Sai  said:
Are you mad at me? x.x

KittyLoveVampire says (8:23PM):
Yes. I am upset with you.
Sai  says (8:23PM):
I knew it. Can we talk about it please? I never intended to hurt you ever.
KittyLoveVampire says (8:24PM):
No. We can't. I'm going to be completely honest with you. You are selfish. Everyone around you is getting banned. Mike got banned, Ari got banned, and Ishi got very close. I don't want to be apart of that. I don't want to be around someone who is two faced. I don't like liars, and I sure as hell hate people who thing they are full of them selves.
KittyLoveVampire says (8:25PM):
O
Sai  says (8:25PM):
You dont know anythign about me, or anythign about those situations.
KittyLoveVampire says (8:25PM):
and you don't know anything about me. All I know is that you lost my respect, totally.
KittyLoveVampire says (8:25PM):
I'm upset of how you handled things, and I'm done.
Sai  says (8:26PM):
I dont understand why you are giving up.
KittyLoveVampire says (8:26PM):
I'm not giving up on fame, I'm giving up on trying to stand up for you.
KittyLoveVampire says (8:26PM):
Because, quite frankly there's nothing to stand up for. The proof is there.
Sai  says (8:27PM):
proof of what?
KittyLoveVampire says (8:27PM):
You treated me like i'm a child, and I'm not. I'm my own person and I can handle my self.
KittyLoveVampire says (8:27PM):
You ignore me and you go on your way to try to become gm then screw everyone over while you're ati t.
KittyLoveVampire says (8:27PM):
Is that really someone I wnat to be around? I think that's a no.
Sai  says (8:27PM):
I never treated you like a child. And I never TRIED to be a GM.
Sai  says (8:27PM):
read deadly's thread, I never asked for it, he offered.
KittyLoveVampire says (8:28PM):
Well, there's no reason to try to make me think different because I don't care about what's going on with you anymore.
KittyLoveVampire says (8:28PM):
I don't care if you talk shit about me, but I do care if anymore people get banned because of you.
Sai  says (8:29PM):
only one person got banned due to my personal actions, and I have already spoken to silent about it. Like i said before, you dont know whats going on.
KittyLoveVampire says (8:29PM):
Well I don't care to know.
Sai  says (8:29PM):
I ahve no reason to talk shit about you. I have nothing against you
KittyLoveVampire says (8:29PM):
Hm. That's strange.
KittyLoveVampire says (8:29PM):
Because if the forums it seemed very fucking different.
KittyLoveVampire says (8:30PM):
There's no reason for what you've done. NO REASON. YOu could of took that up with me personally.
Sai  says (8:30PM):
if you are talkign abotu that one message, it was pointed at whit and her passing out fucing cloak of honor's to the mod's when she was one of the ones to say that being a mod has no ingame influence
KittyLoveVampire says (8:30PM):
Hmm. Kitty shame on you right?
Sai  says (8:31PM):
its called a joke
Sai  says (8:31PM):
i was gonna stop teh convo there, but jibby continued it
KittyLoveVampire says (8:31PM):
Really, because if it was a fucking joke it wasn't funny at all.
Sai  says (8:31PM):
ok i'll remove it
KittyLoveVampire says (8:31PM):
No.
KittyLoveVampire says (8:31PM):
Don't remove it
KittyLoveVampire says (8:31PM):
it's said and done.
KittyLoveVampire says (8:31PM):
I have a right to be pissed off
Sai  says (8:31PM):
yes, but it as never meant to hurt you or have you react in a negitive way
KittyLoveVampire says (8:31PM):
because I would NOT have done that shit to you.
Sai  says (8:32PM):
i didnt intend to hurt you.
Sai  says (8:32PM):
i trusted you and knew you could do the job i placed you at, thats why i freaking choose you.
Sai  says (8:32PM):
never would i want to hurt you or bring you down
Sai  says (8:33PM):
and you thinking so is really a bit rude to me.
Sai  says (8:33PM):
ok i said it in a wrong way. i understand
Sai  says (8:33PM):
but you dont have to act this way and suddenly think that i have always been against you
Sai  says (8:34PM):
i liked you app, i pointed it out to many people to make sure you got a chance for the public ot see, i asked you into the vent to meet new people and help out more. i like you and i like haveing you around because you are good, thats why i chose you
Sai  says (8:34PM):
i ahve no reason to be anything NEAR to as bitch to you
KittyLoveVampire says (8:37PM):
Well; I hoep so.
KittyLoveVampire says (8:38PM):
hope*
Sai  says (8:38PM):
thats why I have come to you twice now to try and fix this, I value you as a person, a mod and most importantly a friend.
KittyLoveVampire says (8:38PM):
I don't think the mod position is for me.
KittyLoveVampire says (8:38PM):
There's better people fit for the job.
Sai  says (8:39PM):
That is your choice, I cant stop you there.
KittyLoveVampire says (8:39PM):
I don't think I'm helping out in the forums at all.
Sai  says (8:39PM):
I'm sorry for anything I may have said to hurt you, please believe that I never would have intended anything like that
Sai  says (8:39PM):
I think you are, you bring a life to it that most people cant.
Sai  says (8:39PM):
It's livelier with you there
Sai  says (8:40PM):
i think i spelled that wrong but hopefully you get the idea
KittyLoveVampire says (8:40PM):
Yeah..
Sai  says (8:40PM):
you have this inner energy that somehow shows when you type on the forums, and it seems that people react to it and it kinda keeps things on the happier side.
Sai  says (8:40PM):
I really want you to stay, but if you want to leave, i cant stop you.
KittyLoveVampire says (8:41PM):
Well..if you really think that i'll stay..
Sai  says (8:41PM):
I do think that
Sai  says (8:41PM):
I choose you to get high enough because I saw it in your application
KittyLoveVampire says (8:41PM):
Tehre's just a lot going on and me being confused really doesn't help.
Sai  says (8:41PM):
your app was one of those that i hated having to delete when i lost mod and had to clear everything to free my inbox to send a message
Sai  says (8:42PM):
then take a break and clear your mind. I'll make sure Ambi doesnt replace you.
KittyLoveVampire says (8:42PM):
I already made a post and let everyone know.
Sai  says (8:42PM):
You are still having medical problems right?
KittyLoveVampire says (8:42PM):
I was almost put in the hospital last week if that counts.
Sai  says (8:43PM):
go and take care of that, if you want the mod position when you are willing/able to return, I will make sure it is here.
Sai  says (8:43PM):
I highly doubt that Ambi will say no to that
KittyLoveVampire says (8:43PM):
No..when fame comes back on i'll say i'm back fulltime..
KittyLoveVampire says (8:43PM):
I took care of my things, I just needed to clear my head.
KittyLoveVampire says (8:43PM):
There's just so much going on with me I didn't want to go back to who I used to be, but I have a job to do and that comes first.
Sai  says (8:44PM):
Don't overload yourself. I promise to be more careful as to what I say an d make sure it isnt taken the wrong way.
KittyLoveVampire says (8:44PM):
It's not that..I didn't take it as a joke because..quite honestly I didn't know what to think of anything. It was my fault not yours.
Sai  says (8:44PM):
I dont want to hurt you, i realise that i did and i went straight to you.
KittyLoveVampire says (8:44PM):
Thank you..it does mean a lot.
KittyLoveVampire says (8:44PM):
It's good that some people arn't pricks >.>
Sai  says (8:44PM):
no, i could have been a bit nicer, and using your post to send a message to whit wasnt the best of ideas
Sai  says (8:45PM):
I'm really sorry
KittyLoveVampire says (8:45PM):
It's alright, I kinda know why you did. I don't blame you.
KittyLoveVampire says (8:45PM):
Usally I brush those types of things off lol
Sai  says (8:45PM):
I was on the verge of tears when i heard you were mad at me, i do consider you a friend even if we dont get to talk as much as we did not that long ago
KittyLoveVampire says (8:46PM):
Yeah :/ I wish we could talk more lol. Do you txt?
Sai  says (8:46PM):
yeah prepaid phone though...Most of my txting goes to Marshall, but if it helps repair our friendship sure. ***-***-****
KittyLoveVampire says (8:47PM):
We don't need to repair everything, I forgive and forget easy :3
KittyLoveVampire says (8:47PM):
***-***-**** if you ever need to call or txt or whatever I'm here :3
Sai  says (8:47PM):
yeah, but i feel like i need to make up for it, you were really mad. x.x;;
KittyLoveVampire says (8:47PM):
I've kinda blew up on Hakoo and everything too lol
KittyLoveVampire says (8:48PM):
Poor kid lol
Sai  says (8:48PM):
Hakoo has been through a lot, him and I go back pre-wipe.
Sai  says (8:50PM):
in truth the friendship I had is probably what caused much of my drama now. I dont blame him though, I'm past blaming him. Others who were involved...thats a different story...
Sai  says (8:50PM):
Hakoo and I*
KittyLoveVampire says (8:50PM):
Yeah..
KittyLoveVampire says (8:50PM):
I know what you mean, he's a great guy.
Sai  says (8:51PM):
All in all, Hakoo is a good kid, but I worry about him. He can have a bit of a bad/dangerous streak, or at least it can look as such to people.
Sai  says (8:52PM):
I miss the friendship I had with him, but after what happened neither of us can go back and be comfortable.
KittyLoveVampire says (8:52PM):
Can I ask what happened?
Sai  says (8:52PM):
It's a bit too personal for me, and i bet it is for him as well.
Sai  says (8:52PM):
Please dont ask.
KittyLoveVampire says (8:52PM):
It's fine
KittyLoveVampire says (8:53PM):
I'll be sure not to bring it up.
Sai  says (8:53PM):
gah, i still have the urge to apolgise. I'm really sorry you were offended by that post. I'll edit it so it doesnt look like i was yelling at you
Sai  says (8:53PM):
if you want me to
Sai  says (8:54PM):
i was just so aggrivated at whit that i kinda took my anger out in the wrong place.
KittyLoveVampire says (8:54PM):
Yeah, it's understandable.
Sai  says (8:54PM):
and btw, if he was harrassing you, just let me know, i'll bring some char, any char to kick thier asses. you dont mess with my kitty
KittyLoveVampire says (8:55PM):
:3 It's fine. I'm sure he wont be bothering me anymore lol
Sai  says (8:55PM):
lol
Sai  says (8:55PM):
im really sorry, if you ever think i sound rude to you in any way, please let me know
KittyLoveVampire says (8:55PM):
No no no. It's fine realy.
Sai  says (8:55PM):
i know my emotions sometimes overwhelm me and i cant think clearly
KittyLoveVampire says (8:55PM):
Yeah, same here >.>
Sai  says (8:56PM):
i had to be carefull earleir when you said the thing about everyone around me gettign banned
Sai  says (8:56PM):
v.v;;
Sai  says (8:56PM):
you have no idea how much that shit has hurt me.
Sai  says (8:56PM):
Ari and I both feel like we caused each others ban
Sai  says (8:57PM):
I think Mike is still not happy with me. When i realised that x2 banned the account i ended up puking the little fod i had eaten in the past two days
Sai  says (8:57PM):
i dont think he was fired though
Sai  says (8:57PM):
hes still on gm list, i've been watching it and praying he stays
Sai  says (8:58PM):
i messaged silent already...he went afk...apparently its his b-day and its thanksgiving. but i feel like shit about this and i want to fix it.
Sai  says (8:58PM):
i wont be able to speak to mike without feeling like that ever again
KittyLoveVampire says (8:59PM):
No he's not banned
Sai  says (8:59PM):
I know he was at one point, so i freaked out
KittyLoveVampire says (8:59PM):
He's just banned until futher notice from what i know
KittyLoveVampire says (8:59PM):
He has to change his password then he'll be back gm from what i've heard.
Sai  says (8:59PM):
yeah, because me and ishi at least know the account info
Sai  says (8:59PM):
i knew it from when we did meteo
Sai  says (9:00PM):
i logged his and my rms and he was on detour
Sai  says (9:00PM):
i was only on the account for an hour and i fucked it up for him, i was so pissed at mysefl
Sai  says (9:00PM):
i still am
KittyLoveVampire says (9:01PM):
Yeah :/
KittyLoveVampire says (9:04PM):
well im on my way home
KittyLoveVampire says (9:04PM):
I'll be home in 20 then i'll get on vent :3
Sai  says (9:04PM):

Sai  says (9:04PM):
I'm really sorry again
KittyLoveVampire says (9:04PM):
It's alright shit happens. I'm able to move on if you can
Sai  says (9:05PM):
i want to keep you as a friend so yes.