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【Mempership Only】 WE TALK, WE SMILE Coco Ch. 桐生ココ LiveTL Summary
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>[EN] Coco: So, the question of "Then why can't you tell us why you're graduating" remains.
>[EN] Coco: There is still quite a lot that I can't say, of course.

>[EN] Coco: There have been people who didn't think I'd make it.

>[EN] Coco: When I can't smile anymore, I can't make you guys smile.
>[EN] Coco: The main reason why I can't stay with you guys is because I can't make myself smile anymore.....

>[EN] Coco: There are so many projects I wanted to do but couldn't get around to.

>[EN] Coco: I feel nothing but gratitude to management for creating a place like this for me.
>[EN] Coco: There's no one to blame.

>[EN] Coco: It's just that the direction I wanted to head was different from where management wanted.
>[EN] Coco: It's partly on me, of course. I caused mgmt so much trouble.
>[EN] Coco: I feel sorry about that too.
>[EN] Coco: No, mgmt didn't do anything wrong!
>[EN] Coco: I was thinking, "The fans might think this fun!" and skipped steps, etc.
>[EN] Coco: Haha, you do hear it with bands a lot, right? "We disbanded due to creative differences."

>[EN] Coco:I did work that I thought you guys would love, and I shaved off years of my own life for it.
>[EN] Coco: And it's not like the work will disappear.
>[EN] Coco: This place really, really gave me so much.
>[EN] Coco: I might have gotten a bit too big.

>[EN] Coco: If I didn't graduate, the worst-case would that I would continue be streaming without enjoying it myself.

>[EN] Coco: I know that I'm the kind of person where ppl either love me or hate me.
>[EN] Coco: If there are ppl who want to take advantage of this opportunity to attack me..... I'll still take it as their expression of love for me.

>[EN] Coco: Hololive is a very, very precious place to me.
>[EN] Coco: I don't want it to disappear after I'm gone. I don't want it to be taken down.

>[EN] Comment: I'll charge rent. / Coco: Can I pay in smiles?
>[EN] Comment: Go to Nori-pro. / Coco: Oi!
>[EN] Coco: I don't think I'll ever be affiliated to any other agencies.
>[EN] Coco: Even if I do, it'd be Hololive 500 years later.

>[EN] Marshmallow: Is your future path tied to your own happiness? I can't help but see this as you offering your own head in exchange for everyone else's happiness.
>[EN] Marshmallow: However, even if I know the truth, I know it wouldn't change anything. I simply hope, as a single fan, that you would become happy.
>[EN] Coco: I am willing to do anything for you guys, but I'm not big-hearted enough to offer my own head for other people's sake.
>[EN] Coco: I'm not sure whether you're referring to the fans or who else with "everyone", but well.....
>[EN] Coco: I'm not big enough to do so for the other Holomems. *laughs* Of course, they're important. And so is mgmt. But.....
>[EN] Coco: I'm doing this to protect my own smile.
>[EN] Coco: And I don't want your smiles to disappear either. And this decision is a result of only that one thing.

>[EN] Coco: Everytime I talk with Towa, she cries.
>[EN] Coco: All the Holomem thought super hard for me. For a way for me to stay. Especially Choco-sensei.
>[EN] Coco: But in the end, I'm still graduating for my own smile. So I guess that's selfish, in a way.
>[EN] Coco: But Choco-sensei is really amazing.
>[EN] Coco: I guess this marshmallow really helped represent how many of you are feeling.
>[EN] Coco: Wait, what's with all the TMT? She's a devil though! Am I harming her reputation here?

>[EN] Coco: Of course, I can't get into details.
>[EN] Coco: When I said I'd do the graduation stream, mgmt asked, "How would you explain the graduation to the fans?" I was like, "Uh, is there actually anything I CAN say?"
>[EN] Coco: And they could only go, "Unnn....."
>[EN] Coco: But well, it's a corporation.

>[EN] Coco: It's just, no matter what we tried.... As I said before.... It's a difference in creative difference.
>[EN] Coco: Hololive is like, "I wanna do rock!" But you tatsunoko want country music.
>[EN] Coco: Like, I don't think I can sing rock happily. But they're like, "No, rock all the way!"
>[EN] Coco: So, the direction is completely different.
>[EN] Coco: This is just an analogy, of course.
>[EN] Coco: And even if someone suggests, "What if we do hip-hop?" It doesn't really resolve the issue.
>[EN] Coco: But we really do think lots about it.
>[EN] Coco: Of course, that was an analogy. I personally really love rock. I guess the analogy should've been the other way round.
>[EN] Coco: Of course, I can't get into details.
>[EN] Coco: It's really a difference in values. No one's in the wrong.
>[EN] Coco: I really want you guys to understand that.
>[EN] Coco: I made my choice because of my desire to make things fun for you. But in order to do so, things must remain fun for myself.

>[EN] Coco: Guys, listen to this. It's important.
>[EN] Coco: Ah, can I talk about the other Holomem?
>[EN] Coco: All the other remaining Holomem aren't bad at bearing with things like I am. They all have things they're struggling with.
>[EN] Coco: I guess maybe there isn't much point telling it to you members of Kiryu-kai.... But it's really the fans who can give the support they need.
>[EN] Coco: There may be ppl who think, "For the sake of the other Holomem, you should bear with it." But I'm a selfish woman.
>[EN] Coco: Right, Kanatan and Suichan are both really strong. They just say whatever they want.
>[EN] Coco: There are some of them who are really strong.
>[EN] Coco: But it's the fans' support that keeps them going.

>[EN] Coco: There's NDA so I can't say whatever I want, but I really went to the very, very limit.
>[EN] Coco: I shared as much as I could up to a 0.00000001% of a fraction to the line.
>[EN] Coco: So, I didn't say anything at all today, right, guys?
>[EN] Coco: It was a completely silent stream today, right?
>[EN] Coco: You guys just randomly understood stuff. I have no idea what's with you guys.

>[EN] Coco: Really, it's not that you guys didn't support me enough. You guys even made me World #1! You guys supported me MORE than enough!
>[EN] Coco: If that wasn't enough, it'd be like, "How much further would that have to be?!" So that's not it.
>[EN] Coco: I understand that this is still hard to accept. But I hope you don't go attack other ppl. Taishi Ch.
>[EN] Coco: Just take the attitude of "Yeah, she's graduated, but she's still #1 in my heart. So what?

>[EN] Comment: It's my regret that we didn't make you Universe #1. / Coco: There are still 22 days!
>[EN] Coco: It's been a year and seven months where we overcome so much.
>[EN] Coco: There was so much up and down, but no regrets!
>[EN] Coco: I even exposed me crappy singing voice.
>[EN] Coco: I mean, of course everyone has regrets.
>[EN] Coco: Thank you so much to everyone SCing for the first time too.
>[EN] Coco: Everyone has regrets and want to keep struggling.
>[EN] Coco: You might even think, "Then don't graduate!" But I'm a selfish woman.
>[EN] Coco: I want myself to keep smiling.
>[EN] Coco: I know that the moment I lose my smile, so would you all.
>[EN] Coco: So here I am, Hololive's first-ever graduate!
>[EN] Coco: Oi, who's the one who said Mickey Mouse singing?! Konoyarou! T

>[EN] Coco: There are things I hope I'd done. But it's that regret that will make me become even bigger in my next life.
>[EN] Coco: The lyrics in my original song say, "Even this unreasonableness, I'll face it." That's exactly how it is.
>[EN] Coco: Those of you who can't accept it, I'll spend the time to help you accept it.
>[EN] Coco: I'll show it through my actions.

>[EN] Coco: Just saying, guys, you can't spread what I said in members-only streams.
>[EN] Coco: If you clip and upload it, you could actually get into trouble.
>[EN] Coco: So anyways, what I wanted to say is, I only have gratitude for everything.
>[EN] Coco: Things that you can't really accept happen in all workplaces. It's just a fact of life.
>[EN] Coco: But my goal is to preserve all your smiles.
>[EN] Coco: I hope this stream helped you come to terms with the situation a bit more.
>[EN] Coco: Thank you, everyone.
>[EN] Coco: I hope that the time you spent with me will continue living on inside of you.

>[EN] Coco: I'll do my very best until my graduation. And you guys know this isn't still my very best (final form).
>[EN] Coco: And this isn't an eternity farewell.
>[EN] Coco: We can still meet. And our friendship is eternal. That's not something that anyone can cut.
>[EN] Coco: And all my Twitter and channel would still remain.
>[EN] Coco: This isn't something that would normally happen, but I made it happen.
>[EN] Coco: And Pekora-senpai really wanted to come to Holohouse. If it wasn't for the times being what it is.
>[EN] Coco: Pekora-senpai really doesn't appreciate my impression! Oh, you guys like it? Aww, you guys are soft on me.
>[EN] Coco: If you aren't wearing the rag t-shirt, of course.
>[EN] Coco: Oh, and don't stab the pin into your forehead. That would hurt.
>[EN] Comment: Can they re-open sales for the daimon badge? / Coco: I'll ask.

>[EN] Coco: Mgmt didn't allow me to start my own cult. Serious creative difference right?
>[EN] Comment: Ask if you can after your graduation. / Coco: Oi!
>[EN] Comment: Is this where I can buy the daimon badge? / Coco: OI oi oi! But that's why I love you guys, how you always turn things into a joke.
>[EN] Coco: That stream where I announced my graduation, I couldn't make you guys smile. I'm sorry about this.
>[EN] Coco: I even made a script and put jokes inside.
>[EN] Coco: My voice was like shit in that stream.
>[EN] Coco: Oi, you can't buy the daimon here1
>[EN] Coco: Seriously, you can't buy it here!
>[EN] Coco: And no Asacoco here either!

>[EN] Marshmallow: Hi, I'm a KR fan. Sorry for the bad JP. / Coco: No, this is much better than mine!
>[EN] Marshmallow: I joined you only 9 days ago, brought here by the YT algorithm. I was depressed to hear you're graduating, but the archives bring a smile back to my face.
>[EN] Marshmallow: This was short, but I'm so glad I met you. I hope the time we have left would be fun!

>[EN] Coco: There is a part of me that wished we had more time together.
>[EN] Coco: But regret is..... and I was also partly responsible....
>[EN] Coco: So overall, I'll say that I have no regrets. Only thanks. Thank you.

>[EN] Marshmallow: I am the one who told you about the news that led to the problematic stream. I've been supporting you the whole time, but it was my fault that things ended up like this.
>[EN] Coco: Seriously, it's nobody's fault!
>[EN] Coco: And this might be the trigger that lets me go on to take over the entire universe! Stay positive!
>[EN] Coco: If this didn't happen, I might have become a complacent woman. Maybe this wake-up call will lead to me reaching even greater heights.
>[EN] Coco: It's seriously nobody's fault.
>[EN] Coco: And after reaching the depths, the only way is up.
>[EN] Coco: That's Fate saying, "Here, you need to dip a bit first before shooting up."
>[EN] Coco: It's Fate. You can't go against Fate.
>[EN] Coco: And Kiryu-kai, which made me World #1, is with me.
>[EN] Coco: So, to you who sent the marshmallow, it's definitely not your fault at all.
>[EN] Coco: It's all only happy things going forward.
>[EN] Coco: I don't blame myself for anything either. Though I do think sometimes I'm being silly.
>[EN] Coco: But I just go, "I'll work harder next time."
>[EN] Coco: Your love is my support.
>[EN] Coco: Without your love, I would have no reason to live.
>[EN] Coco: I've reached the level where even if I don't stream, I know I have fans with me.
>[EN] Comment: Kiryu-kai is indestructible! / Coco: That's right! It'll never disband! All the lieutenants will still be going strong!
>[EN] Coco: So keep prosetylizing Kiryu-kai even after my graduation1

>[EN] Coco: I've seen questions asking what would happen to KanaCoco House.
>[EN] Coco: It will remain as KanaCoco House.
>[EN] Coco: After I graduate, I wouldn't stream together with Kanatan anymore, but we are still roommates, and no one can change that.
>[EN] Coco: Hey, I might become an even greater dragon and create an even bigger Holohouse!
>[EN] Coco: I might start a Kiryu Coco Real Estate!
>[EN] Coco: So yeah, don't worry. I promise I'll still be smiling.
>[EN] Coco: In the remaining 22 days, I'll remaining smiling the whole time. So, look forward to it!

>[EN] Comment: When's the next shaving stream? / Coco: Listen to what I'm saying!
>[EN] Coco: Stay postiive! If you guys are happy, it makes me happy!
>[EN] Coco: Sorry the stream went for so long. 9)
>[EN] Coco: See? I can't bear being hungry either. >Can I go grab some food?
>[EN] Comment: Oh, off with you! / Coco: Thank you!
>[EN] Coco: So, thank you all so much for watching!
>[EN] Coco: With that, bye!!!!
>[EN] Coco: Doesn't this pic make my face look really wide?
>[EN] Coco: I should have rethought it.....