:(

Sorry if I still insisting but I dont want to send to the shit more than 8 months of comunication between us,
its enough the pain that I still feeling since we broke up
and you still hurting me saying that you dont want to have comunication with me
I still dreaming the moment when I arrive poland and the first person that I see is you,
that we just will drink together,
that we go to gym,
that we go to russia,
that i teach u spanish because your teacher is a bitch and teaches bad
I still dreaming these things knowing that could never happen
because you dont know that problems are solved talking and not leaving talking.
How is so hard to you to forgive me.
How you can send to shit 8+ months of talking bc of a problem

Sorry for fuck it up 2 times. I know what happens when I do it so rest assured that it wont happen again,
please trust in me

Its my last time trying to make you change of mind because always when i try this I end feeling bad
I hope someday see the phone with a message from you showing me that you forgave me