LinkinParkFan 1976-2017

LinkinParkFan 1976-2017
3 days ago (edited)
The thing is i am going through depression and i do know how he feels... not exactly tho. I have been thinking about like ' the end' for me but i have been talking to people about it but it made it worse that my nan died a few weeks before Chester and that has made me so much more depressed... i have been crying in my sleep and when i eat... i am still trying tho. I tried to kill myself once when i was 19 ( i am 23 now ) by drowning. Basically i filled the bath with water and i started to force my head in the bath. It would have killed me if my brother didnt help me.... thx Alfie. I just feel like i dont want to live sometimes but i will keep trying to get through this 😭