"Never trust a junkie..."

Covet: I was trying to do yoga....to relax myself, after I was done with my workout...and then Soot said that wasn't allowed and now, here I am. -she flopped her arms out in a flat tada motion on the floor, with a big cheesy smile-
Alexithymiaa: -She tried not to laugh at Cadence out of courtesy for her failure and settled on a tight lipped smile, her tongue ring bouncing against the backs of her teeth. "Sounds.... fun. I guess."-
Covet: The workout was yes. My thighs and ass are sore now....Squats for days, but totally worth it. Yoga...I get the balancing and stretching part...but the mental part....Yeah...it doesn't relax me at all. -she laughed and went back to petting Soot.-
Tsaaq: Remy noisily opened the door and saw the two of women and went to close the door behind him. "Hey." He said looking down and kicking off his shoes.
Alexithymiaa: "Oh... yeah. I don't get it either." Hearing Remy come in, she turned to look at him, lifting one hand in return of his greeting before turning to face Cadence again. "I've never done yoga so I can't really help you."-
Covet: What's cooking good looking? -She said lifting up a leg and wiggling her foot to wave at him, then shrugged at Jade and laughed-  I don't think you can help the helpless anyways.
Tsaaq: "Nothing. Stuff." Remy said curtly and walked down the stepped towards the living room. "What's up with you guys?" He asked though he sounded unethused with his inquiry, going to pull his hair out of it's tight bun.
Alexithymiaa: "Cadence is doing yoga." She chimed in before Cadence could answer, toying with the ends of her hair like a child would.-
Covet: She lies, I'm failing at yoga. But mastering Cat taming. -She picked Soot up off her chest and set him aside so she could sit up, groaning at her sore muscles- I might be stuck here now.  -She slowly got to her feet and walked down the landing so she could go over and give Remy a hug while his arms were up fucking with his hair-  What are we doing tonight Brain?  -she smirked at him, then let go to turn around to look at Jade- You got any plans?
Tsaaq: He shrugged his shoulders a little and raked his fingers through his hair. "The same thing we do every night, Pinky. Try to supress the mental trauma from our lives." He said in a monotone before his eyes widened, taking his hand from his head and looking down at the goodly amount of hairs on between his fingers with horror.
Alexithymiaa: -She shrugged and turned to drop into a kitchen chair, her legs hanging over one side. "Not really. I kind of only hang out with Ozzie and Jamie and they're probably making out somewhere so....."-
Alexithymiaa: (Less than a week.)
Covet: [Less than a week for what?]
Alexithymiaa: (She knew less than a week and has already opened her big mouth.)
Covet: Well that sounds fun! Wait you mean to tell me you've finally come around to the fact that he's gay?  -She asked  her, trying not to sounds sarcastically shocked. Cadence looked back at Remy and furrowed her brow-  And I thought my shedding was bad...How tight was your bun up babe?
Covet: [Lmao...Okay but these two already knew]
Covet: [Now it's just fact]
Tsaaq: "I'm fucking going bald!" Remy said in a panic, bringing his hand up to his head again. "No I don't want to go bald. I don't want to wear snapbacks for the rest of my life like fucking Sasha." He looked over at Jade and narrowed his eyes. "Why are you talking about Jamie and Ozzie making out?" He asked in scolding tone.
Alexithymiaa: "Shut up." She said flatly to Cadence, leaning her back against the table behind her chair. "It doesn't matter. So are you going to be like Professor X now or something?"-
Covet: -Cadence smirked at Jade's comment then  looked at Remy and blinked- You don't look like you're going bald...Are you sure you just didn't have it up so tight that it broke hairs off or pulled out? Let me look. -she told him as she walked over trying to get him to lean his head down-
Tsaaq: Remy's face was filled with so much rage he looked as if he was going to run across the room and punch her in the face but instead he pulled off his glasses with his free hand. "Fuck you, fag hag." He said then looked to Cadence. "No, fuck, my dad started loosing his hair when he was twenty three. Now it's fucking happening to me." He said, begrugingly lowering his head.
Tsaaq: ((That's the WRONG LOSE.))
Tsaaq: ((*losing.))
Alexithymiaa: -She rolled her eyes, resisting the urge to fan her hand over her mouth and yawn out of boredom. "Isnt there a pill for that now?"-
Covet: Hey...What the fuck. -Cadence said loudly looking at him, as he started in at Jade- She wasn't saying anything bad about them. Calm down...-she said, jerking his head up to look at her, by his chin, staring at him intently for a moment,  before she let his head go and ran her hand through his hair, not seeing any bald patches, but getting a few hairs on her fingers-  I'm not seeing anything that doesn't seem normal.-
Tsaaq: "Well still fuck her, she's still a cunt." Remy said in a monotone then sighed angrily, moving his head away from Cadence with impatience. "How about instead I cut off your hair while you sleep and wear that instead?" He said calmly, looking over at Jade.
Alexithymiaa: "Wow, okay." She rolled her eyes and pushed up out of her chair, crossing her arms over her chest. "I was nothing, but nice to you. Just for the record." She breezed passed him, muttering about friends sucking and things of that nature since she was getting the short end of the stick lately, walking up into her room and slamming the door shut behind her.-
Covet: Her hair or mine? -Cadence asked him- Because you can get away with mine, But honey her's is so not your color. -she told him playfully as he pulled his head  away from her-  If it's any consolation, you're still sexier than your Dad. -Cadence watched Jade walk off and let out a sigh-
Tsaaq: He rolled his eyes. "If you think that's being nice you're even more than a dumbass than I thought you were." Remy said as she passed then looked over at Cadence once more. "Yeah but I don't want to be bald." He said. "And why would I cut off your hair? I like you." Remy sighed and went to sit on the couch.
Covet: I swear there are times when you two almost get along. -Cadence said shaking her head, jumping over the back of the couch.-  You won't be bald for a while, maybe they'll find a cure for it by then. -she told him shaking her head- Because I have a lot of it...Hell the shit I comb out in the shower alone could make you a great hair piece.
Tsaaq: Remy shook his head with a wide frown. "She knows she's a cunt." He trailed off looking away, not even laughing when she tried to joke about it. "I need to chill. I need something." Remy shot back up to his feet.
Covet: -She frowned as he jumped back up- Do you want to smoke a bowl or two with me?  -she asked him, watching him intently-
Tsaaq: He inhaled deeply and lowered his head. "I don't know. Just give me a second." Remy murmured looking over at her a little guiltily then pulling out his phone. "Let me just... Look something up real fast." He said softly, his thumbs typing quickly.
Covet: Okay? -she said slowly, catching the change in his demeanor, waiting patiently as he started tapping on his phone screen. Cadence could feel her teeth going to the sore spot in her mouth that she'd been biting at for the last few days.-
Tsaaq: "Fuck." Remy whispered and put his phone back in his pocket. "I need to smoke a bunch of bowls and eat all the pot cookies." He finally said, going for the fridge then coming back to the living room.
Covet: -Cadence got up off the couch then started to head for the bedroom door where they kept the bongs- Alright...If that's what floats your goat...-she said softly- Why do you need to eat all the cookies? -she asked him- Can I have one of them?
Tsaaq: He shook his head. "I just need to get really high." Remy said, shovelling the cookies down and practically choking. He slowed his chewing so he wouldn't fucking die. "Yeah here." He said with his mouth full, leaving one cookie left like a bastard.
Covet: -Cadence set her jaw and stared at him, then went over to grab the cookie.- Why?  -she asked him, taking a slow bite out of the cookie, watching him intently while she chewed.-
Tsaaq: "Because." He answered then laid on his back on the couch, basically not moving at this point. "You know, just the usual." Remy said.
Covet: -Cadence stood there watching him, showing no emotion as she watched him relax into the couch. She took another bite out of the cookie then shook her head- No, I don't know. What's the usual?
Tsaaq: He sighed loudly. "I don't know Cadence, the usual." Remy said, sounding irritated. "I'm not specific about it." He shrugged.
Covet: Sounds like it's pretty consuming -She nodded her head, then walked over to him looking down at him, still showing no emotion one way or the other- Wanna talk about it? -she asked in a soft even tone.-
Tsaaq: He furrowed his eyebrows. "No." Remy answered quickly. "I don't need to talk, I need to be high." He muttered and rolled over on his side. "Then maybe write some shit." Remy shrugged again.
Covet: I need to talk. -She stood there and nodded her head, finishing off the rest of the cookie- Have you written other stuff?  Anything I could read? That would probably shut me up. -she added for incentive.-
Tsaaq: He exhaled irritably. "Talking." He muttered begrudgingly. "No, nothing for other people to read yet. Not now. It's not finished." Remy answered her.
Covet: Oh... I see. -Cadence told him as she moved to lay on the back of the couch staring up at the ceiling, occasionally glancing over at him-
Tsaaq: "What?" He asked angrily. "What's wrong?" Remy asked loudly, raising his hands a bit.
Covet: -She raised an eyebrow at him, tilting her head to the side as she looked at him, then shrugged- I honestly don't know. Did I say anything was wrong? I'm just staring at the ceiling...being high...
Tsaaq: He scoffed loudly. "Cause you're doing that thing where you act weird like I did something." He replied.
Covet: I'm just here, Babe.... -She said blinking at him as he got all huffy, doing her best to stay level not showing emotion one way or the other-
Tsaaq: "I know, it's weird." Remy got up from the couch and pulled off his glasses. "I'm just gonna go to bed I think. Fuck it." He staggered a little when he tried to take off his tank top.
Covet: I'm sorry? -she asked him then leaned up, as he got off the couch- I'm not the only one acting wierd here. -She said slidding to her feet, heading for the bedroom as well- I think I'm going to shower before bed. -she said mumbling to herself.
Tsaaq: He finally got the shirt off and tossed it down. "Fuck you, I'm not acting weird. I'm completely in fucking character!" He shouted at her before striding ahead of her and trying to get his jeans off now.
Covet: If Paranoid has become your new basis, maybe. -she said mumbling, as she watched him race ahead, shaking her head. Once she was inside the room she walked past him, heading for the bathrrom, not intending to strip until she was in there.-
Tsaaq: "Paranoid of what?" He shouted. "You don't know what the fuck is going on in my head so stop trying to fucking analyze me that shit pisses me off." Remy said angrily. "Fuck this. I don't want stay here with that bitch here, and you over there judging me like the fucking asshole you are. Fuck all that noise." He went to search for something to put on.
Covet: I don't know what the fuck is going on in your head because you wont tell me. If you gave me at least the slightest inclination as to what the fuck was going on up there, maybe I wouldn't be trying to figure out for myself. -She crossed her arms- I'm not trying to be an asshole, and I'm not judging you. -She told him walking over to him, intentionally kicking his clothes away from him- You want me to do that, because I can. Instead how bout you tell me that what's up even though  I'm pretty sure I already know.
Tsaaq: He shook his head and laughed incredulously. "News Flash! I don't have to tell you what's going on in my head you fucking control freak!
Tsaaq: ((FUCKKK ENTER BUTTON))
Tsaaq: He shook his head and laughed incredulously. "News Flash! I don't have to tell you what's going on in my head you fucking control freak!" Remy spoke over her. "I'm not telling you shit, you are not entilted to what I think. So let me fucking leave instead of trying to fucking manipulate me like I'm some fucking type of marionette so you can feel better about yourself or some shit." He scoffed, trying to push her aside so he at least could pick up a shirt.
Covet: -she stumbled back, then took two steps and shoved him with all her weight- Yeah...I'm some real controlling bitch. You want me to be controlling, I can do that.  -she gritted her teeth at him-  Who do you text and call all the time Remy? Huh? Who do you need to meet up with all the time?
Tsaaq: "Don't fucking worry about it. How about that?" Remy staggered a little but shoved her in return.  "I'm tired of having this fucking argument with you." He said before trying to walk away from her.
Covet: Really? because we dont' have this fucking arguement. Ever. You shut the fuck down and say, Don't worry about it's fine.  -she said yelling at him.-  So, I'm not having this arguement. You're fucking telling me now. -she told him, moving over to the door, to stand in front of it.- Tell me what I already know, Babe.
Tsaaq: He was seething, his face turning red. "I don't have to tell you shit!" Remy shouted over her again. "You're pissing me off and ruining a perfectly fucking good high!" He put his hands on each side of his head. "So since you think you've got everything figured out why do I have to say anything whatsoever? Huh?" Remy argued.
Covet: Oh, no.... well that goes for both of us. -she said to him, her heart racing he screamed and got more angry.- Because I need to hear it from your own fucking mouth. -She told him coldly, staying in front of the door with her arms crossed-  How long has it been since you started back up?
Tsaaq: He shivered a little as he inhaled from his nose to calm himself, but it wasn't working at all. He balled his hands. "It's different now, I have it under control." Remy finally said in a stern tone. "It's balanced. I don't just fucking binge on it like I used to before. I'm fine. I got to work, I get my shit done. It makes me productive." He argued.
Covet: -Cadence swallowed the lump in her throat and walked over to him. Her jaws was set and she just stared at him, knowing the moisture was building up in her eyes. Her own hands wer balled into fists, and she walked up to him and pounded her fists into his chest over and over, as she screamed out.- Do you not fucking remember what this fucking shit meant? -she asked him, shoving her hand in his face to show him the tattoo.- Or was that all bullshit too?
Covet: *were
Tsaaq: "It's not bullshit!" He yelled, trying to grab her hands. He clutched her wrists. "I swear it isn't. I'm not bullshitting! I wasn't trying to be fucked up or anything it's just... I need it." Remy said, as if it was forced out of his mouth. He frowned before letting go of her wrists and lowering his head.
Covet: -She tried to flail in his grip then just stood there looking at him, angry and upset when he let go of her wrists she slumped to the floor and just sat there- Do you need it because of me? -she asked, the question was selfish, but she couldn't stop herself from asking it.-
Tsaaq: Remy shook his head at her. "No, it's because of me." He whispered. "I'm what's wrong." He put his hands over his eyes and rubbed hard several times. "I can't be normal. If I'm not sad I'm angry and if I'm not angry I'm sad and I don't even know why and-" He took his hands from his face. "I can't help it. It feels good. It makes me feel like I can be something I'm not." Remy explained while breathing heavily as he began to pace.
Covet: -Cadence sat there and watched him pacing back and forth as he spoke- You're so much better without it. I hate what it does to you.  -she said softly, changing her position so her knees were curled up to her chest and her arms wrapped around them-  You say you have it in control now....but how long before you don't? How long before you need more...and how long before more isn't enough. How long do I have?
Tsaaq: "You don't understand, you've never needed something like that to make you feel better!" He said loudly then crossed his arms. "I don't do a lot. I snort a little then I smoke some weed. It balances out. I'm fine." Remy glanced over to Cadence. "What do you mean how long do you have?" He asked.
Covet: Don't fucking tell me what I don't understand, or assume that I don't -she yelled at him.-  I need you...You make me feel better...You make me feel normal. -She told him.- How long do I have with you....before the cocaine is more important? Or have I already lost? -she asked him hating the way the words sounded.-
Tsaaq: He closed his eyes and kept his head down. "I'm not some fucking junkie you date anymore. I'm your fiance." Remy said, looking a little angry. "I can't do this right now. This is too much." He said touching his hair again.
Covet: So I have a junkie for a fiance' -She said softly nodding her head, then she got up and made her way to the bathroom, stopping when she touched the door handle- I'm just going to take a shower and process that information now... -she said softly as she walked in and closed the door behind her locking it so she could  sit on the floor and try to think and melt down on her own time.-
Tsaaq: He exhaled like he was in pain and stayed in his spot after he spoke. Remy kept his head low, once she was in the bathroom he sighed and finally picked up his clothes, pulling them on as quietly as he could and sneaking out of the apartment while he still could.
Tsaaq: ((*she))