AnathemaYesterday at 6:37 PM
jesus look at his steam profile
NilSaiyanzYesterday at 6:37 PM
?
AnathemaYesterday at 6:37 PM
jake's
NilSaiyanzYesterday at 6:38 PM
Oml..
Why did he make it depressing.
AnathemaYesterday at 6:40 PM
idk dude
god dammit
why do i get myself into this shit
im just
going back to my old friend group
done with meeting new people
never goes well
NilSaiyanzYesterday at 6:41 PM
Wait, don't.
AnathemaYesterday at 6:41 PM
i dont mean im removing you
im just not going to seek out new friends
for a long time
cause i dont care
i already have friends
and a lot of my old friends im just blatantly fucking ignoring
NilSaiyanzYesterday at 6:45 PM
Wha...
How tf does that make...
AnathemaYesterday at 6:57 PM
Huh
NilSaiyanzYesterday at 7:00 PM
They ignore you?
AnathemaYesterday at 7:00 PM
No
I like
Don’t ever talk to them
I’m the one ignoring them
Cause I keep letting myself get pulled into shit
I’m done
NilSaiyanzYesterday at 7:01 PM
Oh...
AnathemaYesterday at 7:03 PM
i just wanna work on the friendships i already have
and not meet more and more people
and be drawn out between like 5 different groups
and not have to ration my time
when i'm already busy
NilSaiyanzYesterday at 7:10 PM
I guess things have gotten pretty bad huh...
AnathemaYesterday at 7:13 PM
i keep doing this shit to myself




AnathemaYesterday at 10:45 PM
god this is a mess
why do i keep doing this to myself
NilSaiyanzYesterday at 10:46 PM
Its not your fault,
AnathemaYesterday at 10:46 PM
kinda is
for starting it in the first place
i shouldve thought it through
before deciding to be his bf
shouldve thought
well
i dont really know this person very well
we have played some games
and share some interests
but i have never seen them
nor do i live in the same country
nor do i live in a similar time zone
NilSaiyanzYesterday at 10:47 PM
Its just...
The way it ended and turned out is the issue,
AnathemaYesterday at 10:47 PM
yes that's *an* issue
there are several issues in this situation
on all sides
there's never *the* issue
there's always multiple
NilSaiyanzYesterday at 10:48 PM
True.
AnathemaYesterday at 10:48 PM
but idfk what to do
like i said i still care about him
but we cannot possibly be in a relationship over this medium
in our situations
it's not going to work out
NilSaiyanzYesterday at 10:49 PM
And then he took it to suicidial thoughts, Why the fuck did it escalate to that.
AnathemaYesterday at 10:49 PM
because
NilSaiyanzYesterday at 10:49 PM
How the fuck did it Escalate to that
AnathemaYesterday at 10:49 PM
he clearly is very attached to his online life
which can stem from irl issues
whether they be social issues
or household issues
or whatever
it seems like he hasnt ever really had a lot of people who truly care about him like i have
NilSaiyanzYesterday at 10:50 PM
Almost everyone I've met from floof bois,
AnathemaYesterday at 10:50 PM
and he's attached to that
NilSaiyanzYesterday at 10:50 PM
Is fucking suicidal or depressed in some way,
Oml.
AnathemaYesterday at 10:50 PM
he's attached to the affection i showed
because that's probably one of the very few times that he's received it
but really this whole thing feels like that whole
"roblox gf" stereotype
ya know
oh i like this person
i know them online
NilSaiyanzYesterday at 10:52 PM
Very much so to be honest with you,
AnathemaYesterday at 10:52 PM
i dont really know them know them
but theyre nice to me and now they're my gf uwu
ive only ever played roblox with them uwu
NilSaiyanzYesterday at 10:52 PM
I get it,
AnathemaYesterday at 10:53 PM
and i think he's looking past
>distance
>time
>irl responsibility
>irl people and the possibility of either partner finding someone they could physically be with and falling for them
>language barrier
>cultural barrier
just because he's been shown affection
NilSaiyanzYesterday at 10:55 PM
Getting attracted by such little features
Is what makes it wrong,
AnathemaYesterday at 10:56 PM
it's because he doesn't know better as he's never really experienced the true possibilities of what a relationship can be and what truly falling for a person is
i can't blame him for falling for an idea when in that situation
i can't blame him for feeling the way he does about the entire situation
it's entirely justified
and i think the best route is for him to
talk to some people and calm down
and just
learn from this
NilSaiyanzYesterday at 10:57 PM
Im just mad that it escalated to suicide so quickly,
AnathemaYesterday at 10:58 PM
dont be
you cant blame him
its not his fault he feels that way
NilSaiyanzYesterday at 10:59 PM
I know... But god...
Floofy went suicidal becuase he couldn't get jake,
AnathemaYesterday at 10:59 PM
yes i know
on the surface
NilSaiyanzYesterday at 10:59 PM
now jake went suicidal after breaking up, Jesus christ.
AnathemaYesterday at 11:00 PM
it's all these people wanting to kill themselves over what seems like a small situation to you and i
but thats not why they want to kill themselves
it stems from a greater underlying issue
a lack of something in their life
and when they finally think theyve found it
when they finally find something that makes them happy
and lose it
to something out of their control
it just fucks them up