Character Pains stuff that happened

Jeff made a small statement yesterday explaining some resent outburst that I had and I felt like I should give my side of things and why I have been just on the deep end. Yes I do need to work on fixing my mental health and of coarse Twitter is not a good place to be in during a state like that. Not giving away that much IRL things but I have been talking to a few people out there for help and it is slowly making me feel little sad and depressed. In terms of that, hopefully my life will turn around and I am able to get back in a good state of mind and look at a brighter future for me.

I can't really help to say that I am started to lose my fame that I had at the start of creating the gimmick account. I had it in the back of my mind that an account like that can't last forever and is a possible stopping point I must have with it sooner or later. Not saying that it has done nothing but bad for my health sake, I meant a bunch of cool people in the gimmick account community and they have been helping me a lot getting through this depression. In fact I really didn't think I would have a massive following at this point as I felt like this was something not deserving of a huge following. People have also told me in the past that they were their favorite gimmick account and I can't help but thank that honor. So I know I have made a big deal in saying how negative I was towards the account but I have to say that I am thankful for the people that still support to this day and have been by my side. The fear I had was going back to being a nobody the moment it dies out and it is starting to catch up with me sooner than I thought. I will still be a memer on my personal Twitter but in terms of gimmick account, I wanna make it up and have Character Pains go off with a happy ending and a nice memory to have moving forward in life for me and everyone that enjoyed it.

Again, I am sorry for acting out, but I am also thanking anyone that has reached in my dms to check on me to make sure I am okay as that really meant a lot to me. I am of coarse going to continue the account as normal, but not only that I should take a break from it for health sake I have a Youtube channel to also focus on that most of you guys don't know about. I have asked Jeff to watch over the account when I need the time to clear my mind and we will hopefully work on making you guys laugh while its still being run.

Thanks for taking your time to read this message

-Murphy