(02:26)  ĐarkLight.:	YOU ARE!
(02:26)  ĐarkLight.:	i love you my Angel ;xx
(02:27) Harm]:	aaaaaw
but
you
have to remembwer
that i wont ask you
>l
(02:27)  ĐarkLight.:	i know it
(02:28)  ĐarkLight.:	but its strange a bit
(02:28)  ĐarkLight.:	because i cant meet with other boy from jj2
(02:29)  ĐarkLight.:	because you will be jealous, and i cant kiss him
(02:29)  ĐarkLight.:	and we arent together still
(02:29) Harm]:	and you want?
(02:29)  ĐarkLight.:	what i want
(02:29) Harm]:	kiss
(02:29)  ĐarkLight.:	well
(02:29)  ĐarkLight.:	in cheek
(02:30) Harm]:	i wont be that jealous
if it is on the cheek
(02:30)  ĐarkLight.:	and i cant trust you for 100%
(02:32)  ĐarkLight.:	i should find boy irl
(02:32)  ĐarkLight.:	our relationship have no sense
(02:33) Harm]:	do you know what
if you have no trust in me
then forget it
bcs if you have no trust
(02:33) Harm]:	parents home
(02:33)  ĐarkLight.:	well, we arent together
(02:33)  ĐarkLight.:	and live too far from us
(02:34)  ĐarkLight.:	but i love you.. im really serious now
(02:35)  ĐarkLight.:	:l
(02:35) Harm]:	hardly can talk with parents around
(02:36)  ĐarkLight.:	uhh
(02:36) Harm]:	anyway
u know all my answers
so
i wont say it again
and u dont trust me
so what doesnt make sence?
(02:37)  ĐarkLight.:	not for 100%
because i know, girls in ur class loves you
(02:37)  ĐarkLight.:	you told me that.. long time ago
(02:38)  ĐarkLight.:	and im jealous too
and dont know, why the hell we arent together
(02:38)  ĐarkLight.:	when we are in love
(02:41) Harm]:	well
they dont
anymore
but, i explained that to you
(02:42) Harm]:	but you keep asking me that every time
and.., well.., idk
(02:42)  ĐarkLight.:	:l
(02:43)  ĐarkLight.:	you dont feel love to me as me to you
(02:45)  ĐarkLight.:	my love to you is very powerfull... ;[ and cant change it
(02:45) Harm]:	thats right
(02:47)  ĐarkLight.:	if you want i will try to change my feelings to you
(02:48) Harm]:	i have to go
ill try to come again
(02:48)  ĐarkLight.:	k..
bye
(02:48)	Harm] is now Offline
Session Start: 29 stycznia 2011
(R) ĐarkLight. (666darklight@gmail.com)
Harm] (harm_van_gils@hotmail.com)
(03:05) Harm]:	So me spierdalaj?
(03:05)  ĐarkLight.:	no
(03:05) Harm]:	Who then?
(03:05)  ĐarkLight.:	nvm.
(03:05)	(R) ĐarkLight. has changed his/her personal message to "JA PIERDOLE."
(03:05) Harm]:	tell
(03:05)  ĐarkLight.:	why should i
(03:06) Harm]:	Bcs u removed
And i guess
(03:06) Harm]:	I have to spierdalaj
(03:06)  ĐarkLight.:	not you
(03:06) Harm]:	Bcs u were tired of waiting
Who then?
(03:07)	(R) ĐarkLight. has changed his/her personal message to "FUJ"
(03:07)  ĐarkLight.:	well
doesnt matter
(03:07)	Harm] is now Offline
(03:07)  ĐarkLight.:	someone irl
(03:07)	Harm] is now Online
(03:07)	Harm] has changed his/her name to "harm_van_gils@hotmail.com"
(03:07)	harm_van_gils@hotmail.com has changed his/her name to "Harm]"
(03:07) Harm]:	It does
(03:07)  ĐarkLight.:	no, doesnt
(03:08) Harm]:	It does
(03:08)  ĐarkLight.:	NO
(03:08) Harm]:	Or else
Bye
(03:08)  ĐarkLight.:	well
i told you
someone irl
(03:08) Harm]:	It matters
(03:08)  ĐarkLight.:	should i tell you name and lastname?
(03:09) Harm]:	W/e
(03:09)	Kontakt Harm] używa wersji programu Messenger bez ulepszeń umożliwiających obsługę funkcji połączenie z komputerem. Poproś go, aby uaktualnił program Messenger do najnowszej wersji, i spróbuj ponownie nawiązać połączenie.
(03:09)	(R) ĐarkLight. has removed his/her personal message
(03:12)	(R) ĐarkLight. has changed his/her personal message to "k.a.c.p.u.ś :*"
(03:13)	(R) ĐarkLight. has changed his/her personal message to "KOCHAM CIE KACPUŚ :* :*"
(03:16) Harm]:	I think that you want smt from me..
(03:17)  ĐarkLight.:	well, you didnt answer
for my question
i can change my feelings to you if you want it
(03:17)	(R) ĐarkLight. has changed his/her personal message to "i know the truth now, i know who you are, and I don't love you ANYMORE!"
(03:17) Harm]:	I think you cant
(03:18)	(R) ĐarkLight. has changed his/her name to "(R)ĐarkLight."
(03:19) Harm]:	But, try to fell less for me
Feel
(03:20) Harm]:	So you dont love me anymore?
(03:20) ĐarkLight.:	i dont know
(03:21) Harm]:	You do
(03:21) Harm]:	But u are afraid to tell it
(03:21) ĐarkLight.:	nah
(03:21) Harm]:	Our love is komplikated
(03:21) ĐarkLight.:	how can i leave You
i love you since August '10
(03:22) Harm]:	Hmm, I guess more
(03:22) Harm]:	July orso
(03:22) ĐarkLight.:
myb.. but im not sure
(03:23) Harm]:	Me too………..
(03:24) ĐarkLight.:	and i love you still, but fuck it
(03:24) Harm]:	Anyway
(03:25) Harm]:	Never said what loves means
(03:25) Harm]:	I need a lover who i can touch
And
You are 'virtual'
(03:26) ĐarkLight.:	well, thats why i want to .. over it?
(03:26) Harm]:	we are too young to do this
Maybe you arent
(03:27) Harm]:	But im sure that im
(03:28) ĐarkLight.:	i have no words to describe what i feel
(03:29) Harm]:	I cant describe them
(03:30)	(R)ĐarkLight. has changed his/her personal message to "hmm... :("
(03:30)	Harm] is now Offline
(03:32) Harm]:	Im going to sleep
(03:32) ĐarkLight.:	bye.
(03:32) Harm]:	I
(03:33) Harm]:	Bye..
(03:33) ĐarkLight.:	byebye
(03:33) Harm]:	Byebyebye
(03:33) ĐarkLight.:	;/
(03:33) Harm]:	;\
(03:33) ĐarkLight.:	;l
(03:34) Harm]:	Did i break your heart again?
(03:34) ĐarkLight.:	NO, ALL OK
...
(03:34) Harm]:	be honest pls
(03:34) ĐarkLight.:	yes, you did
(03:35) Harm]:	Gr8
Something i didnt want to happen
(03:35) Harm]:	But it just did
So
Here is your trust
And my hot body
(03:35) Harm]:	And my butt
And etc..
(03:36) ĐarkLight.:	well... you wanted to be together
when you said that you love me
(03:36) Harm]:	But i wasnt sure
Told that too
(03:37) ĐarkLight.:	you said, you are sure and wanted skype on friday
and you wanted to ask me
(03:37) Harm]:	I said maybe
(03:37) Harm]:	I remember that
I remember alot of things what ive said
(03:38) ĐarkLight.:	i think, you didnt love me again. you are just scared to be alone.
(03:38) Harm]:	So you think
(03:38) Harm]:	That i have no friends?
(03:39) ĐarkLight.:	i dont
(03:39) Harm]:	What means alone then?
(03:39) ĐarkLight.:	without 'lover'
(03:40) Harm]:	So you think im a playboy
(03:40) ĐarkLight.:	nah
(03:40) Harm]:	To play with someones feelings
(03:40) ĐarkLight.:	well, i was right. i shouldnt say that i love you
(03:40) Harm]:	Or just wanna be loved?
(03:41) Harm]:	Noone was right
(03:41) ĐarkLight.:	i was thinking about it a lot
(03:42) Harm]:	You just didnt listen what ive said, again..
(03:42) Harm]:	You didnt trust me., so thats why we have this fight
(03:42) ĐarkLight.:	i trusted
(03:42) Harm]:	And sure blame me
(03:42) ĐarkLight.:	...
(03:43)	(R)ĐarkLight. has changed his/her personal message to "jak zawsze wszystko sie musi SPIERDOLIC, jak zwykle! PIERDOLE TO KURWA I CHUJ."
(03:43) Harm]:	Why did u keep asking?
(03:43) Harm]:	 And say: i dont believe
(03:44) ĐarkLight.:	uh
(03:44) ĐarkLight.:	its hard for me, be in love with someone.. but really not together
(03:45) Harm]:	So its for me
But i dont say it
(03:46) Harm]:	Im not going to talk about
(03:46) ĐarkLight.:	and im not sure now what i want
im just dissapointed
(03:46) Harm]:	Bcs its just fucked up to start a convo about love
(03:47) ĐarkLight.:	i should forget about You..
(03:47) Harm]:	If you feel better then
(03:48) ĐarkLight.:	how can i forget
i cant
its stronger than me
but if i should
i will do it
(03:48) Harm]:	Brains says no, heart says yes. Its that story right
?
(03:49) ĐarkLight.:	nah
(03:49) ĐarkLight.:	brain says yes, heart says no
(03:49) Harm]:	Your brain doesnt want me
Your heart wants me
(03:49) ĐarkLight.:	i love you too much
(03:50) Harm]:	I think
You have the same problem
(03:50) Harm]:	As Karly
With Kenny back then
(03:51) ĐarkLight.:	you are thinking about her still
(03:51) Harm]:	Thinking..
(03:51) Harm]:	It was my dramatic love
(03:52) ĐarkLight.:	my dramatic love is now
(03:53) Harm]:	I just cant talk about it anymore
It hurts my brain
(03:54) ĐarkLight.:	i hadnt 100% great relationship
never
always i fucked up something
(03:54) Harm]:	Youll get one..
But i guess it wouldnt be me..
(03:55) ĐarkLight.:	it wouldnt be you, because you arent in love with me anymore
(03:56) Harm]:	I never said that..
(03:56) ĐarkLight.:	it will hurts me for long time
i will cut my hands, i will back to be emo
(03:57) ĐarkLight.:	i will kill myself, because i cant life with this feelings
(03:58) Harm]:	Woow, you rlly sound like kenny
(03:58) Harm]:	He would kill himself too
Bcs Karly broke up
And really
(03:59) Harm]:	Now im getting annoyed
(03:59) Harm]:	Bcs twisting the truth, lame
(03:59) ĐarkLight.:	..
thats just me
(03:59) ĐarkLight.:	i fucked up
as always
(04:00)	(R)ĐarkLight. is now Offline
(04:01)	(R)ĐarkLight. has signed-in (Appear Offline)
(04:01)	(R)ĐarkLight. has changed his/her status to Online
(04:01) Harm]:	I command you to stop
(04:01) ĐarkLight.:	crash..
(04:01) Harm]:	Bcs, you are wise enough to decide that death isnt the best option
(04:02) ĐarkLight.:	my life doesnt have sense
(04:02) Harm]:	It does
(04:03) ĐarkLight.:	no, i cant be with that guy, who i really love
(04:03) Harm]:	Believe me! IT DOES!
(04:03) Harm]:	Then ill kill myself
(04:04) Harm]:	Bcs if you would offer yourself for me
(04:04)	(R)ĐarkLight. has changed his/her personal message to "raz dwa trzy spierdol ty"
(04:04) Harm]:	I would do it earlier
So you dont have to sacrefice
(04:04) ĐarkLight.:	...
(04:05) Harm]:	Thats all i can say
(04:05) Harm]:	And i never said 'I dont love you'
(04:06) ĐarkLight.:
(04:06) Harm]:	So...
(04:06) ĐarkLight.:	you arent in love anymore
(04:07) Harm]:	How do you possibly know?!
(04:07) ĐarkLight.:	because of my behaviour!
I FUCKED UP ALL
(04:07) Harm]:	If i didnt love you
I would have been left at
(04:08) Harm]:	OK ALL FINE
(04:08) ĐarkLight.:	im just stupid....
(04:09) Harm]:	Everyone is
Bcs im stupid too
(04:09) ĐarkLight.:	but you didnt fuck it all
i did it
(04:10) Harm]:	Uh ye.. I wouldnt say it like that
(04:10) ĐarkLight.:	im fucking sad now
i gonna cry
(04:11) ĐarkLight.:	i lost my biggest love
gj me..
(04:12) Harm]:	You lost it
I didnt lose my love
(04:12) ĐarkLight.:	you have it irl
(04:13) Harm]:	Do you know what
(04:15) Harm]:	Its 0:45, im tired, im sick of this convo, im sick of love, im sick of my help, im sick of what i've done, im sick of dramatic loves, im sick of actually everything bcs this is all my fault and now you made me angry bcs it only goes about ur sadness! And now I say goodbye!
(04:16) ĐarkLight.:	i didnt want to make you angry
(04:17) Harm]:	And i didnt want to break ur heart
Gg
(04:17) Harm]:	But we did what we didnt want to do
(04:17) ĐarkLight.:	im fuckin' love you
(04:18) ĐarkLight.:	I WONT LEAVE YOU. what the hell ..
(04:18) Harm]:	But ill have to
Leave msn
(04:19) ĐarkLight.:	i will think about all this things..
(04:19) Harm]:	These*
(04:19) ĐarkLight.:	w/e
xD
(04:19) Harm]:	^^
(04:19) Harm]:	bb, gn
(04:21) ĐarkLight.:	Kocham
Cie

(04:21) Harm]:	Dont
(04:21) ĐarkLight.:	but, i really
(04:22) ĐarkLight.:	and i won't stop love You
but i have to
(04:22) Harm]:	Bye..'
(04:23) Harm]:	Loving*
srry
(04:23) ĐarkLight.:	i thought that to
too*
(04:23) ĐarkLight.:	i love You.. and bye.
(04:23) Harm]:	Love is a big word
Remember that
(04:24) ĐarkLight.:	im sure
(04:24) Harm]:	Its bigger then 'friend'
(04:24) Harm]:	And ill keep this relation
(04:25) Harm]:	Into the 'idk-how-to-call-this-love' folder
Bye
(04:25) ĐarkLight.:	bye...
;[
(04:25)	Harm] is now Offline
Session Start: 29 stycznia 2011
(R) ĐarkLight. (666darklight@gmail.com)
Harm] (harm_van_gils@hotmail.com)
(04:54)  ĐarkLight.:	Użytkownik Harm mówi:
But, u are good enough to be my perfect one <3
Użytkownik   ĐarkLight. mówi:
oww
do You love me?
Użytkownik Harm mówi:
as it looks like
Then yes
(04:55)  ĐarkLight.:	you can see how it hurts me now.
Session Start: 29 stycznia 2011
(R) ĐarkLight. (666darklight@gmail.com)
Harm] (harm_van_gils@hotmail.com)
(15:17) harm_van_gils@ho:	you'll see some words which make it a bit down then it really is
(15:17) harm_van_gils@ho:	but w/e
i feel emberassed for what i've done yesterday
showing my hot body blablabla
(15:17) harm_van_gils@ho:	and i never see smt from you
i did most of the things for you
but i dont get smt bk
Session Start: 29 stycznia 2011
(R) ĐarkLight. (666darklight@gmail.com)
Harm] (harm_van_gils@hotmail.com)
(15:20) harm_van_gils@ho:	like 'as' and 'enough'
Session Start: 29 stycznia 2011
(R) ĐarkLight. (666darklight@gmail.com)
Harm] (harm_van_gils@hotmail.com)
(15:36) harm_van_gils@ho:	:/
(15:39) harm_van_gils@ho:	not even a shine of light
that hurts me
Session Start: 29 stycznia 2011
(R) ĐarkLight. (666darklight@gmail.com)
Harm] (harm_van_gils@hotmail.com)
(17:22)  ĐarkLight.:	i wanted to do something for You.. but i think it doesnt matter now
Session Start: 29 stycznia 2011
Đ. (666darklight@gmail.com)
Harm] (harm_van_gils@hotmail.com)
(17:48) Đ.:	Harm. what with us?
(17:48) Harm]:	your heart is free
i guess
and
(17:48) Đ.:	well.. i dont know what i should do
(17:49) Harm]:	i've to accept that internet love isnt going to work
(17:49) Đ.:	i was ready to trip to NL
but w/e
(17:49) Harm]:	just do that
(17:49) Đ.:	i won't