12/2/2019

I went with my sister to visit friends in Atlanta over this thanksgiving break. It was the first time everyone in our ffxiv raid group met up in person, and we were all together for 5ish days and it was an absolute blast! I'm still in awe of the fact that I feel comfortable enough to be as much of an idiot as I am around these people, enough to do karaoke with them and some others who I had never interacted with before that day. They're just warm and accepting people and I love every last one of them. Here's to many more years of hanging out online and off.

This trip was a huge break for me from life in general. I recently started going to therapy due to a lack of motivation that has started being borderline apathy in most aspects of my life, especially school. Haven't had an actual session yet, just an introductory thing, and I only get 10 through the rest of the school year since it's through my college. Who knows how that'll turn out but I figured it cant hurt.

Might be failing a class, if I do a whole lot of stuff blows up in terms of my last semester here, but I'm doing what I can to turn things around. Just got back from office hours with my professor and there's still a chance of me passing if I can do well on my final. I at least have plans for if things do go south, and if they don't I have everything set for my last semester already.

VERY excited to be awful at halo tomorrow, 3 and Reach were how I spent many many hours of my life.

Thanks for reading~