Jake

Beneath all the Pain; Love still remains. (Romance) (PTSD/Abuse Recovery) (GFD/GFE) (comfort)(l-bombs) (nightmare)

Tone is soft and loving. You wake up to find your partner having a nightmare.
Things in (brackets) indicate tone/ notes/ actions
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(wakey up noise)

Huh?

Jake?

(gently)Jake? honey? honey wake up, wake up baby, you’re having a nightmare, wake up, shhhhshhhhshhhh its ok, its over, its all over, you’re safe, you’re safe baby, youre at home in bed with me, nothing is going to hurt you here, I promise.

I’m not going to touch you until you say so but I’m here, I’m here with you, you’re safe

We’re going to breathe together ok?

Breathe in 1..2..3..4

Hold it 1..2..3..4

Breathe out 1..2..3..4

Hold it 1..2..3..4

Good boy and again

(notice the pauses in between the numbers get a fraction longer as his breathing becomes more controlled)

Breathe in 1…2…3…4

Hold it 1…2…3…4..

Breathe out1…2…3…4

Hold it 1…2…3…4

Doing so good baby, one more

(Again with the fractionally slower counting)

Breathe in 1….2….3…4

Hold it 1….2….3….4

Breathe out 1….2….3….4

Hold it 1….2….3….4

So good, you’re doing so good, you’re safe

Look at me, you’re ok, you’re ok now sweetheart you’re safe with me

Do you feel like you want to be held?

Come here then sweet boy (rustle/snuggle noise) I’ve got you, want me to stroke your hair?

It’s just a little sweat, its not gross (sweet forehead kiss) see?

Lets pull the blanket up over you, I know you feel better with it on

I know baby, I know

Shhhhh try and relax now, you’re safe in my arms

Baby, its ok, you can let it out

Its ok to cry sweetheart (soft kiss) You don’t have to hide anything, you don’t have to be strong all the time baby, just let it all out. Let me carry some of the weight for a bit.

(Just hum/ sing softly- Iron and Wines Time after Time/ great heights spring to mind and little soft kisses while you hold him)

You’re not weak my love. You’re so brave and so strong, one of the strongest men I know, you went through something terrible but every day you put one foot in front of the other and carry on. You’re amazing, I love you, I love you so much my sweet boy

(pause) I know you don’t remember parts of it, you were drugged.

(pause) What? Of course I believe you! Baby look at me, look at my eyes, I believe you…. I believe you.

Shhhhhshhhhshhhh its ok, just let it out (comfort murmurs)

It wasn’t your fault baby, none if it was your fault. None of it.

(pause) No, no ‘If I hadn’t gone’, no ‘If I hadn’t drank’, you didn’t ask for this, its not your fault. The fault lies solely on the girl who raped you. Not you. I know you feel it but the fault and the guilt are hers, never yours.

What your classmates did was incredibly cruel. And I’m sorry the adults around you let you down. It must have taken so much courage to keep trying to get help and I’m so sorry they let you down.

I know you’re self conscious but you have no need to be, you’re perfect. My perfect man. (soft kiss)

You’re not even that short! You know God only lets things grow until they’re perfect right? (soft chuckle) Yeah I got it off facebook but its still true! You’re just the right height for me ok?

I think your body is one of the most beautiful sights I’ve ever seen, sometimes I see you doing your weights or when we're out on a  hike and you haven’t seen me looking at you and you literally make my mouth water until I want to worship every inch of you but I would love you just as much and worship your body if you were old and fat because it’s your soul that makes you shine so bright. I look into those beautiful eyes and I’m a goner.

I’ll tell you every day that I love you and I’m so proud of you my sweet, sweet boy

(kiss, turning into a deeper kiss) Can I show you?

mmmmhmmmm (little kisses) run kisses down your neck, and back up over your jaw (deeper kiss)

can you roll over for me? Onto your tummy so I can massage your back and your shoulders, help you relax, (pause) let me stroke over all that gorgeous skin (pause) you like that? (pause)I love that little sigh as you relax (pause) the hiss when my fingers hit a tight spot and I work it out and feel you melt

(Soft chuckle)Yeah you totally do melt

How about if I drop some kisses along your shoulder blades (kiss noises)?

Along your spine? (kiss noises) kiss each and every bump of your vertebrae (kiss)

How about if I push the sheet up a little? I wont take it away, and massage down your legs? God the muscles in your thighs, the curve of your calves, you're gorgeous (kisses)

Say it for me, say I'm gorgeous, come on baby, say it for me, be a good boy and say it, you can hide your face in the pillow this time as long as you say it, yeah, say it again for me?

Such a good boy, (kisses)

Oh it tickles on your feet does it? Ok I'll stop (two little kisses)

Roll back over?

Can I massage your arms? I just kinda wanna squeeze on your biceps (soft chuckle) yeah I know but they're so hot, its such a turn on that you're so strong but these hands (kissing fingertips) are so gentle, they bring me so much pleasure

(laughs) yeah not just with the baking you big nerd,

(laugh) Hey I never said I didn't want cookies! I appreciate your skill in the kitchen but what I meant was I love when you stroke my hair, when you put your hand on the small of my back when we go out, it makes me feel safe and special,(gentle sucks on the fingertips)I love the way you touch me, how good your fingers feel on my pussy,  I love the way your hand fits perfectly with mine (interlocking fingers) that you can be so gentle and then when we go out hiking you can reach down and yank me up when I'm struggling like its nothing

(little whoop/giggly shriek as he pulls her up the bed)

Yeah like that (giggle and kisses)

I'm not done loving on you yet! This is all about you baby

(kisses throughout) I wanna just nibble gently on your collar bones, umph when you've got a shirt on with the collar open and I can just see the tips of your collar bones mmmmm (lusty) hot damn boy

I could never grow tired of running my hands over your chest, its so solid, I love to rest my head on it, listen to your big beautiful heart, I could trace my finger tips over the muscles of your chest and over your abs all day

Or play with your pretty nipples (lick/suck/kiss nipple play noises) kissing all over these gorgeous pecs, kissing this little scar because every single inch of you is beautiful

Can I stroke the insides of your thighs while I play with these some more? (nipple play noises)

If you need to stop, you say so baby.

The tremble is pleasure? Well good. (all the kisses!)

Can I touch the front of your boxers?

(soft groan)

Oh baby, you like that huh?

How about if I just nuzzle a little through the fabric?

Do you want to slip them off? Because your in control baby, we don't do anything you aren't 100% on board with ok?

(soft moan) Yeah I love it, its perfect,

You're so hard for me baby and so thick, you feel so heavy in my hand, I can't quite close my fingers around you its so thick, god its so sexy, it gets me so wet to feel you throb in the palm of my hand

Nope, its not. You know its only the first few inches of a womans pussy that have the most nerve endings right? It's not length that matters its girth and you do not disappoint baby,its fucking beautiful, the way you stretch my pussy and fill me up to the point I can barely remember my name? its amazing

No I'm not bullshitting you! Look it up!

Or we can skip the late night bio class and let me get back to stroking this magnificent cock?

(soft chuckle) Yep I totally did say magnificent, deal with it

(kiss and wet noises) Good choice baby

Do you like feeling my hands running slowly up and down? Do you like seeing the head disappear between my fingers when I get to the top? The little moan when I twist my wrist tells me you like that,

Can you spread your legs just a little baby?

I love how you shiver when I trace my nails softly up your inner thigh and cup your balls, roll them softly between my fingers, so gently because they're so sensitive aren't they baby?

They feel so good in my hand, so heavy with all that beautiful, delicious come, the way they tighten when you're close, its so sexy

Oh baby, look at all that precome, you're dripping with it. Can I spread it around? (wet sounds)Oh that feels so good, feel my fingers, all slippery, sliding up and down, its so hot baby, so sexy.

Can I taste it? Please? I love it, its tastes so good, please can I put my mouth on you?

(groan) So good, oh baby so good, you taste amazing, you are turning me on so much right now

I love to just kiss the tip, dip my tongue inside and taste your precome, suck gently on you

To run my tongue up and down your shaft, explore that little sensitive bit just below the head and hear you gasp, I love the feel of the vein on your underside, I love the little hitches in your breath when I press it with my tongue, trace it all the way down to
(moan) The delicate skin of your balls as I massage them with my tongue before sucking it into my mouth (wet/oral sounds)

Does that feel good baby?

You taste amazing, you make me crave you

One of my favorite things is to hold your eyes with mine as my lips stretch tight around you and take you into my mouth (oral sounds)

(ad lib oral/wet sounds through the next section to your hearts content)

Deeper mmmmmmm and deeper (moan around him)

(wet/oral sound)

You stretch my pretty little mouth to its limits and I love it

(moan) That sweet ache in my jaw that makes my pussy clench

The weight of you on my tongue, leaking that delicious precome down my throat is heaven and I just want more

Give me your hands baby, (begging tone) please, thread your fingers through my hair and guide me, hold my hand in yours, lace your fingers in mine and hold onto me,

That's it baby, don't hold back, I love making you feel good, I love making you gasp and shiver, I love that flush on your cheeks, its so sexy, the little furrow in your forehead when you try and hold on

Don't hold on baby, let it build, look into my eyes as I sink my mouth down over your perfect fucking cock and come for me (oral/wet sounds)

Yes baby, do it, do it, come for me, come for me, give me every...last....beautiful...drop

(wet/swallowing/ moaning noises)

 Did you enjoy that? (kiss) Yeah? I can see that (kiss) relax baby, catch your breath (kiss) Let me hold you a moment (kiss) You were so perfect (kiss) I love you (kiss)

Oh you like tasting the traces of your come on my lips? (kiss)

Yeah? You wanna try and close your eyes again? Roll over and let me be the big spoon for once?

That's a good boy, shhhh relax now, close your eyes, feel me holding you tight

(soft kisses)

That’s it now, (kiss) you’re safe (kiss) you’re amazing (kiss) and you’re loved

You’re so loved. Rest now, you deserve to rest.

Close your eyes

Sleep now my good sweet boy

(whisper) love you