Dear Jessie,

I apologize for writing this to suddenly but I have to get this off my chest to you. I do wish you had told me sooner than you didn't want any advice given to you, that would have made things a lot easier, rather than me trying to give you advice to stop you getting banned from games and thus stopping you from having any fun. I feel slightly hurt by you that this part in particular has gone unnoticed, much like a few of the other things that I said to you in PMs, you ignored it. That was my main reasoning for telling you to stop diving in 1v5, I have been penalized and been given a 2 day ban for doing much the same thing, although somewhat uncommon, it can happen and I would have rather not seen you do that. I also explained my reasoning for dodging the game, but again, you saw that as me ragequitting and closing the game entirely. No, I just did not wish to play with that comp.

I can fully understand however why you'd feel upset at some of my words, often times I am very bluntly spoken and am brutally honest. It's not in my nature to beat around the bush or sugar coat things, so I am afraid that I cannot do that. Regardless, I still do think you were overreacting slightly to the advice of building a champion that I gave to you, regardless if you wanted it or not. You could have politely said "Hey, do you mind not giving me advice, I want to figure it out for myself." Rather than have this whole arguement start where you go silent on me and leave me wondering what is up.

I would also like you to consider listening to what someone has to say. Especially when you start taking their words to mean other things when infact they meant something completely different. I felt like a lot of the things I was saying were taken out of context by you and put beside another few words to mean something different. This lead to us actually talking about two different things. You thought I was telling you that you were overreacting to not wishing to play with me. I was actually meaning you whole attitude to me being negative.

WIth this in mind, I have saw fit to remove you from my friends list on Discord for the time being, as I'm not overly impressed with my way of speaking being looked upon so harshly regarding swearing. Again, I use swearing for emotional emphasis but you did not know that, which is fair. The insults, whilst unecessary were patronizing at best and the only real lines that I can see a problem with are "Use your brain" and "Go fuck yourself."

I will however apologize for those insults, they were unecessary and out of order, completely out of character too. Those are not the words I wished to convey to you but alas my bluntly spoken mind and way with words landed on them and there's nothing I can do about them. I apologize also for how heated I got and I wish to be the bigger person and try to put this behind us. However, I have removed you temporarily just because  Ifeel like our friendship has moved back a few steps.