5:16 PM] COOL: I apologise for saying what I said. But please realize you have said things to me just joking around that deep down annoyed or hurt me a little and I just brushed it off because I knew it was nothing more than a joke. So in the future I will refrain from making jokes back at you.
[5:19 PM] RibombeeTeacher: it's not even that, usually i don't give much of a damn but i'm more than humble enough to apologise going forward, I'm usually tolerant but given my background family jokes don't sit with me, both my parents are dead which while they gave me 17 years of hell which is why I'm as broken and unstable as I am, it doesn't change the fact that I will never be able to recover from it. I equally have a grandfather who is terminally ill and on death's doors and he is responsible for me still existing to this day. I am all for banter because that's the only thing that keeps me wanting to wake up sometimes but that is one thing I will never be able to take
[5:20 PM] RibombeeTeacher: but either way I will probably not be around for a while, seen as there's not much for me to do until I eventually get someone brave enough to be my first victim
[5:20 PM] RibombeeTeacher: I'll be here if i'm needed/wanted but that'll be it
[5:25 PM] COOL: But what I said was nothing more than a joke and it realistically had nothing to do with your actual mother. I fully understand that it still upset you and I apologise for that. Like I said I won't make jokes toward you anymore. When you troll others they troll you back its the simple truth. I don't pay attention to the jokes you make towards me and I wasn't thinking things through when I mentioned your mom so I am sorry. Now I think we should forget about this and move on since nothing was said by either of us with malicious intent
[5:27 PM] RibombeeTeacher: It's fine, thanks. I'll be gone now anyways until I'm worthy of being around because it's clear that I'm just an idiot so I have no real place or need there. You guys can have enough fun without me so it's all good. I'll try and psyche myself up to record after eating something I guess
[5:27 PM] RibombeeTeacher: make jokes at me or about me whatever, it's fine
[5:27 PM] RibombeeTeacher: makes little to no odds if i'm not there to be offended by it
[5:27 PM] COOL: Ribombee please don't say that, you are fun to talk to and we enjoy your company.
[5:28 PM] COOL: Nobody wants you to stay away. Remember that.
[5:28 PM] COOL: If you distance yourself from talking with u