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- Woona - Today at 5:20 PM
- gut reaction is I'm hurt
- in my head I'm like it's online lewd shit who cares
- just kinda processing it
- Polynya - Today at 5:21 PM
- :shrug:
- Woona - Today at 5:21 PM
- I'm going to steal your word
- that's wack
- Polynya - Today at 5:22 PM
- idk what to say, i have never felt that
- so
- :shrug: intensifies
- Woona - Today at 5:22 PM
- so
- I didn't go into it
- but I what we had talked about was that I was comfortable doing stuff together
- and after the 4 way call, I was like yeah, maybe alone stuff wouldn't be so cool
- Polynya - Today at 5:25 PM
- >maybe alone stuff wouldn't be so cool
- this has multiple interpretations
- please be more specific
- Woona - Today at 5:25 PM
- swinging was kind of nice
- and it's fun to be lewd with people at times
- but like
- ongoing whatever solo with someone is a whole other thing
- and I'm just trying to process it and think it out
- Polynya - Today at 5:26 PM
- ok
- Woona - Today at 5:26 PM
- honestly just going to talk it out with sugar
- Polynya - Today at 5:27 PM
- ?
- okay what is with you and deleting shit immediately(edited)
- Woona - Today at 5:27 PM
- regretted saying it
- Polynya - Today at 5:27 PM
- i read it anyway
- Woona - Today at 5:27 PM
- because it was phrased badly
- Polynya - Today at 5:27 PM
- sure
- Woona - Today at 5:29 PM
- I just wish he asked or told me I guess
- I don't know where I'm at poly
- Polynya - Today at 5:29 PM
- from what it sounds like, he thought he did
- like
- Woona - Today at 5:29 PM
- all I ever heard was him asking if it was okay to RP with people
- Polynya - Today at 5:29 PM
- when you were going the fuck off
- in dms
- he was super confused
- and disoriented
- and like "yo wtf"
- Woona - Today at 5:30 PM
- and I talked to him about it, and I went back through all our logs
- neither of us can think of anything said in person
- Polynya - Today at 5:30 PM
- they said they might have said it on call
- idk
- Woona - Today at 5:30 PM
- and there's no text ever about any of it
- like
- trust me, if anything about doing anything lewd would have come up, I would've remembered it
- Polynya - Today at 5:31 PM
- im going to have an incredibly hard trusting you for anything, just saying
- but okay
- Woona - Today at 5:31 PM
- I just don't know what the hell happened
- and just have to believe it's an honest mistake somehow
- and that's the worst part
- like
- I'm going for 100% honesty and communication
- and that's all I asked from him
- Polynya - Today at 5:33 PM
- like
- i cannot help you with that
- that's between y'all
- Woona - Today at 5:33 PM
- then why say it?
- Polynya - Today at 5:33 PM
- why say what?
- Woona - Today at 5:33 PM
- you don't trust me
- what have I ever done?
- Polynya - Today at 5:33 PM
- because you lied to me to hurt my feelings and im still pissed at you about it
- like, if you dont think they ever said anything, okay
- i can't really do anything besides say that they told me they did tell you
- and i asked multiple times
- to make sure i wasnt overstepping
- so idk
- or, im pretty sure i did
- idk
- i think so
- Woona - Today at 5:35 PM
- they said you asked
- Polynya - Today at 5:35 PM
- okay
- yeah, im pretty sure i did
- Woona - Today at 5:36 PM
- My problem is that I was serious, Sugar has been talking about how bad his hallucinations and migraines and depression are getting
- and I believe he thought I said yes somehow(edited)
- but the honest to god truth is it wasn't communicated and I'm trying to work everything out without saying no, fuck you he's mine
- but like
- yeah, the trust is kind of gone
- and I'm trying to work on it
- I don't even know what I'm getting at other than this whole thing is hella uncomfortable and I'm trying more than I think most people would
- and don't say this to sugar because they already doubt themselves and feel bad about everything
- but I'm just kind of scared what else he might just 'okay'
- baby steps
- Polynya - Today at 5:40 PM
- im going to be honest, if i was dating someone and they said what you said, i would never talk to them again(edited)
- sugar is being incredibly generous
- but yes, it is really shitty that this situation is a thing
- "hella uncomfortable" is the only description i can think of
- i haven't said any of this conversation to sugar, i just said that we were talking and that you apologized
- and that it was "going okay", which, comparatively, i believe is accurate
- Woona - Today at 5:42 PM
- word
- I'm half venting, half explaining
- Polynya - Today at 5:42 PM
- yup
- Woona - Today at 5:43 PM
- can you at least stop the IRL stuff while we figure things out?
- RP I couldn't care less about
- Polynya - Today at 5:45 PM
- part of me wants to tell you to just fuck off
- but
- fine.
- Woona - Today at 5:45 PM
- part of me wants to tell you it's my relationship.
- and I'm bending over backwards to please everyone but myself
- Polynya - Today at 5:46 PM
- k.
- im done, enjoy your evening.
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