SOOJIN BANANA

I am sorry for eating the banana. Unintentionally, because I was so hungry, I momentarily broke the rules and committed the mistake of eating a banana in the restroom. Even though I knew well that as a trainee I must follow the rules, I could not resist the temptation of that sweet banana in that moment.

Actually, I had been a little hungry since I came back from morning practice. I should have endured it by drinking water, but the banana I had secretly tucked into my bag kept catching my eye. At first, I thought, "Just leave it, endure it," but as time passed, my resolve wavered, and in the end, I made the wrong choice.

Why did I go all the way into the restroom to eat the banana? That is proof that I already knew my actions were a violation of the rules. While I was eating it in secret, a signal was ringing in my heart saying, "This is wrong," but I ignored that voice. Ultimately, when I finished eating, I tasted a bitterness of shame far greater than the banana itself.

What I did isn't just "the act of eating one banana." It was a problem with my attitude and an act of betraying the trust of those who guide me. I have now poignantly realized that even small mistakes, if repeated, become habits, and those habits will eventually distance me from the stage I dream of.

In the future, even when I am hungry, I will definitely wait until the designated time. Or, if it is truly difficult, I will speak honestly to the manager. I will never again engage in the foolish behavior of hiding and eating in secret. Also, through this incident, I have re-learned the importance of self-management. I will not forget that when standing on stage as a singer, not just my singing and dancing but even my lifestyle attitude is reflected to the fans. Eating even a small banana without permission was a sign that my mindset was lacking, and I want to cast away that image now.

I am also sorry to my members. Although it was something I was caught doing alone in secret, it was actually an action that could affect the entire team. If my other friends had seen and followed me, the team's rules would have collapsed in no time and the training atmosphere would have been disrupted. I no longer want to be such a bad example. In the future, I will value my dreams more than a banana. I will keep in mind that hunger is temporary, but the habit of following rules will protect me for a lifetime.

Lastly, I reflect on my actions once more.