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  1. [It's been fairly quiet today, Alois came home but she hasn't seen him since he checked the mail.]
  2. [21/05/2015 6:46:08 PM] Schindelerium: [That’s strange... Where’s he run off to? He hadn’t left, nor had he gone into the... place that isn’t to be named. She goes around looking for him]
  3. [21/05/2015 6:46:45 PM] Angel Dust Apocalypse: [The door to his office is shut, which is usually only when he's in there]
  4. [21/05/2015 6:47:46 PM] Schindelerium: .....[she knocks at the door] “Uhm... Are you in there...?”
  5. [21/05/2015 6:48:37 PM] Angel Dust Apocalypse: [His voice is faint, and has a strange, unfamiliar quailty to it.] "Y..yes, pet."
  6. [21/05/2015 6:48:56 PM] Schindelerium: [What’s wrong with his voice? He's never sounded this uncertain...] “Can I come in...?”
  7. [21/05/2015 6:49:34 PM] Angel Dust Apocalypse: [There is a pause] "...I suppose..."
  8. [21/05/2015 6:50:07 PM] Schindelerium: [She opens the door, and enters hesitantly. He sounds... she doesn’t know, but very much unlike himself]
  9. [21/05/2015 6:51:02 PM] Angel Dust Apocalypse: [He's sitting at his deck, head lowered. His hair is messy in the front, like he was running his hands through it. He doesn't look up at her when she comes in]
  10. [21/05/2015 6:51:54 PM] Schindelerium: [She’s very worried now. He’s never looked this distressed. Ever. She moves closer to him, resting a hand on his shoulder] “W-what happened?”
  11. [21/05/2015 6:53:18 PM] Angel Dust Apocalypse: [There's a soft thunk and he just... lets his forehead rest on the desk. His shoulders are shaking, and he makes what is very clearly a sob.]
  12. [21/05/2015 6:55:53 PM] Schindelerium: “Ah...” [Okay, this is bad. Very bad. Whatever happened had to be awful to cause this. Nonetheless, she leans down, putting her arms around him as best she can]
  13. [21/05/2015 6:57:03 PM] Angel Dust Apocalypse: [He half-leans into her, finally lifting his head. He looks terrible, hair mussed and eyes red. He opens his mouth to speak, then shuts it again.]
  14. [21/05/2015 7:00:58 PM] Schindelerium: [She has never seen him be even a fraction of this upset, and it’s scaring her. Something terrible must have happened... What could have possibly caused him to look like this? She thinks... it takes her a second, but she thinks she might understand. Only one thing could hurt him this deeply. And if it’s what she thinks it is, she also feels a spike of sadness.] “Shh...” [she’s not sure what she could possibly say at a time like that, so she just keeps holding onto him]
  15. [21/05/2015 7:02:19 PM] Angel Dust Apocalypse: [He shuts his eyes, leaning into her.] "Amy..."
  16. [21/05/2015 7:04:16 PM] Schindelerium: [She pets him a little, pulling him closer to her] “Y-yes...?”
  17. [21/05/2015 7:05:11 PM] Angel Dust Apocalypse: [He's having trouble articulating his feelings and thoughts, starting to speak several times before stopping near instantly. he eventually gives up and pushes the (slightly damp, now) letter at her weakly.]
  18. [21/05/2015 7:06:05 PM] Schindelerium: [Her own hands shaking a little, she picks up the letter and reads it]
  19. [21/05/2015 7:07:38 PM] Angel Dust Apocalypse: [Looks like she was right; the poor man's lost his mother.]
  20. [21/05/2015 7:11:56 PM] Schindelerium: [Well. That certainly would do it. Other than herself and arguably his son, his mother was the only person on the entire planet he really, truly cared about. She can’t help but start to cry herself, now that she knows for sure; His mother always did like her. She was a very sweet woman and this is a heavy loss for her. But she can’t even begin to imagine how he feels. She puts down the letter and goes back to comforting him as best she can, though it’s very difficult to even begin to approach this loss]
  21. [21/05/2015 7:12:59 PM] Angel Dust Apocalypse: [He ends up just... clutching onto her, clearly quite unable to cope. He's never had to deal with something like this before, it's almost like he's going to complete break.]
  22. [21/05/2015 7:16:41 PM] Schindelerium: “Shh...” [she holds him close, but is at a loss on what to say. Maybe the best thing would be to not say anything at all. He’s never been this emotional, never. Can he even deal with something like this? With truly, honestly losing something important to him? It doesn’t seem like he’s ever had to lose anything...]
  23. [21/05/2015 7:18:26 PM] Angel Dust Apocalypse: [He finally seems to at least reach some kind of level state. He's leaning on her still, but he has his big hand on her belly, fingers shaking a bit. He's using this to ground himself, it seems.] "Amy, I..."
  24. [21/05/2015 7:20:20 PM] Schindelerium: “I-it’s alright... I understand...” [snff] [She’s still holding him. He’s calmed down but she’s still a bit afraid that he’ll snap or something.]
  25. [21/05/2015 7:20:57 PM] Angel Dust Apocalypse: [He looks up at her quietly.] "...I love you..." [his voice was shaking a bit]
  26. [21/05/2015 7:21:56 PM] Schindelerium: “Shh... I love you too...” [it’s hard to see him like this... Usually so calm and confident but now looking absolutely devastated...]
  27. [21/05/2015 7:23:01 PM] Angel Dust Apocalypse: [He hides his face again] "What... do I do..?"
  28. [21/05/2015 7:28:56 PM] Schindelerium: “Wh...” [What does that mean? You can’t really... Oh. Oh, it makes sense. Is he... afraid? He’s genuinely afraid because he has no control here. He must not be used to feeling things this strongly.] “I...” [how do you answer a question like this?] “I... j-just... I’m sorry, I don’t know...”
  29. [21/05/2015 7:30:14 PM] Angel Dust Apocalypse: [He squeezes her, gently.] "I don't understand.. I..." [he goes quiet for a moment, and when he speaks again it's bairly audible] "It hurts."
  30. [21/05/2015 7:33:48 PM] Schindelerium: [She feels an odd drop in her chest when he says that; It’s natural, of course, to feel that way, but for that to come out of him is so jarring and in a strange way, upsetting] “I...it does... I-it’s normal to feel that w-way... when you lose someone...” [snff]
  31. [21/05/2015 7:35:56 PM] Angel Dust Apocalypse: [His voice is still faint] "I... it didn't hurt when... he died, though... but..." [He makes a ittle sound of fustration.]
  32. [21/05/2015 7:38:09 PM] Schindelerium: “He...?” [she thinks for a moment... Oh, that must have been his father. Which instantly raises questions. He’d never talked about his father that she could remember, but went on and on about his mother...] “R-right... well... Y-you and her were close... You loved her... T-that’s how it feels... when you lose someone you love...” [it’s so bizarre, her words sounding like she’s explaining this to a child, not a man 20 years older than her]
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