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Soulmate AU + Angst

Jan 4th, 2020
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  1. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 2:30 PM
  2. [steeples fingers]
  3. So
  4. Red string of fate
  5. I'm thinking... it's like a societal thing?
  6. Where there's demonstrable evidence that they exist and it's just Out There to the public
  7.  
  8. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 2:32 PM
  9. Maybe once you hit a certain age, you're able to see your own string, and then once you find your soulmate, you're able to see other people's strings in order to help guide them
  10. OF COURSE, not all strings necessarily mean romantic love
  11. You can have multiple ties to multiple people who are perfect for you in their own ways
  12.  
  13. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 2:32 PM
  14. inhales
  15. So color coded?
  16.  
  17. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 2:32 PM
  18. And just because somebody is SUPPOSED to be 100% compatible with you... doesn't mean they don't have to grow into it
  19. It's not just instant "we're in love now"
  20. THAT'S NOT HOW PEOPLE WORK
  21.  
  22. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 2:33 PM
  23. So if you want to then you can cut it
  24. If you so choose you can just cut the string
  25.  
  26. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 2:33 PM
  27. But then the bond is lost forever and all its potential is gone with it
  28. Oh, the DELICIOUS ANGST
  29.  
  30. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 2:33 PM
  31. YES
  32. G O D
  33. You’re gonna hate me for this but
  34. 50 shades of red
  35.  
  36. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 2:34 PM
  37. Please perish
  38.  
  39. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 2:34 PM
  40. I am on my way to perish
  41. But it would more or less be to differentiate between people
  42.  
  43. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 2:35 PM
  44. Black string for people you're destined to just fucking murder on sight
  45. What if...
  46. HEY WHAT IF
  47.  
  48. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 2:35 PM
  49. YES?
  50. KEEP GO
  51.  
  52. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 2:36 PM
  53. STRINGS CAN CHANGE COLOR AND VIBRANCY TO SYMBOLIZE THE STRENGTH AND HEALTH OF THE RELATIONSHIP
  54.  
  55. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 2:36 PM
  56. OH FUCK
  57. YEAH
  58.  
  59. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 2:36 PM
  60. So a really searing bright red is a new relationship flush with infatuation and passion
  61.  
  62. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 2:36 PM
  63. YOU HAD MY@ATTENTION
  64. NOW YOU HAVE MY ERECTION
  65.  
  66. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 2:36 PM
  67. And it slowly settles into a deep maroon for a strong bond
  68.  
  69. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 2:36 PM
  70. This is
  71. clutches chest
  72.  
  73. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 2:36 PM
  74. But if you're constantly plagued with doubts and fears and arguing...
  75. It starts to corrode
  76. The fibers literally become weaker
  77. Until...
  78. It snaps :)c
  79.  
  80. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 2:37 PM
  81. Yes yes
  82. Could you imagine
  83. First okay
  84. Could you imagine the strings between a setter and their ace/spiker
  85. Let’s use kageyama and hinata for example
  86. Their string would be brittle from the start
  87.  
  88. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 2:39 PM
  89. HEY HEY HEY, imagine that everybody can see the change in their relationship when "tolerate" becomes "like" becomes "love"
  90.  
  91. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 2:39 PM
  92. HEYHEYHEY
  93. WATCHING THEM GROW
  94.  
  95. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 2:40 PM
  96. I'm changing tact and saying that they become visible to everyone when they're in close proximity to one another
  97.  
  98. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 2:40 PM
  99. And proof of that growth
  100. YEA
  101. YES
  102.  
  103. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 2:40 PM
  104. GOD WHERE'S YAKI WHEN I NEED THEM
  105. THEY'D EAT THIS SHIT UP
  106. @𝙏𝙖𝙣𝙖𝙠𝙖 & 𝙏𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙙𝙖 ⑊ Yaki [BANGS POTS AND PANS] COME GET YOUR JUICE
  107.  
  108. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 2:40 PM
  109. COME GET@YOUR HECKIN JUICE
  110. Hey so
  111. Being able to tug on each other’s heart strings
  112. Literally
  113.  
  114. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 2:41 PM
  115. Ohhh it's LITERALLY A CONNECTION TO THEIR GODDAMN SOUL
  116.  
  117. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 2:41 PM
  118. And feeling it
  119.  
  120. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 2:41 PM
  121. EMPATHY LINK
  122. SAY IT AIN'T SO
  123. MY ONE BIGGEST WEAKNESS!!!
  124.  
  125. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 2:42 PM
  126. When you’re too far away and you miss them
  127.  
  128. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 2:42 PM
  129. @Kōshi Sugawara 🦐 Lav COME HERE SUFFER WITH ME PLEASE
  130.  
  131. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 2:42 PM
  132. a okay but could you imagine that
  133. SUGA DOUBTING HIS PLACE ON THE TEAM AND DAICHI FEELING IT AND THEN HE KICKS DOWN THE IMAGINARY DOOR
  134.  
  135. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 2:43 PM
  136. "Imaginary"
  137. You mean literal
  138.  
  139. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 2:43 PM
  140. I MEAN YEAH
  141. what the frick did you just think to yourself?????
  142.  
  143. Kōshi Sugawara 🦐 LavToday at 2:43 PM
  144. Suga doubting himself in the locker room and Daichi just SMASHES IN
  145.  
  146. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 2:43 PM
  147. Suga can feel Daichi's overwhelming appreciation and worry for him that fills his heart to bursting
  148.  
  149. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 2:43 PM
  150. Daichi: CEASE
  151.  
  152. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 2:43 PM
  153. The PRIDE when he looks at him
  154.  
  155. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 2:43 PM
  156. I
  157.  
  158. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 2:43 PM
  159. The TRUST he has in him
  160.  
  161. Kōshi Sugawara 🦐 LavToday at 2:43 PM
  162. GOD
  163.  
  164. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 2:44 PM
  165. Fuck
  166. Stop I’m crying
  167. I’m actually crying
  168.  
  169. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 2:44 PM
  170. He just bonks their foreheads together
  171. Glares straight into his eyes
  172.  
  173. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 2:44 PM
  174. I’m weak
  175.  
  176. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 2:44 PM
  177. "Koushi Sugawara, you are incredible and no amount of sitting on the sidelines is ever going to change that."
  178. He feels Daichi's conviction behind those words
  179.  
  180. Kōshi Sugawara 🦐 LavToday at 2:45 PM
  181. But you know it's mutual too, Feeling the trust, and wonder, the happiness of smSuga watching from the sidelines that he gets to see Daichi playing the game he loves
  182. God fuck my heart
  183. That's gonna make suga cry and both hit his side and kiss Daichi's dumb fave
  184.  
  185. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 2:45 PM
  186. That rock-solid certainty
  187. There's not a hint of doubt in his mind that what he's saying is the truth
  188.  
  189. Bokuto | | CatToday at 2:46 PM
  190. I’m ready to fucking cry, y’all making me weak :sob::two_hearts::two_hearts:
  191.  
  192. Kōshi Sugawara 🦐 LavToday at 2:46 PM
  193. That level of trust they have built up over years of work and building that relationship
  194.  
  195. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 2:47 PM
  196. Or Oikawa and or Iwaizumi getting into their own heads and Just staring at each other. Hinata wavering for a moment in a match and kageyama just nope
  197.  
  198. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 2:48 PM
  199. He YANKS Hinata's attention back to him
  200. Forcing him to concentrate not on the game, but on trusting him
  201.  
  202. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 2:49 PM
  203. A pivotal moment in them taking steps forward together
  204.  
  205. Bokuto | | CatToday at 2:49 PM
  206. So with DaiSuga being so strong and in tune, they’d see all these others’ strings right?
  207. They’d get to help nurture and guide all these other relationships that are growing and have theirs grow fonder and stronger and in turn
  208.  
  209. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 2:50 PM
  210. They're the quintessential example of a relationship built on mutual trust and respect, and the fact that they found it so young is nothing short of a miracle
  211.  
  212. Bokuto | | CatToday at 2:50 PM
  213. They help another pair start to sort out and see what’s going on between them and how’s it’s affecting their tie and
  214. They’re talking alone after and they just get to see their own string GLOWING anew all over again
  215. Awwhhhhh!!
  216.  
  217. Kōshi Sugawara 🦐 LavToday at 2:52 PM
  218. And not that it didn't take work, and will take work over the rest of their lives to maintain bit it's healthy, and they trust each other so fucking much that they can help guide others in navigating what they might need to help their connection
  219. Like idk communication
  220. God would their string be practically gleeming when they are on the court together?
  221.  
  222. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 2:53 PM
  223. Literally when Daichi sees Suga in an official match setting for him, there's nothing but a wave of pure joy
  224.  
  225. Akaashi✨Tenma | FenToday at 2:53 PM
  226. Okay how much would that spook the other teams tho
  227. Like if they’re so strong you can see their string when they’re close l i k e
  228.  
  229. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 2:54 PM
  230. Because while Daichi is known for being steady and strong, Suga is what holds him together and enables him to be at his very best
  231. It's a true partnership
  232. Where both of them look out for one another's needs
  233.  
  234. Akaashi✨Tenma | FenToday at 2:54 PM
  235. They see this soft little silver haired setter coming onto the court and then immediately spot this glowing red string between them and get this Oh fuck feeling because they’re meant to be there together and now everyone knows it
  236.  
  237. Kōshi Sugawara 🦐 LavToday at 2:54 PM
  238. A true power couple, playing at each other's strengths
  239.  
  240. Bokuto | | CatToday at 2:54 PM
  241. I’m imagining the moment KageHina would sort out their own feelings during a match or something and then they look up and see their two pillars of support and their string for the first time and it’s so shiny and vivid!!
  242. And they’re just in awe of this power duo who are always working so hard on themselves and in guiding the team and they’re just blown away??
  243.  
  244. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 2:55 PM
  245. Oikawa scoffing in the distance
  246.  
  247. Akaashi✨Tenma | FenToday at 2:56 PM
  248. Omg what a baby
  249.  
  250. Bokuto | | CatToday at 2:56 PM
  251. Iwaizumi, sending him a smitten little grin because theirs shines just as bright at times and it makes him mushy?
  252.  
  253. Kōshi Sugawara 🦐 LavToday at 2:58 PM
  254. Hmm I wonder... With emotions going across the bond, would pain as well? Emotional or physically? Cause if so with physical pain, Iwazumi knowing when Oikawa's knee is acting up, even without having to tell and being able to provide support, or Daichi feeling the worry for when he gets pretty hurt in the match?
  255.  
  256. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 2:58 PM
  257. HEY
  258. please
  259. I support this
  260.  
  261. Bokuto | | CatToday at 2:58 PM
  262. OUCH
  263. I love that so much
  264.  
  265. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 2:59 PM
  266. I want to say less feeling it and more knowing when pain occurs
  267.  
  268. Kōshi Sugawara 🦐 LavToday at 2:59 PM
  269. That's kinda what I was feeling, like the emotions that surround the pain going through the connection
  270.  
  271. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 3:00 PM
  272. I just took it in a really dark place but uh, just wondering
  273.  
  274. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 3:00 PM
  275. Iwaizumi pulling Oikawa off to the side
  276.  
  277. Kōshi Sugawara 🦐 LavToday at 3:00 PM
  278. Oh no
  279.  
  280. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 3:00 PM
  281. Don’t say death
  282.  
  283. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 3:00 PM
  284. What happens when your most precious person dies? :)c
  285.  
  286. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 3:00 PM
  287. DONT SAY DEATH
  288. HE SAOD IT
  289.  
  290. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 3:00 PM
  291. TOO LATE
  292.  
  293. Kōshi Sugawara 🦐 LavToday at 3:00 PM
  294. FUCK KIT
  295.  
  296. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 3:00 PM
  297. When and where
  298.  
  299. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 3:00 PM
  300. IM GONNA CUT YOU
  301.  
  302. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 3:00 PM
  303. When and where.
  304.  
  305. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 3:00 PM
  306. HHHHHHH
  307.  
  308. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 3:01 PM
  309. Because... Police officer Daichi...
  310.  
  311. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 3:01 PM
  312. The string, instead of@
  313. YOU BITCH
  314.  
  315. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 3:01 PM
  316. Getting caught in the line of duty...
  317.  
  318. Kōshi Sugawara 🦐 LavToday at 3:01 PM
  319. NONONONONO ON
  320.  
  321. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 3:01 PM
  322. Instead of crumbling it just
  323. Fades
  324. Into nothing
  325. Like an apparition
  326.  
  327. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 3:02 PM
  328. It's years after they graduate high school, they've settled into a routine, Daichi is more than aware of the risks but says it's about keeping civilians safe more than anything
  329.  
  330. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 3:02 PM
  331. And they experience the wave of emotions, thoughts, even, as its happening
  332.  
  333. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 3:02 PM
  334. It's days before their anniversary
  335.  
  336. Kōshi Sugawara 🦐 LavToday at 3:02 PM
  337. But Suga constantly still feeling the ghostly weight of the string attached to his heart, feeling it fading and he knows, he fucking knows something has happened
  338.  
  339. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 3:02 PM
  340. Suga is in the middle of class
  341.  
  342. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 3:03 PM
  343. They had no plans, only something as mundane as trying out a new recipe and taking their dog on a hike
  344. And then it just
  345. In the middle of a quiet moment
  346. Suga feels its weight disappear, can't help but immediately notice its absence
  347. Like something has been stolen from him
  348. He can't breathe
  349.  
  350. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 3:03 PM
  351. “Mr. Sugawara why are you crying?”
  352.  
  353. Kōshi Sugawara 🦐 LavToday at 3:04 PM
  354. Suga, feeling sick to his stomach having to leave class in the hands of the other teachers, but he doesn't make it to say goodbye
  355.  
  356. Him frantically pulling at the connection, screaming for something to go through
  357.  
  358. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 3:04 PM
  359. I love pain
  360. And suffering
  361. MAKE ME SUFFER
  362.  
  363. Akaashi✨Tenma | FenToday at 3:04 PM
  364. I do not wish for suffering
  365.  
  366. Bokuto | | CatToday at 3:04 PM
  367. I didn’t need a heart anyways ; 3 ;
  368.  
  369. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 3:05 PM
  370. Lav is the lucky bastard of the hour getting al this angst from kit
  371. God damn
  372.  
  373. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 3:05 PM
  374. The last thing he feels, dimly, distantly, and growing further and further away, is Daichi reaching for him
  375. Even then
  376. In his last moments
  377.  
  378. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 3:05 PM
  379. @👑 𝑂𝑖𝑘𝑎𝑤𝑎 — Julian when are you going to tear my heart out like that
  380.  
  381. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 3:05 PM
  382. His only thought was of Suga
  383.  
  384. Kōshi Sugawara 🦐 LavToday at 3:06 PM
  385. I feel honored and I'm crying in my BATHROOM OVER THIS
  386.  
  387. Bokuto | | CatToday at 3:06 PM
  388. Is the string glowing and vivid all strong even as it fades?
  389.  
  390. Kōshi Sugawara 🦐 LavToday at 3:07 PM
  391. KIT MADE ME C R Y
  392. And then it's gone, a hole torn from his heart as Daichi fades, gone
  393. A hole that once you lose your soulmate not by choice, cannot be filled and is left there
  394. Aching
  395.  
  396. Bokuto | | CatToday at 3:08 PM
  397. I’m imagining all the other strings that the team has to them - both of them - and that they feel both of these things going on
  398.  
  399. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 3:09 PM
  400. He might find another love if Daichi had broken their bond himself
  401. But his finger is just
  402. Bare
  403.  
  404. Kōshi Sugawara 🦐 LavToday at 3:11 PM
  405. And he wouldn't want another, wears a ring on that finger to always remember the weight of what it felt like
  406. Some semblance to remember the one held his heart
  407.  
  408. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 3:12 PM
  409. The metal of the band's been plated over so it's red :')
  410. A deep, deep maroon that symbolizes how steady and committed they were
  411.  
  412. Kōshi Sugawara 🦐 LavToday at 3:14 PM
  413. Fuck
  414. What if, needing to move, needing to get out of where he is, moving out of Miyagi he finds a ring Daichi had hidden?
  415. With that deep deep maroon color, and their anniversary engraved on the inside
  416.  
  417. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 3:15 PM
  418. YEAH
  419. GOD
  420. HE WAS PLANNING ON PROPOSING
  421.  
  422. Kōshi Sugawara 🦐 LavToday at 3:15 PM
  423. ON THEIR HIKE!!!
  424. The moment he finds it, Suga has kept it together on the outside mostly, kept strong for their team members and getting through the media that usually comes with a police officer killed on duty
  425.  
  426. This is what breaks him
  427.  
  428. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 3:17 PM
  429. Yall made it worse
  430. I’m crying again
  431. Fuck you guys
  432.  
  433. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 3:18 PM
  434. Love you, too, baby
  435. God, just
  436. Every one of their associates coming out in droves
  437. "I'm so sorry for your loss. I know how much he meant to you."
  438.  
  439. yui 💖 roseToday at 3:19 PM
  440. God y'all are just busting each other's kneecaps with this angst huh
  441.  
  442. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 3:19 PM
  443. Yes
  444.  
  445. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 3:19 PM
  446. Some of them unconsciously rub the knuckle of their pinkie finger, as if dreading what would happen if their soulmate was ever lost
  447.  
  448. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 3:19 PM
  449. Its how we show love
  450. Literally...
  451.  
  452. Kōshi Sugawara 🦐 LavToday at 3:20 PM
  453. Love you Starry at least it's both of us :heart:
  454. And Suga just has to fucking deal with it
  455. Crying over ANGST
  456.  
  457. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 3:20 PM
  458. Let’s say [insert pair here] is at a distance and just this desperate “I need to see you. Now, please.”
  459.  
  460. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 3:21 PM
  461. Daichi liked (god, using past tense hurts) to collect mementos
  462. He was sentimental like that
  463.  
  464. yui 💖 roseToday at 3:21 PM
  465. Kit: okay, love that idea, what if I just [Shoves one half of the pair off a cliff]
  466. Lav: okay, painful, but what about [Stabs the other half with the patented angst knife]
  467. Kit: oh, okay, and t
  468. And then it goes on
  469. I love it
  470. Y'all are fun
  471.  
  472. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 3:21 PM
  473. Nothing special, just ticket stubs of movies they saw together, pamphlets of places they went to, a cool leaf they found on the ground, a flower pressed into a novel they read together
  474. Little things
  475. But precious things all the same
  476. Suga finds them all over, even when he's sure this has to be the last of them
  477. There's always one more to break his heart anew
  478.  
  479. Kōshi Sugawara 🦐 LavToday at 3:23 PM
  480. :Bongocat: :Bongocat:
  481.  
  482. Suga would keep all of it too, he can't bring himself to get rid of any of it either, tucked carefully away into a box that has Daichi's "I love you" written on a piece of paper taped to it
  483.  
  484. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 3:23 PM
  485. Christmas presents he bought months in advance, snacks he hides for his cheat days, little notes he's scribbled to himself and then shoved into the pocket of a coat or a drawer
  486.  
  487. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 3:23 PM
  488. a napkin with silly doodles from their first real date
  489.  
  490. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 3:23 PM
  491. His fingerprints are all over Suga's life and there's no getting rid of all of them
  492.  
  493. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 3:23 PM
  494. Ow
  495. OW
  496. How to save a life is playing on the radio now so fuck you
  497.  
  498. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 3:24 PM
  499. That's god telling you to feel worse
  500. It's cathartic
  501.  
  502. Kōshi Sugawara 🦐 LavToday at 3:25 PM
  503. He can't, and he wouldn't either, how could he?
  504.  
  505. Daichi has been there for nearly every step of the way, erasing that would be erasing his heart, the man who helped shape him to be who is now, who helped him grow and bloom, and right now he is wilting under the darkness of losing the sunshine that helped his garden thrive
  506.  
  507. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 3:26 PM
  508. That hit different
  509. I'm thinking that... Daichi is a total Camera Dad™️ at heart so he's always taking photos or videos of the two of them or sending little updates whenever he's out on the job for longer than he expects and
  510. One of those includes a little audio message
  511.  
  512. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 3:29 PM
  513. Yes. Drive the knife further
  514.  
  515. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 3:29 PM
  516. It's Daichi, excited, going "Babe, you'll never guess what just came on the radio!" And he moves the phone closer to the speaker and out comes a tinny rendition of what they decided back in high school was Their Song™️
  517.  
  518. Kōshi Sugawara 🦐 LavToday at 3:29 PM
  519. Oh good, so Suga will have more to listen to when he is crying instead of continuing to pay for Daichi's phoneplan to keep calling his voicemail to just hear him say hello
  520.  
  521. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 3:29 PM
  522. He hums along and then it turns into full-on singing, crooning into the receiver
  523.  
  524. Akaashi✨Tenma | FenToday at 3:29 PM
  525. listen I love y’all and your angst v much but you said Camera Dad and
  526. Now I’m imagining Daichi with socks and sandals, a bad Hawaiian shirt, and sunscreen absolutely caked on his face
  527.  
  528. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 3:30 PM
  529. "Sorry for the impromptu concert, but I just want you to know that I love you and that I'm thinking about you. See you when I get home! Love you!"
  530. That's him
  531. That is Daichi's final form
  532.  
  533. Akaashi✨Tenma | FenToday at 3:30 PM
  534. I love him. What a dip.
  535.  
  536. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 3:30 PM
  537. Or rather
  538. That's what he would have grown into, if he'd had the chance :')
  539.  
  540. Kōshi Sugawara 🦐 LavToday at 3:31 PM
  541. What if he fucking recorded and sent that the fucking last day? In the morning?
  542.  
  543. OW!!!
  544.  
  545. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 3:31 PM
  546. If he was given the opportunity to grow old
  547.  
  548. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 3:31 PM
  549. FU K
  550. YOU
  551.  
  552. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 3:31 PM
  553. When and where
  554.  
  555. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 3:31 PM
  556. LAV IM GLAD WE HAVW SAME BRAIN
  557.  
  558. Akaashi✨Tenma | FenToday at 3:31 PM
  559. I take back suggesting a soulmate AU fucc this
  560.  
  561. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 3:32 PM
  562. Lmfao
  563. Me and kit: ah yes red string
  564. Kit: by the way
  565. Me: :PikaS:
  566.  
  567. Akaashi✨Tenma | FenToday at 3:32 PM
  568. I was here for fun not this
  569.  
  570. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 3:32 PM
  571. Hang on
  572.  
  573. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 3:32 PM
  574. BUT I LOVE IT
  575.  
  576. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 3:32 PM
  577. I'm about to make it worse
  578.  
  579. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 3:32 PM
  580. Of course you are
  581.  
  582. Akaashi✨Tenma | FenToday at 3:32 PM
  583. Outtie 500
  584.  
  585. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 3:32 PM
  586. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZxQLNxFA1Mg
  587. Keaton Henson - You (lyrics on screen)
  588. :)
  589. Enjoy
  590. "If you must die, sweetheart,
  591. Die knowing your life was my life's best part
  592.  
  593. If you must die,
  594. Remember your life"
  595.  
  596. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 3:33 PM
  597. HAHAHA
  598. FUCK
  599. YOU
  600. F U C K
  601.  
  602. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 3:34 PM
  603. Y O U
  604.  
  605. Kōshi Sugawara 🦐 LavToday at 3:34 PM
  606. oh
  607. Um
  608. Kit?
  609.  
  610. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 3:34 PM
  611. Yes, darling?
  612.  
  613. Kōshi Sugawara 🦐 LavToday at 3:35 PM
  614. That really hurt and now my heart hurts, honey, sunshine, PLEASE fix IT
  615.  
  616. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 3:35 PM
  617. I'll fix it
  618. Ahem
  619.  
  620. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 3:35 PM
  621. I need big bandaid
  622.  
  623. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 3:35 PM
  624. This is sung from Daichi's perspective
  625. Because he waits for Suga
  626. He doesn't move on
  627. Not until they're ready to go together
  628. He's there, patient and ever-present, trying desperately to reach out and comfort Suga through his grief
  629. "I'm here for you. I'll always be."
  630. There are moments when he might be able to feel a familiar tugging at his heartstrings
  631. A brush against the back of his neck
  632. Something stirring his hair where there is no wind
  633.  
  634. Kōshi Sugawara 🦐 LavToday at 3:39 PM
  635. A coolness against his forehead when he's crying
  636.  
  637. And there is a little hint of a glow to their thread their anniversary every year, he thinks
  638.  
  639. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 3:42 PM
  640. I thought we were putting a bandaid on it
  641.  
  642. Kōshi Sugawara 🦐 LavToday at 3:43 PM
  643. When Suga passes, earlier than normal but living many, many years passed, he steps from his body not looking a day older than Daichi does as his love stands patiently by his bedside, finally getting to see him, touch him again, their thread unbreakable and glowing and the first thing Suga says,
  644.  
  645. "I would have said yes, Sawamura, just so you know"
  646.  
  647. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 3:43 PM
  648. They walk together hand-in-hand
  649. "Onto the next adventure?"
  650. "With you? Always."
  651.  
  652. 🌊 ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ | Kɪʏᴏᴋᴏ — StarryToday at 3:43 PM
  653. IS THIS ALLOWED
  654.  
  655. Akaashi✨Tenma | FenToday at 3:43 PM
  656. :unpleasantlysurprised:
  657. No
  658. It’s not allowed-
  659. Take it all back-
  660.  
  661. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 3:43 PM
  662. I don't see any cops around here to stop me
  663.  
  664. Kōshi Sugawara 🦐 LavToday at 3:44 PM
  665. Then they do this whole life and DEATH THING AGAIN IN THE REAPER AU
  666.  
  667. Daichi | Fuki 🐺 KitToday at 3:44 PM
  668. YEAH BABY
  669. IT'S ALL CONNECTED
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