dumb fucking blog

I'll be honest, I've kinda avoided this place because I hate my writing and I've been somewhat drifting away from mlp over the past few years. I've never really left the fandom, but I have been interacting with it less and less. When I posted that last paste a few years ago, I did intend on returning, but it obviously fell through as I got busy with life and stuff and as mentioned, I don't like those old stories I wrote. In fact, there have been times I'd feel nostalgic for the days I spent on /mlp/ years ago, only to remember my writing and feel some embarrassment over it. Over the past few weeks, I've been rewatching the show and it has very much reinvigorated my love of this show. While starting this rewatch, I was completely unaware we were even approaching the anniversary and a friend linked me to the 4chan thread and the watch party shortly before it started. I've popped in a few times to watch an episode or two and I've been browsing the /mlp/ catalog and lurking in a few threads, checking them out from time to time.

It feels nice to be back.

For the foreseeable future, I'll likely just be lurking, but I am getting the urge to write again and I do feel my skills have improved since I was last around. I can't guarantee I'll write anything, especially with how busy I am, but the wheels are turning in my head again and I'm considering what I could do with a new anonfilly story, something much less re-tar-ded and cringe than what I wrote before. What form that might take, I have no idea right now, but I do want to make some time for this and do it. Part of what has reinvigorated me on this, and while I know it's narcissistic and not something you should do online, but I did a namesearch of myself on the archive and found people talking about how they liked my stories. Yes, I'm a massive fa-gg-ot for that, but I also do appreciate that people liked the stories I wrote, even if I didn't like them. I'm gonna stop here, because I might turn into an actual fa-gg-ot if I continue, this is just a bit of an update for anyone who might be interested.

I also had to censor part of this because of Pastebin's re-tar-ded offensive language filter and I could only post it as private if I leave the fun words in. God, I hate the modern internet.