Bocchi Kaibutsu to Moumoku Shoujo ch7

p2
>The first three days, I spent the entire time crying
>over the remose of what I had done.
>Being aware of my crime.
>Repenting.

>The withering tears
>were strangling my neck.

>I couldn't forgive myself.
>>cough

p3
>What the heck
>did I even come here for...

>My cold head
>In the end...
>I couldn't be cute.
>thought about what I should do from now on.
>Just like my appearance... my entire being is just as ugly.

p4
>I couldn't tell Lily.
>The immeasurable troubles caused by her blindness
>were all because of me.

>Even now, I keep lying to protect myself.
>Deceiving her.

>And yet at that moment, Lily,
>gave me a shy response.

p5
>The next time we meet...
>I'll tell her everything.

>After that,
>whether she rejects me or kills me,
>I have no right to complain.

>...It might be better if she killed me sooner than later.

p6
>Either way...
>I won't be able to spend any more time together with Lily.

p8
>Heath?

p10
>Lily.

>...He-

p11
>Hey.
>Lily.
>Before
>I appear before your eyes,
>there's something I need to tell you.

>I'm sorry
>for lying to you up until now.

p12
>The stuff about seeing the world,
>about being a traveller,
>all of it...
>was just lies to fuel the ego of an ugly monster.

>So I could stay with you.

>So that I wouldn't be alone.

>I...
>took advantage of your blindness...!

>Furthermore...
>Lily...
>The cause of what happened to your eyes
>is me.

>In order to escape into isolation
>I set fire to the town to keep the humans away from me
>and stole the light from you.

>An apology won't cut it.
>Only you have the right to judge me, Lily.
>You can do... whatever you want with my life. I don't mind.
>So...

p13
>I knew.

p14
>I knew
>from the very beginning.

>...Lily...?