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- [police siren]
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- 00:00:17,495 --> 00:00:19,019
- [police car door opens]
- 3
- 00:00:25,373 --> 00:00:27,375
- [indistinct radio chatter]
- 4
- 00:00:54,097 --> 00:00:55,881
- [unbuckles seat belt]
- 5
- 00:01:04,151 --> 00:01:05,282
- Are you gonna say anything?
- 6
- 00:01:07,763 --> 00:01:09,460
- What the hell were
- you thinking, Sam?
- 7
- 00:01:12,463 --> 00:01:14,683
- You're lucky you
- just lost your license,
- 8
- 00:01:14,726 --> 00:01:16,859
- and you know you're
- paying for everything, right?
- 9
- 00:01:16,902 --> 00:01:17,816
- I know.
- 10
- 00:01:19,644 --> 00:01:21,429
- [takes keys out of ignition]
- 11
- 00:01:23,822 --> 00:01:25,476
- You're lucky they
- felt sorry for you.
- 12
- 00:01:32,744 --> 00:01:33,876
- [soft guitar music]
- 13
- 00:01:34,746 --> 00:01:36,400
- [woman on TV] Wake up, Charles!
- 14
- 00:01:36,444 --> 00:01:37,662
- [heart monitor
- through TV]
- 15
- 00:01:37,706 --> 00:01:38,881
- [door opens]
- 16
- 00:01:38,924 --> 00:01:40,012
- Please wake up.
- 17
- 00:01:40,056 --> 00:01:40,883
- [door shuts]
- 18
- 00:01:42,058 --> 00:01:43,755
- I don't know
- what I'd do without you.
- 19
- 00:01:46,193 --> 00:01:48,586
- You're the one that
- taught me to be strong.
- 20
- 00:02:00,207 --> 00:02:01,556
- [soft guitar music continues]
- 21
- 00:02:02,600 --> 00:02:05,560
- Please, Charles.
- 22
- 00:02:05,603 --> 00:02:07,475
- Tell me who did this!
- 23
- 00:02:07,518 --> 00:02:10,217
- [man on TV] Previously on
- "Every Breath I Take"
- 24
- 00:02:10,260 --> 00:02:11,348
- Hey, Sarah.
- 25
- 00:02:11,392 --> 00:02:13,350
- [soft instrumental music]
- 26
- 00:02:13,394 --> 00:02:14,351
- She's alive.
- 27
- 00:02:26,320 --> 00:02:27,843
- [opens tin]
- 28
- 00:02:30,411 --> 00:02:31,977
- [food sizzles]
- 29
- 00:02:48,124 --> 00:02:49,473
- [woman on TV] Hey, Sarah.
- 30
- 00:02:49,517 --> 00:02:50,648
- We didn't do anything wrong.
- 31
- 00:02:50,692 --> 00:02:52,128
- Hey. Morning.
- 32
- 00:02:55,175 --> 00:02:56,350
- Afternoon.
- 33
- 00:02:58,526 --> 00:03:00,876
- What are you doing here,
- you're supposed to be at school.
- 34
- 00:03:00,919 --> 00:03:04,053
- No, I already took my finals
- from my first three periods.
- 35
- 00:03:05,489 --> 00:03:08,927
- French toast on the menu
- for you this morning?
- 36
- 00:03:09,928 --> 00:03:12,670
- Could you please make sure
- you sign those three checks?
- 37
- 00:03:12,714 --> 00:03:15,934
- They're for gas,
- electric and your credit card.
- 38
- 00:03:17,022 --> 00:03:18,633
- Yes, Mr. On-the-Ball.
- 39
- 00:03:21,026 --> 00:03:22,463
- Where's your bandage?
- 40
- 00:03:25,292 --> 00:03:28,251
- I thought Audrey killed her
- son's babysitter on that
- speed-boat?
- 41
- 00:03:28,295 --> 00:03:29,383
- Mh-hmm.
- 42
- 00:03:30,471 --> 00:03:32,560
- She escaped on a life raft,
- 43
- 00:03:32,603 --> 00:03:34,953
- spent six months on a desert
- island and now she's back
- 44
- 00:03:34,997 --> 00:03:36,259
- for revenge.
- 45
- 00:03:36,303 --> 00:03:38,000
- Cool.
- 46
- 00:03:38,043 --> 00:03:39,349
- [woman on TV] Their
- real mother is...
- 47
- 00:03:39,393 --> 00:03:40,829
- -No!
- -Gotta go.
- 48
- 00:03:40,872 --> 00:03:42,700
- [man on TV] You're delusional.
- 49
- 00:03:42,744 --> 00:03:45,442
- [woman on TV] Can't you see
- that you're sick!
- 50
- 00:03:45,486 --> 00:03:47,705
- Sick, is leaving
- your babysitter...
- 51
- 00:03:47,749 --> 00:03:49,098
- OK, have a good day.
- 52
- 00:03:49,141 --> 00:03:51,013
- ...years of caring and...
- 53
- 00:03:51,056 --> 00:03:53,450
- ...Sick, is pretending
- to not have any...
- 54
- 00:03:55,191 --> 00:03:59,543
- Sick, is calling me delusional
- 55
- 00:03:59,587 --> 00:04:03,504
- when I say they are my children, just as much as they are yours.
- 56
- 00:04:03,547 --> 00:04:04,896
- [man on TV] It's not.
- 57
- 00:04:04,940 --> 00:04:06,420
- [school bell rings]
- 58
- 00:04:31,749 --> 00:04:33,229
- [professor] Alright, time's up.
- 59
- 00:04:34,491 --> 00:04:37,146
- Pass your tests and
- journals to the right.
- 60
- 00:04:47,374 --> 00:04:48,636
- Thank you.
- 61
- 00:04:51,465 --> 00:04:52,901
- Thank you.
- 62
- 00:04:55,425 --> 00:04:56,905
- Thank you.
- 63
- 00:04:58,385 --> 00:04:59,560
- Thank you.
- 64
- 00:05:04,434 --> 00:05:05,479
- Thank you.
- 65
- 00:05:06,436 --> 00:05:09,091
- Since it is our last day,
- 66
- 00:05:09,134 --> 00:05:12,355
- I figured it'd be
- appropriate to popcorn read
- 67
- 00:05:12,399 --> 00:05:14,966
- our five year plan assignment.
- 68
- 00:05:15,010 --> 00:05:19,231
- What will you be
- doing in five years?
- 69
- 00:05:19,275 --> 00:05:20,711
- Who do you want to be?
- 70
- 00:05:22,539 --> 00:05:25,194
- Maybe somebody we
- haven't heard from?
- 71
- 00:05:27,457 --> 00:05:29,416
- How about Sam?
- 72
- 00:05:30,634 --> 00:05:31,548
- What?
- 73
- 00:05:32,984 --> 00:05:35,247
- Read your five
- year plan assignment.
- 74
- 00:05:35,291 --> 00:05:36,510
- It's alright.
- 75
- 00:05:37,728 --> 00:05:40,340
- You could really use
- the participation points.
- 76
- 00:06:06,191 --> 00:06:07,932
- My mom always told me
- that there were two
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- 00:06:07,976 --> 00:06:10,021
- types of people in the world.
- 78
- 00:06:10,065 --> 00:06:12,328
- The kind who leave
- and the kind who...
- 79
- 00:06:13,373 --> 00:06:14,504
- stay.
- 80
- 00:06:23,513 --> 00:06:25,080
- It's all I have actually.
- 81
- 00:06:26,037 --> 00:06:27,648
- You didn't finish?
- 82
- 00:06:33,480 --> 00:06:34,872
- Who really knows, am I right?
- 83
- 00:06:34,916 --> 00:06:36,221
- [classmate
- nervously chuckles]
- 84
- 00:06:39,964 --> 00:06:41,401
- Take your seat.
- 85
- 00:06:42,967 --> 00:06:44,578
- Well,
- 86
- 00:06:44,621 --> 00:06:47,232
- who else would like
- to have an opportunity?
- 87
- 00:06:56,241 --> 00:06:58,243
- -Hold still, road-rash.
- -[Sam] Just take it.
- 88
- 00:06:58,287 --> 00:07:00,768
- Can you act like you're not
- about to be executed?
- 89
- 00:07:00,811 --> 00:07:02,639
- Just for a second, c'mon.
- 90
- 00:07:02,683 --> 00:07:03,858
- [camera beeps and snaps]
- 91
- 00:07:10,038 --> 00:07:12,127
- That's the winner right there.
- 92
- 00:07:12,170 --> 00:07:13,955
- On the old mantle
- piece, you know.
- 93
- 00:07:13,998 --> 00:07:17,045
- Bobby, that's great. Thank you.
- 94
- 00:07:17,088 --> 00:07:18,742
- Where are your
- parents, by the way?
- 95
- 00:07:18,786 --> 00:07:20,396
- I don't know, probably at home
- 96
- 00:07:20,440 --> 00:07:22,529
- converting my bedroom
- into a new office.
- 97
- 00:07:22,572 --> 00:07:24,095
- -[laughing] No.
- -No,
- 98
- 00:07:24,139 --> 00:07:25,706
- they're fartin'
- around here somewhere.
- 99
- 00:07:27,447 --> 00:07:28,796
- [girls laughing]
- 100
- 00:07:30,537 --> 00:07:32,190
- Do you want me to get
- a picture with you two?
- 101
- 00:07:33,104 --> 00:07:34,410
- Who?
- 102
- 00:07:34,454 --> 00:07:36,281
- Ellie! Ellie Vaughn.
- 103
- 00:07:36,325 --> 00:07:39,676
- Well that would require
- Sam to talk to her first
- 104
- 00:07:39,720 --> 00:07:41,591
- rather than breathing
- heavily in her direction.
- 105
- 00:07:41,635 --> 00:07:43,506
- We talk all the time,
- it's not a big deal.
- 106
- 00:07:43,550 --> 00:07:45,769
- Ah, buddy.
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- 00:07:45,813 --> 00:07:48,859
- I will never forget the
- story about the gym shorts.
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- 00:07:48,903 --> 00:07:50,731
- Mom, can you open
- the door please?
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- 00:07:50,774 --> 00:07:53,211
- Story time, I love
- story time. Do tell.
- 110
- 00:07:53,255 --> 00:07:55,170
- Well, OK. It was seventh grade
- 111
- 00:07:55,213 --> 00:07:57,781
- and Ellie had been chosen by the
- teachers to write everybody's
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- 00:07:57,825 --> 00:08:00,262
- -names in their gym shorts.
- -Oh, yeah.
- 113
- 00:08:00,305 --> 00:08:04,309
- And Sam came home that day,
- still wearing the shorts.
- 114
- 00:08:04,353 --> 00:08:05,876
- He said:
- 115
- 00:08:05,920 --> 00:08:08,836
- "Mom, do you know who wrote
- 116
- 00:08:08,879 --> 00:08:10,577
- my name in these shorts?
- 117
- 00:08:10,620 --> 00:08:12,666
- The most beautiful
- girl in the world."
- 118
- 00:08:12,709 --> 00:08:15,016
- -Oh, my God. That's...
- -I know.
- 119
- 00:08:15,059 --> 00:08:16,931
- I'm gonna cry, dude.
- That's sweet.
- 120
- 00:08:16,974 --> 00:08:20,238
- He was just so taken by her
- that he didn't realize that
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- 00:08:20,282 --> 00:08:22,937
- she hadn't written Nimitz,
- she'd written Nimnuts.
- 122
- 00:08:23,894 --> 00:08:25,287
- -And that--
- -Wait,
- 123
- 00:08:25,330 --> 00:08:27,028
- that's the origin of Nimnuts?
- 124
- 00:08:28,116 --> 00:08:30,727
- Everything makes sense. They've
- been calling him that for years.
- 125
- 00:08:30,771 --> 00:08:32,860
- Yeah, it was so sweet.
- 126
- 00:08:32,903 --> 00:08:35,689
- Yeah, just a magical
- childhood memory.
- 127
- 00:08:35,732 --> 00:08:37,560
- Why don't we tell
- it a little louder?
- 128
- 00:08:37,604 --> 00:08:39,823
- Dude, c'mon, man. Don't go
- all Samming the mood on us.
- 129
- 00:08:39,867 --> 00:08:42,086
- What does that mean,
- Samming the mood?
- 130
- 00:08:42,130 --> 00:08:45,133
- It's just a term I've
- coined for when Sam just
- 131
- 00:08:45,176 --> 00:08:48,049
- gets his vibe all
- off-putting and depressing.
- 132
- 00:08:48,092 --> 00:08:51,705
- -C'mon now, be nice.
- -Only half kidding, half not.
- 133
- 00:08:52,706 --> 00:08:54,577
- Anyways, I'm gonna go
- find the parental units.
- 134
- 00:08:54,621 --> 00:08:56,536
- -Bobby.
- -Always a pleasure.
- 135
- 00:08:56,579 --> 00:08:58,842
- -Well done.
- -Thank you. Hey, Sam.
- 136
- 00:08:58,886 --> 00:09:00,757
- You, me, tonight.
- 137
- 00:09:00,801 --> 00:09:02,585
- Our old friends, fun,
- laughter and merriment.
- 138
- 00:09:02,629 --> 00:09:04,718
- Remember them?
- We're gonna be hangin', man.
- 139
- 00:09:04,761 --> 00:09:07,285
- Whether you like it or not.
- See ya later, man.
- 140
- 00:09:07,329 --> 00:09:09,113
- [Janis] Bye, Bobby.
- Congratulations.
- 141
- 00:09:09,157 --> 00:09:10,637
- [Bobby] Thanks.
- 142
- 00:09:16,947 --> 00:09:20,385
- -He's just looking out for you.
- -Bobby looking out for me?
- 143
- 00:09:20,429 --> 00:09:23,737
- Yeah, of course he is. You guys
- have been friends forever.
- 144
- 00:09:23,780 --> 00:09:27,392
- No, he's my neighbor.
- He's geographically obligated.
- 145
- 00:09:35,923 --> 00:09:38,273
- Sam, would you
- please do me a favor
- 146
- 00:09:38,316 --> 00:09:39,840
- and have a good time tonight?
- 147
- 00:09:41,015 --> 00:09:42,756
- 'Cause you know what
- tomorrow is, right?
- 148
- 00:09:42,799 --> 00:09:44,105
- Job hunting. Yes.
- 149
- 00:09:45,149 --> 00:09:47,108
- -Every cent, I mean it.
- -Yes.
- 150
- 00:09:47,151 --> 00:09:49,763
- I will start looking tomorrow.
- 151
- 00:09:49,806 --> 00:09:51,721
- -OK?
- -OK.
- 152
- 00:09:56,683 --> 00:09:59,642
- [girl] Alta Loma High
- is at Disneyland right now.
- 153
- 00:09:59,686 --> 00:10:01,775
- Then Alta Loma High can suck it.
- 154
- 00:10:01,818 --> 00:10:03,080
- [girl laughs]
- 155
- 00:10:03,124 --> 00:10:04,865
- [party music]
- 156
- 00:10:04,908 --> 00:10:07,737
- Hey, the party's over here,
- buddy. You know that?
- 157
- 00:10:07,781 --> 00:10:09,957
- -OK.
- -Come a little closer.
- 158
- 00:10:10,000 --> 00:10:12,002
- C'mon, man. Cuddle up, man.
- 159
- 00:10:14,178 --> 00:10:15,615
- What's your do?
- 160
- 00:10:18,226 --> 00:10:23,013
- Bobby, we have to think of
- a way to make our grad night
- 161
- 00:10:23,057 --> 00:10:26,713
- way better than Alta Loma High.
- 162
- 00:10:26,756 --> 00:10:29,629
- [Bobby] I mean, there's a few
- things that come to my mind.
- 163
- 00:10:29,672 --> 00:10:31,935
- [Bobby laughs]
- 164
- 00:10:31,979 --> 00:10:33,937
- So, just please clarify this.
- 165
- 00:10:33,981 --> 00:10:37,898
- Well, I was gonna look really
- good in my grad night dress.
- 166
- 00:10:38,899 --> 00:10:40,248
- And you missed it.
- 167
- 00:10:40,291 --> 00:10:41,771
- [Bobby] Why don't
- you put it on?
- 168
- 00:10:46,428 --> 00:10:47,908
- [muffled party music]
- 169
- 00:10:52,956 --> 00:10:54,784
- [girl] Stop. Calm down.
- 170
- 00:10:54,828 --> 00:10:56,960
- -It's not a big deal.
- -[guy] No, stop.
- 171
- 00:10:57,004 --> 00:10:59,528
- -Just calm down.
- -Just do what you want.
- 172
- 00:10:59,571 --> 00:11:02,618
- -Calm down.
- -Just get away from me!
- 173
- 00:11:33,431 --> 00:11:34,389
- Hey.
- 174
- 00:11:36,043 --> 00:11:37,261
- Can I sit?
- 175
- 00:11:38,567 --> 00:11:40,264
- It's a public swing set.
- 176
- 00:11:48,142 --> 00:11:49,578
- I'm Sam.
- 177
- 00:11:49,621 --> 00:11:51,275
- I know who you are.
- 178
- 00:11:51,319 --> 00:11:53,103
- No, I know. It's just that
- there are a lot of kids,
- 179
- 00:11:53,147 --> 00:11:57,151
- -and a lot of people.
- -You're Sam Nimitz.
- 180
- 00:11:59,196 --> 00:12:00,067
- Yeah.
- 181
- 00:12:01,721 --> 00:12:04,506
- You wore your gym shorts with
- your name wrong in them
- 182
- 00:12:04,549 --> 00:12:06,726
- for two years 'cause of me.
- 183
- 00:12:10,033 --> 00:12:12,819
- Kids from that class
- still call me Samnuts
- 184
- 00:12:12,862 --> 00:12:15,430
- or "Nimnuts".
- 185
- 00:12:15,473 --> 00:12:16,431
- Just assholes.
- 186
- 00:12:17,824 --> 00:12:19,086
- Sorry.
- 187
- 00:12:20,652 --> 00:12:24,091
- Actually I have this thing,
- it's kinda like a grad night
- 188
- 00:12:24,134 --> 00:12:26,528
- hit-list and I came over
- here to kill you,
- 189
- 00:12:26,571 --> 00:12:29,618
- but you apologized
- so we're cool now.
- 190
- 00:12:31,794 --> 00:12:33,491
- Thank you for sparing me.
- 191
- 00:12:38,627 --> 00:12:39,889
- Are you OK?
- 192
- 00:12:41,891 --> 00:12:45,503
- Yeah, I'm a little drunk.
- 193
- 00:12:49,420 --> 00:12:51,727
- -Do you want some?
- -No.
- 194
- 00:12:51,771 --> 00:12:54,077
- Thank you. I don't really drink.
- 195
- 00:12:54,121 --> 00:12:56,253
- How come?
- 196
- 00:12:56,297 --> 00:12:58,821
- It's a little personal.
- 197
- 00:12:58,865 --> 00:13:00,127
- OK, well. Just
- 198
- 00:13:01,084 --> 00:13:04,261
- for the record,
- I saw you reading my journal.
- 199
- 00:13:05,741 --> 00:13:09,266
- So, I think you owe me something
- a little personal at this point,
- 200
- 00:13:09,310 --> 00:13:11,355
- just to make things even.
- 201
- 00:13:11,399 --> 00:13:13,967
- -I was not.
- -C'mon.
- 202
- 00:13:16,578 --> 00:13:17,753
- OK.
- 203
- 00:13:19,494 --> 00:13:21,496
- I think I might be at some
- 204
- 00:13:21,539 --> 00:13:23,063
- type of genetic...
- 205
- 00:13:24,151 --> 00:13:26,414
- disposition,
- 'cause my dad drank a lot.
- 206
- 00:13:27,894 --> 00:13:29,852
- I dunno, maybe that's
- a weird reason.
- 207
- 00:13:29,896 --> 00:13:31,549
- No, that's not weird.
- 208
- 00:13:33,464 --> 00:13:36,990
- It's an extreme all or nothing
- attitude, but it's not weird.
- 209
- 00:13:38,339 --> 00:13:42,082
- I dunno, I just don't
- wanna end up like that too
- 210
- 00:13:42,125 --> 00:13:44,519
- I guess. I dunno,
- kind of a fear of mine.
- 211
- 00:13:46,782 --> 00:13:48,044
- Do you have anything like that?
- 212
- 00:13:52,614 --> 00:13:56,792
- I try to live my life
- without any expectations.
- 213
- 00:13:59,099 --> 00:14:01,579
- 'Cause who really gets the
- life they planned on, right?
- 214
- 00:14:05,714 --> 00:14:08,369
- And spoiler alert, we all end
- up like our parents anyway.
- 215
- 00:14:10,023 --> 00:14:11,328
- Is that not
- 216
- 00:14:12,416 --> 00:14:14,897
- and expectation in itself?
- 217
- 00:14:14,941 --> 00:14:17,073
- No, 'cause it's fact.
- 218
- 00:14:19,684 --> 00:14:20,555
- Trust me.
- 219
- 00:14:22,165 --> 00:14:24,602
- Transformation is inevitable.
- 220
- 00:14:32,045 --> 00:14:35,918
- Nimitz... Your dad,
- I'm sorry. I didn't realize.
- 221
- 00:14:35,962 --> 00:14:37,789
- -I'm sorry.
- -It's OK.
- 222
- 00:14:37,833 --> 00:14:40,880
- No, it's not OK. It's a horrible
- thing to say. I'm sorry.
- 223
- 00:14:44,318 --> 00:14:46,059
- Do you think
- I'm a huge bitch now?
- 224
- 00:14:46,102 --> 00:14:47,843
- No, honestly it's...
- 225
- 00:14:49,627 --> 00:14:51,020
- You just got put
- back on my hit-list
- 226
- 00:14:51,064 --> 00:14:52,848
- so that kinda sucks for you.
- 227
- 00:14:56,373 --> 00:14:58,506
- Well, I think it's cool
- that you don't drink.
- 228
- 00:15:01,248 --> 00:15:03,380
- I kinda want more people
- like you in my life,
- 229
- 00:15:03,424 --> 00:15:04,904
- you know, just to keep me
- out of trouble.
- 230
- 00:15:06,906 --> 00:15:07,950
- Yeah?
- 231
- 00:15:09,343 --> 00:15:10,953
- So what are you doin'
- this summer?
- 232
- 00:15:11,998 --> 00:15:14,609
- Uh, pretty open.
- 233
- 00:15:14,652 --> 00:15:15,653
- You?
- 234
- 00:15:17,438 --> 00:15:20,441
- I leave in August for
- Rochester in New York,
- 235
- 00:15:20,484 --> 00:15:22,530
- but that's about it.
- 236
- 00:15:23,400 --> 00:15:26,360
- -That's awesome. For what?
- -Their music conservatory.
- 237
- 00:15:26,403 --> 00:15:28,492
- [soft guitar music]
- 238
- 00:15:28,536 --> 00:15:30,320
- -That's what you wanna do?
- -Yeah.
- 239
- 00:15:30,364 --> 00:15:33,367
- Something with music.
- It also runs in the family.
- 240
- 00:15:38,546 --> 00:15:41,766
- And I'm supposed to get a
- summer job, so there's that.
- 241
- 00:15:41,810 --> 00:15:44,160
- Really? Because
- I might have something.
- 242
- 00:15:45,857 --> 00:15:48,034
- -[guy] Babe.
- -Oh, God.
- 243
- 00:15:49,426 --> 00:15:51,776
- -Come dance with me, c'mon.
- -I'm sorry did you forget
- 244
- 00:15:51,820 --> 00:15:54,301
- -we had a fight or...?
- -I'm sorry, that was like
- 245
- 00:15:54,344 --> 00:15:56,303
- forever ago. Come dance with me.
- 246
- 00:15:56,346 --> 00:15:57,782
- C'mon.
- 247
- 00:16:01,047 --> 00:16:02,178
- Alright.
- 248
- 00:16:07,183 --> 00:16:09,577
- -C'mon, I wanna dance, c'mon.
- -OK.
- 249
- 00:16:10,447 --> 00:16:12,232
- I'll see you
- this summer, Nimitz.
- 250
- 00:16:32,078 --> 00:16:34,080
- [soft guitar music fades]
- 251
- 00:16:50,618 --> 00:16:52,968
- The guys will be out here
- soon with the jumper thingies.
- 252
- 00:16:53,012 --> 00:16:57,581
- Did you purposefully leave
- the lights on all night?
- 253
- 00:16:57,625 --> 00:16:59,496
- No, Amy and I came
- out here and...
- 254
- 00:17:00,932 --> 00:17:02,456
- Well...
- 255
- 00:17:02,499 --> 00:17:04,284
- Let's just say I'm
- a lights on kinda guy.
- 256
- 00:17:04,327 --> 00:17:05,633
- OK, no.
- 257
- 00:17:09,724 --> 00:17:12,857
- What did you do? Just jack-off
- in the jungle gym all night?
- 258
- 00:17:14,555 --> 00:17:17,862
- No, actually I hung out
- with somebody.
- 259
- 00:17:18,863 --> 00:17:19,777
- Oh, yeah?
- 260
- 00:17:20,735 --> 00:17:21,605
- Who?
- 261
- 00:17:22,911 --> 00:17:23,999
- Ellie Vaughn.
- 262
- 00:17:24,956 --> 00:17:27,089
- -No way. Are you serious?
- -Yeah,
- 263
- 00:17:27,133 --> 00:17:29,657
- it was really random actually.
- 264
- 00:17:29,700 --> 00:17:31,267
- No, you're lying to me.
- 265
- 00:17:31,311 --> 00:17:33,226
- -Who'd you hang out with?
- -I'm not lying!
- 266
- 00:17:33,269 --> 00:17:34,575
- Oh, my God!
- 267
- 00:17:36,316 --> 00:17:38,883
- Dude, that girl is major
- pipe, so how was that?
- 268
- 00:17:38,927 --> 00:17:40,320
- OK. Wrong question,
- dumb question.
- 269
- 00:17:41,364 --> 00:17:43,758
- -Please tell me you made a move.
- -No. Pipe?
- 270
- 00:17:43,801 --> 00:17:46,935
- What? No, we talked.
- That's it. What?
- 271
- 00:17:49,981 --> 00:17:51,331
- You gotta make that shit
- happen, man.
- 272
- 00:17:53,159 --> 00:17:57,250
- Nah, I dunno. She kind of
- hinted hanging out, but...
- 273
- 00:17:57,293 --> 00:18:01,210
- Uh, OK. Dawg, anytime a girl
- eludes to hanging out with you,
- 274
- 00:18:01,254 --> 00:18:02,864
- that's your cue
- to make it happen.
- 275
- 00:18:02,907 --> 00:18:04,561
- Don't let this slip
- through your fingers.
- 276
- 00:18:04,605 --> 00:18:07,260
- -Not this, not Ellie Vaughn.
- -Really?
- 277
- 00:18:08,739 --> 00:18:11,220
- Dawg, I'm here for you.
- 278
- 00:18:12,308 --> 00:18:13,353
- Alright?
- 279
- 00:18:16,182 --> 00:18:18,053
- Ellie Vaughn, man!
- 280
- 00:18:18,097 --> 00:18:19,272
- That's exciting!
- 281
- 00:18:21,491 --> 00:18:23,102
- Jesus and all his blessings.
- 282
- 00:18:24,886 --> 00:18:27,018
- [car approaches]
- 283
- 00:18:30,892 --> 00:18:32,894
- [electronic music on car radio]
- 284
- 00:18:33,938 --> 00:18:35,375
- Alright, dawg.
- 285
- 00:18:35,418 --> 00:18:36,593
- [switches off radio]
- 286
- 00:18:39,683 --> 00:18:41,598
- [Bobby] Hey, good work
- nice, fine soldier.
- 287
- 00:18:41,642 --> 00:18:42,860
- Proud of you.
- 288
- 00:18:50,477 --> 00:18:52,479
- [on answering machine]
- Hey, Sam, it's your aunt.
- 289
- 00:18:52,522 --> 00:18:55,003
- Just wondering what you're gonna do for your moms birthday.
- 290
- 00:18:55,046 --> 00:18:58,615
- You two can't hide out in that
- fortress forever. Call me.
- 291
- 00:18:58,659 --> 00:18:59,964
- [machine beeps]
- 292
- 00:19:00,008 --> 00:19:02,315
- Hey, it's Ellie Vaughn,
- 293
- 00:19:02,358 --> 00:19:04,839
- I'm calling for Sam Nimitz.
- 294
- 00:19:04,882 --> 00:19:11,454
- 909-508-3212
- is the number. Alrighty.
- 295
- 00:19:11,498 --> 00:19:13,587
- [machine beeps]
- 296
- 00:19:25,947 --> 00:19:27,383
- [phone beeps and rings]
- 297
- 00:19:30,865 --> 00:19:31,996
- [Ellie on the phone] Hi.
- 298
- 00:19:33,041 --> 00:19:33,998
- Hi.
- 299
- 00:19:35,391 --> 00:19:37,959
- May 2002, freshman year,
- 300
- 00:19:38,002 --> 00:19:42,137
- "Ellie, have a great summer.
- Maybe I'll see you around.
- 301
- 00:19:42,181 --> 00:19:47,316
- 909-921-5805.
- Take Care. Sam."
- 302
- 00:19:49,188 --> 00:19:51,625
- Look at you just smoothly trying to give me your phone number
- 303
- 00:19:51,668 --> 00:19:52,843
- four years ago.
- 304
- 00:19:53,801 --> 00:19:56,630
- -You never called.
- -Who reads these things?
- 305
- 00:19:56,673 --> 00:19:57,935
- I do?
- 306
- 00:19:57,979 --> 00:19:59,415
- Figured you'd say that.
- 307
- 00:20:00,808 --> 00:20:02,331
- You're looking for
- a summer job, yeah?
- 308
- 00:20:03,854 --> 00:20:05,943
- The search starts today.
- 309
- 00:20:07,293 --> 00:20:09,512
- I work at Video Flicks,
- it's that really shitty
- 310
- 00:20:09,556 --> 00:20:11,514
- video store off
- [indistinct] and Baseline
- 311
- 00:20:11,558 --> 00:20:14,169
- And we're looking for
- someone if you're interested.
- 312
- 00:20:14,213 --> 00:20:15,605
- [soft guitar music]
- 313
- 00:20:15,649 --> 00:20:18,434
- Yes. Yeah.
- 314
- 00:20:18,478 --> 00:20:24,135
- Yeah, should I like, I dunno,
- fill out an application?
- 315
- 00:20:24,179 --> 00:20:25,485
- Can you be here
- in thirty minutes?
- 316
- 00:20:40,630 --> 00:20:42,676
- [soft instrumental music]
- 317
- 00:21:05,873 --> 00:21:07,527
- [DVD's crashing]
- 318
- 00:21:11,748 --> 00:21:14,098
- Don't worry, it's tradition.
- Every time someone quits
- 319
- 00:21:14,142 --> 00:21:15,752
- they get to destroy the wall.
- 320
- 00:21:17,885 --> 00:21:19,190
- [clears throat]
- 321
- 00:21:19,234 --> 00:21:22,019
- -Hey, bro. You're Sam?
- -Yes.
- 322
- 00:21:22,063 --> 00:21:24,413
- -J.D., General manager.
- -Hi.
- 323
- 00:21:24,457 --> 00:21:26,676
- Come hang out in my office.
- 324
- 00:21:32,856 --> 00:21:34,249
- [J.D.] What's your story?
- 325
- 00:21:34,293 --> 00:21:35,685
- I don't normally
- hire someone unless
- 326
- 00:21:35,729 --> 00:21:37,470
- they can give me
- six month commitment
- 327
- 00:21:37,513 --> 00:21:39,689
- and Ellie here tells me that
- you're leaving in August.
- 328
- 00:21:39,733 --> 00:21:43,127
- Right, yeah.
- I'm going to school.
- 329
- 00:21:43,171 --> 00:21:46,392
- I have to pay off
- some bills before I go.
- 330
- 00:21:46,435 --> 00:21:48,785
- Bills? What?
- 331
- 00:21:48,829 --> 00:21:50,874
- You're like, 12.
- What bills do you have?
- 332
- 00:21:50,918 --> 00:21:53,399
- Um... It's...
- 333
- 00:21:53,442 --> 00:21:58,186
- I crashed my dad's truck
- and I have to
- 334
- 00:21:58,229 --> 00:22:00,710
- pay off the damages.
- It's not a big deal.
- 335
- 00:22:04,540 --> 00:22:05,498
- Yeah.
- 336
- 00:22:07,804 --> 00:22:09,023
- I've been there, dude.
- 337
- 00:22:10,633 --> 00:22:12,679
- Alright...
- 338
- 00:22:12,722 --> 00:22:14,724
- Yeah, I can...
- 339
- 00:22:14,768 --> 00:22:16,596
- I can hook you up with
- a part time till you leave.
- 340
- 00:22:16,639 --> 00:22:18,075
- Thank you.
- 341
- 00:22:18,119 --> 00:22:19,599
- You have a form
- of transportation?
- 342
- 00:22:21,557 --> 00:22:26,214
- Nah. I got my license
- suspended because...
- 343
- 00:22:26,257 --> 00:22:28,782
- -I can give him rides.
- -Really?
- 344
- 00:22:28,825 --> 00:22:31,393
- Yeah, I'm here every day anyway.
- 345
- 00:22:31,437 --> 00:22:32,742
- Thank you.
- 346
- 00:22:32,786 --> 00:22:34,875
- Alrighty then.
- 347
- 00:22:34,918 --> 00:22:36,790
- -Welcome to the team.
- -Thank you.
- 348
- 00:22:36,833 --> 00:22:39,053
- -Ellie will show you around.
- -Yup.
- 349
- 00:22:40,184 --> 00:22:42,012
- [soft guitar music]
- 350
- 00:22:42,056 --> 00:22:43,753
- [movie chatter
- in the background]
- 351
- 00:22:46,582 --> 00:22:48,758
- Came out a little big.
- 352
- 00:22:48,802 --> 00:22:50,630
- -Hmm.
- -Do you...?
- 353
- 00:22:50,673 --> 00:22:51,935
- It's the only one we have.
- 354
- 00:22:53,197 --> 00:22:55,939
- -OK.
- -Wash it on hot a few times.
- 355
- 00:22:55,983 --> 00:22:57,376
- Here, follow me.
- 356
- 00:22:59,726 --> 00:23:01,902
- Each day you're gonna need
- to straighten the wall
- 357
- 00:23:01,945 --> 00:23:04,470
- which requires you to walk
- up and down the DVD aisles
- 358
- 00:23:04,513 --> 00:23:05,862
- and make sure everything's
- 359
- 00:23:05,906 --> 00:23:07,690
- straight enough
- for presentation.
- 360
- 00:23:07,734 --> 00:23:09,692
- They're Nazis about it.
- Trust me,
- 361
- 00:23:09,736 --> 00:23:12,086
- you're gonna have nightmares
- about shoveling DVD shelves.
- 362
- 00:23:12,129 --> 00:23:13,522
- [Sam chuckles]
- 363
- 00:23:16,395 --> 00:23:17,657
- [soft instrumental music]
- 364
- 00:23:18,875 --> 00:23:20,007
- See?
- 365
- 00:23:21,748 --> 00:23:24,664
- OK. It's easy enough.
- 366
- 00:23:24,707 --> 00:23:27,188
- Alight, you go down there
- and you start. I'll be here.
- 367
- 00:23:55,042 --> 00:23:56,478
- Well,
- 368
- 00:23:56,522 --> 00:23:58,872
- -good first day, Sam.
- -Thank--
- 369
- 00:23:58,915 --> 00:24:00,743
- Thank you, J.D.
- 370
- 00:24:00,787 --> 00:24:02,484
- [soft instrumental music fades]
- 371
- 00:24:02,528 --> 00:24:03,790
- [J.D.] Have a good night!
- 372
- 00:24:07,054 --> 00:24:08,447
- [car engine turns on]
- 373
- 00:24:08,490 --> 00:24:09,883
- Do you know of any
- places open late
- 374
- 00:24:09,926 --> 00:24:10,927
- like for food?
- 375
- 00:24:12,189 --> 00:24:15,584
- Yes, off of Haven and Baseline.
- 376
- 00:24:15,628 --> 00:24:17,804
- Cool, OK. I'll follow
- you over there.
- 377
- 00:24:19,109 --> 00:24:20,241
- Wait, how did you get here?
- 378
- 00:24:21,634 --> 00:24:22,678
- Friend took me.
- 379
- 00:24:28,989 --> 00:24:31,731
- Is that your scooter over there?
- 380
- 00:24:31,774 --> 00:24:33,602
- Is that yours?
- 381
- 00:24:36,518 --> 00:24:39,652
- -That? No.
- -No?
- 382
- 00:24:49,618 --> 00:24:52,665
- It's good that your
- expectations are like down here.
- 383
- 00:24:52,708 --> 00:24:56,103
- -Yeah?
- -Because it's not about to...
- 384
- 00:24:56,146 --> 00:24:58,279
- -Blow my mind?
- -...blow your mind, yeah.
- 385
- 00:24:59,280 --> 00:25:01,064
- -You ready?
- -OK.
- 386
- 00:25:04,720 --> 00:25:07,244
- Yeah, OK. Ready? Alright.
- 387
- 00:25:10,073 --> 00:25:11,118
- [Sam chuckles]
- 388
- 00:25:12,815 --> 00:25:14,556
- Oh, my God.
- 389
- 00:25:14,600 --> 00:25:16,297
- -Yeah.
- -Wow.
- 390
- 00:25:16,340 --> 00:25:18,517
- I need more, like twelve more.
- 391
- 00:25:20,736 --> 00:25:22,956
- -They're the best donuts.
- -Yeah.
- 392
- 00:25:24,958 --> 00:25:26,133
- So.
- 393
- 00:25:27,743 --> 00:25:30,050
- Um, why Video Flicks?
- 394
- 00:25:32,095 --> 00:25:34,054
- It pays. I dunno.
- 395
- 00:25:34,097 --> 00:25:37,057
- -I've had a lot of jobs.
- -I wouldn't think that.
- 396
- 00:25:37,100 --> 00:25:39,625
- Why? 'Cause I hang out with
- a bunch of entitled brats
- 397
- 00:25:39,668 --> 00:25:41,583
- who's parents pay
- for everything?
- 398
- 00:25:41,627 --> 00:25:42,671
- [Sam chuckles]
- 399
- 00:25:44,194 --> 00:25:46,196
- Well, when you put it like that.
- 400
- 00:25:46,240 --> 00:25:48,938
- Hey, it's a social circle
- we share, that's it.
- 401
- 00:25:49,896 --> 00:25:52,246
- -Sorry, I didn't mean anything.
- -No worries, it's fine.
- 402
- 00:25:53,377 --> 00:25:54,944
- I've been working
- since I was 16.
- 403
- 00:25:56,598 --> 00:25:59,427
- What about college,
- aren't you leaving soon?
- 404
- 00:25:59,470 --> 00:26:03,562
- Yeah, I'm figuring it out.
- Weighing my options.
- 405
- 00:26:05,389 --> 00:26:08,958
- Which is code for "no clue",
- so there's that.
- 406
- 00:26:11,657 --> 00:26:12,875
- Um...
- 407
- 00:26:13,876 --> 00:26:15,443
- Is Zach
- 408
- 00:26:15,486 --> 00:26:16,966
- one of those options?
- 409
- 00:26:17,010 --> 00:26:18,315
- Wait, what?
- 410
- 00:26:19,142 --> 00:26:22,581
- You... I mean, it has to
- be more complicated making
- 411
- 00:26:22,624 --> 00:26:24,887
- a decision when you have
- Zach to consider too, right?
- 412
- 00:26:25,845 --> 00:26:28,891
- Is that your sly way
- of asking me if
- 413
- 00:26:28,935 --> 00:26:30,719
- like I have a boyfriend?
- 414
- 00:26:30,763 --> 00:26:32,373
- No.
- 415
- 00:26:32,416 --> 00:26:33,809
- Zach and I are on a break.
- 416
- 00:26:34,723 --> 00:26:36,595
- OK. What does that mean?
- 417
- 00:26:37,639 --> 00:26:38,858
- Just that we're not talking.
- 418
- 00:26:39,902 --> 00:26:41,904
- But you're together.
- 419
- 00:26:41,948 --> 00:26:45,516
- Yeah, sometimes things
- aren't one way or the other.
- 420
- 00:26:45,560 --> 00:26:46,430
- OK.
- 421
- 00:26:47,954 --> 00:26:50,043
- -That's fair.
- -Anyway, I...
- 422
- 00:26:51,348 --> 00:26:52,480
- I like this.
- 423
- 00:26:53,699 --> 00:26:55,352
- -What?
- -This.
- 424
- 00:26:56,527 --> 00:26:58,355
- I'm starting to realize
- that all of my friends
- 425
- 00:26:58,399 --> 00:27:00,749
- for the past four years
- have just been party friends.
- 426
- 00:27:00,793 --> 00:27:04,013
- -What do you mean?
- -Party friends, like
- 427
- 00:27:04,057 --> 00:27:05,928
- friends you get trashed with
- 428
- 00:27:05,972 --> 00:27:08,539
- or friends you talk about
- nothing with.
- 429
- 00:27:08,583 --> 00:27:10,672
- Like, it's not real.
- 430
- 00:27:10,716 --> 00:27:12,282
- Uh-uh.
- 431
- 00:27:12,326 --> 00:27:14,067
- Yeah.
- 432
- 00:27:16,722 --> 00:27:19,072
- I'm not used to hanging out
- with anyone at all.
- 433
- 00:27:19,115 --> 00:27:20,943
- [soft guitar music]
- 434
- 00:27:25,861 --> 00:27:28,037
- C'mon, let's get you home.
- 435
- 00:27:41,529 --> 00:27:43,270
- See you tomorrow for work.
- 436
- 00:27:47,187 --> 00:27:48,536
- Are you tired?
- 437
- 00:27:53,672 --> 00:27:55,674
- No.
- 438
- 00:27:55,717 --> 00:27:57,023
- Me neither.
- 439
- 00:27:57,066 --> 00:27:58,285
- [door shuts]
- 440
- 00:28:00,330 --> 00:28:01,984
- [indistinct TV chatter]
- 441
- 00:28:04,291 --> 00:28:05,858
- [Sam whispering] It's over here.
- 442
- 00:28:19,785 --> 00:28:21,438
- Wait, you live in
- a recording studio?
- 443
- 00:28:22,526 --> 00:28:24,137
- Um...
- 444
- 00:28:24,180 --> 00:28:26,269
- Yeah, it used to be a garage,
- 445
- 00:28:26,313 --> 00:28:27,706
- my dad converted it.
- 446
- 00:28:28,968 --> 00:28:30,491
- He was a musician too?
- 447
- 00:28:32,014 --> 00:28:35,278
- He was in a bunch of bands
- when he was younger,
- 448
- 00:28:35,322 --> 00:28:37,977
- but he made a living off of
- commercials...
- 449
- 00:28:38,020 --> 00:28:39,413
- He wrote songs for commercials.
- 450
- 00:28:42,808 --> 00:28:45,245
- -These were his guitars?
- -Hm-hmm.
- 451
- 00:28:45,288 --> 00:28:46,594
- They're mine now.
- 452
- 00:28:49,815 --> 00:28:50,729
- Right.
- 453
- 00:28:55,995 --> 00:28:59,346
- "A poetic demise"?
- 454
- 00:28:59,389 --> 00:29:01,348
- Do I have to tell
- you about that?
- 455
- 00:29:02,523 --> 00:29:04,699
- -Yeah.
- -[sighs]
- 456
- 00:29:04,743 --> 00:29:08,703
- It's this little stupid
- band Bobby and I had...
- 457
- 00:29:09,835 --> 00:29:12,838
- a long time ago.
- He lives next door.
- 458
- 00:29:13,882 --> 00:29:16,102
- He's my neighbor.
- 459
- 00:29:16,145 --> 00:29:18,147
- -It's a pretty expressive name.
- -Yeah.
- 460
- 00:29:18,191 --> 00:29:19,801
- Those were not subtle years.
- 461
- 00:29:20,802 --> 00:29:22,108
- What's with the recorder?
- 462
- 00:29:22,978 --> 00:29:24,937
- Oh. [chuckles]
- 463
- 00:29:24,980 --> 00:29:26,765
- Bobby's parents
- 464
- 00:29:26,808 --> 00:29:29,463
- felt he was spending too
- much time with the band,
- 465
- 00:29:29,506 --> 00:29:32,901
- something about not wanting
- him to end up homeless,
- 466
- 00:29:32,945 --> 00:29:36,383
- so they sent him to a math camp
- 467
- 00:29:36,426 --> 00:29:38,515
- for young entrepreneurs
- 468
- 00:29:38,559 --> 00:29:39,778
- one summer.
- 469
- 00:29:41,388 --> 00:29:44,434
- So my dad bought us that
- 470
- 00:29:44,478 --> 00:29:47,350
- voice recorder and we
- recorded music tracks on it,
- 471
- 00:29:47,394 --> 00:29:49,570
- sent it back and forth
- all summer.
- 472
- 00:29:49,613 --> 00:29:50,614
- Cute.
- 473
- 00:29:51,702 --> 00:29:52,965
- So, you any good?
- 474
- 00:29:54,227 --> 00:29:55,184
- I'm OK.
- 475
- 00:29:56,882 --> 00:29:59,014
- Rochester's one of the best
- music schools, right?
- 476
- 00:29:59,972 --> 00:30:01,538
- Yeah, something like that.
- 477
- 00:30:01,582 --> 00:30:03,889
- OK. So...
- 478
- 00:30:03,932 --> 00:30:06,500
- you're a little
- better than good.
- 479
- 00:30:06,543 --> 00:30:07,544
- [Sam chuckles]
- 480
- 00:30:07,588 --> 00:30:08,545
- Play me something.
- 481
- 00:30:10,896 --> 00:30:14,856
- OK. You know, you play
- me something now
- 482
- 00:30:14,900 --> 00:30:19,165
- or I listen to a track
- from a poetic demise.
- 483
- 00:30:19,208 --> 00:30:22,211
- -That's pure evil.
- -C'mon.
- 484
- 00:30:28,870 --> 00:30:30,132
- [chuckles]
- 485
- 00:30:30,176 --> 00:30:31,655
- -Put the recorder down!
- -OK.
- 486
- 00:30:33,266 --> 00:30:34,354
- [Sam sighs]
- 487
- 00:30:35,616 --> 00:30:38,053
- -This is a work in progress.
- -No disclaimers.
- 488
- 00:30:44,538 --> 00:30:46,496
- This is called "Our Only Son".
- 489
- 00:30:52,981 --> 00:30:54,591
- [strums guitar]
- 490
- 00:31:03,513 --> 00:31:08,605
- ♪ I've been having dreams
- Of my hometown in flame ♪
- 491
- 00:31:08,649 --> 00:31:11,957
- ♪ You're watching me
- Run from the border ♪
- 492
- 00:31:13,872 --> 00:31:16,309
- ♪ You've been
- Having your way ♪
- 493
- 00:31:16,352 --> 00:31:19,442
- ♪ Hiding from me for days
- 494
- 00:31:19,486 --> 00:31:23,316
- ♪ A reminder of all
- That you wanted ♪
- 495
- 00:31:23,359 --> 00:31:26,449
- ♪ How could you be
- 496
- 00:31:28,843 --> 00:31:31,237
- ♪ Be without me
- 497
- 00:31:34,153 --> 00:31:36,895
- ♪ How could you be
- 498
- 00:31:39,462 --> 00:31:41,900
- ♪ Be without me
- 499
- 00:31:44,946 --> 00:31:47,079
- ♪ Wish that I knew
- 500
- 00:31:50,125 --> 00:31:51,953
- ♪ Wish that I knew
- 501
- 00:31:55,435 --> 00:31:57,045
- ♪ Wishing I knew
- 502
- 00:32:07,229 --> 00:32:12,756
- ♪ And I miss the days
- Before we were estranged ♪
- 503
- 00:32:12,800 --> 00:32:17,848
- ♪ Your suitcase half-full
- With belongings ♪
- 504
- 00:32:17,892 --> 00:32:23,245
- ♪ Life swept away
- By one single day ♪
- 505
- 00:32:23,289 --> 00:32:27,902
- ♪ Still spinning in
- The wake of his leaving ♪
- 506
- 00:32:27,946 --> 00:32:31,253
- ♪ And I wish that I had
- 507
- 00:32:31,297 --> 00:32:36,693
- ♪ The strength to carry you
- And I wish that I said ♪
- 508
- 00:32:36,737 --> 00:32:39,305
- ♪ I'd never leave this town
- 509
- 00:32:39,348 --> 00:32:42,961
- ♪ But I'm learning every day
- 510
- 00:32:44,701 --> 00:32:49,054
- ♪ That sometimes we can't stay
- 511
- 00:32:59,238 --> 00:33:04,504
- ♪ How could you be
- 512
- 00:33:04,547 --> 00:33:07,768
- ♪ Be without me
- 513
- 00:33:09,813 --> 00:33:13,339
- ♪ How could you be
- 514
- 00:33:15,471 --> 00:33:18,431
- ♪ Be without me
- 515
- 00:33:20,868 --> 00:33:24,002
- ♪ Wish that I knew
- 516
- 00:33:24,045 --> 00:33:27,701
- ♪ Oh, I wish that I knew
- 517
- 00:33:31,444 --> 00:33:34,142
- ♪ Wish I knew how
- 518
- 00:33:36,840 --> 00:33:40,148
- ♪ Wish I knew how
- 519
- 00:33:41,497 --> 00:33:44,587
- ♪ Wish I knew
- 520
- 00:33:48,852 --> 00:33:50,158
- That's it.
- 521
- 00:33:56,469 --> 00:33:57,948
- I don't know what to say.
- 522
- 00:34:02,040 --> 00:34:03,824
- -I'm sorry.
- -No.
- 523
- 00:34:05,086 --> 00:34:06,609
- No, that's the last
- thing I wanna hear.
- 524
- 00:34:10,918 --> 00:34:13,007
- Can't get your face out my head.
- 525
- 00:34:17,925 --> 00:34:19,057
- What do you mean?
- 526
- 00:34:19,100 --> 00:34:20,884
- Your face when you were playing.
- 527
- 00:34:26,281 --> 00:34:28,457
- I just wish I was that
- passionate about anything.
- 528
- 00:34:30,633 --> 00:34:32,070
- Maybe you are.
- 529
- 00:34:48,260 --> 00:34:49,652
- I'm pregnant.
- 530
- 00:34:52,742 --> 00:34:55,093
- What? Uh...
- 531
- 00:34:55,136 --> 00:34:56,355
- Sorry.
- 532
- 00:34:57,225 --> 00:34:59,053
- That was abrupt.
- 533
- 00:34:59,097 --> 00:35:01,969
- Oh, um. No it's...
- 534
- 00:35:03,231 --> 00:35:07,409
- What? But you were
- drinking on grad night.
- 535
- 00:35:10,760 --> 00:35:11,805
- [Ellie sniffles]
- 536
- 00:35:13,328 --> 00:35:14,895
- I like you, Sam.
- 537
- 00:35:17,158 --> 00:35:19,900
- But I'm not really an all or
- nothing sort of person like you.
- 538
- 00:35:22,163 --> 00:35:23,469
- Wait, what do you mean?
- 539
- 00:35:25,514 --> 00:35:26,994
- Can we talk about it later?
- 540
- 00:35:41,878 --> 00:35:42,923
- Hey.
- 541
- 00:35:44,490 --> 00:35:45,926
- Hey, wake up.
- 542
- 00:35:50,626 --> 00:35:52,976
- Hi. Gotta go to work.
- 543
- 00:35:53,020 --> 00:35:54,326
- Get up.
- 544
- 00:36:04,423 --> 00:36:06,512
- -Hey, mom.
- -Hey, Sam.
- 545
- 00:36:06,555 --> 00:36:08,383
- I thought you were
- staying at Bobby's.
- 546
- 00:36:08,427 --> 00:36:09,950
- Oh.
- 547
- 00:36:09,993 --> 00:36:12,605
- -Hi, Ellie.
- -Hey, Miss Nimitz.
- 548
- 00:36:12,648 --> 00:36:14,650
- -Hey.
- -We're just goin' to work.
- 549
- 00:36:14,694 --> 00:36:17,697
- -You got a job?
- -[Sam] Mm-hmm, Video Flicks.
- 550
- 00:36:17,740 --> 00:36:18,654
- Oh!
- 551
- 00:36:20,265 --> 00:36:23,311
- Look at that. I didn't know they
- were still open, is that...?
- 552
- 00:36:23,355 --> 00:36:24,704
- -No, that's cool.
- -Good to see you.
- 553
- 00:36:24,747 --> 00:36:26,749
- And you. That's...
- 554
- 00:36:26,793 --> 00:36:28,186
- Have a good day, kids.
- 555
- 00:36:29,796 --> 00:36:30,753
- [door opens]
- 556
- 00:36:32,625 --> 00:36:33,626
- [door closes]
- 557
- 00:36:38,761 --> 00:36:42,069
- What's with the men's
- pj's on the couch?
- 558
- 00:36:44,289 --> 00:36:46,247
- They're my dad's.
- 559
- 00:36:46,291 --> 00:36:49,250
- She wears them when I'm not
- around or thinks I'm not.
- 560
- 00:36:50,295 --> 00:36:53,036
- She hasn't slept in
- their bed since, well...
- 561
- 00:36:54,647 --> 00:36:57,171
- That is the saddest
- thing I've ever heard.
- 562
- 00:36:59,739 --> 00:37:01,871
- At least you guys still
- have each other.
- 563
- 00:37:01,915 --> 00:37:03,090
- You know, after everything.
- 564
- 00:37:04,613 --> 00:37:06,528
- -You're right.
- -Yeah.
- 565
- 00:37:07,573 --> 00:37:08,835
- [car doors open]
- 566
- 00:37:13,405 --> 00:37:16,669
- Actually, no. We don't
- really talk at all.
- 567
- 00:37:16,712 --> 00:37:18,584
- I don't know why
- I lied just then.
- 568
- 00:37:18,627 --> 00:37:20,281
- [soft guitar music]
- 569
- 00:37:40,693 --> 00:37:43,261
- OK. Just wait right there.
- 570
- 00:37:43,304 --> 00:37:45,393
- Boys, wake up!
- Just 'cause it's summer
- 571
- 00:37:45,437 --> 00:37:47,265
- doesn't mean you get
- to sleep all day!
- 572
- 00:37:49,832 --> 00:37:51,312
- Hey, let's go.
- 573
- 00:37:52,966 --> 00:37:54,881
- [Ellie] C'mon, you're mine.
- 574
- 00:37:54,924 --> 00:37:57,318
- [playful voice] Ah, you're
- mine. We're gonna eat breakfast!
- 575
- 00:37:57,362 --> 00:37:59,799
- We're gonna eat all the goodies.
- 576
- 00:37:59,842 --> 00:38:03,281
- Alright. So we're
- gonna do cereal...
- 577
- 00:38:04,238 --> 00:38:05,631
- a...
- 578
- 00:38:05,674 --> 00:38:08,198
- No phones. I said
- no phones this year.
- 579
- 00:38:10,462 --> 00:38:11,593
- [Ellie] Yeah?
- 580
- 00:38:15,771 --> 00:38:17,904
- Yeah? Here we go.
- 581
- 00:38:17,947 --> 00:38:19,906
- -[indistinct]
- -Yeah? Alright.
- 582
- 00:38:25,172 --> 00:38:27,957
- -[mom] Good morning.
- -I have work, so I'm gonna go.
- 583
- 00:38:29,568 --> 00:38:31,700
- [playful voice] Alright, bye.
- 584
- 00:38:31,744 --> 00:38:32,875
- [mom] How are my boys.
- 585
- 00:38:32,919 --> 00:38:34,224
- Cool, you ready?
- 586
- 00:38:41,580 --> 00:38:43,146
- [movie chatter
- in the background]
- 587
- 00:38:46,019 --> 00:38:47,760
- Sorry to do this to you, but
- 588
- 00:38:47,803 --> 00:38:49,675
- this morning I'm gonna
- need you to call everybody
- 589
- 00:38:49,718 --> 00:38:51,024
- on the 30 day list.
- 590
- 00:38:52,330 --> 00:38:54,244
- OK, what is that?
- 591
- 00:38:55,550 --> 00:38:57,509
- It's a list
- 592
- 00:38:57,552 --> 00:39:00,555
- of everybody who's checked out a
- movie for more than thirty days.
- 593
- 00:39:00,599 --> 00:39:01,904
- OK.
- 594
- 00:39:01,948 --> 00:39:03,558
- You got any tips?
- 595
- 00:39:04,646 --> 00:39:06,344
- Don't let 'em kill your spirit.
- 596
- 00:39:10,783 --> 00:39:12,045
- OK.
- 597
- 00:39:23,448 --> 00:39:24,579
- [dialing]
- 598
- 00:39:27,887 --> 00:39:29,715
- [phone rings]
- 599
- 00:39:29,758 --> 00:39:32,761
- -Yeah?
- -Hello, is this Mr. Foster?
- 600
- 00:39:32,805 --> 00:39:35,721
- -Who the fuck's askin'?
- -Oh, um...
- 601
- 00:39:35,764 --> 00:39:38,985
- This is Sam from Video Flicks.
- 602
- 00:39:39,028 --> 00:39:41,901
- I'm calling about the
- copy of Mona Lisa Smile
- 603
- 00:39:41,944 --> 00:39:44,251
- that you rented in January
- 604
- 00:39:44,294 --> 00:39:46,296
- and you've yet to return.
- 605
- 00:39:46,340 --> 00:39:49,125
- Sounds like my snake ex-wife
- is still using my account.
- 606
- 00:39:50,475 --> 00:39:54,217
- Actually it says that you're
- the only one with access.
- 607
- 00:39:55,131 --> 00:39:57,656
- -So... -Are you calling me a liar?
- 608
- 00:39:57,699 --> 00:39:59,179
- -[door opens]
- -[bells jingle]
- 609
- 00:40:01,790 --> 00:40:03,531
- Sorry, excuse me?
- 610
- 00:40:03,575 --> 00:40:05,968
- Jesus, kid. Are you
- even paying attention?
- 611
- 00:40:06,012 --> 00:40:08,275
- What kind of DVD-jockey are you?
- 612
- 00:40:08,318 --> 00:40:10,016
- [hangs up phone]
- 613
- 00:40:13,454 --> 00:40:15,456
- Mr. Foster, right?
- 614
- 00:40:15,500 --> 00:40:18,677
- -How'd you know?
- -He's a regular.
- 615
- 00:40:18,720 --> 00:40:20,069
- Don't take it personal.
- 616
- 00:40:21,375 --> 00:40:22,550
- [door opens]
- 617
- 00:40:23,638 --> 00:40:24,944
- What the hell is this?
- 618
- 00:40:24,987 --> 00:40:26,728
- Oh, here we go.
- 619
- 00:40:26,772 --> 00:40:30,384
- Do you realize that a cat
- washes down a gigantic waterfall
- 620
- 00:40:30,428 --> 00:40:32,734
- in this movie, and survives?
- 621
- 00:40:32,778 --> 00:40:34,040
- A waterfall.
- 622
- 00:40:34,954 --> 00:40:36,521
- It's a kids' movie.
- 623
- 00:40:36,564 --> 00:40:38,218
- Oh, wow. This place is
- losing its way, man.
- 624
- 00:40:38,261 --> 00:40:41,090
- First these stupid
- grape shirts, now the
- 625
- 00:40:41,134 --> 00:40:44,529
- required factory films
- where animals are surviving
- 626
- 00:40:44,572 --> 00:40:46,792
- totally impossible
- dangers, giving kids
- 627
- 00:40:46,835 --> 00:40:49,490
- impractical expectations
- for their own lives.
- 628
- 00:40:49,534 --> 00:40:51,492
- What can I say, Gus.
- 629
- 00:40:51,536 --> 00:40:54,321
- Corporate wasn't too keen on
- you showing "Y tu Mama Tambie"
- 630
- 00:40:54,364 --> 00:40:56,802
- -on every afternoon.
- -Y tu Mamá También
- 631
- 00:40:56,845 --> 00:40:59,848
- is a beautiful, perfect film,
- and corporate is stupid.
- 632
- 00:41:01,328 --> 00:41:03,243
- [picks up wrapper]
- 633
- 00:41:03,286 --> 00:41:07,073
- -Who are you, who's this?
- -This is Sam, friend of Ellie's.
- 634
- 00:41:07,116 --> 00:41:09,423
- And yes, he is of working age.
- 635
- 00:41:09,467 --> 00:41:11,381
- He's gonna be with
- us until August.
- 636
- 00:41:11,425 --> 00:41:13,209
- Nice to meet ya,
- how are you doin'?
- 637
- 00:41:13,253 --> 00:41:14,689
- You like shit like this?
- 638
- 00:41:14,733 --> 00:41:17,953
- Oh, um. Yeah, when I was a kid.
- 639
- 00:41:17,997 --> 00:41:19,955
- Don't worry, I'll show
- you some real movies.
- 640
- 00:41:20,869 --> 00:41:23,045
- -Hey, Gus.
- -Hey, Ellie. How's it goin'.
- 641
- 00:41:24,177 --> 00:41:27,659
- You look good today.
- Saw you brought in the new kid.
- 642
- 00:41:27,702 --> 00:41:29,530
- -Yeah, be nice.
- -Always.
- 643
- 00:41:29,574 --> 00:41:31,924
- -Should we initiate him tonight?
- -I dunno.
- 644
- 00:41:31,967 --> 00:41:34,361
- What are you talking about?
- 645
- 00:41:34,404 --> 00:41:37,190
- Every Friday night Gus
- screens a movie on the roof,
- 646
- 00:41:37,233 --> 00:41:38,626
- it's kind of a ritual.
- 647
- 00:41:38,670 --> 00:41:40,193
- Not bullshit
- like this, I promise.
- 648
- 00:41:40,236 --> 00:41:42,282
- -Important stuff.
- -Cool, I wanna go.
- 649
- 00:41:44,066 --> 00:41:45,938
- -OK.
- -Yeah, we'll think about it.
- 650
- 00:41:45,981 --> 00:41:47,679
- [whispers] Just joking, kiddo.
- 651
- 00:41:47,722 --> 00:41:50,246
- -[Ellie] Cool.
- -No way that golden retriever
- 652
- 00:41:50,290 --> 00:41:51,683
- would make it out there alive.
- 653
- 00:41:51,726 --> 00:41:53,815
- It's a golden retriever!
- 654
- 00:41:53,859 --> 00:41:55,208
- You ever seen a movie
- that shows
- 655
- 00:41:55,251 --> 00:41:57,210
- 16 minutes
- of a tree growing?
- 656
- 00:41:57,253 --> 00:41:59,212
- That's the kind of crap
- we're gonna watch tonight.
- 657
- 00:41:59,255 --> 00:42:02,258
- Talking about my first short
- film right now? Wanna go there?
- 658
- 00:42:03,390 --> 00:42:05,566
- [soft guitar music]
- 659
- 00:42:05,610 --> 00:42:06,915
- [door closes]
- 660
- 00:42:59,011 --> 00:43:00,403
- [typing can be heard]
- 661
- 00:43:20,380 --> 00:43:24,079
- -Oh, look who showed up.
- -Sorry I'm late.
- 662
- 00:43:24,123 --> 00:43:25,820
- Did I miss the screening?
- 663
- 00:43:25,864 --> 00:43:28,518
- We were just about to play
- hide and seek, you in?
- 664
- 00:43:28,562 --> 00:43:31,565
- Oh, I'm just gonna hang out.
- 665
- 00:43:31,609 --> 00:43:34,873
- -If it's cool.
- -Suit yourself.
- 666
- 00:43:34,916 --> 00:43:37,266
- Everybody form up on me
- over in the drama section,
- 667
- 00:43:37,310 --> 00:43:38,920
- we're gonna discuss the rules.
- 668
- 00:43:38,964 --> 00:43:40,966
- Alright, guys. Follow me.
- 669
- 00:43:41,009 --> 00:43:43,272
- We don't need to know the rules
- 'cause it's hide and seek.
- 670
- 00:43:46,580 --> 00:43:48,147
- [Ellie] What are you
- thinking about?
- 671
- 00:43:49,496 --> 00:43:53,587
- Thinking about how there's
- a child inside of you,
- 672
- 00:43:53,631 --> 00:43:54,849
- firstly.
- 673
- 00:43:57,243 --> 00:43:58,461
- What are you gonna do?
- 674
- 00:43:59,941 --> 00:44:02,509
- What do you think?
- I have an appointment.
- 675
- 00:44:02,552 --> 00:44:03,423
- Oh.
- 676
- 00:44:04,816 --> 00:44:08,210
- Yeah, just imagining
- a life with Zach,
- 677
- 00:44:08,254 --> 00:44:10,560
- a life with like my mom's,
- I just can't.
- 678
- 00:44:14,260 --> 00:44:16,175
- Why do you care so much anyway?
- 679
- 00:44:16,218 --> 00:44:18,481
- You trying to be my
- boyfriend or something?
- 680
- 00:44:23,791 --> 00:44:26,489
- Just a friend looking out
- for a friend.
- 681
- 00:44:30,885 --> 00:44:32,191
- [whispers] Just checking.
- 682
- 00:44:33,235 --> 00:44:34,454
- What else is on your mind?
- 683
- 00:44:36,151 --> 00:44:37,718
- Nothing.
- 684
- 00:44:37,762 --> 00:44:39,894
- They're playing hide
- and seek for three hours,
- 685
- 00:44:39,938 --> 00:44:41,156
- I'm gonna get it out of you.
- 686
- 00:44:47,989 --> 00:44:49,991
- Found all these photos
- 687
- 00:44:50,035 --> 00:44:52,037
- of my mom with this guy.
- 688
- 00:44:53,691 --> 00:44:56,650
- -Some guy before my dad.
- -Like a high school boyfriend?
- 689
- 00:44:56,694 --> 00:44:58,173
- No.
- 690
- 00:44:58,217 --> 00:44:59,697
- It was serious,
- they were engaged.
- 691
- 00:45:00,785 --> 00:45:02,264
- There were all these letters.
- 692
- 00:45:04,397 --> 00:45:05,572
- Did you read them?
- 693
- 00:45:06,791 --> 00:45:07,835
- [whispers] You did.
- 694
- 00:45:10,969 --> 00:45:14,059
- They were so different.
- 695
- 00:45:14,102 --> 00:45:15,756
- Different how?
- 696
- 00:45:15,800 --> 00:45:18,237
- My mom really loved this guy.
- 697
- 00:45:18,280 --> 00:45:20,413
- She loved my dad
- 698
- 00:45:20,456 --> 00:45:23,111
- too, but these letters...
- 699
- 00:45:25,200 --> 00:45:27,942
- Every single one of them
- was about forever.
- 700
- 00:45:29,248 --> 00:45:31,293
- My parents never
- talked like that.
- 701
- 00:45:31,337 --> 00:45:32,947
- -Have you asked her about that?
- -No.
- 702
- 00:45:32,991 --> 00:45:35,210
- I don't think she's
- ready to talk
- 703
- 00:45:35,254 --> 00:45:38,910
- about anything,
- but especially this.
- 704
- 00:45:38,953 --> 00:45:40,607
- Why don't you let
- her decide that.
- 705
- 00:45:42,478 --> 00:45:44,002
- Why do you care so much?
- 706
- 00:45:44,045 --> 00:45:45,394
- Trying to be my girlfriend
- or something?
- 707
- 00:45:45,438 --> 00:45:47,266
- [chuckles] No, no way.
- 708
- 00:45:51,357 --> 00:45:53,228
- Thank you for caring.
- 709
- 00:45:53,272 --> 00:45:54,534
- Of course.
- 710
- 00:45:56,928 --> 00:45:58,364
- [soft guitar music]
- 711
- 00:46:01,759 --> 00:46:03,586
- [scream, DVD's fall]
- 712
- 00:46:03,630 --> 00:46:05,545
- Tag, you're it, fresh meat!
- 713
- 00:46:05,588 --> 00:46:06,938
- [chuckles]
- 714
- 00:46:06,981 --> 00:46:08,548
- [whispers] I think
- you'd better run.
- 715
- 00:46:09,592 --> 00:46:10,811
- [Ellie screams]
- 716
- 00:46:18,036 --> 00:46:19,733
- Hey, what's up?
- 717
- 00:46:19,777 --> 00:46:21,561
- You didn't go to bed?
- 718
- 00:46:21,604 --> 00:46:24,303
- [whispers] You ready?
- One, two, three.
- 719
- 00:46:24,346 --> 00:46:25,783
- [grunting] Oh, yeah.
- 720
- 00:46:25,826 --> 00:46:28,698
- Hey, guys. Ready?
- Let's go to bed.
- 721
- 00:46:30,657 --> 00:46:31,614
- OK.
- 722
- 00:46:36,097 --> 00:46:37,533
- My room's the first door
- on the left.
- 723
- 00:46:40,319 --> 00:46:41,799
- [soft guitar music continues]
- 724
- 00:47:43,077 --> 00:47:44,426
- [soft guitar fades]
- 725
- 00:47:44,470 --> 00:47:46,515
- You have good taste in movies.
- 726
- 00:47:46,559 --> 00:47:48,213
- -That surprise you?
- -No.
- 727
- 00:47:49,431 --> 00:47:50,519
- Just saying.
- 728
- 00:47:51,869 --> 00:47:53,740
- Your...
- 729
- 00:47:53,783 --> 00:47:56,961
- mom's gonna be cool with me
- bein' over here this late?
- 730
- 00:47:58,701 --> 00:48:00,703
- Yeah, we don't have
- what you'd call a normal
- 731
- 00:48:00,747 --> 00:48:02,096
- parent - child relationship.
- 732
- 00:48:03,184 --> 00:48:05,099
- Yeah, I can relate.
- 733
- 00:48:08,102 --> 00:48:09,016
- Yeah.
- 734
- 00:48:10,975 --> 00:48:11,889
- Confession.
- 735
- 00:48:13,368 --> 00:48:16,676
- I knew that I wrote your
- name wrong in your gym shorts.
- 736
- 00:48:16,719 --> 00:48:18,504
- I was just too shy to tell you.
- 737
- 00:48:21,028 --> 00:48:24,118
- No, you? Shy?
- I can't imagine it.
- 738
- 00:48:24,162 --> 00:48:26,947
- I was, it was the first day
- 739
- 00:48:26,991 --> 00:48:30,255
- and there was this
- cute guy and I was...
- 740
- 00:48:30,298 --> 00:48:31,299
- M...
- 741
- 00:48:33,040 --> 00:48:34,824
- -[chuckles]
- -Me, cute?
- 742
- 00:48:34,868 --> 00:48:36,870
- Yeah, you were!
- 743
- 00:48:36,914 --> 00:48:40,221
- You had this big brown
- moppy head of hair.
- 744
- 00:48:41,092 --> 00:48:42,658
- You were...
- 745
- 00:48:42,702 --> 00:48:45,096
- cute.
- 746
- 00:48:45,139 --> 00:48:46,836
- You're...
- 747
- 00:48:46,880 --> 00:48:48,142
- a little sadder...
- 748
- 00:48:49,404 --> 00:48:51,798
- a little more lost,
- but you're cute.
- 749
- 00:48:51,841 --> 00:48:53,974
- Still cute.
- 750
- 00:48:54,018 --> 00:48:55,367
- Ellie...
- 751
- 00:48:59,545 --> 00:49:00,894
- You don't know...
- 752
- 00:49:02,330 --> 00:49:04,637
- how badly
- 753
- 00:49:04,680 --> 00:49:07,727
- I've wanted to know you
- ever since that day.
- 754
- 00:49:11,252 --> 00:49:12,645
- I'm sorry I took so long.
- 755
- 00:49:14,821 --> 00:49:16,954
- I forgive you, again.
- 756
- 00:49:18,390 --> 00:49:20,218
- -Am I back off your hit-list?
- -For now.
- 757
- 00:49:22,046 --> 00:49:24,570
- Is that why you didn't wanna
- read your five year plan essay?
- 758
- 00:49:24,613 --> 00:49:26,441
- Just 'cause it was
- like a huge list of
- 759
- 00:49:26,485 --> 00:49:28,182
- all these people
- you were gonna kill?
- 760
- 00:49:28,226 --> 00:49:30,054
- I was hoping you'd
- forget about that.
- 761
- 00:49:31,316 --> 00:49:34,406
- Wait, let me see
- if I remember correctly.
- 762
- 00:49:35,450 --> 00:49:37,800
- -The type of people who leave
- -[Sam gasps]
- 763
- 00:49:37,844 --> 00:49:39,541
- -and the kind who stay?
- -No.
- 764
- 00:49:39,585 --> 00:49:42,196
- That was incomplete, OK?
- Don't judge me.
- 765
- 00:49:42,240 --> 00:49:44,242
- Why don't we break out yours.
- 766
- 00:49:44,285 --> 00:49:47,332
- Well you read mine. Why don't
- you recite it for me, you creep?
- 767
- 00:49:51,466 --> 00:49:53,512
- I don't think we can
- trust anyone who says
- 768
- 00:49:53,555 --> 00:49:55,296
- they'll know where
- they'll be in five years.
- 769
- 00:50:08,875 --> 00:50:10,485
- Will you take me to see Dean?
- 770
- 00:50:12,531 --> 00:50:14,054
- Dean?
- 771
- 00:50:14,098 --> 00:50:15,534
- The guy in the photos.
- 772
- 00:50:20,321 --> 00:50:21,453
- Why?
- 773
- 00:50:25,065 --> 00:50:26,240
- What is she gonna do
- 774
- 00:50:27,459 --> 00:50:28,808
- when I leave in August?
- 775
- 00:50:32,246 --> 00:50:34,031
- What is she gonna do without me?
- 776
- 00:50:35,597 --> 00:50:37,338
- I think that she'll be alright.
- 777
- 00:50:38,426 --> 00:50:40,037
- I'm gonna be across the country.
- 778
- 00:50:41,429 --> 00:50:42,822
- She's gonna be all alone.
- 779
- 00:50:45,564 --> 00:50:49,785
- We've built this weird
- little life together.
- 780
- 00:50:52,310 --> 00:50:53,180
- And...
- 781
- 00:50:57,054 --> 00:50:58,620
- I dunno, if there's
- something more for me,
- 782
- 00:50:58,664 --> 00:51:00,318
- there has to be something
- more for her.
- 783
- 00:51:03,973 --> 00:51:05,453
- That's all I'm thinking about.
- 784
- 00:51:12,199 --> 00:51:13,070
- OK.
- 785
- 00:51:14,332 --> 00:51:15,159
- Yeah, let's go.
- 786
- 00:51:16,160 --> 00:51:18,597
- -Are you sure?
- -Yeah, let's go.
- 787
- 00:51:20,468 --> 00:51:21,817
- [soft guitar music]
- 788
- 00:51:21,861 --> 00:51:22,905
- Thank you.
- 789
- 00:51:42,142 --> 00:51:43,709
- [muted voices]
- 790
- 00:52:17,525 --> 00:52:19,484
- -Hello?
- -Can I help you?
- 791
- 00:52:19,527 --> 00:52:21,486
- Um, hi. You're Dean Hall?
- 792
- 00:52:21,529 --> 00:52:22,574
- Yeah.
- 793
- 00:52:24,358 --> 00:52:26,404
- This... Uh.
- 794
- 00:52:26,447 --> 00:52:28,145
- I'm Sam, This is Ellie.
- 795
- 00:52:28,188 --> 00:52:30,190
- Pleasure, what can I do for you?
- 796
- 00:52:30,234 --> 00:52:32,192
- We're just...
- 797
- 00:52:32,236 --> 00:52:34,368
- We're wanting to
- furnish our new place.
- 798
- 00:52:34,412 --> 00:52:35,761
- Mm-hmm.
- 799
- 00:52:35,804 --> 00:52:37,154
- Your new place?
- 800
- 00:52:39,243 --> 00:52:42,376
- It's not ours, it's for my mom.
- 801
- 00:52:42,420 --> 00:52:44,987
- Oh, OK. Is your mom here?
- 802
- 00:52:46,815 --> 00:52:48,034
- -No.
- -No.
- 803
- 00:52:49,078 --> 00:52:50,645
- -She's not?
- -No.
- 804
- 00:52:50,689 --> 00:52:52,604
- It's a surprise.
- 805
- 00:52:52,647 --> 00:52:54,475
- Are you guys brother and sister?
- 806
- 00:52:54,519 --> 00:52:56,129
- -Yeah.
- -No.
- 807
- 00:52:56,173 --> 00:52:58,131
- Kids, c'mon. I don't
- have time for this.
- 808
- 00:52:58,175 --> 00:52:59,872
- Try Living Spaces.
- 809
- 00:53:02,875 --> 00:53:04,485
- Do you know Janice Nimitz?
- 810
- 00:53:10,404 --> 00:53:11,623
- Yeah, I did.
- 811
- 00:53:14,452 --> 00:53:16,671
- I knew her as Janice
- Hansen back then.
- 812
- 00:53:17,672 --> 00:53:19,196
- Yeah.
- 813
- 00:53:19,239 --> 00:53:20,284
- Um...
- 814
- 00:53:22,764 --> 00:53:24,288
- I'm her son.
- 815
- 00:53:27,378 --> 00:53:31,164
- So you wanna explain
- the weird cover up...
- 816
- 00:53:32,034 --> 00:53:33,993
- out there?
- 817
- 00:53:44,308 --> 00:53:45,526
- [Sam] Can you tell
- me about that?
- 818
- 00:53:48,399 --> 00:53:49,704
- Oh, my God.
- 819
- 00:53:53,926 --> 00:53:55,057
- What do you want me to say?
- 820
- 00:53:55,884 --> 00:53:58,583
- I didn't know about
- you guys until now.
- 821
- 00:53:59,714 --> 00:54:02,239
- Well it's not like it
- was a secret or anything.
- 822
- 00:54:03,631 --> 00:54:06,547
- Mom and I met at high school and
- 823
- 00:54:06,591 --> 00:54:07,592
- dated for...
- 824
- 00:54:08,723 --> 00:54:10,203
- a couple of years and then...
- 825
- 00:54:11,335 --> 00:54:12,901
- eventually we got engaged.
- 826
- 00:54:13,772 --> 00:54:15,469
- But then what?
- 827
- 00:54:17,645 --> 00:54:20,257
- -She met your dad.
- -You knew him?
- 828
- 00:54:21,170 --> 00:54:23,782
- Yeah, he was my best friend
- when I was about your age.
- 829
- 00:54:23,825 --> 00:54:27,916
- We were in a band about the time
- me and your mom got together.
- 830
- 00:54:27,960 --> 00:54:30,136
- She left you for
- your best friend?
- 831
- 00:54:30,179 --> 00:54:33,139
- I wasn't perfect,
- you know, I had my problems
- 832
- 00:54:33,182 --> 00:54:34,271
- I was...
- 833
- 00:54:35,750 --> 00:54:37,970
- I was a really angry kid.
- 834
- 00:54:39,319 --> 00:54:41,103
- He was a better choice.
- 835
- 00:54:41,147 --> 00:54:44,237
- How could you be
- so cool about it? I would...
- 836
- 00:54:44,281 --> 00:54:45,456
- I'd die.
- 837
- 00:54:46,718 --> 00:54:49,111
- 20 years is a very
- 838
- 00:54:49,155 --> 00:54:52,419
- sobering amount of time.
- 839
- 00:54:55,161 --> 00:54:57,381
- Why are you guys here?
- So your mom had boyfriends
- 840
- 00:54:57,424 --> 00:54:59,513
- before your dad,
- I wouldn't call that uncommon.
- 841
- 00:55:02,473 --> 00:55:04,083
- It's 'cause
- she wants to see you.
- 842
- 00:55:08,043 --> 00:55:09,088
- What?
- 843
- 00:55:11,046 --> 00:55:12,396
- Yes.
- 844
- 00:55:12,439 --> 00:55:14,398
- How do you think
- I got the photo?
- 845
- 00:55:14,441 --> 00:55:16,182
- She kept it, everything.
- 846
- 00:55:22,536 --> 00:55:24,146
- Look.
- 847
- 00:55:25,887 --> 00:55:27,759
- I really don't know what
- to say about all this.
- 848
- 00:55:29,587 --> 00:55:30,849
- Would you see her again?
- 849
- 00:55:33,504 --> 00:55:37,072
- -I mean, I don't know.
- -She's having a birthday party
- 850
- 00:55:37,116 --> 00:55:39,510
- next week at our house.
- 851
- 00:55:39,553 --> 00:55:42,295
- -She wouldn't wanna see me.
- -I think she would.
- 852
- 00:55:43,557 --> 00:55:46,212
- Are you sure it's OK? I was just
- like: "She wants to see you."
- 853
- 00:55:46,255 --> 00:55:49,694
- -Then I was like: "Shit."
- -No. I wanted to say it myself.
- 854
- 00:55:49,737 --> 00:55:52,349
- Yeah, I was just thinking
- about what you said, it's like,
- 855
- 00:55:52,392 --> 00:55:54,873
- she's gonna be alone. This
- could be a good thing, right?
- 856
- 00:55:54,916 --> 00:55:56,135
- Yeah, definitely.
- 857
- 00:55:57,789 --> 00:55:58,877
- Yeah.
- 858
- 00:56:07,320 --> 00:56:08,365
- What?
- 859
- 00:56:09,453 --> 00:56:10,889
- You guys miss your dad.
- 860
- 00:56:20,681 --> 00:56:23,249
- Do you remember James Keller?
- 861
- 00:56:25,904 --> 00:56:29,473
- James Keller, the kid
- with the prosthetic hand?
- 862
- 00:56:29,516 --> 00:56:32,171
- Yes, I do.
- 863
- 00:56:32,214 --> 00:56:36,741
- -That's an unexpected reference.
- -Yeah.
- 864
- 00:56:36,784 --> 00:56:39,221
- We had a class together
- the year after his accident.
- 865
- 00:56:41,789 --> 00:56:45,924
- He used to complain that it
- hurt where his hand used to be.
- 866
- 00:56:45,967 --> 00:56:47,969
- It's this thing called
- phantom limb pain.
- 867
- 00:56:49,710 --> 00:56:51,190
- He was supposed to
- take pills for it,
- 868
- 00:56:51,233 --> 00:56:54,193
- but he told me that he wouldn't,
- 869
- 00:56:54,236 --> 00:56:58,110
- sometimes just because he liked
- the feeling of it being there
- 870
- 00:56:58,153 --> 00:56:59,633
- even if it hurt.
- 871
- 00:57:04,159 --> 00:57:06,901
- It's like a part of us has gone
- 872
- 00:57:06,945 --> 00:57:12,211
- and our only connection
- to him now is the pain.
- 873
- 00:57:15,519 --> 00:57:18,696
- Trying to move on
- would mean erasing him.
- 874
- 00:57:22,439 --> 00:57:24,484
- I dunno, it's messed up maybe.
- 875
- 00:57:25,746 --> 00:57:27,139
- It's not messed up.
- 876
- 00:57:28,445 --> 00:57:30,185
- I understand.
- 877
- 00:57:33,754 --> 00:57:34,973
- What about your dad?
- 878
- 00:57:48,508 --> 00:57:50,292
- Where are we?
- 879
- 00:57:54,122 --> 00:57:55,776
- This is the house I grew up in.
- 880
- 00:57:58,779 --> 00:58:01,216
- We had to give it up after
- my dad left 'cause we couldn't
- 881
- 00:58:01,260 --> 00:58:02,740
- afford the mortgage anymore.
- 882
- 00:58:05,525 --> 00:58:09,224
- I told myself I'd come back
- when I was older and buy it
- 883
- 00:58:09,268 --> 00:58:10,443
- with my new family.
- 884
- 00:58:13,664 --> 00:58:15,317
- I have so many memories
- in this house.
- 885
- 00:58:17,319 --> 00:58:20,540
- Before my mom was dating
- a new guy every week,
- 886
- 00:58:20,584 --> 00:58:22,760
- and I had to explain
- to my brothers why
- 887
- 00:58:22,803 --> 00:58:24,501
- I had to take care
- of them and live on.
- 888
- 00:58:34,423 --> 00:58:35,903
- My dad used to park
- his station wagon
- 889
- 00:58:35,947 --> 00:58:37,775
- over that oil stain
- in the driveway.
- 890
- 00:58:41,605 --> 00:58:45,434
- I have this memory of
- Christopher, Frank and I;
- 891
- 00:58:45,478 --> 00:58:48,612
- it was a Sunday afternoon,
- my dad came home from the store
- 892
- 00:58:48,655 --> 00:58:49,961
- and he was like, "guys...
- 893
- 00:58:51,963 --> 00:58:54,095
- look what I found in
- my basket at the store."
- 894
- 00:58:54,139 --> 00:58:57,577
- He got out his bag and we
- were just running around
- 895
- 00:58:57,621 --> 00:59:01,973
- circling him, desperately
- wanting to know what was inside.
- 896
- 00:59:11,199 --> 00:59:13,245
- What was inside?
- 897
- 00:59:21,253 --> 00:59:22,559
- I can't remember.
- 898
- 00:59:26,388 --> 00:59:28,260
- [light piano music]
- 899
- 00:59:34,745 --> 00:59:37,095
- Can you take me to my
- appointment on Saturday?
- 900
- 00:59:39,706 --> 00:59:42,143
- Please? I need
- someone to take me.
- 901
- 00:59:44,189 --> 00:59:45,625
- OK. Yeah.
- 902
- 00:59:46,670 --> 00:59:48,062
- -Yeah, I'll do it.
- -Really?
- 903
- 00:59:48,106 --> 00:59:50,325
- Yeah. Terrified, but...
- 904
- 00:59:51,500 --> 00:59:52,893
- Yeah, I'll do it.
- 905
- 00:59:54,852 --> 00:59:56,070
- Thank you.
- 906
- 00:59:57,202 --> 00:59:59,508
- -[indistinct]
- -No, you don't.
- 907
- 00:59:59,552 --> 01:00:01,249
- [soft guitar music]
- 908
- 01:00:03,643 --> 01:00:04,862
- I wanna do it.
- 909
- 01:00:06,428 --> 01:00:08,169
- I love you, you know.
- 910
- 01:00:11,346 --> 01:00:12,565
- Thank you.
- 911
- 01:00:18,919 --> 01:00:20,617
- [soft guitar music fades]
- 912
- 01:00:20,660 --> 01:00:23,097
- So do you just get paid
- to stand here all day?
- 913
- 01:00:23,141 --> 01:00:26,144
- Yeah, it's for now. I'm getting
- trained on register next week.
- 914
- 01:00:26,187 --> 01:00:27,841
- Oh, nice.
- 915
- 01:00:27,885 --> 01:00:30,365
- -Keys to the castle already.
- -Bobby, I don't...
- 916
- 01:00:31,323 --> 01:00:33,238
- It's really nice of you
- to give me a ride,
- 917
- 01:00:33,281 --> 01:00:36,110
- but I don't want them to think
- we're just hanging out here.
- 918
- 01:00:36,154 --> 01:00:39,026
- What? No, I'm thinking 'bout
- buying some previously owned
- 919
- 01:00:39,070 --> 01:00:41,115
- DVD's, as advertised.
- I'm a costumer.
- 920
- 01:00:42,726 --> 01:00:44,379
- What happened to your
- girlfriend, I thought
- 921
- 01:00:44,423 --> 01:00:46,251
- -she was giving you rides.
- -She is.
- 922
- 01:00:46,294 --> 01:00:48,688
- I dunno, she took
- the afternoon off.
- 923
- 01:00:48,732 --> 01:00:50,255
- How's that going?
- 924
- 01:00:51,343 --> 01:00:53,650
- I guess it's
- getting pretty real.
- 925
- 01:00:54,694 --> 01:00:56,087
- Oh, yeah?
- 926
- 01:00:56,130 --> 01:00:58,872
- Alright. Gettin' out
- of your shell.
- 927
- 01:00:58,916 --> 01:01:00,918
- -Gettin' in that pipe.
- -No!
- 928
- 01:01:00,961 --> 01:01:04,051
- What? Pipe?
- Stop saying that. It's not...
- 929
- 01:01:04,095 --> 01:01:05,966
- It's like, we like each other,
- 930
- 01:01:06,010 --> 01:01:08,273
- you know. We actually like
- each other, it's a real thing.
- 931
- 01:01:09,187 --> 01:01:11,189
- Whatever blows your
- hair back, man.
- 932
- 01:01:11,232 --> 01:01:12,843
- As long as you're
- out of the garage.
- 933
- 01:01:17,412 --> 01:01:19,197
- -[Ellie] Alright.
- -Oh, 12 o'clock.
- 934
- 01:01:19,240 --> 01:01:22,069
- -I will see you tomorrow.
- -[Zach] Later.
- 935
- 01:01:22,113 --> 01:01:23,592
- Bye.
- 936
- 01:01:24,855 --> 01:01:26,683
- -Hey, how's it goin'?
- -Hey.
- 937
- 01:01:28,772 --> 01:01:30,295
- Well, DVD's are safe.
- 938
- 01:01:30,338 --> 01:01:32,036
- Man's guarding it
- like a junkyard dog.
- 939
- 01:01:32,079 --> 01:01:33,602
- Were you at the beach?
- 940
- 01:01:37,737 --> 01:01:40,000
- Yeah, my friend had
- a birthday thing.
- 941
- 01:01:44,439 --> 01:01:46,746
- Alrighty, I'm gonna go change.
- 942
- 01:01:48,356 --> 01:01:49,444
- See you in there.
- 943
- 01:01:51,185 --> 01:01:52,665
- [door opens]
- 944
- 01:01:54,798 --> 01:01:56,756
- I feel you, man.
- 945
- 01:01:56,800 --> 01:01:57,931
- So real.
- 946
- 01:02:01,805 --> 01:02:02,806
- Hm.
- 947
- 01:02:03,937 --> 01:02:05,156
- It's kind of funny, though.
- 948
- 01:02:06,548 --> 01:02:07,506
- Sorry.
- 949
- 01:02:14,774 --> 01:02:15,993
- What are you doing after work?
- 950
- 01:02:16,907 --> 01:02:19,387
- Just watching my brothers,
- nothing exciting.
- 951
- 01:02:19,431 --> 01:02:20,954
- [movie chatter
- in the background]
- 952
- 01:02:22,521 --> 01:02:23,827
- [J.D.] So...
- 953
- 01:02:24,828 --> 01:02:26,655
- what are you guys doin'
- this Friday?
- 954
- 01:02:26,699 --> 01:02:29,223
- -What's Friday?
- -Pool party.
- 955
- 01:02:29,267 --> 01:02:30,137
- My place.
- 956
- 01:02:32,574 --> 01:02:33,488
- Okay.
- 957
- 01:02:35,490 --> 01:02:37,579
- Sam, you in?
- 958
- 01:02:37,623 --> 01:02:39,451
- I can't, it's my mom's birthday.
- 959
- 01:02:41,845 --> 01:02:45,022
- Bummer. Come after, maybe.
- 960
- 01:02:45,065 --> 01:02:47,720
- Yeah, maybe. Are you coming
- 961
- 01:02:47,764 --> 01:02:49,504
- to my mom's birthday?
- 962
- 01:02:50,418 --> 01:02:53,030
- It's your family thing.
- I'll just see you after, OK?
- 963
- 01:02:55,902 --> 01:02:56,860
- Yeah.
- 964
- 01:02:57,948 --> 01:02:59,863
- Alright, let's close
- it down, yeah?
- 965
- 01:03:01,038 --> 01:03:03,431
- -Yeah.
- -Can I drive you home?
- 966
- 01:03:04,519 --> 01:03:05,520
- Yeah, sure.
- 967
- 01:03:15,139 --> 01:03:16,357
- Wait.
- 968
- 01:03:20,013 --> 01:03:21,145
- I don't...
- 969
- 01:03:22,537 --> 01:03:24,278
- wanna make it
- awkward, but...
- 970
- 01:03:25,584 --> 01:03:28,413
- what's going on
- with you and Zach?
- 971
- 01:03:30,458 --> 01:03:32,417
- Is that why you've
- been so quiet?
- 972
- 01:03:34,767 --> 01:03:36,334
- We've been friends for
- a really long time,
- 973
- 01:03:36,377 --> 01:03:38,858
- we dated for a little bit.
- 974
- 01:03:38,902 --> 01:03:41,730
- Didn't work out, so we're just
- trying to move passed it.
- 975
- 01:03:45,299 --> 01:03:46,474
- You understand?
- 976
- 01:03:48,520 --> 01:03:49,956
- Yeah.
- 977
- 01:03:50,000 --> 01:03:51,740
- -Yeah.
- -Don't be sad.
- 978
- 01:03:53,046 --> 01:03:54,352
- I'm not.
- 979
- 01:03:57,355 --> 01:03:58,399
- OK.
- 980
- 01:04:00,488 --> 01:04:01,750
- [soft guitar music]
- 981
- 01:04:01,794 --> 01:04:03,491
- [engine starts]
- 982
- 01:04:43,705 --> 01:04:45,359
- [all whispering]
- 983
- 01:04:54,064 --> 01:04:56,762
- [all] Surprise!
- 984
- 01:04:56,805 --> 01:04:58,285
- [all laugh]
- 985
- 01:04:58,329 --> 01:05:00,374
- Oh, you're such troubles.
- 986
- 01:05:00,418 --> 01:05:02,246
- [indistinct chatter]
- 987
- 01:05:04,988 --> 01:05:06,119
- Hi.
- 988
- 01:05:21,265 --> 01:05:22,831
- [soft guitar music fades]
- 989
- 01:05:31,057 --> 01:05:33,320
- You missed the surprise, but...
- 990
- 01:05:33,364 --> 01:05:34,800
- Yeah, sorry.
- 991
- 01:05:35,844 --> 01:05:37,629
- I sat in the car for
- 992
- 01:05:37,672 --> 01:05:39,674
- about 30 minutes before
- I tuned on the engine.
- 993
- 01:05:42,808 --> 01:05:44,679
- You don't have to do it
- if you don't want to.
- 994
- 01:05:45,942 --> 01:05:47,247
- No, I know. I do.
- 995
- 01:05:49,336 --> 01:05:55,255
- I do. OK.
- 996
- 01:05:55,299 --> 01:05:57,562
- I just can't believe
- you all drove in.
- 997
- 01:05:57,605 --> 01:05:58,867
- Mom.
- 998
- 01:05:58,911 --> 01:06:00,304
- Someone's here to see you.
- 999
- 01:06:01,566 --> 01:06:03,046
- Hey, Janice.
- 1000
- 01:06:07,093 --> 01:06:10,967
- Peggy, Allen, nice to see
- you guys, it's been a while.
- 1001
- 01:06:12,316 --> 01:06:14,840
- I'm sorry, I just don't...
- 1002
- 01:06:16,233 --> 01:06:17,538
- I don't und..
- 1003
- 01:06:21,673 --> 01:06:23,240
- Uh.
- 1004
- 01:06:23,283 --> 01:06:25,111
- I'm sorry, can you
- just give me a second?
- 1005
- 01:06:27,461 --> 01:06:28,506
- Excuse me.
- 1006
- 01:06:29,724 --> 01:06:30,769
- One sec.
- 1007
- 01:06:32,597 --> 01:06:33,728
- [door closes]
- 1008
- 01:06:37,906 --> 01:06:38,995
- [knocking on door]
- 1009
- 01:06:39,038 --> 01:06:40,126
- Hey, mom?
- 1010
- 01:06:42,041 --> 01:06:43,608
- Can you open the door, please?
- 1011
- 01:06:46,480 --> 01:06:47,481
- I was just trying to...
- 1012
- 01:06:48,656 --> 01:06:49,614
- [door shuts]
- 1013
- 01:06:50,832 --> 01:06:52,704
- What have you done?
- What are you doing?
- 1014
- 01:06:52,747 --> 01:06:54,662
- I'm trying to help you.
- 1015
- 01:06:54,706 --> 01:06:56,882
- You're trying to
- help me do what?
- 1016
- 01:06:58,101 --> 01:07:00,712
- I saw all those letters and
- the photos between you and Dean.
- 1017
- 01:07:01,713 --> 01:07:03,193
- I saw how in love you guys were.
- 1018
- 01:07:03,236 --> 01:07:05,064
- Oh, my God, Sam.
- 1019
- 01:07:05,108 --> 01:07:09,982
- That was 20 years ago. 20!
- 1020
- 01:07:10,026 --> 01:07:12,158
- What are you thinking?
- 1021
- 01:07:12,202 --> 01:07:14,726
- What gives you any right
- to go through my life?
- 1022
- 01:07:14,769 --> 01:07:17,076
- I'm sorry.
- 1023
- 01:07:17,120 --> 01:07:18,425
- OK?
- 1024
- 01:07:18,469 --> 01:07:19,992
- I do not need your help.
- 1025
- 01:07:21,689 --> 01:07:24,344
- I don't need to be saved by
- anybody, let alone my own kid.
- 1026
- 01:07:25,693 --> 01:07:27,304
- You are the child,
- I am the parent,
- 1027
- 01:07:27,347 --> 01:07:29,958
- -stop forgetting that.
- -Then act like one!
- 1028
- 01:07:32,439 --> 01:07:35,486
- You can't just quit your life
- because something bad happened.
- 1029
- 01:07:36,791 --> 01:07:39,794
- I already lost my dad, I don't
- need to lose my mom too.
- 1030
- 01:07:39,838 --> 01:07:42,014
- -You're not losing me.
- -I already have.
- 1031
- 01:07:43,407 --> 01:07:45,017
- All day, every day,
- 1032
- 01:07:45,061 --> 01:07:47,367
- all you do is sleep
- on that couch.
- 1033
- 01:07:47,411 --> 01:07:49,326
- You never talk to me.
- 1034
- 01:07:50,631 --> 01:07:53,069
- You made me move
- into dad's studio,
- 1035
- 01:07:53,112 --> 01:07:54,635
- so you wouldn't have to see me.
- 1036
- 01:07:56,159 --> 01:07:58,161
- -I did not make you.
- -You sure as hell made
- 1037
- 01:07:58,204 --> 01:07:59,423
- a good argument for it.
- 1038
- 01:07:59,466 --> 01:08:02,121
- And you never come to see me.
- 1039
- 01:08:02,165 --> 01:08:04,123
- You just threw me in there
- with all of his other stuff
- 1040
- 01:08:04,167 --> 01:08:07,126
- you don't wanna see. Now I'm
- alone with it all the time.
- 1041
- 01:08:14,046 --> 01:08:15,961
- I didn't know
- you felt like this.
- 1042
- 01:08:16,004 --> 01:08:17,354
- Of course I do.
- 1043
- 01:08:18,790 --> 01:08:20,618
- You practically just
- waiting for me
- 1044
- 01:08:20,661 --> 01:08:22,185
- to leave for school next month.
- 1045
- 01:08:23,229 --> 01:08:25,884
- I just remind you of him
- and now you want me gone too.
- 1046
- 01:08:35,459 --> 01:08:37,069
- [door opens]
- 1047
- 01:08:37,113 --> 01:08:38,201
- [door closes]
- 1048
- 01:08:41,247 --> 01:08:42,683
- I'm sorry.
- 1049
- 01:08:42,727 --> 01:08:44,207
- [soft guitar music]
- 1050
- 01:09:08,361 --> 01:09:10,233
- [party music muffled]
- 1051
- 01:09:13,540 --> 01:09:15,151
- [party music intensifies]
- 1052
- 01:09:21,113 --> 01:09:22,245
- [J.D.] Sam!
- 1053
- 01:09:24,812 --> 01:09:26,640
- Yeah, I'm glad you could
- make it, man. C'mon.
- 1054
- 01:09:28,599 --> 01:09:29,687
- Hey, J.D.
- 1055
- 01:09:30,862 --> 01:09:32,777
- -Have you seen Ellie?
- -Ellie, yeah.
- 1056
- 01:09:32,820 --> 01:09:34,996
- I think... Hey, man.
- Uh, Ellie, yeah.
- 1057
- 01:09:35,040 --> 01:09:37,825
- She's around here somewhere.
- She's with Zach. Why don't you
- 1058
- 01:09:37,869 --> 01:09:39,044
- try the pool, man. Good luck.
- 1059
- 01:09:45,355 --> 01:09:47,313
- -[guy] Yeah.
- -[girl] C'mon.
- 1060
- 01:09:48,401 --> 01:09:50,186
- [all cheering]
- 1061
- 01:10:00,370 --> 01:10:02,502
- Your turn. Up. Go!
- 1062
- 01:10:02,546 --> 01:10:04,200
- No, you go.
- 1063
- 01:10:18,736 --> 01:10:21,042
- -Sam, stop.
- -What do you want from me?
- 1064
- 01:10:21,086 --> 01:10:22,740
- Just talk to me, please. Sam!
- 1065
- 01:10:22,783 --> 01:10:24,350
- -No, shut up.
- -What?
- 1066
- 01:10:24,394 --> 01:10:26,091
- Shut up!
- 1067
- 01:10:28,136 --> 01:10:29,355
- You told me...
- 1068
- 01:10:31,401 --> 01:10:33,664
- -that you were just friends.
- -We are just friends!
- 1069
- 01:10:33,707 --> 01:10:36,319
- You don't act like that
- with your ex-boyfriend
- 1070
- 01:10:36,362 --> 01:10:39,191
- when you're starting a
- relationship with somebody new.
- 1071
- 01:10:39,235 --> 01:10:41,715
- Back off, OK. I didn't know
- this was a relationship.
- 1072
- 01:10:41,759 --> 01:10:44,631
- Are you...? No!
- Are you kidding me?
- 1073
- 01:10:47,373 --> 01:10:50,071
- Not everything has to be
- one way or the other, right?
- 1074
- 01:10:50,115 --> 01:10:52,422
- Must be easy living like that.
- 1075
- 01:10:56,164 --> 01:10:57,601
- I think you might be right,
- 1076
- 01:10:58,689 --> 01:11:01,431
- we might just all end up
- like our parents.
- 1077
- 01:11:06,305 --> 01:11:09,221
- -What's that supposed to mean?
- -Go ahead and have that baby,
- 1078
- 01:11:09,265 --> 01:11:10,701
- get on with it.
- 1079
- 01:11:14,487 --> 01:11:16,272
- I let you into my life,
- Sam, and then...
- 1080
- 01:11:17,490 --> 01:11:19,057
- You're just gonna
- use it against me?
- 1081
- 01:11:20,014 --> 01:11:23,279
- Yeah. Doesn't feel good to
- have people you trust
- 1082
- 01:11:23,322 --> 01:11:25,193
- be reckless with you, does it?
- 1083
- 01:11:25,237 --> 01:11:26,847
- I'm sorry, OK?
- 1084
- 01:11:29,633 --> 01:11:31,635
- God, give me a break!
- 1085
- 01:11:31,678 --> 01:11:34,290
- Haven't you ever been
- unsure about anything?
- 1086
- 01:11:34,333 --> 01:11:35,291
- No.
- 1087
- 01:11:36,379 --> 01:11:38,163
- Not when it comes to you.
- 1088
- 01:11:40,687 --> 01:11:42,689
- God, stop looking
- at me like that!
- 1089
- 01:11:45,997 --> 01:11:48,042
- Just 'cause you liked me all
- these years doesn't mean
- 1090
- 01:11:48,086 --> 01:11:49,870
- I have to be your fantasy.
- 1091
- 01:11:49,914 --> 01:11:52,612
- No, it's not about that.
- 1092
- 01:11:52,656 --> 01:11:53,961
- Then what?
- 1093
- 01:11:57,487 --> 01:11:58,792
- I thought we were
- in it together.
- 1094
- 01:12:10,587 --> 01:12:12,066
- [Sam walking away]
- 1095
- 01:12:19,770 --> 01:12:21,424
- Don't you think it's weird
- that we drive?
- 1096
- 01:12:21,467 --> 01:12:22,816
- [electronic music on radio]
- 1097
- 01:12:23,687 --> 01:12:25,515
- And like we're...
- 1098
- 01:12:25,558 --> 01:12:26,516
- monkeys.
- 1099
- 01:12:27,734 --> 01:12:29,693
- OK. So like, imagine
- Lucy driving a car.
- 1100
- 01:12:32,478 --> 01:12:34,001
- Who is Lucy?
- 1101
- 01:12:35,133 --> 01:12:36,352
- Did I...?
- 1102
- 01:12:38,310 --> 01:12:39,703
- I can't...
- 1103
- 01:12:39,746 --> 01:12:42,401
- I think you've had
- enough of this.
- 1104
- 01:12:45,230 --> 01:12:46,405
- Hey, there's Sam.
- 1105
- 01:12:48,102 --> 01:12:49,756
- -Sam.
- -My man, Sam arrived.
- 1106
- 01:12:49,800 --> 01:12:52,237
- -Yo, Sam. What are you doin'?
- -Sam.
- 1107
- 01:12:52,280 --> 01:12:53,847
- -I'm going home.
- -[car door shuts]
- 1108
- 01:12:53,891 --> 01:12:55,109
- [Bobby] Come here real quick.
- 1109
- 01:12:55,980 --> 01:12:57,198
- What's going on, man?
- 1110
- 01:12:58,243 --> 01:12:59,549
- What's up?
- 1111
- 01:13:00,550 --> 01:13:02,769
- Trouble in paradise
- with Ellie Vaughn?
- 1112
- 01:13:02,813 --> 01:13:04,380
- Now you join the army
- of other young men
- 1113
- 01:13:04,423 --> 01:13:05,903
- who have been burned
- by miss Vaughn.
- 1114
- 01:13:05,946 --> 01:13:07,513
- You guys should
- start a scholarship.
- 1115
- 01:13:07,557 --> 01:13:09,254
- On the bright side
- you're back on the horse.
- 1116
- 01:13:09,297 --> 01:13:11,125
- Get off me!
- 1117
- 01:13:11,169 --> 01:13:14,085
- Hey, man. Don't be killin'
- the fuckin' vibe like that.
- 1118
- 01:13:14,128 --> 01:13:16,914
- Killing the vibe,
- Samming the mood,
- 1119
- 01:13:16,957 --> 01:13:18,785
- -aren't I?
- -Yeah.
- 1120
- 01:13:18,829 --> 01:13:20,657
- As a matter of fact
- you were Samming the mood.
- 1121
- 01:13:20,700 --> 01:13:22,572
- I'm really sorry that
- my dad killing himself
- 1122
- 01:13:22,615 --> 01:13:24,617
- has been cramping
- you style so much.
- 1123
- 01:13:25,705 --> 01:13:26,619
- What?
- 1124
- 01:13:29,666 --> 01:13:31,929
- Alright, dude,
- I'm too high for this.
- 1125
- 01:13:31,972 --> 01:13:35,106
- You're always high, drunk,
- trying to sleep with some girl.
- 1126
- 01:13:35,149 --> 01:13:37,064
- Don't you care
- about anything else?
- 1127
- 01:13:41,460 --> 01:13:43,419
- Please stop pretending
- we're friends.
- 1128
- 01:13:51,035 --> 01:13:53,124
- Alright, come here, dude.
- I don't know what's goin' on.
- 1129
- 01:14:00,087 --> 01:14:01,045
- You know...
- 1130
- 01:14:02,176 --> 01:14:03,482
- For the past year
- I've been trying
- 1131
- 01:14:03,526 --> 01:14:04,614
- to get you out
- of this house.
- 1132
- 01:14:05,919 --> 01:14:08,052
- No, you just wanna
- stay cuddled up
- 1133
- 01:14:08,095 --> 01:14:10,054
- on your little island
- in your garage, don't you?
- 1134
- 01:14:13,057 --> 01:14:15,451
- It's just me pretending
- to be your friend, right?
- 1135
- 01:14:17,583 --> 01:14:20,412
- What about our band
- you just totally bailed.
- 1136
- 01:14:20,456 --> 01:14:22,458
- [laughs] I didn't
- think Poetic Demise
- 1137
- 01:14:22,501 --> 01:14:25,112
- was gonna make any
- real waves! Can you stop?
- 1138
- 01:14:26,549 --> 01:14:28,986
- -It was ours, though.
- -I know.
- 1139
- 01:14:29,029 --> 01:14:31,379
- Look this shit was hard
- on all of us.
- 1140
- 01:14:31,423 --> 01:14:34,426
- OK? Everybody misses your dad.
- 1141
- 01:14:34,470 --> 01:14:36,950
- Me, you, your mom. Everybody
- who knew the guy, misses him.
- 1142
- 01:14:39,779 --> 01:14:41,259
- I knew him since
- I was a little kid!
- 1143
- 01:14:42,521 --> 01:14:44,262
- He was the only person
- that believed in my music.
- 1144
- 01:14:44,305 --> 01:14:45,350
- The only person!
- 1145
- 01:14:46,786 --> 01:14:48,527
- My parents are sending me to
- math camp and shit like,
- 1146
- 01:14:48,571 --> 01:14:49,746
- who the fuck does that?
- 1147
- 01:14:51,051 --> 01:14:52,009
- So...
- 1148
- 01:14:55,491 --> 01:14:57,493
- Just take the fuckin' chip
- off your shoulder, man.
- 1149
- 01:14:57,536 --> 01:14:59,103
- [soft guitar music]
- 1150
- 01:15:25,477 --> 01:15:27,305
- Yeah.
- 1151
- 01:15:27,348 --> 01:15:30,090
- Order number seven...
- 1152
- 01:15:31,178 --> 01:15:33,398
- zero, one, zero,
- zero, zero, one.
- 1153
- 01:15:34,747 --> 01:15:36,183
- Yeah.
- 1154
- 01:15:36,227 --> 01:15:38,925
- Hey, can I call you back?
- 1155
- 01:15:38,969 --> 01:15:41,058
- Alright, yeah. Bye.
- 1156
- 01:15:47,978 --> 01:15:49,370
- You wanna come in?
- 1157
- 01:15:52,548 --> 01:15:55,115
- You're not gonna run my hand
- through the band saw, are you?
- 1158
- 01:15:55,159 --> 01:15:56,290
- [chuckles]
- 1159
- 01:15:58,641 --> 01:15:59,729
- C'mon. C'mere.
- 1160
- 01:16:06,779 --> 01:16:07,780
- I'm...
- 1161
- 01:16:08,825 --> 01:16:10,217
- so, sorry.
- 1162
- 01:16:13,438 --> 01:16:14,482
- It's alright.
- 1163
- 01:16:17,050 --> 01:16:19,139
- -Just like that?
- -Just like that.
- 1164
- 01:16:20,184 --> 01:16:21,838
- Are you not pissed at me?
- 1165
- 01:16:25,232 --> 01:16:26,364
- I was.
- 1166
- 01:16:34,851 --> 01:16:36,026
- I get it.
- 1167
- 01:16:37,201 --> 01:16:39,029
- You're a good kid, you just...
- 1168
- 01:16:40,813 --> 01:16:42,293
- did somethin' stupid.
- 1169
- 01:16:46,471 --> 01:16:47,515
- I just...
- 1170
- 01:16:49,387 --> 01:16:50,606
- I can't...
- 1171
- 01:16:52,129 --> 01:16:53,696
- handle
- 1172
- 01:16:53,739 --> 01:16:55,306
- the kind of people who leave.
- 1173
- 01:16:56,742 --> 01:16:59,876
- Now with the going
- to school, my...
- 1174
- 01:17:01,704 --> 01:17:04,532
- And in doing that, I am that.
- 1175
- 01:17:04,576 --> 01:17:06,622
- People who leave,
- people who stay, man.
- 1176
- 01:17:08,101 --> 01:17:10,408
- I haven't heard that in a long
- time. Let me tell you something,
- 1177
- 01:17:10,451 --> 01:17:12,236
- it's easy to draw lines
- in the sand.
- 1178
- 01:17:13,759 --> 01:17:16,849
- But trust me,
- people don't exist...
- 1179
- 01:17:18,068 --> 01:17:20,157
- on one side or the other.
- 1180
- 01:17:22,681 --> 01:17:24,901
- You don't have to listen
- to me, but I think you should.
- 1181
- 01:17:26,032 --> 01:17:27,294
- -Yeah?
- -Yeah.
- 1182
- 01:17:29,035 --> 01:17:31,385
- All this bullshit...
- 1183
- 01:17:32,735 --> 01:17:34,475
- doesn't have to define you.
- 1184
- 01:17:36,086 --> 01:17:38,566
- OK? That's what you
- need to control.
- 1185
- 01:17:40,307 --> 01:17:41,874
- How do you control it?
- 1186
- 01:17:45,008 --> 01:17:45,878
- This...
- 1187
- 01:17:47,271 --> 01:17:49,360
- is where I feel in control.
- 1188
- 01:17:49,403 --> 01:17:51,101
- [table saw whirls]
- 1189
- 01:17:51,144 --> 01:17:52,624
- Uh.
- 1190
- 01:17:52,668 --> 01:17:54,757
- I dunno, isn't it all
- kind of tedious?
- 1191
- 01:17:54,800 --> 01:17:56,410
- [chuckles] Sometimes it is.
- 1192
- 01:17:57,324 --> 01:17:58,499
- But you know,
- 1193
- 01:17:59,370 --> 01:18:01,720
- I get to beat
- the shit out of wood and
- 1194
- 01:18:01,764 --> 01:18:03,069
- metal all day.
- 1195
- 01:18:04,505 --> 01:18:06,377
- And over time
- 1196
- 01:18:06,420 --> 01:18:07,683
- make something beautiful.
- 1197
- 01:18:15,821 --> 01:18:16,909
- See?
- 1198
- 01:18:22,567 --> 01:18:24,525
- You don't have any
- dead bodies, right?
- 1199
- 01:18:24,569 --> 01:18:26,963
- [chuckles] Yeah,
- they're in the freezer.
- 1200
- 01:18:28,225 --> 01:18:29,705
- Wanna give it a shot?
- 1201
- 01:18:31,532 --> 01:18:32,838
- -Yeah.
- -Yup.
- 1202
- 01:18:35,711 --> 01:18:37,103
- Look at that, it's easy.
- 1203
- 01:18:50,203 --> 01:18:51,770
- -Wooh!
- -Wooh!
- 1204
- 01:18:51,814 --> 01:18:54,077
- -Yeah!
- -Yeah!
- 1205
- 01:18:54,120 --> 01:18:55,774
- -Alright.
- -Wow.
- 1206
- 01:18:55,818 --> 01:18:57,558
- What do you say,
- you wanna build somethin'?
- 1207
- 01:18:57,602 --> 01:18:59,473
- Oh, um...
- 1208
- 01:18:59,517 --> 01:19:01,171
- -Yeah.
- -What are you thinkin'?
- 1209
- 01:19:01,214 --> 01:19:02,955
- [soft guitar music]
- 1210
- 01:19:02,999 --> 01:19:04,783
- Kitchen table?
- 1211
- 01:19:04,827 --> 01:19:06,306
- Coffee table?
- 1212
- 01:19:10,093 --> 01:19:12,138
- Actually, I think
- I got something.
- 1213
- 01:19:12,182 --> 01:19:13,487
- [soft instrumental music]
- 1214
- 01:19:16,012 --> 01:19:17,187
- Eleanor Vaughn?
- 1215
- 01:19:20,320 --> 01:19:22,235
- Please put this on for us.
- 1216
- 01:19:23,323 --> 01:19:24,760
- And the doctor will be right in.
- 1217
- 01:19:40,688 --> 01:19:41,951
- [door opens]
- 1218
- 01:19:47,652 --> 01:19:48,740
- [door closes]
- 1219
- 01:19:53,571 --> 01:19:54,572
- [J.D.] Welcome back.
- 1220
- 01:19:59,664 --> 01:20:01,405
- [movie chatter
- in the background]
- 1221
- 01:20:05,017 --> 01:20:06,540
- Let's do four,
- 1222
- 01:20:06,584 --> 01:20:08,064
- -so what we'd get out is four.
- -Yeah.
- 1223
- 01:20:09,326 --> 01:20:11,110
- 3, 12, 16.
- 1224
- 01:20:11,981 --> 01:20:15,636
- OK, 'cause we're gonna turn
- it into squares, right?
- 1225
- 01:20:15,680 --> 01:20:17,551
- Yeah.
- 1226
- 01:20:17,595 --> 01:20:19,118
- [indistinct chatter]
- 1227
- 01:20:23,035 --> 01:20:24,602
- [soft instrumental
- music continues]
- 1228
- 01:20:41,010 --> 01:20:42,228
- Hey.
- 1229
- 01:20:44,448 --> 01:20:46,537
- Tomorrow your last day?
- 1230
- 01:20:46,580 --> 01:20:47,494
- Yeah.
- 1231
- 01:20:49,801 --> 01:20:51,411
- When do you leave for Rochester?
- 1232
- 01:20:52,369 --> 01:20:53,587
- Three days.
- 1233
- 01:20:59,550 --> 01:21:00,768
- Can I give you a ride home?
- 1234
- 01:21:08,951 --> 01:21:10,604
- Can I drive us somewhere?
- 1235
- 01:21:11,997 --> 01:21:14,521
- -What?
- -I wanted to drive us somewhere.
- 1236
- 01:21:17,220 --> 01:21:18,830
- What about your license?
- 1237
- 01:21:20,876 --> 01:21:23,139
- I don't know.
- 1238
- 01:21:30,886 --> 01:21:32,409
- [engine stops]
- 1239
- 01:21:40,373 --> 01:21:42,288
- How do you turn on
- your brights?
- 1240
- 01:21:42,332 --> 01:21:43,333
- Oh, here.
- 1241
- 01:21:50,601 --> 01:21:52,298
- So, are you gonna tell me why
- 1242
- 01:21:52,342 --> 01:21:53,865
- you took me to the
- middle of nowhere?
- 1243
- 01:22:06,443 --> 01:22:07,966
- [unbuckles seat belt]
- 1244
- 01:22:09,011 --> 01:22:10,838
- [opens car door]
- 1245
- 01:22:10,882 --> 01:22:12,405
- [door closes]
- 1246
- 01:22:29,640 --> 01:22:30,684
- Sam?
- 1247
- 01:22:32,164 --> 01:22:33,383
- This is where he did it.
- 1248
- 01:22:34,688 --> 01:22:35,951
- Hey, come here.
- 1249
- 01:22:37,691 --> 01:22:39,606
- I tried to come
- 1250
- 01:22:39,650 --> 01:22:41,304
- before, I just wanted to see it.
- 1251
- 01:22:46,657 --> 01:22:47,832
- The police said...
- 1252
- 01:22:50,095 --> 01:22:52,880
- The police said that
- they didn't find anything.
- 1253
- 01:22:56,058 --> 01:22:57,668
- Just his truck and a gun.
- 1254
- 01:23:01,585 --> 01:23:02,629
- You know...
- 1255
- 01:23:06,416 --> 01:23:07,895
- Is that when you
- crashed his truck?
- 1256
- 01:23:08,940 --> 01:23:10,376
- It's a stick shift.
- 1257
- 01:23:11,290 --> 01:23:14,380
- I didn't get in very many
- lessons, so I was obviously
- 1258
- 01:23:14,424 --> 01:23:15,991
- not very good.
- 1259
- 01:23:17,905 --> 01:23:19,516
- I don't know,
- it got stuck in third.
- 1260
- 01:23:21,300 --> 01:23:22,823
- I lost control. I dunno.
- 1261
- 01:23:29,221 --> 01:23:31,615
- It didn't feel right to leave
- this place without seeing it.
- 1262
- 01:23:36,315 --> 01:23:37,664
- I'm sorry, Sam.
- 1263
- 01:23:39,231 --> 01:23:41,886
- -You don't have to be sorry.
- -No, I'm sorry.
- 1264
- 01:23:44,454 --> 01:23:46,064
- I'm sorry about your dad.
- 1265
- 01:23:47,370 --> 01:23:48,936
- And I'm sorry about the party.
- 1266
- 01:23:50,112 --> 01:23:51,287
- And I'm sorry for everything.
- 1267
- 01:23:51,330 --> 01:23:53,419
- -I'm sorry.
- -Don't be.
- 1268
- 01:23:54,464 --> 01:23:56,596
- No, listen. OK, we got close.
- 1269
- 01:23:56,640 --> 01:23:59,338
- We got closer than
- I've ever been
- 1270
- 01:23:59,382 --> 01:24:00,905
- with anyone in my whole life.
- 1271
- 01:24:02,472 --> 01:24:03,560
- And...
- 1272
- 01:24:05,692 --> 01:24:07,085
- I let my relationship with Zach
- 1273
- 01:24:07,129 --> 01:24:08,565
- bleed into ours,
- and that's not fair.
- 1274
- 01:24:11,437 --> 01:24:13,178
- I didn't mean what
- I said about...
- 1275
- 01:24:14,701 --> 01:24:15,876
- you ending up like your mom.
- 1276
- 01:24:15,920 --> 01:24:17,052
- I don't think that.
- 1277
- 01:24:22,579 --> 01:24:24,059
- I wish we could've
- met down the road.
- 1278
- 01:24:25,321 --> 01:24:26,800
- When we were like 27
- 1279
- 01:24:27,758 --> 01:24:29,325
- and we have everything
- all figured out.
- 1280
- 01:24:31,979 --> 01:24:33,807
- I think we needed
- each other now.
- 1281
- 01:24:37,376 --> 01:24:38,638
- I hate that you're leaving.
- 1282
- 01:24:40,249 --> 01:24:42,947
- Maybe we'll try again
- when we're 27.
- 1283
- 01:24:42,990 --> 01:24:44,818
- [laughs] OK.
- 1284
- 01:24:48,822 --> 01:24:51,129
- I like that. You'll be some
- like...
- 1285
- 01:24:52,217 --> 01:24:54,524
- world-class composer
- 1286
- 01:24:54,567 --> 01:24:56,047
- and I'll be like this...
- 1287
- 01:25:01,096 --> 01:25:02,445
- That's T.B.D,
- 1288
- 01:25:02,488 --> 01:25:05,143
- but it will also be great
- 1289
- 01:25:05,187 --> 01:25:06,405
- and world-class.
- 1290
- 01:25:06,449 --> 01:25:07,493
- [chuckles]
- 1291
- 01:25:10,192 --> 01:25:11,845
- It's a great plan.
- 1292
- 01:25:11,889 --> 01:25:13,020
- Yeah.
- 1293
- 01:25:15,849 --> 01:25:16,807
- OK.
- 1294
- 01:25:18,200 --> 01:25:19,505
- So nine years.
- 1295
- 01:25:22,291 --> 01:25:23,509
- I'm gonna be waiting.
- 1296
- 01:25:26,469 --> 01:25:27,948
- Just tell me you will too.
- 1297
- 01:25:33,215 --> 01:25:34,564
- I will.
- 1298
- 01:25:36,740 --> 01:25:38,133
- [soft instrumental music]
- 1299
- 01:25:47,490 --> 01:25:49,666
- Sad to see you go.
- 1300
- 01:25:49,709 --> 01:25:51,363
- You know what this
- means, though, right?
- 1301
- 01:25:53,670 --> 01:25:55,150
- [DVD's crashing]
- 1302
- 01:26:32,274 --> 01:26:35,712
- [Sam] The truth is people are much more complicated than that.
- 1303
- 01:26:41,283 --> 01:26:44,111
- They don't exist
- on one side or the other.
- 1304
- 01:26:47,985 --> 01:26:51,206
- You have to let them in just as often as you let them leave.
- 1305
- 01:27:03,740 --> 01:27:06,221
- Bye, guys. Bye,
- I'll be back later, OK?
- 1306
- 01:27:21,714 --> 01:27:24,978
- [Sam] It's the phantom limb pain
- that we carry with us
- 1307
- 01:27:25,022 --> 01:27:26,589
- even after people leave.
- 1308
- 01:27:30,462 --> 01:27:34,031
- And that's OK because
- it's ours to share.
- 1309
- 01:28:03,147 --> 01:28:04,801
- [Sam on recorder]
- Alright, here's what I was
- 1310
- 01:28:04,844 --> 01:28:06,585
- thinking for the intro track,
- 1311
- 01:28:06,629 --> 01:28:09,196
- it's kind of rough, but
- I feel like it captures
- 1312
- 01:28:09,240 --> 01:28:11,373
- that raw mood we
- were talking about.
- 1313
- 01:28:11,416 --> 01:28:14,201
- [Sam's narration] This may not
- be a five year plan per se,
- 1314
- 01:28:14,245 --> 01:28:16,552
- but who really knows.
- 1315
- 01:28:17,857 --> 01:28:21,121
- We're all just doing the best we can and if that's good enough...
- 1316
- 01:28:25,343 --> 01:28:26,431
- It has to be.
- 1317
- 01:28:28,215 --> 01:28:29,434
- Hey.
- 1318
- 01:28:37,181 --> 01:28:38,443
- [whispers] Oh.
- 1319
- 01:28:43,753 --> 01:28:44,884
- Mm-hm.
- 1320
- 01:28:51,978 --> 01:28:52,979
- Thank you.
- 1321
- 01:28:53,023 --> 01:28:54,546
- [Janice chuckles]
- 1322
- 01:28:54,590 --> 01:28:56,548
- Love what you've done
- with the place.
- 1323
- 01:28:56,592 --> 01:28:57,941
- Thank you.
- 1324
- 01:29:05,949 --> 01:29:08,343
- I know you've been
- spending time with Dean.
- 1325
- 01:29:11,346 --> 01:29:13,391
- He called me
- and asked if it was OK.
- 1326
- 01:29:13,435 --> 01:29:14,740
- Is it?
- 1327
- 01:29:19,354 --> 01:29:20,572
- Dean's a good guy.
- 1328
- 01:29:23,445 --> 01:29:25,969
- He did not deserve what
- your dad and I did to him.
- 1329
- 01:29:32,758 --> 01:29:33,803
- I have a question.
- 1330
- 01:29:38,242 --> 01:29:39,678
- Looking back...
- 1331
- 01:29:44,117 --> 01:29:46,206
- Do you still think
- you made the right choice?
- 1332
- 01:29:57,696 --> 01:29:59,263
- I loved your father.
- 1333
- 01:30:02,701 --> 01:30:04,790
- I mean, I loved your dad.
- 1334
- 01:30:08,446 --> 01:30:11,188
- And I know you've tried
- really hard to understand
- 1335
- 01:30:11,231 --> 01:30:12,798
- why he did what he did.
- 1336
- 01:30:17,107 --> 01:30:18,282
- It's...
- 1337
- 01:30:20,110 --> 01:30:21,807
- It's so hard to accept that...
- 1338
- 01:30:25,507 --> 01:30:26,943
- Sometimes people are just...
- 1339
- 01:30:28,074 --> 01:30:29,685
- sick.
- 1340
- 01:30:29,728 --> 01:30:31,861
- I mean, that's it, you know.
- 1341
- 01:30:33,645 --> 01:30:34,733
- Um.
- 1342
- 01:30:37,432 --> 01:30:38,955
- Nothing more to it than that.
- 1343
- 01:30:42,262 --> 01:30:44,003
- At least that's what
- I've spent the last year
- 1344
- 01:30:44,047 --> 01:30:45,962
- trying to convince myself of.
- 1345
- 01:30:51,837 --> 01:30:53,926
- And I know you think
- I'm a hopeless shut-in.
- 1346
- 01:30:57,016 --> 01:30:59,018
- You are not wrong, it's true.
- 1347
- 01:31:02,544 --> 01:31:05,460
- I know I haven't made a lot of
- attempts at normal since...
- 1348
- 01:31:07,940 --> 01:31:09,202
- Well.
- 1349
- 01:31:12,554 --> 01:31:14,643
- A couple of months
- 1350
- 01:31:14,686 --> 01:31:16,427
- before it happened...
- 1351
- 01:31:19,256 --> 01:31:21,693
- we got into
- a really bad fight.
- 1352
- 01:31:26,045 --> 01:31:29,440
- I was just so sick of him making
- me suffer with him, you know?
- 1353
- 01:31:33,139 --> 01:31:34,401
- And...
- 1354
- 01:31:36,534 --> 01:31:37,840
- He asked me
- 1355
- 01:31:38,928 --> 01:31:41,365
- if I regretted
- choosing him over Dean.
- 1356
- 01:31:45,804 --> 01:31:47,284
- And...
- 1357
- 01:31:50,374 --> 01:31:53,159
- I just didn't answer,
- I just didn't say anything.
- 1358
- 01:31:57,860 --> 01:32:00,471
- I just let him sit in it,
- you know, just let him wonder.
- 1359
- 01:32:04,606 --> 01:32:05,607
- [Janice sobs]
- 1360
- 01:32:05,650 --> 01:32:06,651
- [whispers] Mom.
- 1361
- 01:32:14,224 --> 01:32:16,618
- Then a few months later
- he did what he did.
- 1362
- 01:32:18,663 --> 01:32:20,970
- I really need you to
- forgive me for that
- 1363
- 01:32:21,013 --> 01:32:23,494
- because I can't
- forgive myself, Sam.
- 1364
- 01:32:32,982 --> 01:32:36,376
- [whispers] It's OK that we
- don't have all the answers.
- 1365
- 01:32:52,392 --> 01:32:53,916
- [Janice continues to cry]
- 1366
- 01:33:00,226 --> 01:33:01,750
- My God, you're leaving.
- 1367
- 01:33:06,929 --> 01:33:09,540
- I've been hiding from you,
- I've wasted so much time.
- 1368
- 01:33:13,152 --> 01:33:15,415
- We've just been hiding
- from each other.
- 1369
- 01:33:27,210 --> 01:33:28,603
- Can I show you something?
- 1370
- 01:33:31,736 --> 01:33:34,043
- Please.
- [Janice let's out a laugh]
- 1371
- 01:33:56,500 --> 01:33:57,719
- OK.
- 1372
- 01:33:59,808 --> 01:34:00,852
- [Sam begins to strum]
- 1373
- 01:34:10,122 --> 01:34:14,518
- ♪ I've been having dreams
- Of my hometown in flame ♪
- 1374
- 01:34:15,432 --> 01:34:19,131
- ♪ You watching me run
- In the border ♪
- 1375
- 01:34:20,698 --> 01:34:25,660
- ♪ You've been having your way
- Hiding from me for days ♪
- 1376
- 01:34:25,703 --> 01:34:29,968
- ♪ A reminder of
- All that you wanted ♪
- 1377
- 01:34:30,012 --> 01:34:32,144
- ♪ How could you be
- 1378
- 01:34:35,452 --> 01:34:37,584
- ♪ Be without me
- 1379
- 01:34:40,631 --> 01:34:42,981
- ♪ How could you be
- 1380
- 01:34:46,158 --> 01:34:48,117
- ♪ Be without me
- 1381
- 01:34:51,555 --> 01:34:53,600
- ♪ Wish that I knew
- 1382
- 01:34:56,560 --> 01:34:58,693
- ♪ Wish that I knew
- 1383
- 01:35:02,261 --> 01:35:03,698
- ♪ Wish I knew
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