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- I haven't had the ability to write for what seems like a lifetime. This deprivation is what weighed on me the most. Not the lack of food, or the change of scenery - they wouldn't let me write anything down.
- Well, at least not without them present...
- I remember that day vividly. First, they let me out. Even though the hallway was still gray and drab, the new experience was a shock to my system - significantly different than usual captivity. I tried to match the rhythm of the nameless guard's footsteps as we echoed down the long corridor. I followed close behind, as if I had no choice. Cold concrete encapsulated us and seemed to cast a spell of synthetic calmness. Obedience.
- we arrived at a blue door. it was an odd contrast to this concrete maze. As I went through the doorway I found myself in another typical gray Dema room. The only difference was who was waiting for me.
- Four of them. Three of them were unknown to me, but one was clearly Keons. I knew his voice
- They proposed an idea. a television show - or whatever it was. I had no idea that I was known outside of my cell, but they informed me that I had garnered notoriety for my schemes and outbursts. They wanted to use my face for the benefit of the city. They handed me a pen - a familiar instrument. yet they must be present when I use it.
- They wanted to manage my imagination and vision. although shackled, at least I could create again.
- Thus began the sessions.
- Everyday my cell door would open. I followed the guard down the familiar hall, through the blue door, to sit down at the desk and chair.
- My designated creative space - perfectly centered under their watchful eye. Sometimes three, sometimes eight - not once were all nine present. He was never there. I would have felt it if he was.
- At the end of the session, Keons would take my pen, gather my writings and send me back. This went on for months
- What were we creating? I wasn't sure. A variety show with songs and set pieces? Were the rulers of this stifled city actually attempting entertainment for its people?
- Everything I created had to be "for the benefit of the citizens of Dema" - a phrase I heard often. I didn't question them - I was happy to be out of my cell - and putting words to paper.
- On the final day, after I wrote the last line, I was asked what to name it? The question caught me off guard. This seemed like a decision they would make.
- Show Day: They dressed me up and asked me to smile - a poor attempt at hiding my sleep deprivation. It was all so colorful, as if compensating for the grayness of the city.
- It was a blur. Before I knew it, it was over, and I was back in my cell. I can only remember fragments -only blurred hallucinations of color and chaos - like a dream. The confusion of it all hangs overhead. What was it all for?
- .... but it wasnt over.
- I guess it went well enough for them to request more of me. I was useful to Dema, and my creativity was exploited in new forms - They wanted me to be the entertainment at the annual assemblage of the Glorified - a performance at sea for the premiere citizens of Dema.
- I knew those weren't the real bishops on that ship.
- I'll quicken the entry - I need to keep up with The Torchbearer.
- During the performance, we were attacked by something in the water. I don't know what possessed the creature to attack, but it was odd, and felt incredibly intentional. Many lost their lives in the attack, and I was thrashed through the bitter cold water, yet somehow survived. Did this 'icy cold' preserve me? Why was I spared? I am still so cold as I write.
- This place feels foreign - nothing like Trench. From the frigid sea, the air here is somehow colder than the water that surrounds it.
- I have a strange feeling that this island will provide answers.
- I must go.
- - Clancy
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