Rambling

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3NRGzwlM7_c

digital, smelling the bullshit like i am a sage
installer wizard, technomancer mage
every single one of us in a cage

fuck your black mirror and your little commentary
dare me to down a bottle of liqour marry the life that we live in
keep living, keep running keep feeling the ceiling
closing in eternally, internally processing subconscious thoughts
lots and lots, a cloud of dots connecting intertwined
going insane, chaotic, fuck your mind
hope you dont mind being behind time itself
constant input of bullshit no stealth about it
fuck it they own it
you own it
you are it
sit
down
little
kid

cus thats what we are now no always have been
saying seeing the same bullshit we've always been living
every generation same bullshit, same lies, same ignorance
we cant get rid of the cries inside saying we're cunts
fuck it everything speeding up
society accelerating at an eternal pacing facing eternal salvation
but you wont get it little bitch
you wont get there little bitch
youll die somewhere in a ditch of history abandoned by another little bitch

meta in meta, inception of consciousness
none of this matte, deceptive intelligence
eternalizing loop of depressing self realization
realizing youre realizing youre realizing what youre saying

fuck

fucking hell the brain working in patterns
our own biology causing our caverns in our sentience
illusion of free will uncovered by self realization of pathways
now thats a complicated sentence
what you didnt think id have a meta line in this?
yes you im talking to you
no im not
this was written before dude
but that spooked you it grabbed your attention
youre still listening to what i mention
ye aint fun is it
calling you out on self realization
reality catches you off guard
cus you aint living in the occasion
no one is its too hard

you cant ever experience it
what everything is truly like cus youre limited
predetermined neuropathways determine the shape of the new maze
even when you learn and amaze you still conform to the ways
of the body of the mind
of the conscious of the kind
the kind that dont care
the kind that do care
thinking they are better for knowing they know
but not knowing they know that they know

fuck does that even mean i suppose even i dont know
fuck it im rambling but fuck it its fun
going crazy cus bitch i am ramboing
feeling like burning this place to the fucking ground
mind exploding loud noise bitch im blasting the sound
blow your fucking noggin blow your fucking mind off
fuck your bitch ass talking and just go fuck off
and leave me be