run and hit

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t4pHf1B8IXk

whatcha gonna do in the dead of night
peering through clouds without any light
nothing to find nothing to see nothing to feel nothing to kill writing your own death seal

now its all depressing and thats fine good and all
but at the end of the day none of us take the fall
or the jump or the pull or the cut
a coward, a blank, youre a dud with a blunt

you end up dealing with it, living within an unlife
keeping away strife and that good old sharp knife
going with the flow of the life you detest
testing your seals crest every other bedrest
death's scythe waiting by your bed at your behest
I COULD MURDER A CURRY
it says

slice

ambulance sirens as youre lying in a bed
it aint yours and fuck youre not dead
pain hits your mind and you see a white light
of the lamp shining in your eyes as you fight
FIGHT
fight bitch wake up youve been here before
cut the ties, stand up and escape out the door
drop and roll around the sandpaper asphalt
as you remember that this is all your fault
FAULT
fault lies with intent in the conscience
what comes after is the intense emotions
GUILT
guilt comes from purpose of fault
perhaps you didnt even do the assault
DEFENCE
defence of your actions and justifications
just taking that trip for your little vacation
BRAKE
you didnt did you you just did it and didnt stop
you hit it and did it | didnt even | ever see the cop
didnt even look back and see the blood
washed it off the car along with the mud

BASTARD
the mothers tears like waterfalls in the court silence
"SILENT" as a gavel falls against wood hard "NO LICENSE"
"HIT AND RUN" you did and all you want to do is run
"GUILTY AS CHARGED" and thats when you bought your gun