November 20th, 2017 Dream

Well I had a dream this morning that was nice.

Starts off on my day of arrival at like a boarding school or something, and I was eating in like a cafeteria or something. I have leftovers and I plan to eat them back in my room, but the attendant said that no food is allowed in the rooms and I thanked them for telling me and I threw my leftovers away. I understood that they didn't want the rooms to be covered in ants and stuff so I didn't complain about getting rid of my remaining food. When I got to my room I didn't actually have a bed and was planning to sleep on the floor. The rooms had 2 beds, 2 desks, a shower, (that didn't have any privacy if I might add) and had 4 people per room. Our room and the room across from us mixed a lot and it was alright. Someone in our room room said that they were really insecure about showering with people potentially watching, I told him I knew exactly how he felt and told him I would look away if he wants or he could use the restroom in the hall that had a shower in it. Someone asked me what I meant about knowing exactly how the other person felt and I told her and everyone else in the room that I was transgender and always feel insecure. The whole room was surprised that I was trans and one of the people said that kinda makes sense with how I look, I didn't take any offense to that comment.

I took my shower in the bathroom in the hall and I came back to the room and the girl who asked earlier how I knew exactly how the other person felt told me that I can sleep in the bed with her, I was happy that I didn't have to sleep on the floor. So I got in the bed and the girl asked me what my name was and I told her that is is Raven, she smiled and told me goodnight. The next day I put on my makeup and went to breakfast after I got dressed, I sat alone at the table until my bedmate decided to sit with me. I thanked her for letting me share the bed with her and she told me it was no problem at all and wanted to know more about me since today we had the whole day to get to know each other. Throughout the day I told her various things about myself such as, when I came out, that I feel intimidated by men, and lots of other things.

Night arrived, I took my shower and got in the bed and my bedmate asked me if it was ok if she wrapped her arms around me, because she sleeps better with something in her arms. I told her she can put her arms around me if she wants, but she cannot put any hands below my waist and that I sleep better with things in my arms as well so I know how that is. She wraps her arms around me and whispers in my ear that I am beautiful, I blush and tell her thanks.

I then awake from the dream, it was a nice dream