2015

2015 in review

Positives:
 + I can comfortably take care of myself with stable job
 + Adopted Simba and he is amazing, he has saved me from being completely miserable

Negatives:
 - Ended relationship in February and haven't done shit since
 - In general haven't done much of anything
 - General mood has been bad most of the time
 - Time I tried to do thing for myself was complete disaster due to some poor planning and horrible luck

So basically my general life situation is pretty good but I have not taken advantage of it. Need to come up with solid plan of doing shit. Gets to dumb cycle where I can't even enjoy old thing when I'm home because feel guilty for having not done anything. Fix that problem, it solves other problem. Sitting down at a speedgame for an hour or two sounds way better when having done something besides stare at a fucking screen the rest of the day. This needs a plan, will work on this in coming weeks. Ain't shit being done without a plan.

Other random shit on the mind:
 * Donkey Kong Land 3 is fun, although for how long I dunno. It's gotten to about the week mark where I normally don't feel like it anymore.
 * Started taking mood stabilizer/energy meds and I think I am somehow even more tired. Even when I quit caffeine, ate completely healthy and worked out daily a couple years ago, I was still perpetually exhausted. If I could solve this problem I think a lot of things would be better. Does this sound like anything anyone knows that's ever gotten better?
 * Genesis 3 was awesome. Melee is great.
 * Think I wanna try traveling at least one new place this year. This time with a little better of a plan.
 * In general goals - be less pessimistic. Curse less, I've said shit like 10 times this pastebin. Take better care of myself