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- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:21:02 PM): hello, this is paul from cl
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:21:05 PM): Hey there!
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:21:44 PM): i though this would be much faster than email.
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:21:46 PM):
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:22:01 PM): definitely!
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:22:13 PM): are your meeting all done for the day?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:22:37 PM): I have a late dinner this evening
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:22:41 PM): but i'm not sure if i'll attend
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:23:34 PM): tired?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:23:51 PM): can i be totally honest?
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:24:01 PM): of course
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:24:15 PM): after reading your last email, i am kind of excited about the prospect of getting to know you better
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:24:24 PM): i really hope that doesn't sound to forward or lame
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:24:40 PM): haha no not at all its really sweet and i feel the same way
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:25:01 PM): so do you have any questions? i'm horrible at makeing conversation lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:25:38 PM): haha uh oh im not all that great either but lets see what i can come up with! First i want to be honest too
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:26:44 PM): please do. Honesty is something I am after above all else
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:27:41 PM): I am over wieght and i know youve seen the pics on myspace but they are a little old and i have gained weight. Not a tremondous about but noticiable. I know you are a very active person and you look to be on great shape, i just want to make sure neither of us are wasting our time if thats an issuse for you
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:28:05 PM): It is not an issue at all. I am not hung up on pysical things
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:28:16 PM): i can say im not lazy, and i am trying hard to get back in shape. I have a medical condition that does cause me to struggle tho
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:28:26 PM): Your pics are all very attractive
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:28:38 PM): do you have a cam or more recent pics? you've made me curious.
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:28:47 PM): haha let me see
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:28:55 PM): yeah a cam
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:29:14 PM): would it be forward to ask to see?
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:29:39 PM): nope i can do that
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:29:49 PM): im in jammies fyi lol
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:30:00 PM): lol, uh oh
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:30:06 PM):
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:30:21 PM): tshirt and bottoms
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:30:42 PM): so how do i see? i'm so new to this LOL
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:30:51 PM): if i ever say anything that is to forward please let me know
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:31:00 PM): i tend to speak my mind
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:31:02 PM): which can get me into trouble. lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:31:43 PM): haha no worries, ill let you know
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:31:54 PM): i'll be back in just a sec
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:31:56 PM): sorry
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:32:00 PM): lol, please don't leave
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:32:02 PM): lol ok
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:32:02 PM): i have a crush
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:32:12 PM): haha i think i might too
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:32:37 PM): hi
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:32:47 PM): hello
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:32:49 PM): you have a beutiful smile!
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:32:52 PM): crush just grew
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:32:54 PM): thank you
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:32:59 PM): haha thats swwet
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:33:02 PM): sweet
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:33:10 PM): í dont type fast well
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:33:30 PM): its fine
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:33:44 PM): did you say youd brb?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:33:48 PM): yes
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:33:53 PM): but its hard to leave now lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:34:03 PM): hahaha go ahead
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:34:06 PM): ill be here
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:34:25 PM): sorry it keep freezing
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:34:27 PM): hang on
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:37:24 PM): hello again
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:37:32 PM): hi =)
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:37:41 PM): so what are you up too?
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:37:48 PM): do you have a ca?
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:37:51 PM): cam
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:37:58 PM): no. i can get one if you like
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:38:09 PM): lol, you shut it down before I could ask to see the bottoms.
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:38:19 PM): hahaha they dont match
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:38:33 PM): they are really comfy tho
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:38:40 PM): i love comfy pj's
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:38:46 PM): but usually just sport the boxers
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:39:19 PM): mmmm boxers are a big turn on lol
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:39:29 PM): lol, then i better hurry and get a cam
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:39:43 PM): i think thats a good idea
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:40:01 PM): boxers and a t is pretty irresitible
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:40:52 PM): i usually skip the shirt....
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:40:59 PM): and now my mind is in the gutter
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:41:00 PM): lol
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:41:02 PM): and now i'm blushing
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:41:05 PM): hahaha awwww
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:41:29 PM): you better start with the questions before i ask to see the cam again lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:42:00 PM): and sorry i have to warn you, i love to talk about things like that, and im very open sexually that gets me into trouble alot
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:42:04 PM): its not still on?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:42:10 PM): it stopped
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:42:18 PM): and it will never get you in trouble with me
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:42:28 PM): that is one of the things i ment when i said "if i go to far stop me" lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:43:02 PM): well it gets me introuble becuase to me talking about it and sharing things doesn mean i want to jump in bed right away
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:43:13 PM): same here!
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:43:14 PM): lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:43:17 PM): good
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:43:27 PM): like i'll go as far as a fun chip n dale impersination
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:43:31 PM): but that doesn't meen i want sex lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:43:36 PM): hahaha nice
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:43:51 PM): did it stop again?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:43:58 PM): it pauses a lot
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:43:59 PM): lol
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:44:01 PM): but i don't mind
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:44:15 PM): i think its the lighting in here
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:44:28 PM): its worked out in my favor a few times
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:44:33 PM):
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:44:40 PM): low cut shirt?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:44:44 PM): lol, yep
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:44:46 PM): haha
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:44:56 PM): silly boy
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:45:00 PM): can't be helped
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:45:05 PM): lol
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:45:09 PM): told you that you better start with the questions lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:45:17 PM): ok ok
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:45:19 PM): ummm
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:45:42 PM): do you like to be taken care of when you are sick?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:46:00 PM): yes. LOL I like to be spoiled
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:46:10 PM): i love to spoil lol
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:46:10 PM): i think that is one reason being alone has been so hard
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:46:12 PM): !!!
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:46:15 PM): crush keeps growing
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:46:51 PM): im definitely the kind of girl who likes to meet her guy at the door with a beer and a back rub at the end of a hard day
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:47:10 PM): as long as the favor is returned when ive had a hard day of course lol
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:47:21 PM): I love to spoil in return
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:47:22 PM): lol
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:47:32 PM): I think any relationship should work that way
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:47:45 PM): we each bring things to the table and make each other as happy as possible
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:47:50 PM): you kow
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:47:53 PM): lol, i can't type
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:48:21 PM): me too!! when i was in 10th grade my economics teacher said something that has stuck with me
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:49:02 PM): first he asked how a relationship should work? how should it be divided
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:49:09 PM): and every one said 50/50
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:49:21 PM): he said we were all wrong
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:49:37 PM): each person has to put in 100 percent or it wont work
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:49:53 PM): i like that.
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:50:00 PM): so did i lol
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:50:34 PM): can i ask a pesonal question?
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:50:39 PM): of course
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:50:48 PM): low cut shirts the norm for you?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:50:58 PM): that smile is sooo hot!
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:51:03 PM): i hope thats not to forward
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:51:22 PM): haha yes actually, besides my eyes i think they are my best feature so i show them off
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:51:28 PM): in a classy way ofcourse
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:51:41 PM): and thank you, im blushing
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:51:47 PM): lol, that makes two of us
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:52:00 PM): haha so thats really you in that pic right?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:52:03 PM): yes
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:52:11 PM): why would I post a fake pic. the idea is to meet someone
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:52:55 PM): haha you never know with peopl, for all i know you could be a 400lbs 50years old perv
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:53:08 PM): lol, i guess thats true.
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:53:20 PM): i'm not, but then again, how would you know
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:53:33 PM): exactly
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:53:48 PM): how do you normally dress
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:53:59 PM): suit and tie for buisness functions
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:54:05 PM): cargo shorts and flip flops the rest of my life
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:54:13 PM): i dress for the ocasion
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:54:26 PM): nice
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:54:26 PM): and due to my work i have to attend a lot of dressy events
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:54:29 PM): how about you?
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:54:52 PM): well im in medical so i get to wear scrubs for work which i love lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:55:00 PM): im a jeans and tshirt tyep
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:55:03 PM): type
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:55:18 PM): but dresing up can be fun too!
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:55:37 PM): are you open to a lot of travel?
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:56:02 PM): i love travel! but more then a weekend is hard to commit too with my schedule
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:56:13 PM): but it is possible to take vactions now and then
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:56:40 PM): one sec
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 8:58:28 PM): be right back
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 8:58:44 PM): ok
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:03:53 PM): back, aww your cam stopped
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:04:09 PM): sorry i had to turn of my light,
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:04:43 PM): lol, i'll miss the smile
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:05:06 PM): wel i didnt haaaave to but i need to start settling down, =( i have a hard time sleeping most night
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:05:10 PM): nights
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:05:18 PM): i only sleep about 3 hours a night
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:05:25 PM): why do you have problems? dreams?
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:06:09 PM): that and restlessness, its funny kind of, I have a hard time sleeping when i know i have to be up in the morning because im so scared of over sleeping
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:06:31 PM): so i toss and turn all night cause i make myself so anxious
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:06:43 PM): sounds like you need someone to snuggle with
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:06:46 PM): calm you down
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:06:52 PM): you have no idea
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:07:17 PM): i do
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:07:30 PM): I have crazy dreams from when I was in the army. I hardly sleep at all
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:08:27 PM): well not to be to forward myself but i think we could help each other out in that area if we hit it off
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:08:40 PM): and thank you for serving our country
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:09:00 PM): no thanks necessary. i was looking for adventure and a place to belong, the Rangers gave me those things
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:09:36 PM): i don't think snuggling is forward at all
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:09:39 PM): i love to snuggle lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:09:59 PM): its honestly probably my very favorite thing
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:10:11 PM): well, i have to be honest, its my second fav
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:10:13 PM): and i dont pick favorites
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:10:18 PM): and now i'm blushing, lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:10:29 PM): haha thats so cute
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:10:34 PM): i want to see you
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:10:45 PM): blusshing
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:11:12 PM): i have to be totally honest..i have to be very careful with things like a cam or pictures....if you sold them to the tabloids..along with this conversation, it would make a lot of ....well trouble for me.
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:12:21 PM): wow your big time huh? lol you dont have to worry about any of that with me, but i know there is no way for you to really know that is there?
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:13:50 PM): i dont evny you that
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:13:58 PM): it does cause...problems...
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:13:59 PM): lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:14:16 PM): i can imagine
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:15:09 PM): how old are you again?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:15:45 PM): i'm 27
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:15:46 PM): you?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:15:49 PM): sorry on the phone
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:15:50 PM): 21
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:15:55 PM): no problem
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:17:53 PM): do you like to watch movies/
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:18:06 PM): I love movies! that is actually were most of my money goes.
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:18:26 PM): you mean funding them or you buy dvds? lol
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:19:59 PM): both
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:20:05 PM): but mostly funding production
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:22:00 PM): thats awesome! i was actually an aspiring actress in highschool lol i started college as a film major. But while its definitely a passion of mine, its not what im meant to do i think. i love helping people and travel so i decided on nursing and imvery excited about it
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:22:46 PM): do you like nursing?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:22:53 PM): seems...i don't know...lol, first thought is sexy cause of the outfit
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:23:04 PM): but you said scrubs. so that fantasy died
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:23:04 PM): lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:23:42 PM): aww im sorry, and you just struck a cord with me lol i dont know if i sould tell you tho
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:23:43 PM): sorry, the cleavage has put my mind in the gutter
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:23:45 PM): haha
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:24:38 PM): i do have an old halloween nurse costume tho
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:24:44 PM): oh really
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:24:51 PM): now i'm really in the gutter LOL
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:25:23 PM): haha yeah...ok im going to tell you...but hear me out cause its possible you could think im really sick lol
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:25:39 PM): lol, i'm intrigued
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:25:42 PM): even if i can't spell it
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:26:22 PM): hahahaha
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:28:30 PM): i get really turned on when a guy is sick and i have to take care of him, and its developed into a medical fetish, which is COMPLETELY seperate from my work!! but i think its so hot to be my mans nurse and hes sick and sad and feels yucky and if hes scared of doctors and hates needles its a huge plus
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:29:07 PM): !!!
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:29:15 PM): do you wear the costume around the house?
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:29:28 PM): while hes sick?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:29:30 PM): yes
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:29:44 PM): if it makes him feel better of course
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:29:59 PM): i'll be over in about thirty min
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:30:01 PM):
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:30:39 PM): haha, wed have to do it at your place... i dont think my mom and dad would like it so much haha
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:30:50 PM): oh im living at home btw...
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:30:57 PM): school is so expensive
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:31:12 PM): if I offered to help with your school to allow you to travel would you let me?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:31:42 PM): do you go to UNLV?
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:31:52 PM): oh i could never let you do that, its sweet but i couldnt
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:31:55 PM): csn now
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:32:04 PM): LOL, it wouldn't be a big deal...
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:32:12 PM): that is something else that I wanted to talk about a little
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:32:26 PM): but maybe it should wait
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:33:18 PM): ps, now i'm looking forward to flu season
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:33:22 PM):
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:33:38 PM): lol idk i mean, its one thing if we are married or even been dating for a while but i couldnt let you do that
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:33:48 PM): and me too
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:33:59 PM): i just like to take care of my friends...
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:34:16 PM): lol, I put my personal assistant throug law school and am now helping her open her own agency
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:34:22 PM): i think that is something we have in common
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:34:26 PM): we both like to take care of people
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:34:35 PM): haha well if you emplyed me thats different haha
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:34:42 PM): interesting idea
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:34:50 PM): would you be ok with that?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:35:08 PM): the dress code would require nurse costumes and low cut shirts
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:35:11 PM): lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:35:35 PM): umm im going to choose to see that as a joke, not an offer to be your whore... hahahaha
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:35:42 PM): lol
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:35:49 PM): i didn't say anything about sex!
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:35:57 PM): and it was a joke
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:36:04 PM): haha so what id be your personal nurse?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:36:27 PM): I dont know...i have a personal chef and a peraonl trainer...
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:36:29 PM): why not
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:36:45 PM): you cant be for real
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:36:49 PM): ??
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:37:27 PM): you have a personal trainer and chef and assistant... yet you turn to craigslist? your either a good liar or very very down to earth and honest lol
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:37:42 PM): lol, i'll take that as a compliment
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:37:48 PM): and i came to CL to find someone like you
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:37:59 PM): it was
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:38:16 PM): so how did you get into venture capitalism?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:38:41 PM): My parents died when I was very young. They left me a very large trust fund and I was sent to boarding school
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:38:50 PM): when I finished up there I went to the army
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:38:57 PM): then when I got out I moved to LA
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:39:10 PM): I love movies and music so I thought that being involved would be fun
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:39:28 PM): I am however not an actor or producer or agent, but what I do have is a very large amount of money...
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:39:33 PM): so it just kind of worked out
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:40:12 PM): im sorry you lost your parents, that must have been difficult
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:40:30 PM): It was. When they died I was left totally alone in the world
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:40:36 PM): they were both only children as was I
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:40:43 PM): and I never knew my grandparents
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:41:46 PM): well even though it cant make up for losing your family, i think its great that you have been able to build such a great life for your self
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:42:04 PM): thank you. I just wish i had someone to share it with
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:42:38 PM): having someone can make all the difference
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:43:32 PM): i know the lonely feeling very very well
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:43:35 PM): i agree
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:43:53 PM): ive never had a boyfriend
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:43:58 PM): really?
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:44:10 PM): yep, ive always been the friend
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:44:21 PM): the one all the guys talk to about the girls they like
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:44:25 PM): that is relaly odd...you seem like g/f matierial to me
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:44:26 PM):
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:45:19 PM): thank you but its true, no one has ever shown that kind of interest in me
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:45:33 PM): or if they did they never said anything
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:45:41 PM): wow...well i'll say it now
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:45:44 PM): i'm interested
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:45:45 PM):
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:45:58 PM): brb
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:46:02 PM): haha ok
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:47:55 PM): back, sorry
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:48:31 PM): no worries, and i just realized i kind of lied to you, i did date a guy for a few weeks and i actually met him on CL
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:48:55 PM): but i dont real count it because he more scammed me then anything else
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:48:55 PM): did it not work out?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:49:03 PM): scammed you how?
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:50:12 PM): if was very cute and very chraming and had a whole sob stroy about being divorced and haveing a son, and had gone to jail for possession of a stolen truck, which his friend stole
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:50:46 PM): wow..
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:51:26 PM): and he got a job but never had money and was constantly "burrowing" from me and i dished it out cause i trust way to easily and then one day i get a message on myspace from his ex telling me his real story
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:51:58 PM): i'm speechless
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:52:46 PM): he did have a son and left her, he stole bank crads from people and got caught and thrown in jail. he had told me his son was 7 and the boy on hes exs pages was maybe 3
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:53:35 PM): when i asked him about it he got really upset and started accusing me of going behind his back and not trusting him
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:54:35 PM): we didnt talk for a few days and then he called and said he was sorry and wanted to make up, i went to see him and he asked if he could borrow some more money, i gave it to him and then i never saw him again
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:54:56 PM): i'm so sorry
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:55:18 PM): so as you can imagine im a little relunctant to believe everything i hear online lol
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:55:31 PM): lol, i'm surprised your talking to me at all
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:55:33 PM): to be totally honest
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:55:55 PM): but i believe everything hapens for a reason and the whole experience did teadh me something
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:57:14 PM): ive always been a trusting person and give my respect and trust to people before they earn it, and once they betray that trust its very very hard to get back...
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:57:39 PM): i should say and, i mean but if they
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:58:23 PM): wow, i really don't know what to say
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:58:28 PM): wish i was there to give you a hug
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:58:33 PM): and let you know that i'm for real...
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:58:44 PM): that would be really nice
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:58:58 PM): you busy this weekend?
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:59:27 PM): my little sister birthday party is on saturday but nothing else palnned
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:59:31 PM): planned
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 9:59:40 PM): what time saturday?
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 9:59:51 PM): i think 12 to 3
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:00:41 PM): I have to be in LA, but you could use my plane to make it back for the bday party...
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:01:09 PM): haha would it be ok if we maybe just had dinner and a movie first?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:01:36 PM): we could do that
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:01:45 PM): maybe sat night?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:01:53 PM): or friday?
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:01:54 PM): are you free any night this week?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:02:09 PM): no, i have to be in nyc and then in LA
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:02:25 PM): where are you now?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:02:34 PM): my home in West Hollywood
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:02:49 PM): oh you dont live in vegas?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:03:05 PM): I keep a suit at the wynn and am in vegas as much as I am in LA
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:03:32 PM): ok, well friday night would be better
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:03:48 PM): LOL, will you sport a low cut shirt?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:03:52 PM):
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:03:57 PM): deal
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:04:05 PM):
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:04:15 PM): you make me smile...its...nice
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:04:35 PM): im glad i can do that
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:04:52 PM): so more questions
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:04:57 PM): before i ask to see you again
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:04:57 PM): lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:05:04 PM): wait, if you get a cam ill wear a really low cut dress
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:05:12 PM): !
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:05:15 PM): oh really
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:05:23 PM): really
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:05:36 PM): how low we talking ? lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:05:45 PM): pretty darn low
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:06:05 PM): now you have to turn the cam back on lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:06:55 PM): haha i cant =( but we can cam tomorrow if your fre
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:06:56 PM): free
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:07:07 PM): lights out at your place?
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:07:28 PM): haha in my room anyway, i have a little headache
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:07:36 PM): aww, i'm sorry
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:07:41 PM): i'll stop buggin you about it
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:07:49 PM): lol, was just curious how low pretty darn low is
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:07:53 PM): do you like skirts?
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:07:57 PM): eh
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:08:05 PM): i was wearing one today tho
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:08:26 PM): it was too windy and i think the walmart parking lot got a little show
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:08:36 PM): i'm never in the right place at the right time lol
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:08:40 PM): sorry
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:08:46 PM): lol, i'm a little excited by all of this
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:08:48 PM): haha
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:08:55 PM): i never expected to meet anyone that I would like so much so fast
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:09:24 PM): haha well dont jump the gunand get me all excited, we hardly know each other
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:09:44 PM): can't be helped
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:09:52 PM): lol, i even ran downstairs and took a pic for you then chickend out
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:09:55 PM): and didn't send it lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:09:57 PM): your making the romantic in me start to think too much lo and thats not good
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:10:03 PM): send it
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:11:56 PM): its umm...
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:12:00 PM): well its kind of..lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:12:13 PM): im a big girl i can handle it
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:12:37 PM): if i send it, could i trouble you to turn the cam back on for a min or two.
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:13:10 PM): haha alright, but then you are going to owe me a back rub for this headache...lol
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:14:25 PM): i have to go, will you be around tomorrow?
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:14:42 PM): aww i just turned on the cam lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:14:54 PM): yeah ill be around, you can text me if you want
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:15:04 PM): hmmm..invite me quick and i'll send the picture lol
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:15:46 PM): but you can't share it
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:15:46 PM): ok
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:16:04 PM): oh my
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:16:05 PM):
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:16:18 PM): lol where are you off too?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:16:30 PM): supossed to go to a late dinner party
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:16:39 PM): but i think due to the new vantage i may stay home
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:16:40 PM):
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:16:47 PM): haha go to your dinner
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:17:05 PM): but i do want that pic...
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:17:14 PM): i'll send it
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:17:20 PM): but i also want to stay and chat for a bit
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:17:22 PM): i can be late
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:17:22 PM): lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:17:36 PM): haha your shameless
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:17:42 PM): yes i am
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:17:42 PM): lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:17:45 PM): haha
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:18:04 PM): and your cam froze and i don't even care lol
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:18:14 PM): no laughing
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:18:18 PM): i was going for sexy yet cool
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:18:20 PM): didit work?
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:18:32 PM): hahaha you did not just take that
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:18:46 PM): yes i did
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:18:49 PM): two "brb" ago
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:18:56 PM): i went down and snapped it wth my iphone
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:18:57 PM): lol
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:19:05 PM): it was part of a plan to see the bottoms
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:19:06 PM): lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:19:29 PM): you have a studio in your home?
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:19:37 PM): in your gym
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:19:42 PM): lol
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:19:45 PM): no i have gym
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:19:49 PM): and an iphone
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:19:50 PM): lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:20:10 PM): well thats a studio grade photo, the lighting in amazing
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:20:21 PM): not really, it bright
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:20:29 PM): and there are heat lights over the treadmills
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:20:38 PM): no the shadows make it sexy
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:20:51 PM): so i take it you are into photgraphy
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:20:59 PM): any skill shown was purly by accident
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:21:00 PM): lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:21:13 PM): hahaha i love to take pics
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:21:24 PM): take one of your face right now just sitting at the comp
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:21:40 PM): you are very demanding
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:22:15 PM): im just really in shock right now, your very very attractive
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:22:22 PM): lol and you don't beleive that the pic is me?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:22:43 PM): you know, you could very easily sell that pic with this conversation..and make a lot of trouble for me...
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:22:57 PM): your cleavage has drawn me to your trap i think
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:23:01 PM): coupled with that smile
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:23:03 PM): lol
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:23:32 PM): all joking aside, i shoudn't have sent that pic..please don't sell it
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:24:10 PM): haha and you could be sending me pics of a drop dead georgous guy and saying all these wonderful things just to end up breaking my heart when i find out its not true
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:24:20 PM): so all we can do is trust each other
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:24:25 PM): lol, when we meet i think you willk now i'm for real
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:24:36 PM): i hope you are
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:24:39 PM): my driver gives me away every time
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:24:43 PM): driver?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:24:47 PM): ya
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:24:51 PM): hahaha
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:24:58 PM): a friend who needed help but was way to proud to take money
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:25:00 PM): so he works for me
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:25:04 PM): chef is the same story
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:25:06 PM): and the trainer
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:25:07 PM): lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:25:20 PM): how come your pic doesnt look like the cl one?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:25:28 PM): the CL pic is about a year old
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:25:43 PM): a friend told me to put it up though
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:25:48 PM): i was going to go with a shirt and tie pic
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:25:53 PM): she said that no would respond
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:25:53 PM): lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:26:04 PM): send me the shirt and tie one?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:26:17 PM): how about i just go buy a cam later tonight
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:26:20 PM): will that work for you
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:26:21 PM): ?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:26:21 PM): lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:26:24 PM): you have my solemn oath i wont sell anything
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:26:37 PM): haha it will if you do
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:26:55 PM): what i want to know is how low pretty darn low is
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:26:55 PM): lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:27:15 PM): youll have to wait and see when on friday
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:27:22 PM): ouch
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:27:23 PM): lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:27:28 PM): aww
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:27:31 PM): i guess its a cold shower tonight lol
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:27:37 PM): i love the smile
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:27:38 PM): !!
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:27:39 PM): thank you
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:28:09 PM): oh btw your name is paul right lol
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:28:12 PM): yes
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:28:14 PM): but not smith
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:28:17 PM): haha ok
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:28:22 PM): you never know
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:29:05 PM): so paul not smith, are you a romantic?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:29:11 PM): yes
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:29:17 PM): i'm hopeless
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:29:30 PM): lol, i've already planned our entire date
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:29:30 PM): lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:29:41 PM): haha really? may i ask?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:29:45 PM): sure
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:29:52 PM): but you wont tell right
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:29:52 PM): but it was based on you coming to LA
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:29:54 PM): lol
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:29:59 PM): na, i'll tell on one condiditon
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:30:03 PM): even if i can't spell it
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:30:06 PM): cleavege
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:30:12 PM): lol, nope
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:30:14 PM): but now that you mention it
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:30:15 PM): lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:30:26 PM): hahaha what was the first condition?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:30:37 PM): that you give me your honest opinion
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:30:40 PM): if it sounds fun
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:30:47 PM): promise
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:30:51 PM): but i'll take all the cleavage you are comfertable with
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:30:52 PM):
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:31:03 PM): did i mention that i love the smile
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:31:21 PM): yes thank you, now your making me uncomfortable haha its very sweet of you
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:31:29 PM): so tell me
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:31:31 PM): ok
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:32:15 PM): the plan was to to show up at your place around noon to pick you up. I would love to meet your family first, kind of get to know everyone
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:32:40 PM): then we would get in the car, sit and talk i'll make lame jokes
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:32:42 PM): you'll laugh i hope
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:32:43 PM): lol
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:33:05 PM): anyhow, as we ride you'll get to meet my driver who is one of my closest friends
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:33:37 PM): sounding good so far
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:33:46 PM): we would have lunch at nobu hopefully chit chat more
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:33:51 PM): get to know each other better
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:34:44 PM): then if thigs are going well after lunch we would head back to the car, go to the airport and I would take you for a ride to the grandcanyon
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:34:59 PM): Once there we would get out and go for a long walk
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:35:07 PM): I think walking and talking way from the city is great
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:35:09 PM): less distractions
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:35:15 PM): noone following us around
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:35:17 PM): i agree
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:35:53 PM): anyhow, we could stay for awhile, then around 5 we would get back in the helicopter and fly the rest of the way to LA
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:36:17 PM): drive to my home, i'd show you to the guest house so you could freshen up
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:36:27 PM): then we would go down to the beach for a picnic dinner
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:36:38 PM): I love being on the beach in the evening
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:36:50 PM): anyhow, dinner would be followed by yet another walk
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:36:59 PM): then after that i guess i would take you home
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:37:26 PM): well, that doesnt just sound great it sounds amazing
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:37:38 PM): but i have a request
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:37:45 PM): sure
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:39:22 PM): on friday, if we go out, its nothing fancy, just dinner and then a movie and if we are still into each other, a walk around a park. Your date sounds so incredible and i really really hope we can do it, but id feel more comfortable if it was just low key. Id hate for you to go thru all that trouble
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:39:41 PM): i thought mine was low key...
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:39:46 PM): but a movie is fine...
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:39:56 PM): and a walk in a park sounds great
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:39:56 PM): i dont mean to offend you
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:40:10 PM): i'm not offended
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:40:30 PM): lol, maybe I should have went for cleavage over honesty
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:40:34 PM): that was a joke lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:40:38 PM): hahaha
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:40:52 PM): there
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:40:57 PM): !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:41:05 PM): lol, now you are teasing me
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:41:11 PM): a little
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:41:32 PM): well i'm fine with it
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:41:45 PM): but be warned once you get me excited its a slippery slope lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:42:02 PM): hahaha see thats what i meant be getting myself in trouble
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:42:09 PM): lol no trouble
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:42:25 PM): i'm just saying that I find you very attractive and may want to be teased more
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:42:26 PM): lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:42:27 PM): take the pic for me please? just of your face right now
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:42:43 PM): haha well i can do that
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:42:52 PM): it makes me nervous that you want such a specific picture....
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:43:32 PM): lol, i'm still really nervous about seeing that last one on the tmz tomorrow
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:44:31 PM): i guess you dont trust easy lol, its ok, im sorry i just have been hurt before and am finding this all a little overwhelming, your just too good to be true
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:44:42 PM): lol, i feel the same about you
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:44:48 PM): and i've been hurt pretty badly myself....
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:44:54 PM): hmmm..
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:45:12 PM): do you have a myspace or face book?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:45:14 PM): i'll make you a deal. you show me that i can trust you 100% and i'lldo whatever you want to prove the same
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:45:31 PM): I don't have a myspace or facebook. I try to stay as private as possible..and usually fail
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:45:36 PM): how do i do that?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:45:56 PM): i don't know...
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:45:58 PM): let me think
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:46:12 PM): what are you thinking right this second?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:46:12 PM): lol
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:46:17 PM): that is a very serious look
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:46:47 PM): im thinking you are either a big liar and look nothing like the pics you sent or you really are and way too good for me lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:47:06 PM): i know that makes me sound incredibly self conscious but its true
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:47:21 PM): well one, you do that again and i'm going to falll off my chair
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:47:27 PM): and about your thoughts...
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:47:32 PM): i think i'm in the middle
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:47:38 PM): i am me..the pics ...what i've told you
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:47:44 PM): but i'm not to good for you
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:47:48 PM): i hope that i can make you happy...
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:48:03 PM): just be who you say you are and you will
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:48:15 PM): I wouldn't know how to be anything other than myself..
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:48:27 PM): but i do have to worry a lot about the trust thing...
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:48:50 PM): I have a few large projects coming out in aug and sept and negative publicity would not be good...
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:49:17 PM): and i dont want you to say who you are because i want to know you have a lot of money and are really handsome and so sweet, i just want to know im not being lied to again, guys like you dont act like this toward me
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:49:36 PM): why wouldn't they?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:49:41 PM): lol, you are an amazing person
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:49:48 PM): you hardly know me
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:50:05 PM): im ruining this arent i lol
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:50:09 PM): i know that in the past couple of hours you have made me feel happier than i've been in 6 months...
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:50:21 PM): i know that my face hurts from smiling so much
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:50:29 PM): i know that when you smile I blush...every single time
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:50:33 PM): by showing you my cleavage?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:50:36 PM): no
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:50:38 PM): by being you
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:50:42 PM): the cleavage has other effects lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:51:50 PM): your going to break my heart if you are anything less then what you are saying. ive been lonley for a really long time and im not emotionally stable enough to be screwed over again
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:52:03 PM): i feel the same way
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:52:09 PM): and thats why i'm worried about the stupid trust thing
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:52:46 PM): I was just talking to a friends wife on the phone..she is my pilot but also my love guru
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:52:53 PM): she says i'm crazy to meet someone online lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:53:11 PM): haha shes probably right, it hasnt done me any good so far
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:53:38 PM): but then again my best friend just gave birth to thr son of the love of her life
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:53:43 PM): they met on yahpp
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:53:45 PM): yahoo
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:53:50 PM): thats awsome
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:53:59 PM): did she flash him a lot of cleavage ?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:54:00 PM): sorry
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:54:01 PM): joking
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:54:02 PM): lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:54:12 PM): your incourigable
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:54:15 PM): its cute
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:54:17 PM): ya....
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:54:19 PM):
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:54:23 PM): i'm glad you think its cute
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:54:35 PM): can I be really up front about something
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:54:39 PM): yes
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:54:47 PM): I joke around alot...i am very into affection
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:54:59 PM): I love to snuggle and hug and all of that
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:55:13 PM): I even really enjoy just enjoying one anothers company
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:55:23 PM): i'm ok with a little goofy chip n dale if you are
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:55:30 PM): however...I am not into casual sex at all...
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:55:38 PM): i don't want you to get that impression..
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:55:44 PM): because of all of my cleavage jokes
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:56:05 PM): haha well i think its very sweet of you to clearify that
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:56:08 PM): in my entire life i've only been with 4 girls.....
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:56:16 PM): and im very much the same way
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:56:24 PM): ive been with 5 guys
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:56:49 PM): so acording to the rule of 3's, thats 12 for me and 15 for you
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:56:52 PM): lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:57:00 PM): i cared aout them and not one of them returned that feeling
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:57:06 PM): same for me....
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:57:21 PM): all of them either just wanted money, or to go to parties or numerous other things
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:57:26 PM): all 4 cheated on me...
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:57:26 PM): wel i should say i wanted to care about them
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:58:24 PM): well you dont have to worry about that with me, I honeslty would much rather be home cuddled on the couch then out shopping or at a party
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:58:46 PM): i think you are the one that is to good to be true
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:58:46 PM): not to say that i wouldnt enjoy going to them,
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:59:14 PM): all joking aside, if i could get past this trust thing I would come see you now or tomorrow
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 10:59:18 PM): i have a huge crush
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 10:59:45 PM): well thats something for you to decide
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:00:00 PM): shelly had an idea..but it would make you think the worst of me lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:00:10 PM): lol what is it?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:00:25 PM): i think telling you would make you think the worst of me....
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:00:37 PM): tell me i wont judge
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:00:46 PM): look at it this way....
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:01:09 PM): neither one of us are in a position to be upset if the other doesnt trust us
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:01:27 PM): good point
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:01:58 PM): i very well could be some girl a tabloid paid, and you very well could be some pervert who plans on charming me and the second we meet raping and or killing me
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:02:14 PM): its all about being safe and following your instincts
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:02:18 PM): i save raping and killing for the 3rd date
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:02:23 PM): first date, cleavage only
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:02:26 PM): lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:02:27 PM): hahaha
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:02:45 PM): her idea...was to ask you to do two things no scammer would ever do..
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:02:54 PM): trust me first, and take a risk based on that trust...
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:03:27 PM): well that sounds smart for you, but how do i know your not scamming me?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:03:37 PM): you don't. thats why it would work from my end
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:03:41 PM): and why its not fair to ask of you
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:03:42 PM): lol
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:03:53 PM): it gets worse lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:03:59 PM): haha well i think it would depend on what you asked me to risk
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:04:12 PM): shelly was about risky photos
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:04:17 PM): i'm not into that at all
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:04:19 PM): so no
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:04:38 PM): i did have an idea...but..it would be asking a lot of you...
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:04:49 PM): and it would make me trust you enough to meet in person...but..
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:04:50 PM): lol
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:04:57 PM): this online thing is not easy
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:04:58 PM): lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:05:03 PM): no its not
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:05:21 PM): what is your idea?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:06:05 PM): you promise me that you will do any 2 things I ask on cam. I think a promise is a serious thing
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:06:12 PM): and you would be trusting me not to ask anything crazy
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:06:29 PM): ok, and what do i get in return?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:06:36 PM): what do you want?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:06:41 PM): i'll come take you out to lunch tomorrow?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:06:49 PM): but i guess thats somethign for me lol
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:07:11 PM): after I know that I can trust you there is nothing i wouldn't do..
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:07:21 PM): i really do have a huge crush
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:07:38 PM): all i want from you right now is proof you are who you say you are
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:08:01 PM): how can i do that? you name it and ill make it happen
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:08:02 PM): i think a pic holding a sign with whatever i choose on it
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:08:12 PM): in a speedo?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:08:20 PM): yes, the smile i win again
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:08:32 PM): no just what ever you are wearing noe
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:08:35 PM): now
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:08:49 PM): i can do that...but only after i know i cn trust you
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:08:50 PM): fair?
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:09:19 PM): fair, but i have to warn you, im italian, and i could have you taken care of if you screw me over
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:09:30 PM): lol, i'm filthy rich
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:09:32 PM): bring it on
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:09:42 PM): mob against money?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:09:55 PM): and ex Army Ranger thank you very much
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:10:04 PM): i was raised by a marine
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:10:21 PM): so i'm guessing the smarts came from your mom?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:10:23 PM): lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:10:26 PM): ohhhhh
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:10:29 PM): you did not
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:10:37 PM): i'm just joking
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:10:43 PM): you netter be lol
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:10:45 PM): Marines are ok in my book
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:10:46 PM): 'better
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:10:56 PM): hahaha so what do you want me to do?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:11:08 PM): what would you consider to be a risk?
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:11:50 PM): trusting that you arent going to turn around and ask me to do something incredibly sexual or disgusting and then post it on the internet
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:12:08 PM): I will not ask anything sexual or discusting
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:12:17 PM): and i will not post anything on the net
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:12:21 PM): lol, i want to meet you
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:12:31 PM): not be killed by a mob of itallian jarheads
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:12:51 PM): so you promise, any 2 things i ask. you'll do now
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:13:21 PM): i want to but i have a question first
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:14:35 PM): ok
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:15:00 PM): i dont take promises lightly at all, and if i say i promise right now and then you ask me to do something i cant or dont want to do, for reasons completely unrelated to you not trusting me, i dont want you to think im dishonest even if you cant trust me
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:15:23 PM): part of the trust thing is you trusting me not to ask anything crazy
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:15:28 PM): i don't take promises lightly either
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:15:38 PM): ok then i promise
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:15:51 PM): crap now i have to think of two things lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:15:54 PM): hahaha
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:16:02 PM): ok
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:16:03 PM): ready
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:16:06 PM): ready
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:16:14 PM): number one has a few steps
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:16:19 PM): so first stand up
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:16:29 PM): ok hang on
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:17:15 PM): lol, now smile, cause we are going to be hanging out tomorrow
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:17:16 PM):
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:17:35 PM): lol
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:17:37 PM): lol, that was number 1
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:17:43 PM): ok number two
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:17:55 PM): hmm..number one was kind of a cop out on my end
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:18:03 PM): i'm a wuss
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:18:18 PM): haha just tell me what you want
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:18:33 PM): number two is going to be a risk...and force you to trust me ok
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:18:37 PM): ok
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:18:52 PM): do you have like a timer in your room?
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:19:07 PM): yeah well a cell phone i can set
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:19:14 PM): ok
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:19:25 PM): here is number two...and try to follow me here
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:19:27 PM): its a little crazy
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:19:30 PM): haha ok
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:20:43 PM): number two, Do the most seductive 2 min strip tease that you can. The trust part is that I promise I won't watch. I will minimize the cam window. If you can trust me enough to not watch, I will take your word that you did it and know that I can trust you. sound fair?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:21:05 PM): and you can tease me about it for arounda month
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:21:12 PM): lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:21:49 PM): how do either of us know the other oe followed thru, i understand its trust but its just as easy for us both to lie about the trust
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:22:01 PM): lieing about trust would be pretty pointless...
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:22:02 PM): lol
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:22:21 PM): you don't even have to tell me what you did. the idea is taht you trust me and in doing so i know that i can trust you
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:22:29 PM): i'll minimize your cam now
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:22:46 PM): ok
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:23:11 PM): ill do it bt i honestly dont think it sloves anything haha but if it make you happy
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:23:20 PM): it will make me happy
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:23:23 PM): are you saying that i can watch?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:23:25 PM): lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:23:32 PM): haha
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:23:39 PM): no that would break the deal
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:23:49 PM): then i will leave the cam screen minimized
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:23:57 PM): tell me when you start so i can time it as well
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:24:15 PM): ok ready....
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:24:21 PM): yes
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:24:23 PM): ill start at 1125
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:25:01 PM): now
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:27:06 PM): time
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:27:22 PM): can i open the cam now? i miss the smile.
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:27:28 PM): one sec
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:28:03 PM): ok
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:28:17 PM): we good?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:28:32 PM): LOL, a very large part of me wants to know what i missed lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:28:47 PM): we are great depending on two things
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:28:52 PM): uh oh
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:29:10 PM): one, you reallly didnt look
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:29:14 PM): and two you send that oic
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:29:16 PM): pic
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:29:23 PM): I really didn't look
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:29:29 PM): did you really do it?
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:29:34 PM): i really did
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:29:47 PM): trust sucks
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:29:54 PM): why do people have to damage us?
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:30:07 PM): i wish i knew hunny
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:30:14 PM): want to hear something crazy?
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:30:18 PM): sure
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:30:26 PM): i believe that you did it...
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:30:33 PM): you seem so serious right now
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:30:36 PM): the smile is gone
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:30:47 PM): i want to believe with all my heart that you didnt watch
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:30:55 PM): i didn't
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:31:05 PM): but after date 3 i may demand a reenactment
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:31:14 PM): deal
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:31:15 PM): before the raping and killing lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:31:19 PM): hahaha
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:31:29 PM): ok, i'll snap this pic
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:31:31 PM): so just the face
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:31:36 PM): or you want a sign
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:31:39 PM): a speedo?
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:31:40 PM): what
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:31:41 PM): lol
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:32:05 PM): yes, just your face with a hand witten sign that says tawni on it
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:32:19 PM): i can do that
- Paul Smith (6/1/2009 11:32:25 PM): let me find some paper quick
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:32:27 PM): ok
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:32:40 PM): im going to turn on my fan
- midgekin05 (6/1/2009 11:36:22 PM): i really hope that was a conicidence
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