✧MY LOVE IS ON FIRE
—Password: stay
—Username: @-sakura-trees-
—Code name: Aurora
—Backup slot: Pocahontas
—Name: Ramos Noella
—Nickname (optional):
 Noel, Ella, (the older members of BTS would call her Ella, the younger members of BTS would call her Noel)
 El ( Cinderella/ Her childhood gave her the nickname when they were younger because she was tired of shouting Noella but the members often use it as her codename during missions)
 Yesella (When she was first recruited the other members would change her name to Yesella whenever she argued or denied something
For example: Noella: No, I don’t love him.
                    : Member: Yesella, you do love him )
—Birth date: 08/08
—Age: 20
—Faceclaim: Natalia Castellar Calvani
—Backup Faceclaim: Varsha Thapa
—Gifs or picture links:
Natalia
https://www.instagram.com/p/BNdMDVng0Px/
https://www.instagram.com/p/BNAMBXGgtqa/
https://www.instagram.com/p/BM45zUAAnyi/
https://www.instagram.com/p/BEXHa23i4Sc/
Varsha
https://www.instagram.com/p/BNdwKKsB-Sv/
https://www.instagram.com/p/BLMDS5ahKVj/
https://www.instagram.com/p/BNDp0_GhrqY/
https://www.instagram.com/p/BNYiCxYhX60/

—Nationality + Ethnicity: American
—Hometown: Puerto Rico

✧ON AND ON
—Personality: She comes off as a very cold person but she is the most hardworking girl you could ever know because she doesn’t want to bring the others down. She may not be smart but she is logical thus she is a realist and a pessimist. Noella is kind and sweet but after discovering fake friends she decided to keep those traits secretly. This made her think that emotions are a waste of time and refuses to show emotion unless needed.  Adding salt to the wound, she has a difficulty of expressing herself towards others and tends to bottle up her feelings. By doing so, she worsens her depression and is terribly anxious inside. She’s always busy, due to her overthinking prevention. She would do anything to distract her minds from the thoughts.

—Likes:
•	She loves creampuffs, because it’s the only thing she learned properly from her mother
•	She loves anything soft. Definition of soft: cute animals, pastel colours, fluffy blankets and etc
•	Her crew

—Dislikes:
•	She hates dressing up, mainly because she absolutely loves anything comfortable. For example big t-shirts, sweatpants, fluffy sweaters, shorts; basically sleepwear.  She will do her best to fit in sweatpants into a formal outfit.
•	Overthinking
•	Feeling useless or being deadweight
•	Herself

—Trivia:
•	 This girl absolutely sucked at anything physical. When she was first recruited, the others had a headache and were tuckered out just to teach her how to do basic exercises. Despite improving, they still tease her for that.
•	She catches onto jokes related to words quickly but if it was a joke related to something sexual, she will be absolutely lost, confused and dumbfounded. The members thought she was acting at first but when they put it to the test, they were shocked and thought it was miracle to have someone so innocent and it was ironic because she has the role to seduce and charm people to carry out their mission.
•	She likes soothing music and listens to it before she goes to sleep to prevent her from overthinking and causing her to lack sleep. She prefers to do this rather than taking sleeping pills.
•	She is afraid that she would be the cause of her crew’s downfall.
•	She is good at memorising
•	She hates cockroaches. Usually she would have an emotion-less face on but that changes when she sees a cockroach. She would scream to call the members to get rid of it or she would squirm and desperately find the cockroach spray to kill it.
•	She rarely laughs. This made members remember the exact time, place and date the last time she and would jot in down in notebook. Everyone would stop for a while, stare at her and appreciate that they know she is happy. In short, every time she laughs she’s under a spotlight because that’s how rare it is.


✧BURN BABY BURN
—Background :
Her childhood was like the golden sun, shining warm rays of sunlight upon it. Sadly, sunny days don’t stay forever and are replaced by other weathers. For her, it started to become cloudy when her family started to break.  She had a stern father whom she looked up to, a mother who loves to sing while doing chores and was too kind for her own good and last but not least her lovable brother who loves to chat with her and would do things that would brighten up her day.  Noella always thought her family would stay for eternity but just like her sunny days, they would leave her.
She was born in Puerto Rico on the 8th of August and later moved to Korea at the age of 5. The girl grew up surrounded by love from her family but things started changing at the age of 10. Her father started loving another woman and his love for her mother faded. The moment her parents split, the first thing her mother said to her was “He’s happier by her side and I wouldn’t want anything else”. That was the first time she felt her heart cracked a bit whilst looking into her mother’s eyes knowing that her heart was shattered. In her heart, she blamed herself for her father leaving. Up until that point, Noella started bottling up her feelings.
Her father leaving tainted her pride thus she studied her ass off to make that up. She wasn’t born smart but the only reason she was capable of getting good grades was hard work.  She stayed up to memorize facts; she stayed at the library for hours to focus on chapters that would come out in her exams. In summary, she went out of her lengths to make sure her grades were at the top.  With good grades, her greed started growing due to the peer pressure she would receive. This greed was her efforts to impress others. She felt that her looks was never enough. She would go on diets, she would wear makeup; not because she wanted to but simply because everyone else was wearing it, and she tried to keep up with society's standard. She absolutely loathed it but she wanted to fit in. Not long after, she became your “it girl” in her year in high school. But there was a price to pay; fake friends.
With amazing grades and looks, people starting coming up to her with their own motives. They would ask her many things, for example her notes, tips on how to look pretty to be smart like her and etc. This pissed her off the most as she did everything out of pure hard work. Despite that she would put on a fake smile and give in to them anyway. Many would befriend her to gain benefits and boys would ask her out for a challenge because she would reject every single one of them. This part of her is also contributed by her father. If a boy was going to fall in love with someone else and not stay faithful, what was the point?

—Family: Raphael Ramos (Father) (47) (alive)
               Alexandria Allen (Mother) (43) (dead)
               Eric Ramos (Younger Brother) (19) (dead)
✧LOOK AT ME NOW
—How did you join the gang:
During one dreary afternoon, she had just finished school. Her mother was waiting outside with her SUV to pick her and her brother up. Eric shouted shotgun and ran with all his might to the passenger seat. She had been quarrelling with him for months about it and she usually won. But today, she didn’t want to bicker with her brother. Confusion arouse in the car as she took the back seat. Noella had the worst feeling in her gut; she passed it off as stomach ache. Usually by now, she would inform her mother about her day. She would always convince her mother she had a good day even when she didn’t. The drizzle had become thunderous. As a concerned mother, Alexandria decided to take her eyes off the road to look at her daughter. She asked if her daughter was okay. Noella looked straight into her mother’s eyes. Behind the guardian’s worried eyes, a car opposite theirs was heading right towards them. She tried to warn her mother. Unfortunately, man kind’s technology was built to be faster than her.
She opened her eyes to an unfamiliar surrounding.  Her body felt heavy. The first thing she saw was a blurry blue sky and heard woman asking her if she could hear her. She gave a slight nod. It took a couple of blinks for her to focus on the woman. She tried to remember what happened. Coming to her senses, she instantly asked the woman where she was. Calmly, she replied “Miss, you are in a hospital and you’ve been in a coma for two weeks”. Her throat tightened as she was about to ask another question. A man in a white coat comes in; he sees that she’s woken up. He proceeds to ask her various questions like who she was and other basic questions. With a heart filled with fear, she asked him “Where’s my mother and my brother?”.  She studied his facial expressions; she knew the answer. It was the answer she knew dreaded.  “They didn’t survive the accident”. Instantly she felt numb, she barely heard the doctor telling her she could leave tomorrow after a check-up. She couldn’t sleep that night, she spent her last night in the hospital staring at the ceiling. She basically looked lifeless when her father picked her up. She stood still in front of the hospital entrance beside her father. She asked him “They’re still alive, right Raph”.  Once again the same facial expressions appeared.
She thought Raphael would bring her to his house first but instead he brought her to the cemetery. He told her to take the flowers he had brought in the backseat of the car. It was a bouquet of chrysanthemums. It was her mother’s favourite flower because it meant cheerfulness. A tear slid down her cheeks. This couldn’t be real she thought to herself. She carried the bouquet and followed her father into the cemetery. She had denial in every step she took. After a few turns and a moment of walking. There it was, her mother and her brother. They were smiling and were surrounded by flowers. It was their graves. Her legs had basically turned into jelly. She desperately wished it wasn’t a picture of them but her family breathing and smiling. She wanted to hug them. Her feelings started to pour, just like her tears.
The days pass by her easily. She went back to school already but she stopped studying, looking presentable, and her social life. Her hair was uncombed, she had looked pale and dark circles under her eyes. She was a mess. She started living her life unhealthily.  She had even ignored her childhood friend. It seemed meaningless to her. She started to think. What if she hadn’t moody that day? What if she had bickered with Eric and won the front seat. What if she had just acted cheerful so her mother wouldn’t have worried? If it weren’t for her, they would’ve been still alive. The thoughts kept reoccurring.  Never had she felt so angry at herself. She wanted to scream at herself, so she did. As she screamed her throat became dry, her voice became hoarse and ended up sobbing. She knew she couldn’t turn back time.
When her grades and social reputation had dropped, she started adapting herself with loneliness as if it was a friend. That’s how she met Belle. She had been eating alone ever since she came back to school. Her childhood friend, Cinderella/ (Kayla for Pocahontas) had tried many attempts to get her back on her feet but failed. Noella was the topic of the day at school. The downfall of an admirable student is what they called it. The word reached to Belle thus leading to her desiring to recruit the poor kid. She met up with her during recess and offered her to join her crew. It was tough at first because Noella’s first response was “Fuck off”. Amazingly, Belle patiently kept up with Noella. With her charms, it didn’t take long for her to open up to Belle. In that moment, Belle had felt like her saviour. Slowly, Noella felt like she had an older sister who she could protect, which led her to join the crew.

—Why did you join the gang?: She felt like nothing in this world. She was useless and she would serve no purpose. If you ask her, why is she useless? Her answer would be that she is the very reason her father left her mother and caused the death of those she loved. Belle had convinced her that she could still be useful. Noella thought it was bullshit at first. After several times of drilling positivity into Noella’s head, Belle managed to open Noella up to her. This made Noella think that she had nowhere else to go except for Belle therefore she would follow Belle anywhere she would go. She vowed to protect Belle.
—Your role in the gang?: She's basically the secretary of the group. She lacks skills in the physical area thus often helping the other intellectuals of the group. Noella is usually in charge of all the classified information the group has or receives. She holds access to every member’s background profile and updates the profiles monthly. She manages the expenses of the crew and makes sure that their financials are well-organised. Besides that, she has learned how manipulate people from Belle and often takes the role of collecting information, bait or distraction.


—Your reason behind avenging Belle's death?:
Frustation. She had vowed to protect Belle as she couldn’t do the same for her mother and her brother. Once again she had failed.
She was a sister to her, she was her saviour, she wanted to follow anywhere Belle would go but obviously she wasn’t allowed to follow Belle to heaven or hell so the last choice was to avenge her death and continue her legacy despite how much she wanted to die.

✧DON'T PLAY WITH ME BOY
—Love interest: Kim Seokjin
—Backup: Park Jimin
—How they met:
Kim Seokjin
Shocked by Belle’s sudden death, Noella fell terribly ill after she was brought to the centre. Only after a few hours of arriving to the rehab, she had fainted. So she was brought to the infirmary and was instantly assigned to Kim Seokjin to nurse her back to health. As she was sleeping she could hear the sweetest voice singing to a melodious tune, it reminded her of her mother. Her eyes fluttered to see who the owner of the voice like liquid gold is. Adjusting her eyes to the brightness of the room, she focused on lovable face she had ever seen. He warmly asks her if she was okay, she nodded in reply. He then fetched her a glass of warm water. For an unknowingly reason, her heart had jumped at the gesture. This led her into confusion. The man proceeds to introduce himself,
 “My name is Kim Seokjin and I’ll be your group’s personal nurse along with Doctor Kim Namjoon” Is this a dreamed she thought to herself. Was it possible for a person to look like him? Instinctively, she pinched her left arm.
“Oh my, do I look like a dreamy prince to you?” he playfully teased
“Ew” was the first thing she said to him
“Wow, my feelings are hurt” he said while acting like he was in pain.
“Ahh, a narcissist, this must be reality” she blankly said and ignored him.
She needed to get out of here was her main priority.
Park Jimin
During one night, Noella couldn’t sleep. Her thoughts had kept her up so she decided to go to the garden. If she couldn’t sleep, she might as else well do something better than staring the ceiling. She strolled around the garden to find and she did. The night breeze was gentle and cooling.  A soft hum could clearly be heard. Curiosity crept upon her. She followed where the hum was coming from. Slowly it was no longer a hum but a melody was being sung. Silently she tried to see the owner of the voice. A man stood amidst the bushes. Despite the dim surrounding, she could still make out the silhouette of his physique.
Obviously the voice belonged to him, he continued to sing. His voice was sweet and soothing.  She tried to approach him but ended up stepping on a branch. “Abort mission abort mission abort mission” she thought to her flustered self. She had already gained his attention so she decided to clap as appraisal of his voice.
“Why are you up at 2AM and why are you in the gardens?” the man questions her warily.
“Says the man who is also awake at 2AM and is also in the garden”
“Touché princess and the man is Park Jimin” she cringed at the nickname. “So why is a princess lingering around the garden” he added.
“Ugh, first stop calling me princess, the monarchy ended a long time ago and second, says Park Jimin who’s singing in the garden”
“How stubborn, I’ll stop calling you princess if you tell me your name” he remarked followed by a playful smirk.
“Noella Ramos and why are you in the garden?”
“Noella” he said her name slowly. Her heart fluttered at the action. What the fuck she thought to herself.
“Please call me Noel” she instantly cut him off. She suspected there was something wrong with her heart and thought it would be best for her if he didn’t say her name like that.
“Okayy Noel, I sing to release stress that’s why I’m in the garden” he continued. He was anxious over his new task so he needed to calm down.
 “Hmm, you could’ve come up with a better excuse but I’ll take it”
“This girl- I was being honest. Why are you here princess?” he said in frustration.
“I guess I'm not the only one who's stubborn and I didn't ask you to be honest and i didn’t ask you to be honest”. He chuckled at the statement. “Anyway I couldn't sleep and usually I would listen to music to help me” I tiredly said to him.
“Well that explains why you were stalking me”
“It's not stalking if it was just a coincidence” I protested.
“Sure you weren't, but I think I can help you ” he said and grabbed my wrist. “Where's your room?” With one action, her heart was pounding. Once again she thought to herself “what. the. fuck.” “You need music to sleep, right? Plus I have no idea where your room is so if I wanted to carry you back when you fall asleep I couldn't”. She glared at him. “Relax, I'm not gonna do anything to you, unless you wanted me to” She was dumbfounded at his statement because why would she asked him to kill her? Eternal slumber seemed nice but still? Meh, one way or another, she needed her sleep.
Hesitantly she led him to her room. Surprisingly she had a lot of freedom at a rehabilitation centre. His hands felt warm in hers.
She sat on her cold bed as he pulled a chair to sit on. Slowly, he had shyly started singing. She found it adorable but she couldn't deny his voice was like liquid gold. Her eyelids were starting to get heavy and the last thing she saw before going to sleep was Park Jimin holding her hand.

—Beginning:
Kim Seokjin
 When she was still unconscious, Seokjin had received a file. Inside it, lay a name on the top, Noella Ramos. The file contained basic information about the girl. The only personal information she had was a statement about the car accident she had been involved and her case of dysthymia (chronic depression). Seeing as there was not much about her, he realised that this job was not going to be easy.
When she had first woken up, she looked absolutely innocent to him. It was exactly like looking at a toddler waking up early in the morning; groggy and confused but adorable. Unfortunately, after she had started to focus on her surroundings, a cold glare had been plastered on her face. Seokjin could easily see her knuckles were clenched. She’s scared. To confirm it, he introduced himself and she had started to loosen her grip. He told her that would need to stay another day in the infirmary before going to her assigned room. He stared at her and asked if she was feeling cold. Despite already having a blanket, she admitted feeling a bit cold. With a blinding smile, he replied “Well, you could go to corner because they’re always 90 degrees”.
“You didn’t”
“I just did”
“Okay but are we talking about degrees Celsius or Fahrenheit?”
 “Oh my gosh, Fahrenheit, of course, you’ll be dead if it was Celsius”
Somehow his serious reaction had made her burst out with laughter. It’s been awhile since she had felt like this. The feeling was addicting.


Park Jimin
She had been silently planning how to break out the moment she got here. Recently the gang had a secret meeting in the library. They had chosen 7 targets to gain details about the building; the doctor, nurse, guard, gardener, the food server and a patient of a member’s choice. Each member was assigned to a target to discreetly extract information. Their main priority was making sure each target would suit with the member well. As the gang were aware with El’s mental health, they had assigned her to the food server. He seemed like he held some info but not a great deal so El could deal with the task easily.
During breakfast, Noella had woken up late. So she scurried to the canteen as much as she hated physical stuff, she loved food more. When she got there, there wasn't a lot of patients so queue for food wasn't long. She was delighted at this fact but she knew she would receive a small portion that would be cold.
“Here you go princess” a familiar voice said to her and placed a hot meal in front of her. Princess? She looked up to see a charming face smiling sweetly at her. It took her a few seconds to guess that he was Park Jimin. And another few seconds to connect the dots. In her defense, Park Jimin is a common name.
“Thank you?” she said in confusion.
“No problem princess”
“I already told you to stop calling me that, the fact I clearly told you my name will all be for naught” There was only one thing one her mind, she needed to charm him before she gets charmed by him.


—Middle:
Kim Seokjin
She had started to frequently visit the infirmary due to her dysthymia. The two would meet up on certain day because she needed the anti-depressants and the therapy. She couldn’t him every day as she needed to plan her group’s breakout. But there was a small motive behind it, every second that was spent with Seokjin made her day. She was unsure why it did as they just talk aimlessly for hours but it made her feel alive. Despite that, she collected information from the bits and pieces of her conversation with Seokjin. Often they would exchange puns, trying to see who had a lamer pun. If they weren’t, she would listen to him singing Disney songs.
During one evening, she had told him that she would love some creampuffs. As if a light bulb had appeared, he had an idea that would please her. He scurried to meet Jimin and asked if he could use the kitchen. “Sure hyung” the other replied carelessly. He went into the kitchen without missing a beat while she inspected for blind spots from the CCTV. Carefully she examined the kitchen as Seokjin grabbed the ingredients.
“How the hell does a rehab have instant pudding mix” she exclaimed
 “Don’t ask and just accept”
“Seokjin, it doesn’t make sense” she glared at him
“Just call me Jin, what kind of fruit do you want?”
“Then you can call me Ella but are you legitly making creampuffs?”
“What gave it away?” he sarcastically replied to her question. She squinted at him.
“I want peaches then”
With a blank stare, she mixed the vanilla instant pudding mix with cream and milk. She covered the mix with plastic wrap and placed it in the refrigerator. This felt nostalgic to her. She had preheated the oven and had started making the dough for the creampuffs.
“You’re a natural at this” he broke the silence
“It’s the only thing I learnt to make from my-“ she paused and stared lifelessly at nothing.
“The only thing? Does that mean you don’t know how to cook ramen?”
“Stop twisting my words, even a child knows how to cook that”
“You never know” he shrugged.
“By the way, I want strawberries for my creampuff” he added
She rolled her eyes but she had already began cutting the strawberries.

She laid out plates for two to serve the creampuffs. It had turned out better than she thought. She had made 8 creampuffs, 4 for each person. As soon as Jin started to take a bite, he made little remarks by making small noises which she found adorable.
“Stop acting like they’re good”
“But Ella, these are berry good” his face grew serious and later wiggled his eyebrows, asking for reaction to his lame pun.
“Wow Jin, you’re so peachy”
“Of course I am”
“Do you even know what peachy means?”
“Even a child knows what that means”
“Well Jin, you never know” she shrugged and waited for his reaction. It took him a second to realise that he had received his own medicine and left his mouth agape. “Close your mouth or you’re gonna catch flies” she laughed at his dumbfounded response. “Night and thank you Jin” she said as she left after finishing her creampuffs. He smirked to himself as he watched her silhouette disappear. “Ahh, this going to be tough” he said to himself. The idea was to charm the girl and receive details about their breakout, not him being charmed by her. Either way, he didn’t mind it.

Park Jimin
He would always try to set up things so he could get her to spill some info but it usually would fail. For example, he would have a date with in the garden and try to get some details about her gang’s breakout but it would end up with her making a flower crown for him and talking about random stuff. She would do the same but would get the tiniest bits of info.

—End:
Kim Seokjin
Both parties had found out each other’s initial motives by accident, she had found out first later followed by him. They had felt like they had each received a huge slap on their face. She wanted more time to think. She had felt deceived but she wanted to trust him. She thought she had been confused in the past but now it’s even worse. She tried to avoid him in order to examine her confusion properly. However he instantly confronted her instantly after finding out. He needed confirmation from her. His thoughts were tangled. She was sitting on her bed, her eyes widen at the sight of him.  He was out of breath. She wondered if he had ran towards here. Within in a blink of an eye, he grabbed her shoulders tightly.
“Jin, can you loosen your grip? It kinda hurts bro” for some reason, she felt rather calm. Maybe the anti-depressants she took a few days ago were finally taking effect.
“I’m sorry” he slowly said while releasing his grip. His eyes were clearly filled with anxiety.
“Ella, did you approach me for information about the building so you can break out?” he said steadily but it felt like he was walking on eggshells.
“I did at first” she coolly replied. Those very words seemed to stab him.
“But didn’t you have the same intention?” she glared into his eyes. He was quick to defend himself.
“No-yes, b-but after I got to know you, I just wanted to be by your side”
“I’m glad I’m not the only one who thought that and where else am I gonna find a friend like you” she chuckled.
“Wait, did you just say friend?”
“Yeah, why? You don’t want me to be your friend?” she asks, puzzled by his question.
“Oh my, you really are too cute” he placed his head on her shoulder and hugged her.
“And you’re weird but what are we supposed to do? If we continue like this we would be betraying our friends”
“We run away”
“Jin, do want me to fetch your brain for a sec?”
“Do you trust me?”
“Not the best time to be referencing Aladdin” she responded but smiled at the reference anyway. He repeated his words again but with a more firmer tone and offered his hand. With a smile on her face, she took his hand and replied to him with confidence.
“Yes”

Park Jimin
Jimin actually gets charmed by her but he finds out her plans and still likes her so he became a part of the gang and helped them break out and stays with her.


—Trivia:
Kim Seokjin
•	In the eyes of others, the couple looks like a Samoyed puppy (jin) and a Chow Chow puppy (noella) together.
•	There are a couple of dorks who love food, Disney, animals and puns.
•	How they act around each other: best friends who’ve known each other since who knows how long
•	Since the two of them loves food, they love picnics
•	Honestly they hug a lot and Jin tends to kiss her on the forehead but Ella still thinks they’re just friends

—Scene requests:
Kim Seokjin
•	The two meet in the garden for a therapy session. After the session ends, it turns into a picnic. They lay on the grass whilst enjoying nature.
•	At night when they happened to meet in the hallway/corridor, Jin felt guilty about trying to charm Ella to get info and had started to cry. Ella comforts him by hugging him and asks him what’s wrong, he tells her it was just a nightmare.
•	Ella gets an anxiety attack out of nowhere and Jin stays by her side until it resides. He sings La Vie En Rose for her


✧PLAYING WITH FIRE
—Scene requests II:
•	*your choice of gang member* notices that Ella had been smiling and had looked better than she first came to the gang
•	Ella treating Jungkook like her little brother because if Eric had been alive, they would’ve been the same age. She would also treat V like her lil bro despite just being a few months older
•	Ella visiting Namjoon (and Jin (if Park Jimin gets chosen) to get her medicine for her dysthymia.
•	Ella and Yoongi discussing how good sleep is for you
•	*gang member of Lea’s choice* realises that Noella is recovering from her sickness and tears up about it
Noella compares the size of her hand with V and is amazed how his hand is bigger than hers. V tell her to compare her hand with Jimin so she did. She giggled at the fact that the size of his hand was similar.

—Anything else?:
Songs to describe Noella
•	Awake by Jin ;)
•	Dear Happy by Dodie Clark ft Thomas Sanders
•	Sick of Losing Soulmates by Dodie Clark
•	Scars To Your Beautiful by Alessia Cara (it fits Noella when she was younger)
•	A Little Too Much by Shawn Mendes

—A message to me:
lmao pls make it sound romantic but they don’t start dating until the end cuz I don’t really believe in that love at 1st sight. I prefer for them to slowly grow their relationship ( or I just want the readers to be frustrated) ((both reasons r gud))
I hope u slip in a lot of puns but if u can’t, it’s okay <3<3<3
U can choose whether to make it angsty or not cuz of her bg
Note: she DID NOT change herself when she met her love interest, it’s more like she’s reverting back to her past self that was often happy cuz they (love interest) help her express herself more. As she is battling depression and anxiety, support is what she needed. She had her gang but she was always under the anxiety of bringing them down.
 I really really hope Noella gets chosen cuz she feels like a smol child to me
Much thank to Lea noona for making this apply fic ( cuz of this, my fanfic exp level upped) MUCH LOVE AND I CANT WAIT TO READ THE FINAL MASTERPIECE EVEN IF MY NOELLA DOESN’T GET CHOSEN CUZ THE STORYLINE ITSELF IS INTERESTING AND IM HYPED FOR IT. FIGHTING / GANBATTE LEA!! :D ( this emoji reminds me of Jan but it’s cute)