Because she legit feels like you and Mandii are going to leave Chap and Pheo.
AidoneusDarkone: But see the thing is she told me she was glad that Mandii was doing what she and following her heart.
AidoneusDarkone: But she has also been pushing for me to leave Pheo and just be with Mandii.
WitchWolfSage: And all I can say is that everyone is agreeing to open the relationship to what it was and was comfortable with the relationship.
WitchWolfSage: Yea
WitchWolfSage: She's got this weird dichotomy of like afraid you two are going to abandon your current partners while wanting Mandii to be happy.
AidoneusDarkone: Let me be very clear Mandii is leaving David. But she won't tell certain people cause shit keeps getting passed around.
AidoneusDarkone: She regretted the wedding during the wedding.
AidoneusDarkone: They are fully over.
WitchWolfSage: Oh. I know they're done.
AidoneusDarkone: But legal affairs take time and that's whats going on. Sio yes no one is saying a word and see if this information goes around I will know who said something.
WitchWolfSage: And I'm fucking glad she is.
WitchWolfSage: But I can't tell Steffy and Kit that.
AidoneusDarkone: Kit knows. Steffy can't know.
WitchWolfSage: There's a lot I feel comfortable saying to them.
WitchWolfSage: But that is not one of them.
AidoneusDarkone: But at this point. Steffy has already caused tension between Mandii, myself, and Pheo
WitchWolfSage: Oh, you guys (one or the other) talked to Kit/
AidoneusDarkone: And us three are done.
WitchWolfSage: ?
AidoneusDarkone: Mandii said things about things to Kit already.
AidoneusDarkone: And I said things I already knew he kinda knew and voiced what I saw in certain areas.
WitchWolfSage: Good. It was one thing to have Steffy out of the loop. But Kit is a part of that shit so I hated keeping it from him.
AidoneusDarkone: Yes and no.
WitchWolfSage: I can't blame Chap for how he feels, but I can blame him for how he treats his partners, ya know?
AidoneusDarkone: If he didn't want to be in a relationship he should have left it a long time ago.
AidoneusDarkone: Lying to a partner about things when it comes to feelings isn't acceptable.
WitchWolfSage: I totally agree.
WitchWolfSage: I was... So dismayed to see the way he treated her the week before their wedding.
WitchWolfSage: Like, I love you.
WitchWolfSage: But you should not have been the one by her side for all of that.
WitchWolfSage: It should have been him.
WitchWolfSage: He should have been fucking THRILLED to do the shit, run the errands, etc.
WitchWolfSage: It honestly disgusted me.
AidoneusDarkone: So please stop telling me you wish he would do something for her now. To me its beyond insulting.
AidoneusDarkone: And honestly its really hurt me.
WitchWolfSage: Oh honey.
WitchWolfSage: I...
WitchWolfSage: I never thought about how that could be hurtful to you.
WitchWolfSage: It didn't occur to me and knowing that it is... I'm SO sorry.
AidoneusDarkone: I'm at a pain threshold. And tomorrow is my goddamn birthday and I don't even want to wake up tomorrow.
WitchWolfSage: I'm so so sorry to have hurt you with that.
AidoneusDarkone: So to hear that from you and then Steffy calling me a homewreaker which I was called that when me and Pheo got together as well. And to tell me its all my fault. Its already digging into the pain I have gotten from Pheo and the pain Mandii's been doing.
AidoneusDarkone: All the people I thought I could trust have been getting me a sharp poker and I am done. My health isn't doing well and I have no insurance so even if something bad would happen I can't go get check out.
WitchWolfSage: Duke. Damn it I'm so sorry. I. Honestly. For real, I want him out and gone from her. Like now. You're better for her than he ever could have been.
WitchWolfSage: And the ONLY reason I want him to be better to her and for her right now is because he's still fucking there.
AidoneusDarkone: For almost a month now I have been fighting my own demons and depression. I have to talk myself out of hurting myself too many times already and honestly after last night I can't take anymore. I already have Pheo's mother doing all she can to get me kicked out, drag my name in the mud. I have been accused of being a wife beater for a while and adding the home wreaker and everyone pushing for DAvid and Mandii to work out. Its crushing and I am not strong enough to keep my spine straight.
WitchWolfSage: And he doesn't deserve to be living off of her heart or her money the way he is without putting out enough effort to earn his damn keep.
WitchWolfSage: He doesn't deserve to be in her life as much as he is at all.
AidoneusDarkone: So yes I have been slow with dealing the others drama on here cause Im not well honey. I cant fix anything if I am reminding myself how many people would be crushed if I killed myself.
AidoneusDarkone: Thats how low I have really been for weeks now.
AidoneusDarkone: Mandii and Pheo have been the two keeping me whole.
WitchWolfSage: Babe. I'm... It hurts to know you're in that space. I've been there, though not in a long time and not with anywhere as near as many people relying on me. I'm so sorry to have added to that.
AidoneusDarkone: Brb Pheo is home.
WitchWolfSage: Tyt