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- know to you I'm probably going to sound like I'm wack
- But in all honesty I don't give a fuck. I'm just here to talk rather you like it or not.
- I spit it all from the top and I don't plan to ever stop I'm aiming for the top
- but sometimes I got a devil in my head that'll never stop.
- picking at me so much my head's about to pop.
- and in my life it's seems like no one gives a fuck.
- this is why I can't rap about Harmony.
- Cuz my loved ones I only can see in a memory.
- As my ex's are erasing from my kids memory.
- that's why you look me in my fucking face.
- as they really try to find other men to take my place?
- fuck you bitches! You know I would of done anyting to be a dad.
- You know those kids were all I fucking had.
- and I hope this makes you really glad.
- Thanks to you I can never stop ever being sad.
- to the point I want to hurt you really bad.
- and my hatred for you shouldn't justify me as a dad!
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- cuz I never once thought about taking from you the kids you had.
- I swear to God you're driving me mad.
- I want to sell my soul but the devil already has control.
- If it wasent for you i wouldnt of touched his snow.
- God this pain i wish you could know.
- Every time i asked to speak to our kid all you said was no.
- It's why I have to pretend Im fine
- As I wrestle around with all this in my mind. Giving it my best all the time
- As i fight for what is mine.
- In spite of all This darkness I'm trying my best to shine.
- But no matter what i'm always denied.
- And since my kids were taken away
- I felt a part of me pass away.
- Its why i always wanna die.
- no one's there while I sit in my room alone and cry asking God, why?
- this life must be a Lie.
- but everyday I wake It's not and i start to cry.
- As People assume what they want to think.
- Second guessing me without a blink.
- As i try to do my best not to sink.
- When its worse then they could think.
- Due to my past I'm unhire-able.
- The life i live is unbearable.
- As i front im doing incredible,
- Struggling with emotions that are uncontrollable. My luck is so unbelievable. Its why im back to snorting drugs off my table.
- Cause my dreams are seeming like a lost fable.
- How much more pain can i hide behind my eyes.
- As no one is there for me when I cry.
- Missing everyone who fucking died.
- Missing all my kids cuz my ex's like to lie.
- I didnt Even get the chance to say goodbye.
- Please someone tell me this wont be with me till i fucking die.
- Cuz if so i don't know if i can survive...
- Cause there ain't a part of me inside That wants to stay alive.
- Cause all i feel inside is dead and numb.
- As everyone treats me like im freaking dumb.
- When in reality I'm just fucking done
- I think this depression...
- It finally won.
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