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ღ STAN EXID ღ

° username : -jaebummer- you guessed right bitch WHOO
° password : power rangers

° full name : kwon haeyoung
° nicknames :
1. youngie (before knowing her age, by anyone who has never met her and only knows her name)
2. hae-des (word play of haeyoung + hades, by everyone except the Queen and her l.i)
3. youngfuck (made by herself, by herself)
° birthdate : march 6 1993
° age : 24

° height : 168.6 cm
° weight : 49 kg
° blood type : a

° birthplace : ulsan, south korea
° nationality : korean
° ethnicity : asian

ღ STAN OH MY GIRL ღ

° background : she never led a good life. sure, being taken to training at the age of 5 was harsh enough, but there was more. the others underestimated her, and made fun of her. bullied her, and made fun of her, and blamed her. some of them that were old enough to puff cigarettes used it to burn her skin. they abused her, even more than when she was at 'home'. all the scars remained on her body, some were still so visible even after 19 years. she hated them and despised them, detested them, loathed them, any feeling that is use to describe a bad fucking feeling because she can't even stand to look at them. so when she was part of the senior warriors and they weren't, she couldn't feel any better because THAT is how revenge goes. she loved the look on their faces, she wished it was framed on her room so she could see it first thing in the morning and last thing before she sleeps. she's got a few scars every now and then from being in the army, but she's not that phased anymore. she hated everything in sight, and wished to just have it all disappear than to live in suffering as The Nefarious Queen was in charge. she was entitled to suffering, even something uncontrollable like a tsunami or earthquake now feels like it's her fault.

tldr; her life sucked. but no really, she would rather have stabbed herself on her kneecaps AND her chest both 11 times than live a life like her's. and now, she even hates herself because of her past.

° personality :
“she isn't the nicest one around. in fact, she isn't nice at all. she's rude, sarcastic, and harsh, EXTREMELY harsh. being taken at 5 years old, she was the one who knew everything about the training, the army, and all that stuff. plus, she has also become The Queen's favourite, like a teacher's pet but the teacher is The Queen. she looks and is as unforgiving as she is. her cruel past has made her into a human stone. just kidding, don't believe the previous sentence. she still has feelings, but with her past as it is, she has difficulties even just showing gratitude, or even happiness. she is actually nice to people she is close to, but she herself doesn't know it since it is very... lowkey. she has never been close to anyone at all, so she never knew this part of herself. she's also one of the few people in the group who actually HAS sanity. is very straightforward, NEVER sugarcoats things and says things as it is. she's sometimes easily offended, but she never shows it, since she has difficulty showing feelings anyways, no one knows. extremely sarcastic, like, you'd be left wondering whether what she said was an actual compliment or another hidden insult. she's also very quiet, and never talks unless asked a question, and that's it. even the worst sight ever in history will result in her muttering a quiet "oh". she never bullies anyone, but she DOES sometimes order the younger ones to do stupid things (example: do aegyo as loud as they can) for fun, for her entertainment. just be close to her, her kindness towards to you is worth fighting for, as she is most likely to choose your side even over her family's side (they never treated her nicely anyways). she looks like she's judging everyone, and she is. she's judging everyone so hard, you can tell from her vibe.“

° likes :
+ fire
+ the slots PHILOSOPHIC CHIC and ONLY SANITY
+ candy
+ loathing herself
+ the sight of blood
+ cussing
° dislikes :
- herself
- bitter food
- summer and spring
- feeling lifeless
° trivia :
• she doesn't know why she likes to loath herself. but now, she feels weird to feel happy because she's already so used to be out down, and the feeling of having someone be proud of you is a feeling so pure she thinks she doesn't deserve.
• she taps the table a lot, and loves to pat people's backs, and heads
• lowkey a hoe for physical contact and pda
• hates to be lazy, but doesn't have the creativity to be productive
• on her free time, she sleeps because she trains so hard every fucking day like c h i l l pls
• she eats a lot sometimes
• stress-eater, but at the same time, she starves herself while stressed
• "who said i asked" is basically her catchphrase
• hard to satisfy, like really you can ride a tricycle juggling burning knives and she wouldn't be phased at all
• dislikes to be the center/centre of attention, she can't even handle ONE person's eyes on her without feeling awkward

° slot : sad life
° backup : high on sugar
° face claim : seunghee of clc
° backup : luda of wjsn

ღ STAN CLC ღ YES STAN THEM FUCK YES

° love interest : im changkyun
° backup : yoo kihyun (he's my bias wrecker ok i'm sorry)

° his personality : he's the lovable goofball. he IS also quiet, but whatever he says is most likely to make everyone crack up. he also has a pretty bad past, but he tries to cover it up. he is the one that teases but is also the one being teased. he is able to read the situation, and acts accordingly. when life doesn't feel like he's taken by the worst fucking queen ever, he loves to make everyone happy. basically, STAN TALENT STAN MONSTA X PLS.

° relationship progress :
∞ beginning: when they first met, it wasn't pretty. well, it didn't seem like it. she scolded him for being too loud for her liking. after she walked away, the others congratulated him for being the first person who she scolded without using any type of sarcasm, since it was straightforward. he doesn't know why the others are shocked because that was the most offensive thing he has ever heard anyone say, in general. however, he didn't know why but he wanted to learn about her more. especially since she was in the senior warriors, he thought maybe he could learn a thing or two from her, and hopefully about her.

∞ middle: she wasn't going to lie, she was really nervous having attention from him all the time. yes, he said he wanted to learn more about the army, since she was the one who knew the most about it, yet she can't but feel weird being seen all the time. out of everyone in her life, he was the one who gave her the most attention. eventually, she's going to have to break the walls for him, right? she would be pestered by him anyways, so to make it stop. and she DID want to be friends with him, but the only thing stopping her was her thoughts. apparently, with him, she is also an overthinker.

∞ end: he ended up being the first ever person she was close to. like, the first EVER person she was even remotely close with. she isn't overprotective when it comes to him, but worries too much. and she also has a ton of lowkey physical contact with him that she never does to anyone else. she pats him, hugs him, holds his hands, pokes his cheeks, anything physical she does to him is something adorable because she would never do anything to hurt him. and he doesn't mind it. he is so lucky to have her by his side, because anything he does she supports, as long as he has morals. she loves him, but with her difficulty with expressing emotions at all, she doubts she'll ever be able to show her feelings for him correctly.

° status : COUPLE DON'T BREAK THEM UP  P L E A S E

° extra : -
° message to me : good luck my fam. also, pls accept me. AND sorry if i missed anything hehehe