🌟🌸♡⛄❄Today at 9:14 PM
when are you
free?
PrismalToday at 9:15 PM
now
🌟🌸♡⛄❄Today at 9:15 PM
you're done with scrims?
PrismalToday at 9:16 PM
ya
jayden wants to paly norms in like an hour and a half
🌟🌸♡⛄❄Today at 9:16 PM
okay
PrismalToday at 9:16 PM
u tryna
aplay
something
🌟🌸♡⛄❄Today at 9:16 PM
no
i want to
talk to you about something
PrismalToday at 9:16 PM
ok
🌟🌸♡⛄❄Today at 9:16 PM
um i was on
saki's acc
and i saw
something i probably
should not have.
PrismalToday at 9:16 PM
on what acc
🌟🌸♡⛄❄Today at 9:16 PM
discord.
PrismalToday at 9:17 PM
oh the pastebin?
🌟🌸♡⛄❄Today at 9:17 PM
ye.
PrismalToday at 9:17 PM
ya those are my feelings
🌟🌸♡⛄❄Today at 9:17 PM
were you going to
talk about them
with me?
PrismalToday at 9:17 PM
ya
tonight
🌟🌸♡⛄❄Today at 9:17 PM
well
i guess it's time then
PrismalToday at 9:17 PM
what are ur thoughts
also why were u on her disc
🌟🌸♡⛄❄Today at 9:18 PM
i was doing something on her server bc of jordan
mobile discord harder to fix server things
but
idk. i'm pretty hurt. from the things that you said. and i feel like
you are too expecting of me.
to give you things you haven't really shown me that you deserve.
PrismalToday at 9:19 PM
i mean i just dont think i can like
like you like that
its not about
how often or
when
its jsut in general i just
dont rly feel it
u know?
🌟🌸♡⛄❄Today at 9:20 PM
then why can't you just let me go. instead of keeping me here and hurting me like that.
PrismalToday at 9:20 PM
that is my POINT
which i was going to talk to u about
which i needed to ask peopel about first
bc i wasnt sure if i was like
just being dumb or
if it was an actual thing
so i wanted saki's opinion
i thought initially i was just being scared but
i tried
not being scared
n then i realized
the stuff i  told her
i dont think i really expect anything from u
🌟🌸♡⛄❄Today at 9:21 PM
i feel like you do. from the pastebin with lydia.
PrismalToday at 9:23 PM
well i do not
🌟🌸♡⛄❄Today at 9:23 PM
okay.
i need.
a break.
i'll be back idk when.
PrismalToday at 9:24 PM
ok
wait was that it?
🌟🌸♡⛄❄Today at 9:24 PM
okay. take care of yourself.
PrismalToday at 9:24 PM
im confused
🌟🌸♡⛄❄Today at 9:24 PM
i don't really want to go into detail about how i feel.
PrismalToday at 9:24 PM
was that all u wanted to talk about
🌟🌸♡⛄❄Today at 9:24 PM
i guess.
PrismalToday at 9:25 PM
i mean
dont u want me to know how u feel
i tell u how i feel
were bffs u know
do u feel objectified
or used
or something
i rly do think i try my best to be honest w u and good so
if somethings making u feel shitty
i wanna know about it
🌟🌸♡⛄❄Today at 9:25 PM
i've never felt.  more hate for myself than i do now.
PrismalToday at 9:26 PM
i mean i think thats kinda normal
but u shouldnt look at it as a way to like
destroy urself
u just have stuff to work on
and its not even really ur fault
u dont really have much experience with this kinda stuff
🌟🌸♡⛄❄Today at 9:26 PM
no. you already kind of did that for me.
PrismalToday at 9:26 PM
bc everyone u were with was
hella abusive
i mean
i was going to talk to u about how i feel
u reading that pastebin was on u
u didnt have to click on it
even if u were on saki's account
and i dont regret anything i said there bc i was venting
and it was the truth
i wasnt lying about u or
saying things i didnt mean
🌟🌸♡⛄❄Today at 9:27 PM
yeah. i know.
PrismalToday at 9:27 PM
i still stand by it
i just think u inted ureslf
by reading it LOL
but ya idk
🌟🌸♡⛄❄Today at 9:27 PM
okay.
PrismalToday at 9:27 PM
im sorry that
ur hurting rn
🌟🌸♡⛄❄Today at 9:27 PM
i really. don't want your sorry.
PrismalToday at 9:27 PM
what did i do wrong
explain to me
so i can fix it
do u think that anything i did or said was in the wrong
or untruthful
or dishonest
or being a bad friend to u
🌟🌸♡⛄❄Today at 9:28 PM
no.
PrismalToday at 9:28 PM
kelley
ur better than this
dont this ruin ur mental
🌟🌸♡⛄❄Today at 9:28 PM
okay.
PrismalToday at 9:28 PM
ill give u as much space as u need
im sorry for not being able to be here
as much as i want to b
i hope u figure everything out w urself
and im always here if u need anyhthing
🌟🌸♡⛄❄Today at 9:29 PM
ok.