Birthday, lots of people around, so called family aroud, family I never knew.
Things kept going wrong, things being stolen from me, people picking fights.
No one paying attention to me.
John just tries to mock me about what's happening.
Gavin just tries to play tricks on me, and mess with me.
Gwen just shouts at me while Sebi tells her to leave me alone but she ignores him and tells him to get out of the way.
Tommy isn't around.

I end up losing my temper and hitting things, breaking them, Gwen grabs a gun and points it at me in response
then tells me to stay away or she'll shoot, probably because she thinks I am evil or something.

It's like none of the care or understand me at all. So I just walk straight at her and grab the barrel of the gun and say.

'The ONLY thing I remember from my birthdays is... being upset, disapointed, hurt... Crying. AND THE ONLY, only...
thing which made it a tiny bit better..... Was my Nan, she made it bareable... And now she's not here. She's gone.
And all I get from any of you is the same fucking shit as ever and now you're pointing a gun at me.'

Then I end up walking off, the only one who seemed to care was Sebi.