A Moment of Weakness

A Moment of Weakness

(read with a strong, confident tone)
I am a strong person, of both body and of mind.
Determination, resilience, and free will are my forte`s.
If there is something I want, something I desire...I make it mine, and rarely stop until it is.
I possess the power to resist, to deny, to acquire, and to own.
I am desirable, seductive, and alluring....people want me...lust for me...desire me.
I am thought of when I am not there, and thought of more when I am...
There is nothing I cannot do...cannot achieve, or cannot have...
Except one....
You.
(weaken tone here)
If I am strong...you are stronger...and If I am wanted, you...are unobtainable.
You have a power that cannot be quelled...to which...I am weakened...
Self Control and inhibitions are non existent when you are here....
the mere mention of your name causes my knees to weaken, my heart to flutter,
my pulse to quicken, and my body to tingle...
When I see you, the weakening intensifies...
I feel my will breaking from within...words fail me, unable to form thoughts...unless they are of you...and the things I want to do to you...or the things I want done...to me.
When our eyes meet...time stands still...and I am taken to place where only you and I exist...and I am helpless to your lures.
I give in to temptation...to desire...to lust.
I beg...and I never beg...for you to have me...to have your way with me..
To take me....use me...do what you will with me...
The lines between reality and fantasy blur...the need for pleasure takes control of me...and i submit to it...completely.
A moment in time that I never want to end, I never want you to leave...I plea...and whimper for more...
I am helpless when it comes to you...broken, but beautifully so....
And when the moment fades...and reality comes back into focus...and my strength returns...
My moments of weakness behind me...
I shame not for losing myself...because for you...with you...I'd lose myself...again...and again.