Help

I lost everything, once upon a time. My family, my home, my sense of self-worth, my will to live. I've come a long way with your help. From losing my home, to trying to get to the USA, to staying fed and not freezing to death, to fixing my truck and getting into a place to live. You've all been very generous and I know I have no right to ask, but I'm not out of the woods yet. I broke my arm a few weeks ago and that ended the job I had as it was a job I was doing for cash. I managed to find a workplace willing to accommodate my injury, but had to spend a lot of money on the protective gear for it (boots, tools, clothes). Now I'm looking down the barrel of not being able to pay my rent and phone bill and I don't know what to do. My roommates can't afford to pick up my slack until I get paid and I'm so close to losing everything and I just don't know what to do. I've been living off of spoonfuls of peanut butter in hopes I could scrape by with enough money to at least pay rent, but I didn't even come close. Please, anything you can do is greatly appreciated, a dollar donation, tell everyone, share with as many people as you can. I need to get through this, not just because I need a home but because if I fail now, I don't know how I'm going to be able to live with myself. I just want to be my own person again. I just want to feel whole and complete again. Like I can prove I'm worth a damn. It's pretty hard not to feel pathetic when you're sitting on the floor of a room you can't afford to keep, with a jar of peanut butter and a spoon in the dark, trying not to give up on everything. I'm still here. I'm still here.

I'm still here.

FenixElite
twitch.streamlabs.com/fenixelite
fenixelitest@gmail.com