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username:
— aishafanfiction

password:
— regular-irregular



PORPOISE

birthname:
— Ki Misun | Ivanna Gonzalez

name:
— Alpha Vy

nickname(s):

Kim | Basically her close friends call her this. Mostly it's because it's an easier way to address her other than the usual name. It's just a combination of her first name to her first initial of her second part of the Korean name.

Dark
Princess  | this is mostly being said by her closest friends. Not only is it because of her personality at times with her building and putting all the burdens onto her shoulders, it's also because of her fashion sense. She prefers dark clothing compared to lighter clothing because it helps distract her from too much positiveness around her. She wears it 24/7. If you open up her closet, her colours probably range in variety.

Mood
24/7    | she always seems to be showing a tougher image of herself. She is also always able to stimulate another person's’ mood depending on the situation whether they showed it internally or externally.

Mask   | She covers up the fact that she doesn't feel grieve and pressure and that affects the way how her child-like behaviour has been covered up by fake maturity. She always has something to hide, whether it'd be for the better or for the worse. Majority of the times, it is the reason why others tell their secrets to her. Another reason why is because she has a persona given by the community, some find her fake.

Havana-
ooh-nana | Not a very creative nickname neither is it one she prides herself in but it was given to her after they visited Cuba one day for a school trip, there she earned the name “ Havana-ooh-nana”. She regrets her friend choices every time they use that nickname on her.

birthdate:
— 25th December 1999

age:
— 18(i) | 20(k)

birthplace:
— Málaga, Spain

nationality:
— Korean-Spaniard

ethnicity:
— Korean-Spaniard

height:
— 168 cm

weight:
— 52 kg



ANCHOR

personality:

》Hard working and determined::
A word that others define her as. When she sets her mind to do something, she sticks to it. If everyone around her gives up, she'd still be doing it because she is determined to complete what she started. Honestly, it irritates people around her sometimes because she doesn't know when to quit that determination of hers. She believes nothing is impossible even if everyone in the world says it is, a woman like her, once her determination flame is sparked, fire would be figuratively seen from her eyes.

》Quick thinker::
She is intelligent to the point that she's able to come up with ideas and strategies quickly. She's very bold and straightforward when announcing her plans as well. It's probably because if the fact that she reads often that she has more knowledge of certain skills than others. She needs peace and quiet though to think quickly, and this may be an issue for her. Especially with her surroundings. She's just naturally gifted with intelligence, or maybe it's due to her rough experience as a child.

》Unexpectedly Fun & Loving::
Although she has a very serious and cold exterior and side to her, her friends and family members know that it's just because she's hurt and in pain and that she does it so that she is taken seriously. She's actually very fun and loving whenever they're alone in a group:: preferably smaller groups than bigger groups. It sometimes makes people terrified on how she can change her personality. Unfortunately to some people, this makes her seem fake and plastic which she really isn't. She is a ball of sunshine out of missions. Well sometimes.

》Adaptable and Independent::
She doesn't like change and honestly who does? Although she may not like change or what it does and how it affects her, she really doesn't mind unless it's something that really is going to affect her entire life even more negatively. She may not seem like she is alright with changes because of the fact that she argues and throes sarcastic torments whenever someone asks her to change something however, she is adaptable depending on the sensitivity of the situation. She is as well quite independent, not really needing anyone to help her whether they are living or part of history. She didn't have much help when she was younger so she doesn't think she'll need any help now.

》Sub Leader::
One would think she could be a great leader due to her being a responsible figure but she isn't strong for that role, she prefers to first lead herself then lead others. If she couldn't lead herself away from harm then how would she be considered a good leader. She often Co operates with the leader of a particular job or project because she knows the pressure and burden they'll get if everyone doesn't do a job well because it automatically gets reflected on the leader. She also knows her secret.

》Intelligent::
She's quite smart but her best subject would be history. She enjoys how the knowledge she gains about the past will prevent her from making the same mistakes. And for her, it's quite easy for her to make small mistakes that'll have her beat himself up after. She doesn't use this knowledge unless she's in a tricky situation.

》Perfectionist::
One word: Expectations. She had gotten this trait after being overwhelmed by so many expectations that were set on her. It pulled her confidence down a bit every time she falters but she gets right back up. This personality of hers usually takes a toll on her. She honestly needs someone she trusts in an intimate or a spiritual level to stop her from doing something. Especially if they know she'll get too engrossed in it later on. She has a serious fear that if she doesn't become perfect in whatever she does, she isn't good enough to conquer challenges.

》Sarcastic/savage aka feisty ::
She uses this as a defensive mechanism especially towards people she's never met in her life. Her friends know her true personality though. It never was implemented into her since birth, it just kind of grew on her considering she grew up having to defend others. Although if you did piss her off, or she is literally bored of the conversation between the both of you, she'd break into her usual sarcastic taunts. She literally oozes sarcasm, to the point that people consider herself too proud and almighty of herself. Her sarcasm usually hurts people who don't know her well. If you're ever hurt by her sarcasm, you're going to have to suck it up because she doesn't apologise for it. In fact, if you can keep up with her taunts, she'll eventually befriend you.

》Vulgar::
It's not that she has a habit or is addicted to it, it's just that she can't control her mind nor her mouth. She rather express herself through cussing or not express herself at all compared to being a very lovey dovey type of person. It's a substitute for her when she wants to explode at someone. This is also led due to the rumours people tell others about her, her lacking a good sense of humour and often seeming dark. It's also another way for her to relieve her grieve without violence.

》Passionate and competitive::
This is more towards her passion in whatever she has an interest in. Here's the thing, she wants to do well in a lot of things so she can have a better choice in the future. Except for relationships, you can trust her to put her 100% effort if the thing or event has caught her attention. She's not passionate in relationships however. This is because she hasn't dated many people, neither had a proper date in her life. You can bet your ass that she'll probably tear you down if she has to just to stay on top, this kid can literally be a competitive beast.
(tbh this can be positive and negative)

》Serious::
An individual with a very dry sense of humour, she really doesn't appreciate jokes being made about issues she cares about either. In fact, due to her persona, she is usually made out to be a very serious person who never smiles which is false. For she does smile but only when she feel it's really genuine or when she has to be fake around people she despise. It's rare to see her not so serious unless you somehow are close to her or make him drunk enough. He'll break out of her serious state and become a literally different person.

》Ruthless and Cold::
A Satan, I swear by it. It really isn't her fault for having such a personality trait, her past created and built her into the way she was now known today. Her having the lack of trust in others contributed to that cold exterior of her. Points to you if you can break that exterior that she's been building up for years. Insult her or anyone she cares about and you'll never see daylight again literally and figuratively. She doesn't take second chances and is neither persuaded easily. Her inner bitch isn't really an inner it's more of an exterior. She doesn't give a damn about anyone anymore due to her past so she mostly focuses on herself. This may make her look as if she's self centered. She can make your life a living hell.

background:

》Ki Misun was born in a family of 4, two parents and a older brother. Her father is a Korean and her mother is a Hispanic, this may not seem important but it greatly affects her household to a certain extent. Her brother was a practise child, she was the one who had high expectations being set on her since the very beginning. She never had much of a chance to gain proper education for her father believed only males should be able to lead the family when it came to that aspect. Yes the old man was an old fashioned individual, moving on.

》As a child growing up, she was tasked to finish the house chores before being able to go out and play. At the age of 5, she felt like she had to survive on her own. She had to gain education that would help her in the future and now just stick around. It's surprising to see that for a child at that young age. She would secretly make her way and sit for hours outside of a classroom, just hiding herself beneath the bushes, just to have at least a glimpse or a speck of knowledge that she could carry home and work on it herself.

》This went on till she was about 9 when her father and mother went back to their older addictions. They used to be apart of gangs when they were younger but quit for a while when they got married. Since both of them went back to their wlcholic and drug abusing ways, violence was now used on her brother and her. She was 9 and her brother was 12, they couldn't do much but cower in fear at times, you wouldn't expect her to fight someone 3 times her size right? This went on till she was 11, at this point, her brother and her were getting tired of the abuse. That's where the planning started. They found out that Misun was going to be abandoned when she turned the age of 13 through little whispers and eavesdropping.

》It got out of control when she turned the age of 13, her brother had no knowledge of her plan to murder her parents. After getting a cut along her upper right hip, the next slit was directed towards her parents. Hiding the body from people, she fled to priti (korea?) with her brother, without a word. From that day onwards, she became a different person. Her life didn't turn out better, well she doesn't think so. Her brother went towards the negative part of the community, resorting to violence and burglary to help get sufficient neccessities for them to live.

》She didn't want to live her life this way anymore, it took a lot of courage for her to go up to the highest building that was still stable. She was diagnosed with depression after murdering her parents to the point where she wanted to end everything. BLUE found her just in time, both were broken and both had nothing yet everything to lose. That's how her life started at Salute. Her motives were simple: To not let anyone become like her.

likes:
》reading; she just enjoys this because it takes her mind off any issues she have. It's like a step into a new adventure every time she flips a page. It keeps her excited.

》writing; lyrics especially or even her thoughts. Just the feeling of having a pen in hand is enough to make her feel alive. Because it feels like she can do anything. Ever heard of the phrase the pen is mightier than the sword? Well she goes by that quote everyday of her life.

》caffeine; although she enjoys these things, one cannot give her so much of it. She may be hyper to the point where she doesn't seem like herself anymore and Satan just overtook her body. But yes, she really likes these so someone has to keep her in check or make sure she has water nearby.

》candy; same reason as caffeine

》headphones; she loves using her headphones especially when there's self study and headphones are allowed to be used.

》music; She'll listen to music yet is able to do many things at once. In fact it helps her study better. Or be focused more.

》dark fashion: Eh need an explanation? She just really really likes it. She needs no reason to wear them.

》photography; she just likes taking pictures and how the pictures can have a different outcome every time

》spicy food; for some strange reason she can take spicy food very well.

》boxing; you’ll never know when you need to defend yourself.

dislikes:
》being forced to calm down; if she's pissed, she's pissed. Telling her to ignore someone instead of standing up to them is like telling her to relive her past again and that's something she rather not do.

》misunderstandings; it isn't fun because she'll feel guilty whether it was her fault or not.

》being irritated by loud noise, if it's music and it's played horribly, she'll probably grab her guitar and chase after you with it.

》laughing; she doesn't like how her laughter sounds and she doesn't think it's a good idea to laugh when you feel pain in yourself.

》her father; she does not like him. Because of him, many things tore especially their once happy family.

》being judged; just because she isnt loyal doesn't mean she's a bad person.

》talking or being forced to talk about her past; she doesn't like to be pitied or reminded that OH she had a shitty life and that's because it'll remind her to be more strict on herself and probably build up that wall again.

》being forced to calm down; if she's pissed, she's pissed. Telling her to ignore someone instead of standing up to them is like telling her to relive her past again and that's something she rather not do.

》misunderstandings; it isn't fun because she'll feel guilty whether it was her fault or not.

》being irritated by loud noise, if it's music and it's played horribly, she'll probably grab her guitar and chase after you with it.

》laughing; she doesn't like how her laughter sounds and she doesn't think it's a good idea to laugh when you feel pain in yourself.

》her father; she does not like him. Because of him, many things tore especially their once happy family.

》being judged; just because she isnt loyal doesn't mean she's a bad person.

》talking or being forced to talk about her past; she doesn't like to be pitied or reminded that OH she had a shitty life and that's because it'll remind her to be more strict on herself and probably build up that wall again.

》gangs; they remind her of her past and she does everything she can to find her brother at the same time whenever a gang shows up.

》supernatural; they scare the living hell out of her because she can't explain it with logic.

》bullies; they have nothing better to do that piss her off to be honest.

trivia:
》it's no surprise that she doesn't have good relations with her parents but surprisingly she regrets what she's done.

》 she is able to wake up in the morning without a horrible hangover no matter how drunk she was the previous night

》 she started drinking at the age of 17  to numb the pain and grieve hanging in her shoulders. She isn't addicted.. Or maybe she is?

》 she always wanted to pursue law as a future profession but never got the chance or the opportunity to sit down and think about what she really wanted to do in her life.

》 When she's sleep or food deprived, it's the worse time to talk to her. She'll probably snap at you if she's not aware of her own emotions taking over .

》 Has worked part time when she was in school at different jobs

》She's allergic to dust but not severely.

》always has a notepad and pen with her

》she has a strong vocal but she doesn't like to sing in public, she's scared.

strengths:
— using daggers.
— hand to hand combat.
— strategizing last minute battle plans

weaknesses:
— her brother
— the memory of her parents being murdered

fears:
— being abandoned
— death (iS a factor in why her determination is so strong, to not get killed)
— having her loved ones or those she cares about getting kidnapped
— big, wild dogs

choice of weaponry:
— If possible hand to hand combat, if not she prefers daggers as they are small and easy to carry around. They create swifter and silent moments too.



SMOKE

slot:
—Shine a light

backup slot:
— Beautiful / fight for me

face claim:
— @gracement on ig. (lips)

backup face claim:
— @munitogo (body or eyes)

love interest:
— renjun

backup love interest:
— Haechan



SLATE
any specific way you want your relationship to go?:
— I'm Honestly more towards the tough love type. Like they'd be touchy and affectionate IN private but quite hostile and sarcastic in public. No really specific way, I'm not limiting anything.

any additional information:
— She regrets what she has done but at the same time not really.

requested scenes with L/I:
— late and midnight talks about life
— sarcastic torments between each other
— argument and a makeup

requested scenes with the girls:
— argument between them
— saving someone in the group from something

message to society:
— “The world needs a change. If not now, then when? People make mistakes and it's up to everyone of us to fix them.”

message to chai:
— There is NO way I'm getting the slot. I'm quite sure by now so I don't expect too much. OOF. I feel so disappointed.