Mutable: Okay, I'm gonna invite her too. Just breathe. <3
Flogged: Mhm
Mutable: Bottom dots are safe dots to sit
Conjures: hai kat :)
Flogged: Hi.
Conjures: i just wanted to let you knwo i had no idea that zach only told he had wondering eye i thought he had explained more cause he has told me alot of reason why an i thought he mention them not going to tell you wat they are cuase it nto my place to say but i wanted you to know personally from me i have no bad blood with you an i tottally feel for i've been in your shoes one to many times i hate that im that other girl for you i truelly do an i hope we can come to a mutual understanding i think you are a wonderful person an i do wish all happiest for you but do understand i wanna be happy an zach was there an i know everthing a happen so fast i truelly am not happy with i told him to slow down myself but you already out so that why we changed out status an everything an again i thought he explain more of the reasoning to you an im soo sorry that he didnt
Flogged: Yeah firstly he only said he had a wandering eyes, that he still loved me but wasn't sure it was in the same way anymore. As far me me playing victim? Thats fucking rich, I know we had issues, I know I ended up putting distances between cause I was going through major depressive episode. I didn't want to talk on the phone, on skype or nothing. Yes I know that straind our relationship but we worked past it and were close again and yes there is the issue with Will. I blocked him for him, I know he doesn't like Will. I know I got mad and so did he but in the end we fucking worked it out and he made it seem we were all peaches and fucking cream. Even after that, you know what he told me? He wanted to come live here for school, that he was so in love with me and all this other bullshit. So if he really had all these issues why did he not say shit hm? Answer me that? Even the day he broke up with me he was telling me how much he loved me and I felt the same. So when he told me that you have to see that it threw me, then the next night. I find out youre dating him? Im sorry but that is shady as all hell.
Flogged: I'm more than pissed, I am fucking furious.
Conjures: i understand, completely trust again i had no idea i thought you had explain the issues he had with you cause he told them an i just assumed he told you as well when he broke up with you.
Flogged: Yeah no. I thought he was happy, he made me believe he was happy
Flogged: And then he breaks up with me.
Flogged: You and him date the next night.
Flogged: How do you think that looks?
Conjures: again i know exactly what you mean
Conjures: :/
Flogged: So please forgive me if im not exactly all fucking sunshine and rainbows. You know when I found out, I had a fucking break down. I cried for 3 hours.
Flogged: I thought what the hell happened
Flogged: Have they been fucking, flirting, what why?
Flogged: What did I do?
Flogged: I thought we fixed shit
Conjures: i dont blame i ve been in your shoes before
Flogged: He told me we were okay.
Flogged: I trusted him.
Conjures: an no we weren't flirting before hand
Flogged: Even the night before, he had me send him pictures and we played so.
Flogged: Believe me
Flogged: Why would I think things were bad?
Flogged: He can't be a fucking man and tell me why, then he's not god damn man.
Flogged: AND you can fucking have him.
Conjures: he was telling me we was going to talk to you tonight an explain everything
Conjures: cause he noticed things are left
Flogged: Oh really? He just noticed.
Flogged: I mean, what gave it away?
Conjures: and the reason he didnt say anything right was cause he was trying to find the right words
Flogged: Sure he was.
Conjures: right away*
Flogged: Maybe he was lying to you too.
Flogged: Maybe we're both fucking idiots.
Conjures: i dont think he was cause he was exermanly hurt when you two broke up
Conjures: but again he was waiting for the right time
Conjures: i could tell you but its not my place to say
Flogged: I'm sure he was. Then he shouldn't have me me believe everything is okay.
Flogged: Because yes.
Flogged: We had issues.
Conjures: he has to be the one to tell you everything
Flogged: Yes I know it was my fault.
Flogged: But I thought we worked past them
Flogged: He made me beleive we did
Flogged: and kept telling me he loved me
Flogged: even the day before
Flogged: he told me how much I mean tot him
Flogged: What a liar.
Conjures: an that was wrong of him to do that i had a ex do the exact smae shit to me
Flogged: No shit it was.
Conjures: trust im not happy with him atm etheir an im going to talk to him myself but ill wait till you talks to you
Flogged: Im sure and can you trust someone like him?
Flogged: Who can make you believe he loves youo?
Flogged: Make you believe everything is okay?
Flogged: When they're not?
Flogged: If you do, then you're as stupid as I am.
Conjures: i can trust him cause he's personaly given me no reason not to
Conjures: again though compelety understand how you feel trust i do
Flogged: Im sure you do.
Flogged: He ripped out my heart.
Flogged: You stomped on it.
Flogged: You know I was actually okay when we broke up, sure a little sad.
Flogged: I love him and I was upset he left.
Flogged: Then turn around to the next day and what do I find out?
Flogged: That is what killed me.
Conjures: i didnt realize he didnt explain the whole situation at frist i've in your shoes before to it is not fun an i dont blame you for being mad at me
Conjures: srry i have dyslexia x-x
Flogged: Yeah its fine.
Conjures: i just wanna make that me an you are ok an i hope zach does talk to you like he said he would
Flogged: I even tried to talk to him yesterday and I told him how I felt but he wants to say Im playing victim.
Flogged: Thats funny.
Flogged: Because I'm not.
Conjures: i know you did
Conjures: he told me
Flogged: Yeah then I'm sure he said what I said right?
Conjures: that you were talking to him an he thought you were playing victum
Flogged: /me rolls her eyes
Flogged: Yeah okay.
Conjures: he asked him if he should respond
Conjures: i told him to wait a bit cause i wanted to talk  to you frist
Conjures: i wanted to make sure me an you were at a understanding cause i felt you were jsut as mad at me as him
Flogged: I am.
Flogged: Can you see why?
Conjures: i asked him* not he goddmanit
Flogged: Do you think I'm actually playing victim? When he never told me things were bad
Flogged: How can I when he led me on.
Conjures: i dont know whole the situation
Conjures: so i cant answer that :P
Flogged: No you onnly know his side
Conjures: :/*
Flogged: Don't try and be cute.
Conjures: well then tell your side
Flogged: I just did.
Conjures: tell me*
Flogged: Seriously.
Conjures: tell me the whole thing an screenshots would help to
Flogged: I don't them.
Flogged: All he said to me when we broke up was "I have had wandering eyes and thats not like me so I feel this is the end of our relationship, I love you but I don't know if its the way I should anymore. Its not fair to you and before anything happens or whatever Then broke up with me
Flogged: No other reason.
Flogged: Not saying that I made issues
Flogged: Not saying our issues wernt fixed
Flogged: not saying he was unhappy
Flogged: none of that.
Flogged: I know we had issues and I thought we were working through them.
Flogged: Like I said that week he talked about moving out here, telling me hes so fucking in love with me.
Flogged: Even on friday.
Flogged: So tell me, how me being pissed, heart broken ect is me playing victim.
Conjures: you have every right to feel how you feel i dont blame you at all
Flogged: For him to say I'm playing victim is fucking rich. When he never offered any other reason.
Conjures: you arent overreacting or anything your feelings is completely  understandable
Conjures: i think he said that cause when you messaged him it seemed you were playing the victum but he wasnt think about the times when you actually did admit your wrongs
Flogged: Yeah and I did each time.
Flogged: All of 2 times.
Conjures: i personaly thought by the text you sent him i thought as well you were playing the victum but i didnt know the whole thing so i do now an if you had said your wrongs before than ya it doesnt make sense why he would say that  but again he suppose to talk you tonight so hopefully he can clear everythig up
Conjures: because tthis became more of a mess then should've
Flogged: It wouldn't have if you didn't jump on his dick the first chance you got.
Conjures: i didnt i told him to slow down i didnt want to rush things at frist
Flogged: Then you should have stuck your ground.
Conjures: but then you sent that message to him an things just progessed from there
Flogged: I sent him a message after you got together.
Flogged: Don't play stupid. I know you started dating or some shit saturday night/sunday
Conjures: we werent even together really till you sent that message
Flogged: and I texted hi sunday night
Flogged: Mhm I know thats a lie.
Conjures: it wasnt offical untill today
Flogged: Still were together just not offically so don't pass it off like you wernt.
Flogged: Casue thats why I sent him that message
Flogged: because I was devistated.
Conjures: we were flirting showing interest he moved on cause the break up went so smoothly for him an,when you sent that message we kinda said fuck it an made it offical
Flogged: /me rolls eyes
Flogged: Moved on rather qucikly.
Conjures: he going to talk tonight
Flogged: After we we're together for 3 months 4 in total if you count the first month we dated before we broke up.
Conjures: look i jsut wanna make sure we, me an you are ok
Flogged: We arent. If you truly wanted to attempt to be my friend.
Flogged: You wouldn't have dated him the first chance you got.
Flogged: You heard the message I sent.
Flogged: I thought him and I could fix things.
Conjures: well thats part of the reason i got with him was cause we werent close
Flogged: Then don't come to me and say you want to be my friend.
Conjures: but i do hope that may change later in the future once this all settles down
Flogged: Cause this shit doesn't fly.
Conjures: it was before me an zach became a think an i was worried about it to
Flogged: But seriously, you heard that message. I wanted to fix things with him, you heard how much I love him. Fuck you saw him and I together if you fucking thought I wasn't going to hurt by this
Flogged: You're a fucking idiot and blind.
Conjures: i just came to talk to you on one so you could hear my about my feelings on the whole situation
Flogged: Well I heard them
Flogged: You know why I'm pissed
Conjures: again he going to talk to you tonight he said he would so thats all i have left to say
Flogged: Why I'm hurt so whatever
Flogged: Enjoy my sloppy seconds