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(DANCE MUSIC PLAYING)

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(LIVELY CHATTER)

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There's no line right now
if you want to get another.

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I didn't know we were getting
drunk tonight.

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I'm getting drunk tonight.

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You're more than welcome
to join in.

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You can blog hung over,
you know?

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Maybe we should just go.

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I don't know.
I thought we could dance.

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Don't you think
that sounds fun?

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Do you not want
to be here anymore?

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I could text some people.

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Can I finish
my drink at least?

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I'm gonna go get your coat.

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(SIGHS)

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I just wish
they would respond.

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They said
the notification date for
accepted prose was noon today.

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Fuck.

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I'm trying to figure out
a good way

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to describe Berlin
in under 140 characters.

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For the Internet?

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No, for right now.

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We're taken.

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(SCOFFS) I'd hope so.

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Leah, this is Beau.
We've been dating for one year
and three months.

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So this is the famous Leah.

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Do I curtsy now?

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You'd have to stand up
to do that.

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Mmm.

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Well, I was living in Europe.

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There's a party at a friend
of a friend of Amy's.

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If you do decide to stay,
my friend Dan just ordered
a lot of coke.

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Really?

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Hmm.

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I guess we're staying now.

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(INDISTINCT CHATTER)

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(SIREN BLARING IN DISTANCE)

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PAUL: 2.1 miles.

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That's how far the city is.

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Google maps.

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- Siri.
- (CHUCKLES)

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Wait, really?

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(CHUCKLES) No. No.

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Erin, actually. Erin Bower.

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First and last.

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(CHUCKLES) I like that.

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Paul Chen.

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(GASPS) For real?

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Oh, I'm... I'm sorry.
That was rude.

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I didn't mean this
to be an interrogation.

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I... It's not like I...

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I do... I do know who you are.

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I mean, I've heard your name
around a lot, I guess. I...

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I haven't read
your book, but...

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I mean, I... I want to.

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I've... I've heard
it's really, really great.
(SIGHS)

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(GROANS) Can I start over?

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I didn't mean to convey
displeasure to you by frowning
like that. It's just...

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I had a reading earlier
and I took a few bars of...

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-Yeah. It's put me
in a weird mood.
-(CHUCKLES)

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That's okay. I'm, like,
always in a weird mood.

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Huh. Seems like we can come
to some kind of understanding.

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I'll draw up the deal memo.

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My secretary
will fax it to you.

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What are the terms?

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Quite favorable.

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(CHUCKLES)

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Oh.

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Hello.

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No, I think you have
the wrong number.

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It's a... It's a joke.

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No one called me.

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- (CHUCKLES)
- No...

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-BEAU:
You're always vanishing.
-(SCOFFS) Oh, please.

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- (CHUCKLES) What?
- No.

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- Did I make you angry?
- (SIGHS)

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It was good to meet you, Erin.
I'm gonna head back inside.

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- Yeah. Um...
- (PAUL AND ERIN CHUCKLE)

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Uh, have your secretary
drop off the deal memo.

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Oh, yeah. Yeah. I'll have it
notarized ASAP.

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- I'd really like that.
- Okay.

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What?

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(SIGHS)

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Is he from a magazine?

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ERIN: Beau, slow down!

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Beau, slow...

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Beau! Beau...
Beau, please slow down.

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Beau, please!

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Can you...

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Can you... Can you tell me
what's going on? I mean,

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you're acting bizarre
all night.

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I'm on drugs.

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Oh, was it worth it?

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Are you having fun?

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You should sleep
at your place tonight.

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I can't have
this conversation right now.

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I'm way too fucked up.

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Why does it feel like
if I go now, things are
gonna be over?

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Maybe they are.

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What... Are you...

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Are you breaking...

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Are you breaking up with me?

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No. Just...

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-(CELL PHONE CHIMES)
-Felt like that's what I was
supposed to say there.

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Are you fucking serious?
Oh, my...

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- Fucking asshole!
- Erin! Please...

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MAN: Uh, these need
to be cataloged.

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Guy who dropped them off
said one or two
are first editions.

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Okay, I'm on it.

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MAN: Is this any good?

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Oh. Uh...

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Actually, I was thinking
we could book him in
for a reading.

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He's been doing a bunch
around the city.

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You know him?

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Well, not super well,
but he's a friend.

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Huh.

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Hey, uh...

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Erin, I've been meaning
to talk to you
about something.

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Okay.

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Things, um...
Things have been tight lately.

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Uh, long and short is,
I can't afford to keep
everyone on full-time.

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I'm gonna have to
cut your hours a bit.

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I'm sorry.

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(SIGHS) It's... It's fine.

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I mean, more time
to write, right?

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ERIN: Waking up at 3:00 a.m.

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I wonder if it can
really be possible

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that I've gone through
25 years of my life now

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without forming a truly
genuine connection
to another person.

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The kind of connection
where you know instantly

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what that other person
is thinking
at any given moment,

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and where that horrible,
mysterious gulf
between the two of you

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is permanently bridged.

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The dissolution of
subject-object connection.

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The way you know
what they'll say
in telekinetic advance.

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The way a writer knows
her character's next desire
she must repress.

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Her unpublished need
still met.

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A finger.

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Key.

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Connection.

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Muscle memory.

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Muscle memory.

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Muscle memory.

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PAUL: There were times
when his memory

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like an external hard drive
that had been taken from him

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and hidden inside
an unwieldy series
of cardboard boxes.

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Or placed at the end

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of a long and dark
and messy corridor.

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Required much more effort
than he felt

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motivated to exert

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simply to locate.

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In fact,

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he felt increasingly
unmotivated

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to exert any effort
towards anything.

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(MAN COUGHS)

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(GULPS)

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(APPLAUSE)

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Any questions?

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Uh, can you hear me?

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- Yeah.
- Good.

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Do you even know
how to grow mushrooms?

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Mushrooms?

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Yeah, in your book
you take mushrooms.

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Do you know how
to grow them, sir?

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Not really.

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I have a problem with you.

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Classifying your books
as fiction when they're
obviously about you,

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doesn't that make it
a memoir?

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- (SCATTERED CLAP)
- If I wrote a memoir,

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I would call it my memoir.

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I also would write

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"I think" before
every sentence.

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You can't pretend
something is fiction.

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Either it's based on your
experience or it's not.

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But why can't he?

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He's the one
who writes it, right?

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(SCATTERED APPLAUSE)

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(UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING)

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You saved me.

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I am forever
in your debt.

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Are people at your readings
always this weird?

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Yes. That's why I have to
take sedatives before them.

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Uh, you're on drugs
at all of your readings?
(CHUCKLES)

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- Do you want some?
- (SIGHS)

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I think it's cool
you work in a bookstore.

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Is that a sentence
from your memoir?

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It's a hyperlink to
the question of,

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"What else do you do
when you're not
in this bookstore?"

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I write. Well, blog.

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God, that's embarrassing
to tell you. (CHUCKLES)

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- What's it called?
- Mmm.

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Here. It's, uh...
It's on Tumblr.

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Um, can you hold this?

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(BAG CLATTERING)

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(KEYS CLATTER)

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(SIGHS)

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"I don't want to sleep
but I don't know
what I'm waiting for."

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- That's a nice name.
- (CHUCKLES)

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Modern.

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Actually, I already
knew about it.

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(WHISPERS) I googled you.

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(CHUCKLES) You googled me?

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CALVIN: Paul! Yo.

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We met a couple
months ago.

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Kyle's friend. Calvin.

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Oh, yeah. Calvin.

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(CHUCKLES) Um, anyway,
I, uh... I didn't know
you were a writer.

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But, uh, my girlfriend,
Mag... Maggie...

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-Maggie... Maggie is a big
fan of your books.
-(CHUCKLES NERVOUSLY)

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And so we came out,

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and I was like,
"Oh, fuck, it's Paul."
(CHUCKLES)

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So, yeah.

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I read all your books

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when I was in San Francisco
two years ago.

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I was really manic.
They helped.

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Um, I told all my friends

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that, uh, I had this feeling
when I came here,

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um, we're gonna meet
and become friends.

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CALVIN: Okay, baby, don't.

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Anyway, um, (CHUCKLES)
I was wondering if maybe
you wanna come tonight,

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uh, to my parents' mansion
in Jersey. I'm having
some friends over.

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Your parents' mansion?

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- Yeah.
- Like a really big house.

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There's a foyer.

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-Do you want to go
to a mansion in New Jersey?
-Oh, I don't know. I can't...

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We... We... We can drive.
We have a car.

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Um, (CHUCKLES) well,
Calvin can drive.
I can't drive.

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-Actually,
it's a really funny story.
-Maggie, don't do that.

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When I was in San Francisco
and I was manic,

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-and I stole my ex-boyfriend's
ca... Um... (EXCLAIMS)
-CALVIN: Okay, don't.

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- MAGGIE: Yeah. Yeah.
- You should come.

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(CHUCKLES) Okay.

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(MELLOW MUSIC PLAYING
ON SPEAKERS)

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Do you mind signing this?

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CALVIN: Maggie...

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I don't sign
that book anymore.

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Oh.

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(MAGGIE CHUCKLES)

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(CHUCKLES)

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- Do you have a pen?
- Always.

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I almost thought
you were gonna pull out
a computer.

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And I was surprised
it was actually a pen.

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(CHUCKLES)

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You're so funny.

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Maggie, we went
to a book-signing.

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That's a much
more perfect time...

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I have a surprise for you.

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(CALVIN AND MAGGIE CHATTERING)

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(CHUCKLES) What?

250
00:16:25,083 --> 00:16:26,750
(CHUCKLES) What's this?

251
00:16:28,959 --> 00:16:30,792
PAUL: I got it
from your store.

252
00:16:31,625 --> 00:16:33,375
You bought it for me?

253
00:16:33,458 --> 00:16:36,000
They probably
don't pay you enough.
You're owed a gift.

254
00:16:37,458 --> 00:16:39,250
Oh. Oh, you...

255
00:16:40,041 --> 00:16:41,667
Do you accept?

256
00:16:41,750 --> 00:16:43,542
(CHUCKLES) I accept.

257
00:16:57,500 --> 00:16:59,625
(CLOCK TICKING)

258
00:17:11,500 --> 00:17:13,291
Are you sure you want to?

259
00:17:14,166 --> 00:17:16,250
I don't wanna be

260
00:17:16,333 --> 00:17:17,625
corrupting an innocent
or anything.

261
00:17:17,709 --> 00:17:20,208
Oh, no. You... You are.

262
00:17:21,667 --> 00:17:23,250
You definitely are.

263
00:17:27,583 --> 00:17:28,667
Here.

264
00:17:29,542 --> 00:17:32,417
It's good shit.
My friend, Jasper,

265
00:17:32,500 --> 00:17:35,125
makes it on his houseboat
in Red Hook.

266
00:17:35,709 --> 00:17:36,959
Hmm.

267
00:17:37,250 --> 00:17:38,375
Mags?

268
00:17:44,041 --> 00:17:45,083
Yes.

269
00:17:45,834 --> 00:17:47,000
(CHUCKLES)

270
00:17:51,792 --> 00:17:52,959
Yes.

271
00:17:55,208 --> 00:17:57,542
CALVIN: I'm really glad
you guys came.

272
00:17:58,792 --> 00:18:00,542
How long have you been dating?

273
00:18:00,625 --> 00:18:03,125
Oh, we're not...
We're not dating.

274
00:18:03,500 --> 00:18:05,083
Really?

275
00:18:05,166 --> 00:18:06,291
Really seemed like you were?

276
00:18:08,917 --> 00:18:11,542
And what about...
What about you guys?

277
00:18:11,625 --> 00:18:13,625
Oh, yeah. We've been dating
for two years,

278
00:18:13,709 --> 00:18:14,625
but we haven't
had sex in four months.

279
00:18:14,709 --> 00:18:17,291
CALVIN: Maggie...

280
00:18:17,375 --> 00:18:19,500
(CLOCK TICKING)

281
00:18:22,291 --> 00:18:23,875
Is it weird we're here?

282
00:18:25,542 --> 00:18:26,959
Why would it be weird?

283
00:18:31,834 --> 00:18:33,083
(LIGHTER CLICKS)

284
00:18:50,166 --> 00:18:51,333
(DEEP INHALE)

285
00:18:53,959 --> 00:18:56,709
(DEEP EXHALE)

286
00:19:17,917 --> 00:19:21,041
I wanted to put my hand
on your leg just now.

287
00:19:26,333 --> 00:19:27,709
Why didn't you?

288
00:19:34,959 --> 00:19:36,125
Now I did.

289
00:19:41,166 --> 00:19:42,291
- (LIGHTER CLICKS)
- (DEEP INHALE)

290
00:19:45,375 --> 00:19:47,083
(DEEP EXHALE)

291
00:19:56,166 --> 00:19:58,250
Do you wanna go
for a walk?

292
00:19:59,750 --> 00:20:01,542
Have you tried acid before?

293
00:20:02,375 --> 00:20:04,417
(SIGHS) Only once.

294
00:20:04,500 --> 00:20:06,583
And, um...

295
00:20:06,667 --> 00:20:12,000
I rode around on
a Toronto City bus
for five hours.

296
00:20:12,083 --> 00:20:15,458
Beau and I do drugs sometimes,
but it doesn't always feel
the same with him.

297
00:20:17,625 --> 00:20:19,625
Beau is that guy
at the party, right?

298
00:20:20,875 --> 00:20:22,208
(CHUCKLES) Yeah.

299
00:20:22,291 --> 00:20:24,750
Um, I was gonna

300
00:20:24,834 --> 00:20:26,709
call him my boyfriend,
but I don't think
that's true anymore.

301
00:20:26,792 --> 00:20:29,041
-We don't have to talk
about it if you don't want...
-Oh, no, no, no.

302
00:20:29,125 --> 00:20:34,458
It's just, um,
in a process of...

303
00:20:34,542 --> 00:20:35,458
- Recontextualizing?
- Reconstituting.

304
00:20:36,875 --> 00:20:38,458
(BOTH CHUCKLE)

305
00:20:38,542 --> 00:20:39,959
Renewing?

306
00:20:41,542 --> 00:20:42,875
(SIGHS)

307
00:20:44,709 --> 00:20:46,834
- Hey, look. We're in sync.
- (CHUCKLES)

308
00:20:48,291 --> 00:20:53,166
When I was in fifth grade,

309
00:20:53,250 --> 00:20:57,792
I used to wear purple
and put glitter on my eyes
every Friday,

310
00:20:58,417 --> 00:21:00,250
because I thought that...

311
00:21:01,291 --> 00:21:02,625
(SIGHS)

312
00:21:02,709 --> 00:21:07,333
...if the aliens came,
they'd see me
and they'd just...

313
00:21:08,792 --> 00:21:11,834
(CHUCKLES) They'd just, like,
take me away.

314
00:21:11,917 --> 00:21:13,667
That's neutrally good.

315
00:21:15,291 --> 00:21:16,542
Can I tweet that?

316
00:21:16,625 --> 00:21:18,917
(CHUCKLES) But I... I...

317
00:21:19,000 --> 00:21:22,166
- I said it.
- I'll just save it to drafts.

318
00:21:22,250 --> 00:21:23,834
Let me think about it.

319
00:21:23,917 --> 00:21:25,750
Where'd you think
they'd take you?

320
00:21:27,583 --> 00:21:28,834
Just away.

321
00:21:30,333 --> 00:21:31,500
(CHUCKLES) Anywhere.

322
00:21:33,542 --> 00:21:37,166
Um, when I was in
the fifth grade,

323
00:21:37,250 --> 00:21:39,000
I was on a plane...

324
00:21:40,792 --> 00:21:43,583
and I... I saw this brown dot.

325
00:21:43,667 --> 00:21:44,500
I thought it was a UFO.

326
00:21:45,792 --> 00:21:47,875
Um...

327
00:21:47,959 --> 00:21:52,208
I think, at first, I was aware
that I was faking it,

328
00:21:52,291 --> 00:21:53,917
but I think

329
00:21:54,000 --> 00:21:56,208
I convinced myself so hard

330
00:21:56,291 --> 00:21:59,041
that I made myself
forget that part.

331
00:21:59,125 --> 00:22:01,041
(BREATHILY) Did you
tell anyone you saw
a UFO?

332
00:22:01,125 --> 00:22:04,041
I didn't care if anyone knew.

333
00:22:04,125 --> 00:22:06,000
(GASPING)

334
00:22:07,959 --> 00:22:09,834
I was just like,
"I saw a UFO."

335
00:22:11,291 --> 00:22:14,792
I was extremely bored
back then. I was like
a bored robot.

336
00:22:14,875 --> 00:22:15,583
(GASPING)

337
00:22:18,542 --> 00:22:19,917
Hey, where you going?

338
00:22:20,333 --> 00:22:22,125
Hey, wait. Wait.

339
00:22:28,291 --> 00:22:30,834
(BREATHING HEAVILY)

340
00:22:30,917 --> 00:22:31,542
I'm sorry. I just...

341
00:22:33,500 --> 00:22:35,834
I had, like, this crazy

342
00:22:35,917 --> 00:22:38,583
rush of emotions,
and it's just like...

343
00:22:38,667 --> 00:22:41,917
Being here with you is...

344
00:22:42,000 --> 00:22:44,917
-I don't know
how to talk to you.
-Okay. Okay.

345
00:22:45,000 --> 00:22:48,041
I mean, you're just like
an idea. You're not...

346
00:22:48,125 --> 00:22:49,375
Okay. Okay. Just...
Just... Just breathe.

347
00:22:49,458 --> 00:22:52,417
- Okay? Just breathe.
- (BREATHILY) So weird.

348
00:22:52,500 --> 00:22:55,333
-Just breathe in.
Breathe. Breathe in.
-So weird.

349
00:22:56,000 --> 00:22:57,000
- (BREATHING DEEPLY)
- Okay.

350
00:22:57,083 --> 00:23:00,542
- In. In.
- So weird.

351
00:23:00,625 --> 00:23:02,208
- (EXHALES)
- Out.

352
00:23:02,709 --> 00:23:04,166
(COUGHS, CHUCKLES)

353
00:23:04,250 --> 00:23:07,375
-Is that better?
-You think...
You think I'm crazy.

354
00:23:07,959 --> 00:23:09,083
You...

355
00:23:18,375 --> 00:23:19,500
(LIVELY CHATTER)

356
00:23:23,083 --> 00:23:26,041
(UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING
ON SPEAKERS)

357
00:23:58,000 --> 00:24:01,250
(MUSIC CONTINUES)

358
00:25:07,333 --> 00:25:09,458
(MUSIC CONTINUES)

359
00:25:57,875 --> 00:25:59,834
Sometimes, I wonder
what the point is.

360
00:26:02,166 --> 00:26:04,500
Will anyone give a shit
in five years?

361
00:26:04,583 --> 00:26:05,750
(CLICKS TONGUE)
In two?

362
00:26:08,458 --> 00:26:11,417
There's a project
I've wanted to do for a while.

363
00:26:11,959 --> 00:26:13,208
Basically, I would

364
00:26:13,291 --> 00:26:15,709
document everything
that happened to me.

365
00:26:15,792 --> 00:26:17,250
Uh, livestream it,

366
00:26:17,333 --> 00:26:19,709
or maybe just record it
and edit it later.

367
00:26:22,375 --> 00:26:23,959
Make a movie about life.

368
00:26:25,709 --> 00:26:27,709
Wow. (CHUCKLES SOFTLY)

369
00:26:27,792 --> 00:26:31,375
Just, like, a collection
of unrelated scenes.

370
00:26:32,417 --> 00:26:34,291
But I never started.

371
00:26:34,375 --> 00:26:37,125
I think I might be
more likely

372
00:26:37,208 --> 00:26:38,500
to complete it if...

373
00:26:38,583 --> 00:26:40,500
If someone else
did it with me.

374
00:26:42,208 --> 00:26:43,959
- Me? (CHUCKLES)
- Yeah.

375
00:26:46,458 --> 00:26:48,667
It would just be
our lives, but we film it.

376
00:26:58,750 --> 00:27:02,250
- (BEEPING)
- (EXHALES) Okay.

377
00:27:03,083 --> 00:27:05,375
Just pretend
like it's not there.

378
00:27:07,291 --> 00:27:08,667
(CHUCKLES)

379
00:27:11,291 --> 00:27:12,375
Okay.

380
00:27:12,709 --> 00:27:14,375
(SNORTS)

381
00:27:21,458 --> 00:27:22,709
PAUL: You don't have to.

382
00:27:22,792 --> 00:27:25,041
No, if... If you want to,

383
00:27:25,917 --> 00:27:28,542
I want to. Yes.

384
00:27:30,166 --> 00:27:31,417
(SNORTS)

385
00:27:33,083 --> 00:27:34,375
(ERIN COUGHING)

386
00:27:38,208 --> 00:27:38,792
(SNIFFLES)

387
00:27:40,333 --> 00:27:42,041
(CLEARS THROAT)

388
00:27:42,125 --> 00:27:44,417
- PAUL: Greetings.
- (CHUCKLES)

389
00:27:44,500 --> 00:27:46,875
So, what scenes is our movie
going to have?

390
00:27:46,959 --> 00:27:49,583
First is "Heroin." We inject
each other with heroin.

391
00:27:49,667 --> 00:27:51,375
- Then work on...
- (EXCLAIMS)

392
00:27:51,458 --> 00:27:53,542
Then we work on stuff
on our laptop.

393
00:27:53,625 --> 00:27:55,250
Have you ever been in love?

394
00:27:56,166 --> 00:27:58,000
- Um...
- Or, no, okay, "Cocaine."

395
00:27:58,083 --> 00:27:59,500
We go to nightclubs and bars

396
00:27:59,583 --> 00:28:02,625
with no other plan
other than to snort cocaine
every 15 minutes.

397
00:28:02,709 --> 00:28:03,041
(CHUCKLES) That's great.

398
00:28:03,125 --> 00:28:05,500
(BEEPING)

399
00:28:07,291 --> 00:28:09,041
PAUL: Do you ever feel like
you're a robot?

400
00:28:09,125 --> 00:28:10,333
Like you're just on autopilot?

401
00:28:10,417 --> 00:28:12,625
ERIN: More than me
feeling like a robot,

402
00:28:12,709 --> 00:28:15,500
I feel like everyone
around me is one and
I'm the only one who isn't.

403
00:28:15,583 --> 00:28:17,667
Do you think I'm a robot?

404
00:28:17,750 --> 00:28:20,500
ERIN: (WHISPERS)
Check this box to prove
you're not a robot.

405
00:28:22,583 --> 00:28:24,250
- (CHUCKLES)
- You come up with one.

406
00:28:24,333 --> 00:28:27,625
Um... How about
"Or Something"?

407
00:28:27,709 --> 00:28:29,417
You know, if you were a robot,
you'd do it.

408
00:28:29,500 --> 00:28:32,125
-If you were a robot,
you'd do it.
-(EXCLAIMS)

409
00:28:32,208 --> 00:28:33,792
ERIN: Power down.

410
00:28:33,875 --> 00:28:36,083
We say "or something"

411
00:28:36,834 --> 00:28:38,834
hundreds of times in a montage

412
00:28:38,917 --> 00:28:40,041
sometimes with context

413
00:28:40,125 --> 00:28:41,709
to convey
a wide range of meaning.

414
00:28:41,792 --> 00:28:42,375
"Or something?"

415
00:28:42,458 --> 00:28:44,709
Do you have an example?

416
00:28:45,417 --> 00:28:47,125
I'm tired of your uncertainty

417
00:28:47,208 --> 00:28:48,834
in specifying commitment
or something.

418
00:28:50,583 --> 00:28:51,917
(LAUGHS)

419
00:28:52,000 --> 00:28:53,208
I like it.

420
00:28:54,041 --> 00:28:55,834
Are you afraid of dying?

421
00:28:55,917 --> 00:28:57,458
I honestly don't care
if I die.

422
00:28:57,542 --> 00:28:59,959
- Really?
- It's fine if I die.

423
00:29:01,959 --> 00:29:04,709
Life won't matter
after I'm dead.

424
00:29:04,792 --> 00:29:07,417
ERIN: What about drugs
in terms of your life?

425
00:29:07,500 --> 00:29:09,667
I think it's sustainable
as long as I'm healthy.

426
00:29:12,792 --> 00:29:14,792
I don't do drugs very often.

427
00:29:16,458 --> 00:29:17,875
But it feels okay with you.
Like we aren't...

428
00:29:20,166 --> 00:29:22,000
...using them wrong.

429
00:29:22,083 --> 00:29:25,000
I don't normally
do drugs often either.

430
00:29:25,083 --> 00:29:28,500
ERIN: I've never done drugs
two days in a row.

431
00:29:28,583 --> 00:29:30,500
Unless you count
prescription drugs.

432
00:29:30,583 --> 00:29:32,000
Then I've done drugs
lots of days in a row.

433
00:29:33,458 --> 00:29:35,417
(MUSIC PLAYING)

434
00:30:11,959 --> 00:30:13,917
Do you ever feel like
it just sucks
to live in the world?

435
00:30:16,959 --> 00:30:17,709
What do you mean?

436
00:30:17,792 --> 00:30:20,542
Like, I don't feel
like the world

437
00:30:20,625 --> 00:30:22,041
can provide us with enough
to satisfy us.

438
00:30:23,959 --> 00:30:25,834
I think the world's
good enough,

439
00:30:26,333 --> 00:30:27,959
on average.

440
00:30:29,875 --> 00:30:31,041
- I haven't killed myself.
- (CHUCKLES)

441
00:30:33,375 --> 00:30:34,000
If I killed myself,

442
00:30:35,583 --> 00:30:38,875
I could say the world is bad

443
00:30:40,917 --> 00:30:42,875
because I would have evidence.

444
00:30:46,667 --> 00:30:49,291
Sometimes,
I even think I'm happy.

445
00:30:50,583 --> 00:30:52,458
Like, a good level of happy?

446
00:30:53,166 --> 00:30:55,166
Like more of a flat line.

447
00:30:56,125 --> 00:30:57,375
(ERIN CHUCKLES)

448
00:31:04,000 --> 00:31:05,917
(MUSIC PLAYING)

449
00:31:49,333 --> 00:31:50,542
LEAH: Hey!

450
00:31:51,917 --> 00:31:53,667
Hey, Erin.

451
00:31:54,375 --> 00:31:55,750
I thought that was you.

452
00:31:57,291 --> 00:31:58,500
How have you been?

453
00:31:59,625 --> 00:32:00,542
I'm okay.

454
00:32:00,625 --> 00:32:01,917
Well, look, I know
that it's a Sunday,

455
00:32:02,000 --> 00:32:05,834
but, uh, Daniel's throwing
a party tonight.

456
00:32:05,917 --> 00:32:10,542
I told Beau, but he said
that you guys weren't
really, like, talking.

457
00:32:10,625 --> 00:32:12,834
You're talking to Beau now?

458
00:32:12,917 --> 00:32:14,458
What happened with you guys?

459
00:32:14,542 --> 00:32:16,834
It's nothing.
We're just on a hiatus.

460
00:32:16,917 --> 00:32:18,333
You should come.

461
00:32:18,417 --> 00:32:20,667
It'll be, like,
so good for you.

462
00:32:20,750 --> 00:32:23,375
I was thinking of
reorganizing my closet.

463
00:32:23,458 --> 00:32:25,792
-There's this video
I saw online...
-LEAH: Fuck!

464
00:32:25,875 --> 00:32:27,583
Oh, my God. Okay.

465
00:32:28,917 --> 00:32:30,917
God, it's everywhere now.
(CHUCKLES)

466
00:32:31,750 --> 00:32:32,917
Life is hard.

467
00:32:34,375 --> 00:32:36,875
I gotta go, uh,
but you should come.

468
00:32:37,542 --> 00:32:39,792
Yeah. I'll try to make it.

469
00:32:40,291 --> 00:32:41,542
LEAH: Peace!

470
00:32:42,500 --> 00:32:44,625
(MUSIC PLAYING)

471
00:33:49,500 --> 00:33:51,291
(MUSIC CONTINUES)

472
00:33:59,917 --> 00:34:01,458
BEAU: Stealing alcohol?

473
00:34:02,834 --> 00:34:04,166
- You scared me.
- Can I ask you something?

474
00:34:06,834 --> 00:34:08,625
Without you getting offended.

475
00:34:10,709 --> 00:34:12,041
ERIN: Okay.

476
00:34:12,125 --> 00:34:14,250
How are you holding up?

477
00:34:14,333 --> 00:34:16,250
You're looking
a little frayed.

478
00:34:17,750 --> 00:34:18,959
I'm fine.

479
00:34:19,041 --> 00:34:20,667
BEAU: Just asking
just to make sure
that you're okay.

480
00:34:20,750 --> 00:34:21,291
Breakups can be difficult.

481
00:34:22,709 --> 00:34:23,625
(LAUGHS)

482
00:34:23,709 --> 00:34:25,500
- BEAU: What?
- (CHUCKLES)

483
00:34:25,583 --> 00:34:26,667
You know,

484
00:34:26,750 --> 00:34:30,625
I actually thought you were
gonna say something nice.

485
00:34:30,709 --> 00:34:32,208
Maybe you were going
to act like a human.

486
00:34:32,291 --> 00:34:35,583
But now what?
You're fucking Leah.

487
00:34:35,667 --> 00:34:37,458
BEAU: Leah's just a friend.

488
00:34:37,542 --> 00:34:38,750
You know what?

489
00:34:38,834 --> 00:34:42,166
I'm seeing someone too now.
It'd be rude not to tell you.

490
00:34:42,250 --> 00:34:44,041
He's a writer. Semi-famous.

491
00:34:44,125 --> 00:34:47,083
He's been called
"the voice of his generation."

492
00:34:51,333 --> 00:34:53,125
I don't want
to do this with you.

493
00:34:53,834 --> 00:34:55,041
(SIGHS)

494
00:34:56,291 --> 00:34:57,375
You know,

495
00:34:58,041 --> 00:35:00,500
I'm making my own movie now.

496
00:35:00,583 --> 00:35:02,000
It's a documentary.

497
00:35:02,458 --> 00:35:03,375
BEAU: About what?

498
00:35:03,458 --> 00:35:05,500
My burgeoning
new relationship.

499
00:35:05,583 --> 00:35:09,041
BEAU: (SCOFFS) Your burgeoning
new relationship?

500
00:35:09,125 --> 00:35:10,583
Yeah.

501
00:35:10,667 --> 00:35:12,583
Can I just give you a hug?

502
00:35:14,041 --> 00:35:16,375
Only if it's a platonic hug.

503
00:35:36,709 --> 00:35:37,792
Wait.

504
00:35:47,333 --> 00:35:48,959
PAUL: You saw Beau yesterday?

505
00:35:49,875 --> 00:35:50,291
(EXHALES) Yeah.

506
00:35:55,959 --> 00:35:57,917
He, um...

507
00:35:58,000 --> 00:36:00,792
He told me that
he wanted to hang out again,

508
00:36:01,959 --> 00:36:04,000
but I said
I was doing other things.

509
00:36:08,458 --> 00:36:10,583
Do you think
you'll talk to him again?

510
00:36:14,583 --> 00:36:16,041
Probably not.

511
00:36:20,583 --> 00:36:22,000
I have a surprise for you.

512
00:36:23,333 --> 00:36:25,208
- Really?
- Yeah.

513
00:36:28,333 --> 00:36:30,041
It's MDMA. (CHUCKLES)

514
00:36:30,834 --> 00:36:33,250
You bought me ecstasy?

515
00:36:34,375 --> 00:36:38,250
My mom keeps sending me these
panicked emails about

516
00:36:38,333 --> 00:36:43,125
all the drugs she thinks
I'm taking because
of stuff I posted online.

517
00:36:43,208 --> 00:36:47,458
"I don't understand why
you must reject me with
your terrible behavior.

518
00:36:49,000 --> 00:36:52,834
"When I send you an email
I would like you
to respond to it.

519
00:36:52,917 --> 00:36:55,625
"Your father may continue to
unblinkingly support you,

520
00:36:55,709 --> 00:36:58,166
"but I see what you post
on your web feeds.

521
00:36:59,291 --> 00:37:01,500
"Actions speak louder
than words.

522
00:37:02,834 --> 00:37:06,250
"It doesn't matter to you
whether you have
a mother or not."

523
00:37:06,333 --> 00:37:09,500
-Do you feel bad
reading that...
-While I'm on drugs?

524
00:37:12,667 --> 00:37:14,917
No. No, I just feel like

525
00:37:16,208 --> 00:37:17,709
she's ruining the drugs.

526
00:37:17,792 --> 00:37:21,500
My dad used to,
like, smoke weed

527
00:37:21,583 --> 00:37:24,583
and make me smoke weed
with him every night.

528
00:37:24,667 --> 00:37:26,291
I used to really sad about it

529
00:37:26,375 --> 00:37:28,458
but he'd just get mad
if he didn't smoke.

530
00:37:30,834 --> 00:37:32,125
Yeah.

531
00:37:32,208 --> 00:37:36,125
I don't want her
to feel like she's
failed as a parent,

532
00:37:36,208 --> 00:37:38,959
but I don't really
want to respond
to her emails either.

533
00:37:40,041 --> 00:37:42,500
We used to have these
crazy screaming fights.

534
00:37:42,583 --> 00:37:43,667
What about?

535
00:37:43,750 --> 00:37:47,083
When I was in high school,
I used to think the only

536
00:37:48,250 --> 00:37:51,208
solution to the anxiety
I was feeling all the time

537
00:37:51,291 --> 00:37:54,417
would be for me... For her

538
00:37:54,500 --> 00:37:57,333
to create all these
rules and punishments

539
00:37:57,417 --> 00:37:58,500
that went way beyond
reasonable.

540
00:38:00,750 --> 00:38:01,500
To take my control away.

541
00:38:04,792 --> 00:38:05,417
She didn't get it. She...

542
00:38:09,750 --> 00:38:12,583
I wanted to punish her back
for not understanding me.

543
00:38:13,625 --> 00:38:16,083
You know, they moved here
so I could become a...

544
00:38:16,917 --> 00:38:19,417
A doctor or a lawyer.

545
00:38:19,500 --> 00:38:23,750
Or something else
immigrants want their
American kids to be,

546
00:38:25,542 --> 00:38:27,792
but then I told them
I wanted to be a writer.

547
00:38:29,959 --> 00:38:32,208
You know, when I was
in college, they...

548
00:38:33,208 --> 00:38:35,041
They gave up
and went back to Taiwan.

549
00:38:35,125 --> 00:38:38,417
You don't think they went
back to Taiwan
because of you, do you?

550
00:38:38,500 --> 00:38:40,917
It was part of it. Yeah.

551
00:38:43,083 --> 00:38:44,333
After that period,

552
00:38:44,417 --> 00:38:47,375
I decided it was just easier
for me to be emotionless.

553
00:38:48,709 --> 00:38:50,375
More like I was
when I was a kid.

554
00:38:51,375 --> 00:38:52,583
ERIN: How much more?

555
00:38:54,083 --> 00:38:55,166
A lot.

556
00:38:57,333 --> 00:38:59,083
PAUL: Can I read you
something I wrote?

557
00:38:59,166 --> 00:39:01,250
"They walked arm in arm
down the street.

558
00:39:01,333 --> 00:39:06,083
"Reality had taken on the look
of a children's storybook.

559
00:39:06,166 --> 00:39:10,709
"Joanna asked Alex
if he'd ever been in love.

560
00:39:11,750 --> 00:39:14,834
"Alex thought about it
for a moment.

561
00:39:16,000 --> 00:39:19,500
"A light blinked on and off
in the sky.

562
00:39:19,583 --> 00:39:24,417
"He imagined being taken up
to the UFO

563
00:39:24,500 --> 00:39:27,291
"and bathed
in the radiant glow

564
00:39:27,375 --> 00:39:32,417
"of a many-tentacled synthetic
examination probe.

565
00:39:32,500 --> 00:39:34,333
"Maybe that was
what love felt like."

566
00:39:37,834 --> 00:39:39,792
I wanna go somewhere with you.

567
00:39:39,875 --> 00:39:42,667
- We could fly somewhere.
- We could go to Niagara Falls.

568
00:39:42,750 --> 00:39:46,709
If I go to Niagara,
I would peak on ecstasy

569
00:39:46,792 --> 00:39:48,625
in a one size
too large rain slicker

570
00:39:48,709 --> 00:39:50,208
while the boat takes you
under the water.

571
00:39:50,291 --> 00:39:51,709
That's too cliched.

572
00:39:51,792 --> 00:39:55,125
I would sit
at a high stakes poker table

573
00:39:55,208 --> 00:39:59,208
in an Indian casino wearing
sunglasses and a baseball cap,

574
00:39:59,291 --> 00:40:01,667
- smoke a cigarette...
- Better...

575
00:40:01,750 --> 00:40:05,333
Then say,
"Too rich for my blood, baby."

576
00:40:05,417 --> 00:40:08,125
We could get married
at one of the stupid chapels.

577
00:40:08,208 --> 00:40:10,458
There's a lot of ions
in the water.

578
00:40:10,542 --> 00:40:12,917
(EXHALES)
So it's really romantic.

579
00:40:13,583 --> 00:40:15,291
(JINGLE BELLS PLAYING)

580
00:40:30,709 --> 00:40:32,208
(LAUGHING)

581
00:40:35,917 --> 00:40:39,917
PAUL: Ah, this is what
the universe created,
after whatever billion years.

582
00:40:44,291 --> 00:40:44,667
How do you feel?

583
00:40:46,667 --> 00:40:49,834
- A little depleted.
- What?

584
00:40:51,667 --> 00:40:52,917
Kinda tired.

585
00:40:53,000 --> 00:40:55,875
You should not have even
started feeling it yet.

586
00:40:55,959 --> 00:40:58,917
-What?
-Wait, we only took the MDMA,
like, 20 minutes ago.

587
00:40:59,000 --> 00:41:00,166
(CHUCKLES)

588
00:41:01,125 --> 00:41:03,542
Mmm, I forgot. (CHUCKLES)

589
00:41:03,625 --> 00:41:03,709
Oh.

590
00:41:05,834 --> 00:41:08,000
I thought maybe the drugs
were fake.

591
00:41:08,083 --> 00:41:09,250
(EXHALES)

592
00:41:41,291 --> 00:41:45,458
You see, when God is working,
a prophet is not a preacher.

593
00:41:45,542 --> 00:41:46,542
They speak from
the mouth of God.

594
00:41:46,625 --> 00:41:49,750
and He said, "How you will
know my prophets?"

595
00:41:49,834 --> 00:41:52,875
He said, "You will know them
by their works."

596
00:41:52,959 --> 00:41:57,250
So, I have to show you
the proof that his here
is made by God himself.

597
00:41:57,333 --> 00:42:02,458
You see, when God is
using you, it's different
from you in your normal body.

598
00:42:02,542 --> 00:42:05,166
He take you out of you
and He control your mind.

599
00:42:05,250 --> 00:42:07,208
And He control your thinking.

600
00:42:07,291 --> 00:42:10,458
And you will hear His voice
talking to you
from the heaven.

601
00:42:10,542 --> 00:42:11,959
Praise the Lord.

602
00:42:12,041 --> 00:42:14,208
And this symbol here
represents the sun.

603
00:42:14,834 --> 00:42:16,583
This one right here.

604
00:42:16,667 --> 00:42:19,250
Everywhere
you go in the world,
you see the same sun.

605
00:42:19,750 --> 00:42:20,917
Hallelujah.

606
00:42:23,709 --> 00:42:25,083
(INAUDIBLE)

607
00:42:59,625 --> 00:43:01,625
Two options I'd like to
discuss with you,

608
00:43:01,709 --> 00:43:04,125
just so you're informed of
all the services we have here.

609
00:43:04,208 --> 00:43:07,667
We have an extensive list.
Are you aware of our packages?

610
00:43:07,750 --> 00:43:10,959
There's The Lovers.
The Hot Night,
The Honeymooners.

611
00:43:11,041 --> 00:43:16,458
The Aloha Special.
The Portuguese Wedding.
The Liberace.

612
00:43:16,542 --> 00:43:18,333
- The Viva Niagara.
- ERIN: Yeah, that one.

613
00:43:18,417 --> 00:43:21,166
MARSHA: Ah, Viva Niagara.

614
00:43:21,250 --> 00:43:28,458
That is a Elvis-themed
wedding, tailored to
the Niagara Falls experience.

615
00:43:28,542 --> 00:43:30,500
Then there's the matter
of the witness.

616
00:43:30,583 --> 00:43:32,333
-Do I look like a pineapple.
(CHUCKLES)
-You'll be needing a witness.

617
00:43:32,417 --> 00:43:36,542
If you don't have a witness,
one can be provided
for you. Jose!

618
00:43:37,583 --> 00:43:41,834
His fee is $50.
You may film Jose.

619
00:43:41,917 --> 00:43:43,250
-Jose's often filmed
for a lot of ceremonies.
-Say hi.

620
00:43:43,333 --> 00:43:45,291
PAUL: Oh, good. That's good.

621
00:43:45,375 --> 00:43:47,667
MARSHA: And don't forget
to tip your witness.

622
00:43:47,750 --> 00:43:49,875
REVEREND ELVIS:
Come on, it's time to go.

623
00:43:49,959 --> 00:43:51,625
Hi, come on. Let's go.

624
00:43:51,709 --> 00:43:53,583
We're gonna get you
married now.

625
00:43:53,667 --> 00:43:56,667
Here we go, honey.
There's Paul right there
waiting for you.

626
00:43:56,750 --> 00:43:58,709
Paul, how are you?

627
00:43:58,792 --> 00:43:59,625
-I believe
you know this girl.
-What?

628
00:43:59,709 --> 00:44:03,041
All right, I want you
to get up there.

629
00:44:03,125 --> 00:44:04,917
Great, great.

630
00:44:05,000 --> 00:44:07,250
Well, guys, here we are
in beautiful Niagara Falls,

631
00:44:07,333 --> 00:44:09,625
ready to join you two
in beautiful marriage.

632
00:44:09,709 --> 00:44:13,291
Now, marriage is
a beautiful bond that
grows and grows and grows.

633
00:44:13,375 --> 00:44:15,041
And as you grow, you share.

634
00:44:15,125 --> 00:44:16,875
You share your lives together.

635
00:44:16,959 --> 00:44:19,625
You share times together.
You even share with Elvis.

636
00:44:19,709 --> 00:44:21,834
- Uh...
- Paul, I'm only joking.

637
00:44:21,917 --> 00:44:23,625
You know what, kids?
Let's get started.

638
00:44:23,709 --> 00:44:26,041
Paul, please place the ring
on Erin's finger.

639
00:44:26,125 --> 00:44:27,792
- PAUL: The ring?
- The ring.

640
00:44:27,875 --> 00:44:29,291
- PAUL: The ring?
- The ring.

641
00:44:29,375 --> 00:44:30,500
PAUL: The ring.
REVEREND ELVIS: You got
a ring, didn't you?

642
00:44:30,583 --> 00:44:31,792
- No.
- You didn't get ring?

643
00:44:31,875 --> 00:44:33,917
-No.
-You know what?
It doesn't matter.

644
00:44:34,000 --> 00:44:35,417
-We're gonna start off
like this.
-(LAUGHS)

645
00:44:35,500 --> 00:44:38,083
Paul, I want you
to look in Erin's eyes,

646
00:44:38,166 --> 00:44:40,834
and say, "Erin. I take you to
be my beautiful wife

647
00:44:40,917 --> 00:44:45,125
"in sickness and in health,
for rich or for poorer,

648
00:44:45,959 --> 00:44:47,250
"till death do us part."

649
00:44:48,000 --> 00:44:49,166
Erin...

650
00:44:49,250 --> 00:44:50,583
Say it.

651
00:44:50,667 --> 00:44:52,291
I take you, uh...

652
00:44:53,417 --> 00:44:54,542
(EXHALES)

653
00:44:54,625 --> 00:44:55,875
Hey, you know what, Paul?
Don't worry about it.

654
00:44:55,959 --> 00:44:57,250
-(LAUGHING)
-We get the gist.
We get the gist.

655
00:44:57,333 --> 00:45:01,583
Okay. We got it.
Erin, look into Paul's eyes
and repeat after me.

656
00:45:01,667 --> 00:45:03,959
"Paul, I take you to be
my beautiful husband..."

657
00:45:04,041 --> 00:45:08,291
I take you, Paul,
to be my husband...

658
00:45:08,375 --> 00:45:09,500
(BOTH LAUGHING)

659
00:45:09,583 --> 00:45:11,041
REVEREND ELVIS:
"In sickness and in health."

660
00:45:11,125 --> 00:45:12,625
In sickness and in health.

661
00:45:12,709 --> 00:45:15,291
- "For richer or for poorer."
- For richer or for poorer.

662
00:45:15,375 --> 00:45:16,583
"I'll always be
your teddy bear."

663
00:45:16,667 --> 00:45:17,959
- Teddy bear.
- (BOTH LAUGHING)

664
00:45:18,041 --> 00:45:18,792
REVEREND ELVIS:
"Never give you cause
to have suspicious mind."

665
00:45:18,875 --> 00:45:24,000
Never have you...
suspicious mind.

666
00:45:24,083 --> 00:45:26,125
REVEREND ELVIS:
By the power vested in me,

667
00:45:26,208 --> 00:45:28,792
I now pronounce you
husband and wife.

668
00:45:28,875 --> 00:45:29,959
Paul, you may kiss
your beautiful bride.

669
00:45:33,375 --> 00:45:36,000
Little more, you got it.

670
00:45:36,083 --> 00:45:37,250
Little more.

671
00:45:39,083 --> 00:45:41,083
- Oh!
- (BOTH LAUGHING)

672
00:45:42,458 --> 00:45:43,542
(EXCLAIMS)

673
00:45:43,625 --> 00:45:45,125
(ALL CLAPPING)

674
00:45:53,417 --> 00:45:55,166
REVEREND ELVIS:
Dance with each other.

675
00:45:55,250 --> 00:45:56,792
(MUSIC PLAYING)

676
00:45:58,000 --> 00:45:58,959
So good.

677
00:45:59,041 --> 00:45:59,875
♪ I always believed

678
00:46:02,166 --> 00:46:04,500
♪ That love lasts forever

679
00:46:06,250 --> 00:46:08,458
♪ Like a force of nature

680
00:46:13,417 --> 00:46:15,500
♪ And when I saw you

681
00:46:16,166 --> 00:46:17,709
(LAUGHING)

682
00:46:20,709 --> 00:46:24,375
♪ You were soft
as a teardrop

683
00:46:26,125 --> 00:46:28,667
♪ Strong as a flood

684
00:46:28,750 --> 00:46:31,792
♪ But I was falling for you

685
00:46:33,875 --> 00:46:35,875
♪ Falling for you

686
00:46:35,959 --> 00:46:37,208
Dance with your wife.

687
00:46:37,291 --> 00:46:39,125
♪ So I kissed you again

688
00:46:39,208 --> 00:46:40,000
♪ At the rainbow's end ♪

689
00:46:40,083 --> 00:46:42,667
PAUL: Hold my hand!
Hold my hand!

690
00:46:42,750 --> 00:46:42,959
(ERIN WHIMPERS)

691
00:46:49,208 --> 00:46:49,959
- What's that?
- (ERIN EXCLAIMS)

692
00:46:50,917 --> 00:46:53,542
REVEREND ELVIS:
It comes with the package.

693
00:46:53,625 --> 00:46:55,709
Comes with the package.
Just smile.

694
00:46:55,792 --> 00:46:57,875
Smile. Just smile.

695
00:46:57,959 --> 00:46:59,083
(CAMERA CLICKING)

696
00:46:59,166 --> 00:47:02,125
- PAUL: Married!
- (ERIN WHOOPING)

697
00:47:05,000 --> 00:47:07,125
(BOTH WHOOPING)

698
00:47:08,667 --> 00:47:11,166
BOTH: Married!

699
00:47:11,500 --> 00:47:14,333
Married!

700
00:47:14,792 --> 00:47:16,083
(SCREAMING)

701
00:47:38,041 --> 00:47:40,375
(CHUCKLES) It tickles.

702
00:47:45,000 --> 00:47:46,250
(ERIN MOANING)

703
00:48:17,834 --> 00:48:19,417
PAUL: Yes, married.

704
00:48:22,709 --> 00:48:24,709
I don't know,
like, a week.

705
00:48:25,291 --> 00:48:26,000
We're in Niagara Falls.

706
00:48:31,792 --> 00:48:32,959
Um...

707
00:48:33,875 --> 00:48:34,083
Uh-huh.

708
00:48:35,917 --> 00:48:36,125
Uh-huh.

709
00:48:40,792 --> 00:48:43,834
Okay. Yeah, yeah, okay, okay.
Call me back later.

710
00:48:44,500 --> 00:48:46,458
Yeah, no. It's good.

711
00:48:47,250 --> 00:48:48,583
It's okay.

712
00:49:00,166 --> 00:49:02,458
- ERIN: What happened?
- Um...

713
00:49:04,333 --> 00:49:06,625
Uh...

714
00:49:09,083 --> 00:49:11,625
My parents called.
I told them we got married.

715
00:49:13,667 --> 00:49:15,458
What did they say?

716
00:49:19,417 --> 00:49:20,917
Um... (CHUCKLES)

717
00:49:22,041 --> 00:49:23,917
My mom had a heart attack.

718
00:49:26,458 --> 00:49:28,000
Jesus, Paul.

719
00:49:31,792 --> 00:49:34,875
- Is she okay?
- Yeah. Mmm-hmm.

720
00:49:36,041 --> 00:49:38,083
No, they want to
fly us out to Taipei

721
00:49:38,166 --> 00:49:39,208
to see her
and for a honeymoon.

722
00:49:40,625 --> 00:49:41,709
Um...

723
00:49:42,792 --> 00:49:44,291
It's two-for-one.

724
00:49:46,959 --> 00:49:48,041
Um...

725
00:49:49,709 --> 00:49:50,959
Wow.

726
00:49:53,959 --> 00:49:56,500
- Are you okay?
- So you'll come?

727
00:49:57,250 --> 00:49:58,625
(SOFTLY) Of course.

728
00:50:01,291 --> 00:50:04,458
- Are you sure?
- Uh, absolutely.

729
00:50:05,458 --> 00:50:07,750
(SOFTLY) Absolutely.

730
00:50:07,834 --> 00:50:10,208
Sometimes, you say yes to
things you don't wanna do

731
00:50:10,291 --> 00:50:13,542
just because you're in a...
Your "yes" phase.

732
00:50:13,625 --> 00:50:15,875
What... That's not true.

733
00:50:16,667 --> 00:50:18,834
Like when?

734
00:50:18,917 --> 00:50:22,542
Sometimes, I feel like
I make you do more drugs
than you wanna do.

735
00:50:24,250 --> 00:50:27,333
Sometimes, I don't wanna
do the drugs but then

736
00:50:27,417 --> 00:50:31,250
I convince myself
and usually it's a good idea.

737
00:50:31,333 --> 00:50:33,792
-Are you convincing yourself
right now?
-No, no.

738
00:50:33,875 --> 00:50:35,417
I'm not. I promise you.

739
00:50:35,500 --> 00:50:39,542
I want to come, okay?
I promise you. I really do.

740
00:50:40,166 --> 00:50:42,333
Babe. I wanna come.

741
00:50:46,250 --> 00:50:47,667
I promise.

742
00:51:36,000 --> 00:51:40,834
Can you think of a new word
for computer than computer?

743
00:51:42,417 --> 00:51:43,917
I don't know.

744
00:51:45,125 --> 00:51:49,000
I don't think my question
makes sense.

745
00:51:49,083 --> 00:51:52,000
Maybe there can't be
a new word for the same word.

746
00:51:52,875 --> 00:51:53,959
Maybe.

747
00:51:56,000 --> 00:51:57,291
Sorry.

748
00:51:57,375 --> 00:51:59,125
I'll let you sleep.

749
00:52:06,917 --> 00:52:10,750
Hi, Mr. Chen. I'm Erin.
It's so nice to meet you.

750
00:52:10,834 --> 00:52:13,709
Thank you both for coming.
Come in, come in.

751
00:52:13,792 --> 00:52:15,709
ERIN: It's kind of heavy.

752
00:52:20,917 --> 00:52:23,875
- Erin.
- It's so nice to meet you.

753
00:52:24,917 --> 00:52:27,917
- How are you feeling?
- Old.

754
00:52:28,000 --> 00:52:30,083
You put sugar in your tea?

755
00:52:30,166 --> 00:52:32,917
You're not supposed to use
sugar after a heart attack.

756
00:52:33,000 --> 00:52:36,041
I think it'd be best
if no one uses sugar,
not just people in recovery.

757
00:52:36,125 --> 00:52:37,917
(SPEAKING MANDARIN)

758
00:52:42,291 --> 00:52:44,709
- You look tired.
- (IN ENGLISH) I'm all right.

759
00:52:44,792 --> 00:52:46,291
I'm taking Erin
sightseeing tomorrow.

760
00:52:46,375 --> 00:52:48,750
We'll be in my room.
Come on.

761
00:52:48,834 --> 00:52:50,959
Uh, we can make breakfast.

762
00:52:52,125 --> 00:52:54,500
No, we'll be fine.
She wants to eat local food.

763
00:52:56,208 --> 00:52:57,875
(SIGHS) Um...

764
00:53:11,750 --> 00:53:15,333
I think my mom put them
in here to make me
use less drugs.

765
00:53:15,417 --> 00:53:17,458
There's so many.
You look so cute.

766
00:53:17,542 --> 00:53:19,500
(CHUCKLES) Look at you.

767
00:53:36,041 --> 00:53:37,709
It makes me uncomfortable.

768
00:53:38,875 --> 00:53:40,458
Why?

769
00:53:40,542 --> 00:53:41,792
You look so happy in them.

770
00:53:41,875 --> 00:53:45,083
I would be uncomfortable
seeing that many
of anyone's face.

771
00:53:50,417 --> 00:53:52,583
Paul... (SIGHS)

772
00:54:04,375 --> 00:54:04,917
(CHUCKLES)

773
00:54:05,000 --> 00:54:07,625
Have you seen this app?

774
00:54:07,709 --> 00:54:10,959
It calculates how many times
you're gonna see your parents
before they die.

775
00:54:11,041 --> 00:54:13,667
You put in where they live,
and where you live,
and their ages.

776
00:54:13,750 --> 00:54:16,834
God, that's so morbid.

777
00:54:16,917 --> 00:54:19,917
I got six for my dad,
but my mom's heart condition
gave her two.

778
00:54:20,000 --> 00:54:20,375
(KNOCK ON DOOR)

779
00:54:22,417 --> 00:54:23,834
ERIN: Put that away.

780
00:54:23,917 --> 00:54:24,375
(MRS. CHEN SPEAKING MANDARIN)

781
00:54:26,375 --> 00:54:27,500
PAUL: Okay.

782
00:54:27,583 --> 00:54:28,041
(MRS. CHEN SPEAKING MANDARIN)

783
00:54:28,125 --> 00:54:30,417
(SPEAKING MANDARIN)

784
00:54:30,500 --> 00:54:31,500
(FOOTSTEPS RECEDING)

785
00:54:33,834 --> 00:54:35,667
All right, they're leaving.
Let's take them.

786
00:54:35,750 --> 00:54:36,375
I still can't get them open.

787
00:54:44,166 --> 00:54:44,375
(SPEAKING MANDARIN)

788
00:55:04,625 --> 00:55:06,250
(IN ENGLISH) It's a thing.

789
00:55:06,959 --> 00:55:07,959
The laptop.

790
00:55:08,041 --> 00:55:10,291
(SPEAKING MANDARIN)

791
00:55:13,709 --> 00:55:17,250
(IN ENGLISH)
This and the writing
are connected for me.

792
00:55:18,166 --> 00:55:19,500
Okay?

793
00:55:19,583 --> 00:55:21,125
(SPEAKING MANDARIN)

794
00:55:31,709 --> 00:55:34,083
(IN ENGLISH)
It's a good thing we came.

795
00:55:34,166 --> 00:55:37,333
There is this app
I wanna show you.

796
00:55:37,417 --> 00:55:39,709
- It calculates...
- ERIN: Paul. Bye.

797
00:55:41,667 --> 00:55:43,500
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)

798
00:55:43,583 --> 00:55:47,375
I feel like my mom knew
we were on drugs.

799
00:55:47,458 --> 00:55:51,333
Uh, she seems nice.
I wanna get to
know her better.

800
00:55:51,417 --> 00:55:52,792
I feel like we're
deceiving her.

801
00:55:52,875 --> 00:55:55,709
I wonder
what it's gonna be like
for us, two weeks here.

802
00:55:57,291 --> 00:55:59,125
Do you think she likes me?

803
00:55:59,208 --> 00:56:01,208
Yeah, I can tell
she likes you.

804
00:56:01,291 --> 00:56:04,041
Um, I just think she thinks
about drugs a lot.

805
00:56:04,125 --> 00:56:06,375
- Is she addicted?
- (CHUCKLES)

806
00:56:07,291 --> 00:56:08,709
Wildly.

807
00:56:10,166 --> 00:56:13,000
Do you ever have to
distract yourself from us?

808
00:56:14,125 --> 00:56:15,583
Um...

809
00:56:15,667 --> 00:56:19,166
In other relationships,
I use food or drugs
to console myself.

810
00:56:19,250 --> 00:56:21,166
But, um...

811
00:56:21,875 --> 00:56:23,875
That's not us, so that's good.

812
00:56:23,959 --> 00:56:26,792
Well, we... We do use drugs.

813
00:56:26,875 --> 00:56:29,709
But not to console ourselves.

814
00:56:29,792 --> 00:56:31,792
I think the thing that really
matters to me the most

815
00:56:31,875 --> 00:56:34,792
is just not getting fixated
on things neurotically.

816
00:56:34,875 --> 00:56:36,667
What kinds of things?

817
00:56:37,083 --> 00:56:39,083
Anything.

818
00:57:19,875 --> 00:57:21,750
(INDISTINCT ANNOUNCEMENT
OVER PA)

819
00:57:32,208 --> 00:57:35,667
ERIN:
With my first boyfriend, Kent,

820
00:57:35,750 --> 00:57:38,542
he used to go down on me
and then we'd
do it missionary style.

821
00:57:38,625 --> 00:57:41,041
It just got really boring
really fast.

822
00:57:43,208 --> 00:57:45,959
(EXHALES) Beau and I
had a lot of sex.

823
00:57:48,291 --> 00:57:50,458
What?

824
00:57:50,542 --> 00:57:53,542
Sometimes, it felt like he was
having sex with himself.

825
00:57:55,375 --> 00:57:57,041
How did that make you feel?

826
00:57:57,125 --> 00:58:00,667
People have different
priorities in relationships.

827
00:58:00,750 --> 00:58:02,875
(ELECTRONIC CHIMING OVER PA)

828
00:58:02,959 --> 00:58:05,250
I don't think
sex is a big thing for me.

829
00:58:06,834 --> 00:58:08,166
Train's coming.

830
00:58:23,375 --> 00:58:24,834
(SOBBING)

831
00:58:30,625 --> 00:58:32,125
Hey, what's going on?

832
00:58:33,166 --> 00:58:34,709
What's wrong?

833
00:58:34,792 --> 00:58:36,375
(CONTINUES SOBBING)

834
00:58:41,542 --> 00:58:44,291
- Let me know what's wrong.
- I don't know, I just...

835
00:58:44,667 --> 00:58:44,709
Huh?

836
00:58:46,542 --> 00:58:49,000
I feel like
I'm an insane person.

837
00:58:51,166 --> 00:58:53,250
- Hey, you.
- I'm so sad.

838
00:58:53,333 --> 00:58:56,875
Your serotonin receptors
are just misfiring, okay?

839
00:59:00,458 --> 00:59:00,667
I know.

840
00:59:03,208 --> 00:59:04,792
You're right. You're right.

841
00:59:04,875 --> 00:59:06,542
You're right. You're right.

842
00:59:20,959 --> 00:59:22,417
(MR. CHEN SPEAKING MANDARIN)

843
00:59:29,250 --> 00:59:32,166
(IN ENGLISH) I don't wanna do
any readings while I'm here.

844
00:59:35,709 --> 00:59:36,917
(SPEAKING MANDARIN)

845
00:59:39,291 --> 00:59:42,834
(IN ENGLISH) The advance
on my last book was large
for a writer my age.

846
00:59:44,000 --> 00:59:45,375
(SPEAKING MANDARIN)

847
01:00:28,583 --> 01:00:31,542
ERIN:
This place is beautiful.

848
01:00:31,625 --> 01:00:35,959
Yeah, I used to come here
with my mom and her sister
when I was really little.

849
01:00:36,959 --> 01:00:40,709
I have these strange,
disconnected memories

850
01:00:40,792 --> 01:00:42,458
that feel really religious.

851
01:00:45,625 --> 01:00:48,959
I don't know if I could feel
that way about something.

852
01:00:49,041 --> 01:00:51,458
It's supposed to represent
the light of wisdom.

853
01:01:15,500 --> 01:01:15,834
What's up?

854
01:01:18,291 --> 01:01:21,166
Nothing.
Nothing, it's fine.

855
01:01:21,250 --> 01:01:22,333
Really?

856
01:01:23,542 --> 01:01:25,750
(OBJECT CLATTERS)

857
01:01:25,834 --> 01:01:30,083
I just think my body
is all out of whack
from the flying.

858
01:01:30,542 --> 01:01:30,875
I think.

859
01:01:33,834 --> 01:01:35,250
And the drugs?

860
01:01:35,834 --> 01:01:38,000
Yeah, and the drugs.

861
01:01:38,083 --> 01:01:40,166
Okay.

862
01:01:44,792 --> 01:01:46,417
(ERIN COUGHS)

863
01:01:47,333 --> 01:01:48,959
(RETCHES)

864
01:01:49,333 --> 01:01:51,000
(COUGHING)

865
01:02:29,208 --> 01:02:31,125
Did they have a bathroom?

866
01:02:31,208 --> 01:02:33,125
Oh, yeah. (CHUCKLES)

867
01:02:37,917 --> 01:02:41,542
PAUL: I remember
going to Epcot as a kid,

868
01:02:41,625 --> 01:02:46,375
and, uh, this show
said that families were
going to have two robot dogs

869
01:02:46,458 --> 01:02:49,667
and a robot maid,

870
01:02:49,750 --> 01:02:54,375
and live in self-sustaining
underwater spheres
by, like, 2008.

871
01:02:57,959 --> 01:02:59,917
Technology doesn't have
that kind of wonder
for me anymore.

872
01:03:02,709 --> 01:03:05,125
It's, like, some day,
the universe

873
01:03:05,208 --> 01:03:07,250
is just going to be
a computer.

874
01:03:07,333 --> 01:03:13,750
And we're all pawns
in the universe's grand plan
to become a computer.

875
01:03:16,792 --> 01:03:20,583
And life
is just a cosmic replay.

876
01:03:21,041 --> 01:03:22,625
(ERIN SCOFFS)

877
01:03:22,709 --> 01:03:23,917
That seems kind of paranoid.

878
01:03:26,959 --> 01:03:29,166
I mean, you can't
just opt out
of day-to-day experience.

879
01:03:29,250 --> 01:03:30,667
That would be stupid.

880
01:03:30,750 --> 01:03:33,667
Being studied
by millions of entities
a billion years from now.

881
01:03:37,458 --> 01:03:40,709
Can I tell you something
that's been on my mind?

882
01:03:40,792 --> 01:03:40,917
Yeah.

883
01:03:50,709 --> 01:03:52,041
(STUTTERS)

884
01:03:52,125 --> 01:03:55,375
You, kind of,
speak to your mom
like she's a kid.

885
01:03:55,458 --> 01:03:56,709
I mean...

886
01:03:56,792 --> 01:03:59,583
I was surprised.
I've never heard you
talk like that.

887
01:03:59,667 --> 01:04:00,875
It used to be much worse.

888
01:04:00,959 --> 01:04:03,417
I'm just saying, okay?
(SCOFFS)

889
01:04:16,500 --> 01:04:18,083
(SPEAKING MANDARIN)

890
01:04:48,959 --> 01:04:50,542
(IN ENGLISH)
You're going to be fine.

891
01:05:00,041 --> 01:05:01,625
(BLOWS NOSE)

892
01:05:20,542 --> 01:05:21,917
Yes?

893
01:05:24,083 --> 01:05:27,458
We should take
a lot of MDMA tonight
so we don't fight.

894
01:05:29,417 --> 01:05:30,792
Cool.

895
01:05:30,875 --> 01:05:34,834
So what's the plot
of Taipei's Most
Michelin-Starred Restaurant?

896
01:05:34,917 --> 01:05:37,500
We'll improvise it.
Are you feeling your MDMA?

897
01:05:37,583 --> 01:05:39,166
I'm feeling things big-time.

898
01:05:39,250 --> 01:05:42,458
(CHUCKLES)
One big-time style, please!

899
01:05:42,542 --> 01:05:44,000
Let's go!

900
01:05:46,333 --> 01:05:48,458
(PAUL EXCLAIMING INDISTINCTLY)

901
01:05:51,709 --> 01:05:54,792
Okay. Use the NPR voice.
Don't smile.

902
01:05:56,250 --> 01:05:58,166
We're here
in the flagship world's

903
01:05:58,250 --> 01:06:00,166
first four-star
Michelin restaurant

904
01:06:00,250 --> 01:06:01,125
in beautiful Taipei, Taiwan.

905
01:06:01,208 --> 01:06:03,792
PAUL: Let me do it.
Let me do it.

906
01:06:03,875 --> 01:06:05,333
(SIGHS)

907
01:06:07,041 --> 01:06:10,542
This is the first
four-star Michelin restaurant
in the world.

908
01:06:10,625 --> 01:06:13,834
They had a grand opening
tasting menu of fish patties.

909
01:06:13,917 --> 01:06:15,083
It's been said that

910
01:06:15,166 --> 01:06:16,500
he's actually
the rightful founder
of this place.

911
01:06:16,583 --> 01:06:21,083
Someone stole his idea,
now he comes
and eats here every night,

912
01:06:21,166 --> 01:06:23,125
and weeps in the toilet.

913
01:06:23,208 --> 01:06:26,709
(MIMICS SOBBING)

914
01:06:26,792 --> 01:06:28,709
ERIN: Over there is
an installation art piece

915
01:06:28,792 --> 01:06:31,917
-meant to represent
world peace.
-Fantastic.

916
01:06:32,000 --> 01:06:35,709
This is where
the district managers
hold their weekly meetings.

917
01:06:36,458 --> 01:06:37,792
This little lady,

918
01:06:37,875 --> 01:06:41,041
she's been
Employee of the Month
36 months running,

919
01:06:41,125 --> 01:06:42,667
since she was four years old!

920
01:06:42,750 --> 01:06:44,083
Amazing!

921
01:06:44,166 --> 01:06:45,750
And him?

922
01:06:45,834 --> 01:06:49,333
This little bad boy?
He's the next candidate
for the new chicken sandwich.

923
01:06:49,417 --> 01:06:51,500
You could be eating him
next month, folks.

924
01:06:51,583 --> 01:06:54,125
We'll miss you.

925
01:06:54,208 --> 01:06:55,417
Fantastic!

926
01:06:55,500 --> 01:06:59,583
It took them five whole years
to photoshop this.

927
01:06:59,667 --> 01:07:02,417
They had to wait for Adobe
to answer a question
that they had

928
01:07:02,500 --> 01:07:04,041
on their message board.

929
01:07:04,125 --> 01:07:07,500
- It's the mother brain.
- (BOTH EXCLAIMING)

930
01:07:09,959 --> 01:07:11,333
(SPEAKING MANDARIN)

931
01:07:14,875 --> 01:07:16,709
- Skype.
- Skype?

932
01:07:16,792 --> 01:07:19,375
- (IN ENGLISH) Vacation.
- Oh.

933
01:07:21,834 --> 01:07:22,917
- Vacation.
- Skype.

934
01:07:23,000 --> 01:07:24,834
- Vacation. Vacation.
- Skype.

935
01:07:28,041 --> 01:07:29,667
Oh, it's depleted.

936
01:07:44,375 --> 01:07:46,625
Hey, can I ask you
a question?

937
01:07:47,375 --> 01:07:48,875
Uh, yeah.

938
01:07:50,792 --> 01:07:52,834
Um, did you take
a pregnancy test?

939
01:07:53,166 --> 01:07:54,959
(SCOFFS)

940
01:07:55,041 --> 01:07:56,792
Did you go through the trash?

941
01:07:56,875 --> 01:07:57,959
It was just in there.

942
01:07:58,041 --> 01:08:00,959
Well, then you'll see
that I'm not pregnant.

943
01:08:01,792 --> 01:08:03,500
I think it was just the drugs.

944
01:08:03,583 --> 01:08:05,750
Do you think you should be
on birth control?

945
01:08:06,709 --> 01:08:09,000
I don't like how I feel on it.

946
01:08:09,083 --> 01:08:13,834
Doesn't matter to me
if I come somewhere else
or use a condom.

947
01:08:16,417 --> 01:08:18,500
Okay.

948
01:08:18,583 --> 01:08:20,750
I just feel like
if I was pregnant,

949
01:08:20,834 --> 01:08:22,792
we'd both be on the same page.

950
01:08:25,041 --> 01:08:26,917
Um, can you explain
about the page?

951
01:08:27,000 --> 01:08:28,125
Paul...

952
01:08:28,208 --> 01:08:29,750
- I mean, I just...
- We got married.

953
01:08:29,834 --> 01:08:31,041
Yeah, for the movie.

954
01:08:32,083 --> 01:08:34,333
Look, (SIGHS) I just feel
we got in over our...

955
01:08:34,417 --> 01:08:35,875
Hey, Erin, wait! Wait.

956
01:08:35,959 --> 01:08:38,458
No, Erin, wait, wait!
That not what I meant.

957
01:08:38,542 --> 01:08:39,709
Well, then, what did you mean?
What do you think
all of this is?

958
01:08:39,792 --> 01:08:42,333
Hey, no, okay.
You're my wife.
This means a lot to me.

959
01:08:42,417 --> 01:08:43,417
I don't want to lose you.

960
01:08:43,500 --> 01:08:44,917
Do you think
I want a kid right now?

961
01:08:45,000 --> 01:08:46,500
You always talk to me
like I'm not in control
of my life.

962
01:08:46,583 --> 01:08:47,834
- Fuck!
- What are you talking about?

963
01:08:47,917 --> 01:08:49,625
- Erin...
- I said let go of me!

964
01:08:49,709 --> 01:08:50,959
- Okay, no, hold on.
- I said let go!

965
01:08:51,041 --> 01:08:52,834
I'm not doing this with you
while we're on molly.

966
01:09:49,208 --> 01:09:52,208
I'm sorry
if I ruined our evening.

967
01:09:52,291 --> 01:09:54,792
I was...
I was enjoying it.

968
01:09:56,917 --> 01:09:58,792
So was I.

969
01:10:00,291 --> 01:10:01,542
Are we okay?

970
01:10:01,625 --> 01:10:04,166
I'm sorry.
I shouldn't have yelled.

971
01:10:06,166 --> 01:10:10,709
Everything just got
really confusing, really fast.

972
01:10:15,333 --> 01:10:19,000
It's just, like,
a really fast,
generalized sadness.

973
01:10:19,667 --> 01:10:22,208
(BREATHES DEEPLY)

974
01:10:22,291 --> 01:10:23,709
Try to be happy.

975
01:10:24,333 --> 01:10:27,583
I'm worried I'm broken.

976
01:10:27,667 --> 01:10:29,458
You're gonna
have to replace me
with a newer model.

977
01:10:35,250 --> 01:10:38,583
And it's just really weird

978
01:10:38,667 --> 01:10:42,750
doing this every night
while we're here
with your family.

979
01:10:47,542 --> 01:10:50,750
- I'm a tourist here, too.
- Sure. Sure.

980
01:10:52,041 --> 01:10:54,875
I's true.
So it's not just you.

981
01:10:57,917 --> 01:10:59,500
I'm gonna go back
and go to bed.

982
01:11:40,792 --> 01:11:42,542
(INAUDIBLE)

983
01:12:51,333 --> 01:12:51,583
(DOOR CLOSES)

984
01:13:08,375 --> 01:13:11,500
PAUL: Could you
not touch my stuff?

985
01:13:11,583 --> 01:13:14,375
- (PHOTO-FRAME CLATTERS)
- Okay. I'm sorry.

986
01:13:15,375 --> 01:13:18,166
I feel like you're not
respecting my space.

987
01:13:19,709 --> 01:13:21,417
Your space?

988
01:13:22,500 --> 01:13:25,041
Hey, can we talk about this?

989
01:13:27,583 --> 01:13:28,750
Hello?

990
01:13:31,375 --> 01:13:32,792
PAUL: What?

991
01:13:32,875 --> 01:13:35,041
What's happening here?

992
01:13:35,125 --> 01:13:37,709
- What's happening?
- Get off of this.

993
01:13:37,792 --> 01:13:39,667
Don't grab things from me.

994
01:13:39,750 --> 01:13:41,250
Why won't you listen to me?

995
01:13:41,333 --> 01:13:41,792
I am.

996
01:13:41,875 --> 01:13:44,333
You're not.

997
01:13:44,417 --> 01:13:47,166
You're just multitasking me
like another device.

998
01:13:47,250 --> 01:13:47,667
That's not true.

999
01:13:52,625 --> 01:13:54,208
(ERIN SNIFFLES)

1000
01:13:58,417 --> 01:13:59,750
(CELL PHONE CLICKS)

1001
01:14:34,667 --> 01:14:35,583
(TYPING)

1002
01:14:48,583 --> 01:14:49,583
(TYPING)

1003
01:14:59,542 --> 01:15:02,542
(SNIFFLES) This isn't me.
This is...

1004
01:15:03,709 --> 01:15:09,000
I can't control my emotions
and my circuits are all

1005
01:15:10,291 --> 01:15:12,041
misfiring. I just...

1006
01:15:16,834 --> 01:15:18,875
Maybe I...

1007
01:15:18,959 --> 01:15:22,375
Maybe I need to go
on medication.

1008
01:15:27,333 --> 01:15:28,834
It's not good for you.

1009
01:15:28,917 --> 01:15:29,750
Well, how do you know?

1010
01:15:33,458 --> 01:15:36,375
- You could become dependent.
- Did you read that somewhere?

1011
01:15:38,083 --> 01:15:40,458
- No.
- Well, then, how do you know?

1012
01:15:41,834 --> 01:15:44,208
I just don't wanna fight
with you.

1013
01:15:48,125 --> 01:15:50,542
I think I need to...

1014
01:15:50,625 --> 01:15:54,250
(SNIFFLES) I think I need
to spend tomorrow alone.
Is that okay?

1015
01:16:31,583 --> 01:16:35,083
(WOMEN CHANTING INDISTINCTLY)

1016
01:16:57,917 --> 01:17:00,208
(GONG TOLLING)

1017
01:17:32,083 --> 01:17:34,208
(GONG CONTINUES TOLLING)

1018
01:17:55,458 --> 01:18:02,000
ERIN: Paul spoke about how,
eventually, the universe
will just be a computer,

1019
01:18:03,333 --> 01:18:05,500
which I'll also be a part of.

1020
01:18:07,417 --> 01:18:08,917
From that computer's
perspective,

1021
01:18:12,792 --> 01:18:16,417
it won't even matter
if I'm never a famous writer,

1022
01:18:17,834 --> 01:18:23,500
or am too anxious
to communicate
with the world around me,

1023
01:18:24,834 --> 01:18:27,750
or have no friends.

1024
01:18:30,083 --> 01:18:34,083
Everything will make a,
sort of, monochromatic sense.

1025
01:18:39,000 --> 01:18:41,125
Everything will be equal.

1026
01:19:06,792 --> 01:19:08,959
You should sleep
before you travel.

1027
01:19:09,041 --> 01:19:10,750
ERIN: Oh, I'm...

1028
01:19:12,083 --> 01:19:14,709
I'm not tired.

1029
01:19:14,792 --> 01:19:18,125
You and Paul
always stay up late
at the computer, I suppose.

1030
01:19:18,208 --> 01:19:21,834
Yeah, we're making a project.
Did he tell you about it?

1031
01:19:21,917 --> 01:19:23,792
There've been many projects.

1032
01:19:25,875 --> 01:19:28,959
I never understand
this videoing.

1033
01:19:29,041 --> 01:19:31,291
It's like a movie, but real.

1034
01:19:31,667 --> 01:19:33,625
"Real," yes.

1035
01:19:36,166 --> 01:19:41,458
I'm sorry we didn't get
to spend more time
with each other.

1036
01:19:42,083 --> 01:19:43,792
Maybe next time.

1037
01:19:45,917 --> 01:19:47,417
Good night.

1038
01:19:56,291 --> 01:19:59,667
It's been very nice
having you both here.

1039
01:20:01,625 --> 01:20:03,667
Thank you for hosting us.

1040
01:20:10,750 --> 01:20:12,166
(SPEAKING MANDARIN)

1041
01:20:19,917 --> 01:20:21,792
(IN ENGLISH) Please!

1042
01:20:32,291 --> 01:20:33,041
Needs pepper.

1043
01:20:36,166 --> 01:20:37,709
Yeah.

1044
01:20:39,000 --> 01:20:40,125
Thank you.

1045
01:20:44,959 --> 01:20:46,333
(CRIES)

1046
01:20:53,333 --> 01:20:55,625
(GRINDING PEPPER)

1047
01:21:16,834 --> 01:21:18,458
Hello, everyone!

1048
01:21:18,542 --> 01:21:19,917
Um...

1049
01:21:20,041 --> 01:21:26,000
I'm Erin, and I wanted
to talk to you about today.

1050
01:21:26,083 --> 01:21:30,375
Um, well... (CLEARS THROAT)
Today has been...

1051
01:21:31,333 --> 01:21:34,834
I was thinking
of re-organizing my apartment

1052
01:21:34,917 --> 01:21:38,959
and I just thought
there might be something
in that for people,

1053
01:21:39,041 --> 01:21:43,959
like, re-organizing
your apartment for a life
of isolation.

1054
01:21:44,041 --> 01:21:49,625
I am just thinking about
apartments, and solitude
and... (CLEARS THROAT)

1055
01:21:49,709 --> 01:21:54,875
I just feel like,
in each successive phase
of your life,

1056
01:21:56,208 --> 01:21:59,291
- you should reorganize.
- (KNOCK ON DOOR)

1057
01:22:00,083 --> 01:22:03,417
Oh, hold on a second.

1058
01:22:07,458 --> 01:22:09,917
(CHUCKLES)

1059
01:22:11,000 --> 01:22:12,834
Whoa...

1060
01:22:12,917 --> 01:22:14,792
I came to get some stuff.

1061
01:22:15,542 --> 01:22:17,500
Yeah, I'm really busy.

1062
01:22:17,583 --> 01:22:21,291
You can't just turn up.
That's not how it works.

1063
01:22:21,375 --> 01:22:24,166
You have to text first.

1064
01:22:24,250 --> 01:22:27,166
I'm gonna see
Calvin and Maggie

1065
01:22:29,250 --> 01:22:31,000
at Birdy's, tonight.

1066
01:22:31,083 --> 01:22:33,041
You should come.

1067
01:22:33,125 --> 01:22:35,583
I don't think
that's a good idea.

1068
01:22:37,291 --> 01:22:38,667
Yeah.

1069
01:22:38,750 --> 01:22:39,917
- I'm going...
- Bye.

1070
01:22:40,000 --> 01:22:43,625
-Wait. Hold on, wait.
What about my stuff?
-Okay, fine.

1071
01:22:46,458 --> 01:22:48,875
(SIGHS)

1072
01:23:22,500 --> 01:23:26,375
There's just too much pressure
to be depressed.

1073
01:23:32,000 --> 01:23:35,000
I don't know
what you're talking about.

1074
01:23:35,750 --> 01:23:36,166
As a writer.

1075
01:23:39,667 --> 01:23:42,291
Is there anything
I can do to help?

1076
01:23:43,500 --> 01:23:45,083
No.

1077
01:23:45,166 --> 01:23:47,000
No, I don't think so.

1078
01:23:55,000 --> 01:23:58,709
Is there anything I can do
to help our relationship?

1079
01:23:58,792 --> 01:24:00,834
Is that still what
we're calling it?

1080
01:24:01,375 --> 01:24:02,917
We are still married.

1081
01:24:03,917 --> 01:24:06,375
I just don't want
to tell anyone what to do.

1082
01:24:07,333 --> 01:24:08,917
Least of all, you.

1083
01:24:11,625 --> 01:24:14,917
You wouldn't be,
you'd just be answering
my question.

1084
01:24:21,041 --> 01:24:23,041
Do you ever feel like

1085
01:24:24,542 --> 01:24:27,000
you're relating
to someone else,

1086
01:24:28,542 --> 01:24:31,959
but really, you're just
relating to yourself?

1087
01:24:36,083 --> 01:24:38,583
Was Taipei
really that bad?

1088
01:24:40,583 --> 01:24:42,041
Terrible.

1089
01:24:43,041 --> 01:24:44,208
Paul told me he enjoyed it.

1090
01:24:46,083 --> 01:24:47,834
Really?

1091
01:24:52,333 --> 01:24:55,166
I mean, you could get
a divorce.

1092
01:25:00,250 --> 01:25:02,625
Why did we even get married?

1093
01:25:02,709 --> 01:25:04,500
Why did you get married?

1094
01:25:09,041 --> 01:25:11,083
To piss off my mom.

1095
01:25:11,166 --> 01:25:13,125
Oh, yeah, actually?

1096
01:25:16,667 --> 01:25:18,500
- No.
- Oh. (CHUCKLES)

1097
01:25:18,959 --> 01:25:20,750
No, not really.

1098
01:25:24,208 --> 01:25:26,375
Explain this to me again.

1099
01:25:26,458 --> 01:25:28,542
We take them,
but we don't talk.

1100
01:25:28,625 --> 01:25:30,709
We only communicate
non-verbally.

1101
01:25:30,792 --> 01:25:34,583
Not talking, I think,
is the kind of communication
that will help us.

1102
01:25:54,750 --> 01:25:56,542
(PAUL MUTTERING GIBBERISH)

1103
01:25:56,625 --> 01:25:58,667
(PAUL BREATHING HEAVILY)

1104
01:25:59,625 --> 01:26:00,875
(GROANS)

1105
01:26:06,834 --> 01:26:08,709
What are you thinking about?

1106
01:26:13,000 --> 01:26:15,291
- What are you thinking about?
- Paul, we're not talking.

1107
01:26:18,000 --> 01:26:20,959
No. Oh, no,
this isn't what I...

1108
01:26:21,041 --> 01:26:23,625
This isn't what
I expected at all.

1109
01:26:24,959 --> 01:26:25,667
Oh, I can't breathe.

1110
01:26:25,750 --> 01:26:29,000
(PAUL MUMBLING)

1111
01:26:29,083 --> 01:26:30,667
Oh, God, please. Oh, God.

1112
01:26:30,750 --> 01:26:33,375
I think I overdosed.
I overdosed!

1113
01:26:33,458 --> 01:26:36,250
ERIN: Paul, you can't overdose
on mushrooms.

1114
01:26:36,333 --> 01:26:38,959
Oh, God. (PANTING) Okay.

1115
01:26:40,667 --> 01:26:42,709
Erin, Erin,
you have to console me.

1116
01:26:42,792 --> 01:26:44,333
Erin, you have to console me.

1117
01:26:44,417 --> 01:26:46,166
Hey, you have to console me.

1118
01:26:46,250 --> 01:26:47,667
You have to console me.
Please.

1119
01:26:47,750 --> 01:26:48,792
(IN HIGH-PITCHED VOICE)
Please, you have
to console me.

1120
01:26:48,875 --> 01:26:51,583
You have to console me!

1121
01:26:53,125 --> 01:26:56,917
But you're just a projection.
You're just a projection!

1122
01:26:57,000 --> 01:26:58,458
(LAUGHS HYSTERICALLY)

1123
01:27:00,542 --> 01:27:02,709
Oh, my God,
you're just a projection.

1124
01:27:02,792 --> 01:27:05,166
(GROANS)
Why'd you let us do this?

1125
01:27:06,291 --> 01:27:08,041
It was your idea.

1126
01:27:09,041 --> 01:27:11,250
(GROANS) You should have
never let us do this.

1127
01:27:11,333 --> 01:27:13,625
(PANTING, MOANING)

1128
01:27:14,417 --> 01:27:16,166
Am I going insane?

1129
01:27:16,250 --> 01:27:18,792
(PAUL CONTINUES MOANING)

1130
01:27:39,166 --> 01:27:40,667
(PAUL GROANING)

1131
01:28:04,291 --> 01:28:05,667
(SIGHS)

1132
01:28:19,875 --> 01:28:21,834
(COUGHING)

1133
01:28:41,917 --> 01:28:45,542
It took them five whole years
to Photoshop this.

1134
01:28:45,625 --> 01:28:49,041
They had to wait for Adobe
to answer a question that they
had on their message board.

1135
01:28:49,125 --> 01:28:51,875
PAUL: It's the mother brain.

1136
01:28:51,959 --> 01:28:53,458
(BOTH EXCLAIMING)

1137
01:28:55,500 --> 01:28:56,875
(MAN SPEAKING MANDARIN)

1138
01:29:01,667 --> 01:29:03,625
(BOTH CHUCKLING)

1139
01:29:11,917 --> 01:29:13,667
PAUL: You don't have to.

1140
01:29:13,750 --> 01:29:17,000
No, if... If you want to,

1141
01:29:17,834 --> 01:29:20,709
I want to. Yes.

1142
01:29:35,500 --> 01:29:37,625
(KEY CLACKS)

1143
01:30:10,417 --> 01:30:12,000
(SIGHS)

1144
01:30:15,875 --> 01:30:16,583
(PAUL GROANS)

1145
01:30:20,083 --> 01:30:20,625
Morning.

1146
01:30:40,166 --> 01:30:41,750
You know what?

1147
01:30:42,750 --> 01:30:44,417
I'm happy I'm alive.

1148
01:30:44,500 --> 01:30:47,291
(SNIFFLES) I deleted it.

1149
01:30:52,750 --> 01:30:56,458
- Deleted what?
- I deleted our footage.

1150
01:31:02,375 --> 01:31:04,542
I'm sorry. I just...

1151
01:31:04,625 --> 01:31:08,041
(SNIFFLES)
I really wanted it to work.

1152
01:31:08,125 --> 01:31:10,208
But we didn't back it up. Why?

1153
01:31:10,291 --> 01:31:11,792
I know, it's just me.

1154
01:31:11,875 --> 01:31:13,875
I'm talking about the footage.

1155
01:31:15,291 --> 01:31:17,041
It was something
we made together.

1156
01:31:17,125 --> 01:31:19,500
We don't have to stay married.

1157
01:31:21,792 --> 01:31:24,542
- It's not that easy.
- Why not?

1158
01:31:24,625 --> 01:31:26,750
There's so much out there.

1159
01:31:28,125 --> 01:31:30,834
There's so many places to go.

1160
01:31:32,166 --> 01:31:34,083
So much to see.

1161
01:31:34,959 --> 01:31:38,041
And I just don't
wanna wake up one day

1162
01:31:39,083 --> 01:31:40,667
and realize
that it's too late.

1163
01:31:43,250 --> 01:31:45,834
I want you to know
that I tried.

1164
01:31:45,917 --> 01:31:49,917
I did. I really, really...
I really tried.

1165
01:31:50,750 --> 01:31:51,917
(SIGHS)

1166
01:31:52,000 --> 01:31:54,083
I'm trying to find the words.

1167
01:31:54,166 --> 01:31:56,291
It's so hard to describe.

1168
01:31:59,959 --> 01:32:02,417
It's this movement...

1169
01:32:02,500 --> 01:32:05,250
That's the word.
That word.

1170
01:32:06,667 --> 01:32:08,208
It's "movement."

1171
01:32:08,875 --> 01:32:10,208
What?

1172
01:32:11,542 --> 01:32:14,792
(SNIFFLES) I'm just...

1173
01:32:14,875 --> 01:32:18,458
I'm trying to work out
where I am,

1174
01:32:19,417 --> 01:32:22,875
and I haven't
found that out yet.

1175
01:32:24,917 --> 01:32:25,709
(EXHALES)

1176
01:32:30,041 --> 01:32:32,542
I gotta go. I'm sorry.

1177
01:32:41,208 --> 01:32:44,875
(DOOR OPENS, CLOSES)

1178
01:32:47,041 --> 01:32:47,709
Erin, wait.

1179
01:32:51,500 --> 01:32:53,417
(FOOTSTEPS RECEDING)

1180
01:33:12,625 --> 01:33:16,333
(UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING)