Taken from "Son of Night Brother of Sleep" by Manes - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SD-FMK6MMO0

"If I could drive I'd be dead already."

"There are so many high places that i would jump from."

"Overdose on painkillers first and just as i'm about to pass out i'd leap."

"The highest cliff in UK is in Eastbourne. It's 550 feet high and it's a notorious suicider spot."

"I wish I could drive."

"I'm afraid of failing there, I won't be able (???) again."

"Hanging is an option but i'll probably get caught and end up with brain damage."

"I could jump in front of the train, but what if i'll just end up paralyzed from the neck down?"

"These are options for desperation, despite feeling so crap today, I'm not at that stage again yet."

"Maybe it will appear tomorrow, maybe the bus I get on later will just explode."

"I can hope, that's all I can see to do."

"It should all go away. I wish it would."